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silly N doodles because i'm quite the fangirl (sry not sry 💔)

hehe funny

𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 drones 👅

guys did i cook?

old art again bc i have no motivation

if this doesn't happen in ep 8 i'm ending it all /j

IM DYING OMFG i hope it's a good ending because if not im gonna lose it NSBFNENEMRNDNDN

LETS FUCKING GOOOOO

more old art bc im lazy

pretty much in an artblock + feel too lazy to finish SDD design so i'll upload some old art

it's done :3

first post?? i don't even know what i'm doing, but here's some N.

first post?? i don't even know what i'm doing, but here's some N.

there’s something about this scene in murder drones that really fucks with me when I think about it

—long post and murder drones ep 7 spoilers below—

So for a short recap of what happened up till this point, Tessa told N that Earth imploded, to keep the former a secret from Uzi, escaped from whatever the fuck happened in Ep 6 and V sacrificed herself so the rest of them could continue exploring Cabin Fever Labs and not be brutally torn apart by the sentinels.

N’s not having a good time to put it lightly.

He’s in the aftermath of V’s sacrifice and N’s look of just pure despair here says more than I could ever try to put into words.

He’s in shock, he’s concerned and scared and his mind must be working overtime trying to process what just happened.

V may be dead.

Denial or anger or maybe even both comes over him. Even if V and N’s relationship has been messy recently, he still CARES about her and having V sacrifice herself for both his and Uzi’s sake… He just can’t take it.

Impulse takes over as he begins firing at the ruble. V can’t be dead. SHE CAN’T BE DEAD.

He yells at Uzi to use her solver so they can get back V. He starts slashing at the ruble with claws because he needs V with him. He isn’t thinking, he’s just blindly attacking because he NEEDS V.

As he continues acting purely on his emotions, Tessa yells at him to watch it and he turns around to see…

“I… don’t think I s-should. I’m sorry, N…”

N must feel terrible in this moment. In his inconsideration, he hurt Uzi, one of the people he cares the most about. He might already have lost one of his friends and he doesn’t want lose another. He must feel awful.

He tries apologizing, tries deescalating the situation. You can see in his body language here that he’s trying get down to her level, trying to make her feel not uncomfortable with him. He wants to tell her it isn’t her fault, that he lost control of his emotions for a moment and feels deeply sorry for what he just did and-

Tessa interrupts him.

Tessa stops him from trying to talk it out with Uzi. Now, I feel like we all know at this point that this isn’t Tessa. This is Cyn wearing Tessa’s skin pretending to be Tessa and on rewatch this scene hits even harder. At this point in the story, Cyn is trying to regain control of N, either by manipulating him or hacking into his software (as seen by a this).

And to do that, Cyn has to get N alone and isolated from anyone who might try to intervene.

What Cyn is trying to do by not letting N speak to Uzi is that she’s trying to drive a wrench between the two, and if she succeeds, she can have an obedient murder pet that will eat planets with her. Seeing as neither of her plans worked out, she settled on just killing N, thus the whole “why is Cyn after her own murder pet” thing.

I’m getting ahead of myself, back to the scene itself.

This single frame adds so much in such little time its shown. Uzi sees herself bleeding in the reflection of Tessa’s sword, not oil, but blood. As anyone would be in this situation, she’s visibly shocked. Not only does this add another parallel between Doll and Uzi, but it also adds a level of discomfort to Tessa on Uzi’s behalf.

Tessa goes “Uzi, let’s have you sit this one out, eh? Box over there. Robots like boxes, right?” Which is (1. Insensitive and emotionally immature of her. And (2. Cyn trying to get alone with N.

Uzi doesn't want anymore of Tessa’s cryptic bullshit and tries to speak up and is yet again, interrupted by Tessa. This time, she’s speaking solely to N. She wants him to speak.

As you can see, N does not like being abruptly put on the spot. Taking everything prior into account, we can tell that N doesn’t know what to say. Cyn, FOR THE THIRD TIME THIS SCENE, is forcing that wrench harder down into N and Uzi’s relationship.

N is visibly nervous when speaking here. He’s trying to pick his words as carefully as he can under this much stress. He manages to get out “Uzi, there, um, might be some things down here that you don’t want to see.”

Uzi isn’t getting the full picture here. N is hiding something from her, which is terrifying for her. What reason would N have to hide anything from her? And Cabin Fever Labs, possibly the only place where Uzi can get answers, “might have things she doesn’t want to see”? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?

N is definitely freaking out because Uzi is freaking out and N doesn’t want to be responsible for anybody freaking out, especially if it’s Uzi.

N isn’t getting the full picture either because “Tessa” is purposefully not giving it to him.

N tries assuring Uzi that everything’s going to be alright, that they’re not going to hurt her.

“…Hurt me?”

…

Uzi’s solver activates and it summons a null void. The corridor starts caving in. N reaches a hand out for Uzi to take. She backs away.

And that ends one of the most emotional one minute and forty two seconds of my life. Yeah, that’s right, everything mentioned here happened in the span of one minute and forty two seconds!

FUCK

ME

this is old so i have drawn him agin recently i still love him

Quise hacer un dibujo pintado con acuarelas durante mis vacaciones y al final me decidí por plasmar mi idea de un AU humano que tengo de Murder Drones con mi ship favorito: Thad x N.

No pregunten por qué me gusta ese ship en vez del Nuzi porque ni yo lo se, simplemente lo ví y me gustó.

En mi AU, las cosas suceden en un pueblo o ciudad que frecuentemente por las noches es atacada por vampiros y las personas que viven ahí se las arreglan para sobrevivir (básicamente evitar salir de noche y tener objetos que son peligrosos para los vampiros). En una de esas noches, N sale a cazar junto a V y J Pero le sucede lo mismo que a Vaggie de Hazbin hotel: Tuvo compasión por alguien y lo castigaron por eso, arrancandole las alas y su cola para dejarlo morir ahí al día siguiente por la luz del sol.

Cuando los vampiros se van, Thad sale para ver si sus amigos se encuentran bien pero luego encuentra a N en un callejón oscuro (se que se ve más iluminado en la foto Pero era necesario para que se viera bien) y se lo lleva para poder curar sus heridas. Ya después, Thad se da cuenta que es un vampiro Pero N le hace saber que no le hará daño y después de un tiempo se enamoran y se hacen novios.

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Thad : Hey, are you okay?

N: I do not know..

I wanted to make a drawing painted with watercolors during my vacation and I decided to capture my idea of a human AU that I have from Murder Drones with my favorite ship: Thad x N.

Don't ask why I like that ship instead of the Nuzi because I don't even know, I just saw it and I liked it.

In my AU, things happen in a town or city that is frequently attacked by vampires at night and the people who live there manage to survive (basically avoid going outside And have objects that are dangerous to vampires) On one of those nights, N goes hunting with V and J. But The same thing happened to N as Vaggie from Hazbin Hotel: He felt sorry for someone and J punished him for it, tearing off his wings and tail to leave him die there the next day by sunlight.

When the vampires leave, Thad goes out to see if his friends are okay but then finds N in a dark alley (I know it looks brighter in the photo but it was necessary to make it look better) and takes him away so he can heal his wounds. Later, Thad realizes that he is a vampire, but N lets him know that he won't hurt him and after a while they fall in love and become boyfriends.