Manifesation - Blog Posts

heyy so ive been asking around about this but i feel like the hardest thing for me to manifest is a certain face / appearance changes — not because it’s hard to manifest in itself but i can never decide on a df or desired features.. how’d you choose yours, if you don’t mind me asking ?

* I'm really hapy to answer this, because I could never choose a DF too! I saw Taylor Hill for the first time few months ago, and I just FELT - like in my heart - that i want to look just like her. Every time i wanted to change my DF, it was just for a small period of time (like when I watched Leon The Professional and wanted to look like Natalie Portman for one evening, but didnt do anything to actually look like her). My eyes, nose and face shape is naturally similiar to Taylor's, and I always felt insecure about these features of mine.

* When I saw Taylors face card absolutely EATING UPP these features i became more confident about my eyes, nose and face shape. I always wanted to have eyes like for example Adriana Lima or Megam Fox even though they're literally the opposite of mine, and after i tried manifesting their face I just looked weird, so when I saw Taylor I just FELT it. I was sure, even though for some time I didnt want to look like her cuz I wanted to (for example) have Brooke Shields eyes, but then I just went with what my heart wants🩷 She really 'fits' my face and i look way much better now!

* If you still struggle with choosing your DF, then make an image where every single DF (past and present) of yours is in it and choose whoever looks more like you and just FEELS right ! Good luck angel 🩷🪽

* PS. If you choose the DF that feels right and then suddenly want to change it, just stop trying to manifest looking like anyone for a while so you give yourself time if you actually want to look like that person you suddenly felt the need to do so, or if you wanna look like someone you choose before 🌺

i will marry a rich man 💵🥂🕯️

FAILURE DOES NOT EXIST IN THE MANIFESTATION SPACE. THERE ARE ABSOLUTELY NO LIMITS, FROM GROWING WINGS TO STOPPING GRAVITY TO MAKING TELEPORTATION REAL OR BEYOND ALL THAT—THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN'T DO. "INSTANT" SHOULD'VE NEVER BECOME THE NORM BC NOW Y'ALL GOT PPL THINKING "IF IT'S NOT INSTANT, THEN IT FAILED" WHICH IS NEVER TRUE. WAVERING DOES NOT EXIST. WE ARE MEANT TO FEEL DOUBT AND NOT BELIEVE IN OUR MANIFESTATIONS IF THAT COMES UP (NOTE THAT I SAID "MEANT TO...IF" AND NOT "REQUIRED"). YOUR DESIRES ARE INEVITABLE. FUCK ANYONE'S OPINIONS OR METHODS, RELY ON YOURSELF.

hello everyone,

recently, i have been working a lot on my self concept and have been trying to eliminate all of my limiting beliefs. specifically i have been working on my void state self concept.

i started listening to some affirmation tapes on youtube. i found that i preferred listening to them over actually affirming out loud. it was way easier.

the problem for me was, that the affirmations in the videos didn’t really apply to what i wanted to work on. they would all just say surface level stuff like “i am the master of the void”.

when you’re trying to fix your self concept, you have to look deeper than that and find the root cause. you have to identify your limiting beliefs and eliminate them.

for me, one of the things that has been holding me back, is that when I try to get into the void state, i focus too hard on the 3D and on my own senses.

i haven’t been able to find an affirmation tape or subliminal that would help me fix that. so i decided to create my own.

i only made this for myself, and I didn’t plan on posting it. so it’s nothing special. it’s an affirmation tape with more detailed affirmations in the background as a subliminal. it’s only short and simple but it does the job.

this has helped me so much. so I decided to share it with everyone else, because maybe it might help other people too.

i hope this helps someone ♡

SOME* OF YA'LL ARE NEVER GOING TO GET YOUR DESIRES, AND YOU'LL HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME BUT YOURSELVES

*WARNING: TOUGH LOVE RANT. also, like everything in life, take what resonates with you and leave the rest. if you're not doing anything i mention in this post, then this post doesn't apply to you.

before anyone comes for me, MOST of us are going through (or have gone through) hard circumstances. many of us have come from abusive households, abusive relationships, poverty, homelessness, & just overall bad circumstances.

but you know why the bloggers & anons who succeed in manifesting their desires/desired lives ACTUALLY SUCCEED?

because they took accountability for their current state and their limiting patterns.

because they were disciplined & determined enough to claim their desire(s), apply the law, & persist regardless of EVERYTHING.

because they knew that this practice would actually change their lives forever and allowed NOTHING to stand in their way.

AND GUESS WHAT? NOW THEY HAVE THEIR DESIRES/DESIRED LIFE!

if you were to be 100% honest and tell me why after months/years of being in this community you STILL haven't manifested your desires/desired life yet, what would be the answer?

overconsumption? procrastination? laziness? lack of persistence?

whatever the case may be, what i do know for a FACT is that it has been no one's fault but YOURS.

many of you guys come running on this platform; asking the same repetitive questions, complaining about not seeing results, whining about how sad your life is and how hard your circumstances are, or just straight up hating on some of these bloggers that are helping you FOR FREE, when they could be using that time to enjoy their desires/the life that they manifested for themselves.

LIKE...DO YOU REALIZE HOW PATHETIC & ENTITLED SOME OF YOU GUYS ARE?

"can you pleaseee manifest/tap into the void for me?" 🥺

"im so lazyyy, i can't be bothered to persist..." 🥱

"loa is FAKE! you guys are a bunch of lying b***hes..." 🤬

"my life is sooo hard, i have such a horrible life...*continues to trauma dump*" 😭

OHHH MYYY F*CKINGGG GODDD!

there are MILLIONS of people in the world who are in unfavorable/horrible circumstances that have NO IDEA what the law of assumption is, and have NO WAY to access this type of information!

you guys literally have the knowledge and awareness to make the most beautiful life possible for yourselves with JUST YOUR IMAGINATION, and yet, A LOT of you guys are the most ungrateful, lazy, irresolute, undisciplined whiners, who don't want to do even the BARE MINIMUM to change your entire lives!!

TRUST ME, everyone on this platform (including myself) understands that there will be setbacks. we all know that they are going to be bad days. we all understand that everyone has their own personal/mental issues. we get that life has obstacles and that not every day will be a win.

BUT, you guys NEED to put in the effort & not give up! you guys NEED to STOP letting your ego win! you guys NEED to get tf off of social media and stop overconsuming information. you guys NEED to claim your desires/desired life, stay consistent & persist until your desires/desired life has materialized.

because guess what, a day turns into a year pretty quickly, and you'll have gone another year of NOT having your desires/desired life, and it's going to be no one's fault but yourself...

do you REALLY want another year of watching everyone else get what they want besides you? do you REALLY want another year of not having your desired appearance, your sp, or financial freedom?

REALLY?

i hope the answer is no...because that's a HUGE waste of time that could be used to actually have the things & life you want.

everyone deserves to live the life they want...but at the end of the day, no one & nothing has the power to manifest the life you want but YOU.

if simply “knowing” you have your desire ACTUALLY fulfills you, THEN DO IT!

if robotically/mindlessly affirming ACTUALLY fulfills you, THEN DO IT!

if just affirming once and going about the rest of your day ACTUALLY fulfills you, THEN DO IT!

if sitting down and meditating for 10 minutes ACTUALLY fulfills you, THEN DO IT!

if listening to your subliminal playlist a few times a day ACTUALLY fulfills you, THEN DO IT!

hell, if eating a peach and saying "DINKLEBERG!!!" every morning ACTUALLY fulfills you, THEN DO IT!

the successful bloggers and anons on this platform that manifested their dream lives or "big" desires made their own rules, did methods that made them feel fulfilled, and persisted until they succeeded. if you look at all the success stories, there is not a SINGLE ONE that did the EXACT SAME THING to get into the state of the wish fulfilled. Some affirmed mindlessly/robotically, some simply got into the state of knowing, and others used affirmation tapes, subliminals, music, meditation, inner convos, etc.

long story short, cater the law to what feels right for YOU. remember that intention and belief are the ONLY things that matter at the end of the day. find what makes you feel good, mold personal rules and beliefs, stand firm, and persist until you succeed!!!

“what you assume to be true is true” - the literal basis of the law of assumption

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Remember that your "desires" are already yours, so start acting like it!

Don't tell yourself "Oh I can't wait to see my results!" Girl, you already have them!!! They are yours! Stop telling yourself that they are absent and that you need to wait for them!

Don't just affirm to yourself and then slip in a thought about "Omg, when is all this affirming going to do something???" The affirming is doing something, because you have it already!

If your mind is telling you that you don't, just gaslight it!

I don't see results! What are you on about, I have my results already.

This isn't working! It already worked.

Why do I not sense any changes! Idk, because obviously there is changes.

Don't let your silly brain be fooled into believing that you don't have it yet, because it is yours.

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You literally just decide that you have it. That's it.

"I have doubts." Too bad, you already have it.

"I'm not seeing results." Ok? Who cares, it's already yours.

"I'm giving up on manifesting for this." Why are giving up on something that you already have? Hello?

"I hope that I'll get my desire!" Stop hoping for it. That's like saying 'Oh wow, I hope that I can breathe tomorrow!'

"I need to do all these random methods to get my desire!" No you don't...

"Manifesting takes a lot of effort and concentration!" It doesn't have to... you're making it more difficult for yourself.

We overcomplicate manifesting so much when all you have to do is choose to have it.

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Quick note: I don't know if someone else has already done something like this. They probably have but its whatever.

This is for people who are good at/enjoy writing! Okay so first of all, identify your desire. It can be anything really. I personally would suggest choosing one things instead of a bunch of things but you can do that as well.

So now that you have your desire, act like you're the version of you that already has it. Get into that state of mind and really feel like that's who you are right now.

The next step is open any sort of writing app. I used Notion. Now write a letter to your old self, the one who doesn't have your desire. Write all of the details about how you got your desire, how you and people around you reacted to this. Really make it detailed and feel real (because it is).

I want to talk about how I felt doing this. Honestly it felt so strange. I really was the version of me who had my desire when I was typing out my letter, and honestly I still feel like that as I'm writing this post too. I think the more that I do this, the more I connect with this (the one who has the desires) version. I know for sure I will absolutely be doing this again!

the 3d is doing a better job at persisting than some of yall...😭

Having a stubborn mind = more chances to affirm.

you: im a master shifter

Your mind: no ur not

THIS IS YOUR CHANCE TO SAY "YES I AM!!" So I hope all u stubborn kiddos out there see this. There's nothing wrong with u.

So go manifest.

Reminder that you don't need 1 million affirmations

When I get my period on a new moon I feel like I've peeked

Actually I changed my mind how do I make him obsessed with me instead of me being obsessed with him? Do I manifest? what do I do?

Any tips to get over a guy? I literally cannot stop thinking abt him even though I said I didn't like him anymore pls send help

Manifestingﾟ⁠.⁠*⁠･⁠｡ﾟ

HOW TO USE GRABOVOI OR MANIFESTATION CODES

WRITE IT DOWN IN YOUR WRIST IN BLUE INK

TRY TO REMEMBER THE CODE AND SAY IT AS YOU GO TO SLEEP (IN YOUR MIND OR ALOUD)

WRITE IT DOWN 33 TIMES FOR 3 DAYS

WRITE IT DOWN ON A PIECE OF PAPER AND PUT IT UNDER YOUR PILLOW

WRITE IT DOWN 5 TIMES ON A PIECE OF PAPER AND THEN PUT A WATER BOTTLE ON TOP OF IT AND THEN DRINK THE WATER IN THE MORNING AND ALSO FOR THE REST OF THE DAY

YOU CAN USE THIS FOR ANY MANIFESTATION METHOD AS WELL, FOR EXAMPLE: U CAN USE THIS WHILE YOU ARE SCRIPTING OR WHILE YOU ARE VISUALIZING, YOU CAN VISUALIZE THE CODE AND HOW YOU FEEL WHILE SEEING THE CODE IN YOUR VISION

YOU CAN LABEL THE CODE ON YOUR WATER BOTTLE AND FEEL THE EMOTIONS RELATED TO YOUR CODE

YOU CAN USE IT IN YOUR AFFIRMATIONS, FOR EXAMPLE :-

I don't chase (SP) because I naturally attract (SP) . I am now activating ___(grabovoi/manifestation code)

I am a money magnet, money flows heavily into my life, I am now activating 346325845 (code for prosperity).

⋆.˚ 𖥔˚ DECIDE. JUST FUCKING DECIDE. (CW: RANT.)

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Today was supposed to be a win. And in a lot of ways, it was and is. I got recognized. I won a silver medal. A 96 on my card. I’ve worked hard, and I deserved to be celebrated. So when my mom’s best friend offered to treat us to a cute little café we hadn’t tried before, I was genuinely excited. The food was incredible, the ambiance was peaceful, everything felt like a reward. Until she started talking.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Out of nowhere, she (my mom's best friend) brought up my dream college course—multimedia arts. My passion. My calling. My decision. And instead of encouragement or even basic respect, I got a lecture disguised as concern. She started with the whole “Why is art even a course?” angle, then sprinkled in the usual “It’s just a hobby, not a career,” and wrapped it up with “We’re just worried about your future, okay?”

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎The amount of rage and discomfort I felt? Immeasurable.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Do you know how dehumanizing it is to have your passion—the thing that lights your soul on fire—reduced to a hobby in the middle of what was supposed to be a celebratory lunch? And the worst part? My mom was nodding. Agreeing. And I just sat there thinking, Why am I being made to feel ashamed for knowing who I am and what I want? Why do so many adults think that just because they struggled, we’re required to choose struggle too?

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎No. Not today.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎I told them flat out that this was not a conversation I wanted to be having. Not here. Not now. Not when I’ve just been awarded for excelling. Not in front of good food and good vibes. Because I will not let anyone ruin my shine, especially not in the name of “concern.” Thankfully, they backed off. But that doesn’t mean the words didn’t sting.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Still, I refuse to shrink myself just because they don’t understand. I refuse to mold myself into something more “convenient” or “acceptable” just because that’s what worked for them. The world they grew up in isn’t the world I’m building. I’m not meant for a life where I wake up every day and dread my job. I’m not meant to just survive. I am meant to create, to lead, to thrive. And they don’t have to understand it. Because I do.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎I’ve already succeeded. I’ve already won. I decided, and that’s all it took. That’s all it ever takes.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎What most people don’t realize is that this world? This entire reality? It listens to you. It listens to your thoughts, your beliefs, your decisions. I know about the Law of Assumption. I understand the Void. I work with subliminals. I manifest. I shift. I am not just living in this world—I am shaping it with every breath I take. I have access to truths and techniques that the vast majority of the population don't know about, let alone practice. That is not something I take lightly.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎And with that knowledge, I made a promise to myself: I will never live a life I hate. I will never settle. I will never chase someone else’s version of success while abandoning my own. I would rather burn every bridge than walk down a path I know isn’t mine.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Because I have that power. And so do you.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎You don’t need anyone’s approval to pursue your dreams. You don’t need the world's validation to take your place in it. You don't have to wait for the "right moment," or the "right opportunity," or someone else's green light. You are the only one who gets to decide what’s right for you. That’s it. That’s the whole secret. You want the life you dream of? Decide. Just fucking decide. Claim it. Live it. Embody it. Let reality catch up to you.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎People will project their fears onto you. Let them. That’s not your business. Your business is becoming everything you’ve ever wanted to be and embodying that. And if that threatens them, so be it.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎You are not here to beg for a life you love. You’re here to choose it. Loudly. Unapologetically. Irreversibly.

So do it. Decide.

⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚ BITCH, YOU NEVER NEEDED TO TRY.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Like, babe… you really didn’t. You were never meant to struggle, force, overthink, or beg the universe like some desperate side character in your own story. Law of Assumption? The Void State? Subliminals? They’re not hacks—they’re reminders. Reminders that you’ve always had the power. Always.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎The universe (or subconscious, whatever you believe in..) doesn’t care how you get there. It just reflects who you are being. Not what you're doing. Not what you're hoping for. It reflects what you're claiming as already yours. So when you assume it’s yours—when you step into that energy of, “Duh, of course”—reality shifts. Instantly. Effortlessly.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎People think the Void is some deep meditative black hole you have to fight your way into. No, babe. The Void is you. Pure awareness. All you have to do is relax, and just know. That’s it. It’s not hard. It’s not complicated. It’s not locked behind some paywall. It’s you.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Subliminals? Gorgeous tools. But they work because you believe they do. Because you already assume the change is happening, or better yet—has already happened. Not because the frequency is magical—but because you are. That playlist you looped last night while scrolling? It’s already done. You don’t need to monitor results. You don’t need to obsess. You said it, you felt it, it’s yours. Now move on and go romanticize your life like the glowing cosmic bad bitch you are.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎The Law of Assumption doesn’t mean sitting alone in your room spiraling until something changes. It means knowing—deep down, without a single doubt—that what you want is already yours. It means sipping your iced coffee like your manifestations aren’t just coming—they’re already done. You're not manifesting anymore. You're simply receiving.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎And the gag is? You never had to earn it. You never had to prove yourself. You were always the version of you who has everything. The only thing that ever needed to change… was your awareness.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎So no, you don’t need to try. You never needed to try. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎All you needed to do was know, embody, and let reality catch up.

⋆.˚ 𖥔˚ INTRODUCTION.

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　　☁️ 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢 𝐚𝐦

› Mercy. 17. Filipino. any pronouns. › I’ve been in the subliminal + void scene longer than a child born in the 2020s (6 yrs sub, 3 yrs void, 2 months LOA revival). › Took a break. Got dragged back in by LOA. Now I’m here to punch you lovingly into your best self.

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　　✎ 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬

I’m here to: – help you embody your best version – remind you that you can be a total wreck and still be divine – give zero-tolerance advice for self-hate manifestation (like no... absolutely not.) – teach you how to own reality like it owes you rent

you want: ☐ comfort? (or maybe a bitchy voice giving you comfort?) ☐ real talk? ☐ a push into the void, manifestation, shifting or loa? ☐ to be called out gently (or violently)?

baby you’re in the right place.

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　　⚰️ 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭⚰️ ✦ “Persisting = Already yours” – the post that makes your inner void god cry ✦ “LOA is SOOO fun” – a lil girl talk for those who stress too much about loa ✦ “Void Guide but with teeth” – no fluff, just slaps ✦ "You're powerful, bitch" - another girl talk cause why not? gotta help my girlies and gays out ✦ "Girl, you don't "fake it 'til you make it" - cause that is the OPPOSITE of persisting in the fact that everything you've always wanted is already yours.. ✦ "Stop worrying about the how." - girl, all you have to do is sit back and persist in the knowing that you already have everything. ✦ "You're not doing anything wrong." - let me tell you, it's simply your assumption. ✦ "You NEVER needed to try, like at all." - like.. this is our natural state. ✦ Or you can stalk my older posts here <3

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　　⚰️ 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 ⚰️ ✦ Subliminals ✦ Law of Assumption

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　　⚰️ 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 ⚰️ ✦ Feeling burnt out babe? - to all the burnt out kings and queens out there. ✦ Decide. (CW//rant.) - all you have to do is decide, embody, perist.

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　　☾ 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 ☽ – reblog if it resonates – follow if you're done being a sad bitch and ready to shift your life – and before you follow, i'm gonna be a bit of a bitch here. like your best friend who is done with you getting back with your toxic ex over and over. you've been warned <3

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　　✧ 𝐦𝐲 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 ✧

𓆩 do not trauma dump without warning 𓆩 no hate. no spam. 𓆩 anon messages are divine confessions. act accordingly. 𓆩 we don’t force. we flow. 𓆩 your feelings are valid, but your doubts are not in charge. 𓆩 dni if you're a terf, anti-shifter, racist, misogynist, homophobic, transphobic or anything that i obviously fucking hate like get out.

proud of this girlie over here <3 ABSOLUTELY SERVED

I fucking entered the void.

Long post ahead!

@premiumbitch I owe u every shit wtf, your method was INSANE?

REMEMBER HOW I TOLD Y'ALL IMMA BE ENTERING THE VOID ON MY BIRTHDAY???? I did it, and guys it's literally the easiest shit idk why some people see it as smth big 💀

I didn't manifest anything, why? Because guess it or not I actually just wanted to be familiar with it, I love how I'm slowly knowing everything is mine, and yesterday I didn't want to manifest anything I just wanted to try the void out especially bc I have been studying sm these days, I wanted a break.

Now I've been eating up that mindset that I'm a master at the void, which let's be obvious, everyone is, they just need to get to the point and slowly realize it, it has to click.

Okay I'm going to stop yapping and fucking get into it 👍🏻, either way, yesterday night, at 1:32 AM or smth, after the day turned 6th April, I got in bed and made myself comfortable, and simply told myself I'll enter the void under 5 minutes, which actually and unsurprisingly, it was the case, I used a standard boring ass method too yk, the one where it's usually always what people do.

On my back, started slow breathing, and i set the intention of keeping myself awake when my body sleeps (best advice I got from idk who it helps sm) and then I let myself sink in the bed for some minutes, like I just laid there, and already I immediately was in the SATs.

So naturally I affirmed for the void, knowing I'm already in there, and mf I slipped in there after two or three minutes of affirming, just saying "I am the void." Or "I am in the void."

I think the reason I actually got out myself or sometimes used to slip in and back, is how I immediately focused on my body signs or anything connected me to myself, so I have a note to myself next time, to allow it naturally happen and focus just on the blackness behind my eyes.

ANYWAYS I STAYED THERE FOR LIKE I THOUGHT 2 OR 3 MINUTES BUT IT WAS A WHOLE WHOPPING 1 HOUR TF, and get that, how did I know it's the void? I just wanted to see stars there and I fucking did 🎀

IMMA GO CRY I FINALLY AM THE CREATER OF MY OWN REALITY.

anyone reading this, babes please don't give up, genuinely don't, I've been in this game for 6 years and I know a lot of people that'll leave for this long, saying they have no patience, girly you can do it if I did, I used to be in SUCH a bad place you can't even imagine, I pulled my shit and started living in the end for 2 months (and no it doesn't take two months, I just was stubborn af and kept slipping in and out my beliefs).

Special thanks to them for keeping my motivation up 💗

@joc3lynn @catherineaboutlife @salemlunaa @premiumbitch @prettygirl444sblog @mercifulstate @shimmershifts @littlemissprettyprincess @luckykiwiii101 @carlyshifts111 (I adore her oml her RAS thing? ATE the fuck up)

And of course can't forget @gorgeouslypink but idk if she's here anymore? And every old blog back in the 2022 and 2020, I adore y'all sm even though I don't have your blog's names 😔🎀.