Lamb X Narinder - Blog Posts
The flesh it calls, a whispered plea,
In shadows lost, in wild decree.
Desire burns, then fades to gray,
A fleeting sin, then slips away.
Just a little funny idea I had… this is just lamb dropping some hints to Nari… I’m tired so please excuse my ugly handwriting. Enjoy!
Lamb: “Hey Nari! Dinner is ready!”
Narindee: “about time…”
Dinner = “Head”
Happy valentines day guyyssss I'll crawl back to my hole now.
Just two blorbos on a date.
Idk how this happened but oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Well I’m back with old stuff I still have in my inventory of drawings but this time is a comic! :D
What a silly goobers we got here :3
I’m lazy with backgrounds leave me alone
Lamb in his winter wool, now they are extra fluffy! :D
This was a drawing I made for Christmas but I wasn’t posting jut yet then so I decided to post it now
I’m kind of in middle of an artblok and busy with studies so I won’t be posting much as before I’m sorry TwT
Just Narinder playing with his kids ! :D
( I feel like that kid is starting into my soul ._. )
So, first crusade after break up and having a mental breakdown, suffering getting used to new powers, painful body changes while isolating himself in their temple for two weeks.
How did it go?
Well…
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I’m sure they are absolutely fine…! 👍
(Just wool down here)
Follower Jaylo is very distrustful by the three-eyed cat.
Lamb is to busy to notice anything strange.
H̸̡̖̠̬̻̞̼̗̥̥̏̽͗̇̆͠e̸̹̯̮̦̮̻̗̓̈́̋́ ̵̧̦̱̺̼̮̥͖̟̫̣̍̈́͑̓͒̈́͗̇̿̃̚͠͝į̵̛̪̞̮͚̹̳̪̕͘ͅs̶̘̗͉̜̘̰̪̤͇̜͂̃͆̓͊͆̓͌͐ͅ ̸̡͉̳̖̰̝̦̦̯̼̗̹͕̬͐͊̐̋̐͝t̸̰͛̆͗̿̀̀̈́̏͋͑͂̎̅͠͝ȍ̸͇̘̫̹̖̯̰͕̼̗̗̗͚̼̽̉͜ ̵̡͕̙͈͑͛́͊̊̀̈́ç̸̜̜̘͓̻̜̪̤͖͚̎̐l̸̺͉̠̣͈̭̍͝ó̵͇͖̆̂͑̿̽̆̓̅̒̕ͅs̶̜̣̫̪͚̩͕̼̈́͗͊è̵̛̪͎̮̿͛̓ ̴̢̢̡̙͍̘̯̹͚͇͉͉͕̗̓̉́̏͒͠t̶̡͍͎͎͇͇͔̀̓̊̀o̴̹̲̭͖͔͆̂̆̆̊̒̇̃̀́͝ ̵̨͚̤̪̠͉̙͒͛̏̌̊͝h̸̡͙̺̼͕̠̖̰͈̰̮̻̏͊̈́̉̐̋͝͝͝ͅì̶̢̨͙͙̼̹̲̜͙͇̬̳̞͋͋ṣ̵͉̘̠̥̺̱͙̞̻̱͒̒̎̊ ̷̢̪͓̺̞̩̠̥̜͖̭̟̒̀̒̑͆͂͌̾̆̕͜ͅs̶̪͇̬͍̱̮͑̅͐̋̀̍͆͒̏̊͜͝ͅh̶̨̧̢͇̭̥̩̭̰̝̰͉̘̯̊̀͂̌͆͒͛̕͝ē̸̢̧̝͖̼̹̻͎͕͕̳̩̩̓̚͝ē̶̼̞̠̭͖͎̕͝͝p̴̢̛̛̗̼̲͕̌̑̅̿̐̏͊͊̑̚̕͜͝.̵̨̢̛̛̗̹͌̅̍́̊͠
That weird three-eyed cat seems to get really angry when someone else tries touching the leader.
What a strange guy…
(Also bit of a context; lamb over worked himself that he fell asleep in the middle of his work and Jaylo found him and wanted take them back to their temple so they could rest normally but Narinder beat him to it)
(Jaylo is one of the followers of the cult who is just protective over everyone, he doesn’t have any romantic feelings for Lamb, he is more interested in bunnies)
(Below is how Jaylo looks like if curious)
Might post the whole drawing of this one tomorrow :3
They hoped they will be happy together, that they would spend their eternal lives together…
But the reality was very different.
Betrayed by the one they died so many deaths for, the one they build a cult for, the one they loved…
Now stuck with a Godhood they did not wish to have…
All praise the Lamb.
The new God.
The only God.
The only sheep…
(I told you it’s going to get worse :,3 )
Anyways, let’s pause for a moment before we continue the depressed sheep sage…
Have some shittens now instead! :D
( don’t worry people!… It’s going to get worse from here… :,> )
Okay fine,
Here, have a kiss
If only they held back that smug look. Coulda gotten just a little bit further. But baby steps lol
Well well well, Nari. If it isn't the consequences of your own tsundere actions.
The Lamb just went "bet." and returned what was given, just not to extreme Narinder was ready for. He wasn't braced for what The Lamb had.
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My writing and layout for comics isn't good- workin on getting better. : )
Know the Leotard Lamb (yeah I know its bunny suit but I'm a sucker for alteration) has been trending a lot lately, but was reminded that Mel did it first. She's a trend setter before her time. Praise.
Happy Easter to the narilamb fans
this might be the most bi thing i've ever drawn.
who's egg is that?
TL;DR - Because a relationship between two or more people, defined by falsities, isn't what the average person wants.
-Because for most people, the mask they wear, isn't their true self. Its the face they wear, the expressions they show, the impression they put on to hide who they really are underneath and how they really feel. The desire to peel back this layer to reveal what's underneath typically, at least from my experience and from what others have said and said themselves or told me, it comes down to two major reasons.
-1: People who are used to putting up a front because those around them, cannot or choose not to understand them. This situation can make a person feel so utterly and profoundly lonely that it often times draws them into dark or unsettling places within their own minds. Just to be noticed or accepted or to avoid shame or being rejected, the mask remains, but it means that person rarely, if ever, gets to express who they truly are, unabashedly. Sure, anyone with a high sense of self worth or a massive ego would respond to such a notion with something along the lines of "Just be yourself, no matter what happens." But our lives are filled with so many different various different connections, relationships and circumstances that many times, the average person can't afford to be themselves 100% without consequence. The desire to see characters have their masks peeled back to expose who they truly are underneath and be accepted for it, is a primal urge we all seek in one form or another. We want to be loved, seen, valued for both our benefits and our faults. But many times, many people cannot truly express their true selves to even begin to make that connection with someone else and thus, the deep desire to live vicariously through other characters experiencing such a thing is born within those types of people. The desire to tear off their own masks, completely without fear and to be accepted for it, is also what they want from characters they like and can relate to, who are also doing the same thing as them
-2: This is more outwardly in a way and a bit more complicated but ultimately just an inverse of 1. When a person is trying to form a connection with someone they're being open and honest with, be it friendship, partnership, romantic, etc, that person instinctively wants the other to also be willing to share nearly the same level of forwardness, honesty and transparency. Its innate.
-Now of course I need to preface this by saying everyone has a right to withhold aspects of themselves they don't wish to share. If they so choose, maintain as much privacy about yourself as they want. And furthermore, no one is entitled to the same level of trust and affection offered by someone else.
-In spite of that however, attempting to form a bond with someone, one that is genuine and respectful and direct, only to receive lies, falsities and deceit from that other person, isn't exactly a good feeling. People who are trying to connect with others don't enjoy being lied to, pushed away or led down fake paths because they want a real connection, and this also bleeds into what they're reading/watching. When they see a character trying to form a connection with others, create barriers and hide who they really are and their real intentions, all the viewer can see is someone who is a self-prophesied failure in their own desires. A character that truly manifests the concept of genuine victimhood where they desire one thing but actively create the very same problems that causes their own suffering and misfortune, but still crave empathy and sympathy. That level of self-destruction can be very annoying to watch for people who've reached a certain state of self-awareness and maturity for a wide variety of reasons.
-There is a number 3 as well but I think this is too long and too deep as well for a post like this. If could be one for venting, or one seeking a genuine curiosity, don't know. However since the thought was put out into the ether, I responded to it in kind. But anyways, that's at least 2 out of the 3 major reasons I've personally seen as to why people prefer relationships between characters who remove their masks and show who they really are, than characters who base a connection off of falsehoods to hide aspects of themselves from the world and people around them.
personally I do not understand the obsession with revealing whats underneath the mask a character wears all the time. as far as I’m concerned that mask IS their face. do NOT peel them. that’s the same as the beast from beauty and the beast turning into just some guy at the end
This right here is freaking genius! I love it!
Happy Halloween!
*Mashes two cool things together* cosplay time!!
Bonus: Narinder chikito
Hmmm alright. So far in the fandom from what I've seen, only other artist aside from @circuscountdowns and maybe @deltamb3r where their Lamb is mature enough to have a god damn conversation, even if based off of toxic foundations. Nice when someone wants to show the two of them progressing openly, even if its just one step at a time, as it should be.
If you're going to show a relationship, romantic or not, there needs to be some sort of progression. Nothing worse than seeing the thought process of angst-driven hamster-on-a-wheel thinking. Glad to see something a bit more nuance shown.
Love even more so that Narinder's mind is constantly running with thoughts. Considering everything he's been through and the fact that he's had no one to speak to on roughly equal terms for over a thousand years, it makes sense that a mind like his would always be racing along with the sheer crushing weight of his depression and crushed dreams.
Disillusion || #2-4
I love putting stupid little details in that barely anyone will notice lol.
By the way, got a schedule now! New pages will be coming every friday from now on, if life stays kind with me that is. That way I can work ahead and take breaks if I need to.
For now, enjoy therapist lamb!
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Ya know, my favorite thing about this comic is the moral ambiguity of Narinder's portrayal. Having played the game and seen how the Fandom interprets Narinder, I'm actually annoyed with the general consensus that in order to make fan's self-insert Lamb feel like this justified victim, Narinder is a vow-breaker who intentionally makes false-promises, lies and harms their Lamb for personal gain. 😤
Here, I can really see how Narinder could be seen as a being of worship once-upon-a-time, whether or not the story of his Sibling Conflict told here is truth, fabrication or somewhere in between. He's clearly someone who's felt hurt, longs to pursue his goals and is seeking some personal sense of purpose beyond what Fate has decided for him. Here, I can feel while his intentions aren't entirely pure, they're not this comical level of evil seen by the majority of the Fandom and its very much refreshing to say the least. 😌
This is one of the few cotl comic lores I'm very much invested in and would like to see more of. The fundamental originality of showing both sides aren't evil, but the signs of corruption are just buried below the surface is something I really enjoy. 🎉🎉🎉
REINCARNATION
I said I was going to compile it and I did <3
Thanks to everyone who followed along with me while I made this! I loved reading your comments :')
Bonus sketch
;)
Now see, for those of you who love that dark love, this is an example of sinful cotl romance. Actual affection? Egad! I imagine it hurts the eyes of so many I bet lol
Might As Well
Comic based on the references below, suggested a while time ago by @itislils2004
I ACCIDENTALLY CAME UP WITH A PRIEST AU while doing this cuz the guys reminded me of............priests. Idk. Oh welp it happens-
TAGGED AS MATure just to be safe btw!
Sorry for the long post, but hope yall like the foob <3
DAY 18: HEALING
(im very late)
COTLtober made by @/stychu-stych
commissions open
drawtober board below cut
DAY 16: CONFESS YOUR SINS
(im very late)
COTLtober made by @/stychu-stych
commissions open
drawtober board below cut
Heyoo fellow devotee, i bring upon thee dis bois as a humble request
If that's okay with you, don't overwork yourself, remember to take breaks <3
they
commissions open
cult of the. lamb game drawings
b4 i do next cotltober :p commissions open
Can't forgive.
NARILAMB COMIC
ignore the sudden artstyle change between page 1 and two bc ii actually started the comiic like. 2 months ago. haha commissions open
I have a prompt for you: Narinder finding Jalala's notebook and getting jealous
i luv this ask!!!i had 2 b careful what i searched bc i havent got pilgrim update yet... ty tho!!. everyone send me MORE!!!! commissions open
