Im Scared - Blog Posts

I feel this way a lot, especially as someone who never thought I was gonna live to be 18. But it’s crazy to me realizing that I was 13 and 14 when I really thought that way, honestly I still do feel that way. And the only thing keeping me going on in this shitty country is that it would cause a whole lotta problems for my family if I did die, especially this far along in my life.

sometimes the feeling of wanting to unalive myself are super strong, other times it sneaks up on me- especially when someone says something that might not seem so big to them, but actually really hurts me, happens and next thing I now I’m suddenly super quiet and thinking that they would be a lot happier if I wasn’t in the picture-.

sometimes i just get hit with the feeling

i wasnt supposed to make it this far

also what do i do now

ITS HERE IM ABOUT TO WATCH IT, WISH ME LUCK

IM NEW HERE

hi how does tumblr work i like just joined please be nice to me

My my homophobic mom is watching Steven Universe...

This is not going to end well.

Sometimes you wish that somehow you may have power to fast forward today and be done with coming tomorrow so you are relived that the big day is finally over…… I wish I have it today , scared of tomorrow, can’t I skip tomorrow and directly live in day after?

Hope it will be all satisfactory tomorrow,

God do stay with me 🙏🏻.

I’ve been having HLVRAI brainrot since July/August of 2021 dear god help me

can everyone reblog with the interest of theirs that was the most intense or continued for the longest because i’m so curious

Open your door.

Idk if i want to