Idk Anymore - Blog Posts
I like how they take a part of science (the one that claims for every decision you make there’s a universe where you made smth different) and just started adding shit like “When you shift, you leave a clone of yourself” or smth like bro that’s not how stuff wORKS
I’m glad ppl on tiktok are doing ok
Let's be a little too optimistic and illogical
Akane's wish in Teru's phone
New vibe: sitting in a Target parking lot bawling your eyes out while eating Wendy’s fries and a frosty, all while listening to stereotypical emo music
I have a theory about Yellow Guy
In the 6th episode, Electricity, we see Yellow Guy go up those stairs, right? It’s even suggested he has been up there before - but hear me out. What if he and Lesley were always up there in the attic to begin with? Here’s my evidence: Yellow guy is shown to have undeniable intelligence when he is fitted with new batteries. His previous ones were old and “moldy”, so that suggested he never changed them. This also suggests that there was a time he had fresh batteries and this was not the first time he had acquired this ‘intelligent’ state. This could imply that as time went on, as the battery ran out, his intelligence started to deteriorate, and so did his memory. This also makes me believe that the “Big Boys Room” and the “Bigger Boys Room” were used to accommodate Yellow Guy’s mind. The higher the levels, the more ‘smarter’ they were, which makes me believe that as Yellow Guy grew ‘less smart’, he moved down each levels, going from Lesley, to the Bigger Boys Room, to the Big Boys room, and finally to the ground floor with the trio we all know and love. Adding onto that, did you notice that Yellow Guy was absent from these rooms? Red Guy and Duck was there, sure, but they seem to recognize Yellow Guy as a returning character. They even say he’s “Missing out” and he has to “Keep up”, which could suggest he had been away for a long time (due to his intelligence diminishing as prior mentioned). Lesley mentions that they are all replaceable, and that she “has plenty of backups”. But if that was the case, why is there multiple Red Guys and Ducks and only one Yellow Guy? This is here where we continue to theorize so buckle up. Lesley and Yellow Guy are obviously linked. With several evidence of Yellow Guy being Lesley’s son, David (Her saying “you’re not my real son”, Yellow Guy’s dream scene in the episode “Transport”, the photos Duck has in the episode “Family” etc. etc.) we can already see she has an attachment to him. There is also evidence that she is not the one in full control, with her felt like appearance and the fact that when we first see her, she states,
“Batteries can be replaced,
but some things stay the same.
No matter how we twist and turn,
we're still dancing in chains."
The first line is an obvious callback to Yellow Guy’s situation: unlike the other puppets of the trio, he requires batteries to function. Or at least, think freely for himself. Kind of like a toy. But he himself is not replaceable. That’s why the other levels do not have a Yellow Guy. So he “never changes”. But Lesley continues, using the inclusive pronoun, “we”, to suggest that he and Lesley are in the same position: Trapped as puppeteers for a greater being. Both of them had been in discomfort, fighting for independent control, suggested by the phrase “twist and turns” showing constant change of path, creating a sense of restlessness. But at the end of the day, both of them were still puppets “in chains”. When Yellow Guy leaves the ‘highest’ floor, it is shown that there are more stairs, which hints there being more ‘intelligent’ beings, possibly the puppeteers (aka the producers of the show and Roy as shown by ending credits). This could probably answer the question on why Lesley had the book (which has been widely believed to be their escape plan) that Yellow Guy had written in his own language and gives the show a lot more lore.
So my conclusion? Yellow Guy and Lesley used to conspire how to escape the puppet universe together in order to break free, but due to negligence on changing batteries, Yellow Guy was eventually used just as just a puppet for Lesley to replace her lost son and as a form of entertainment to preserve the memory of David, while Yellow Guy permanently loses his memories, succumbing to the inevitable fate of becoming a puppet more the wider audience.
sometimes I feel like I've already lost everything but then I have breakfast while watching tv with my siblings and then everything is ok Idunno
I feel so empty. I feel like no one will ever understand me. I'm sorry for existing.
It really hurts to see how shame-based american culture is. If anyone was wondering, I don't capitalize the a in america because I don't respect capitalism :]
CW: This is a vent post.
Someone fucking blocked me because I was trying to have a civil conversation with them.
I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING.
Why the fuck would you do this. I did NOTHING to you. ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING. I guess that's what I get for trying to ask a simple question. Wouldn't be the first time someone referred to me being gracious as "odd", and I have a feeling that both times they didn't mean it as a compliment. I'm absolutely powerless to do anything about this. That's what bothers me most. I HATE feeling powerless, because I am. I ALWAYS WILL BE. THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO BUT CRY ANYMORE. ALL OF THIS BECAUSE I SAID THAT THE IDEA OF "HUMAN EMPATHY" IS ABLEIST TO PEOPLE WITH LOW/NO EMPATHY. GUESS WHAT, FUCKER, I'M ODD AND PROUD OF IT. USE WHATEVER LABEL YOU WANT, "WEIRD", "ECCENTRIC", "STRANGE", "ABNORMAL", "R3TARD3D", IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE. I AM HERE. I AM LOUD. I AM ALIVE. AND I WON'T ALLOW MYSELF TO BE WALKED ON LIKE I AM NOTHING. This is what I get for being hopeful, for being kind, and for being passive.
Nothing.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
If you're only living because you're afraid of death, then you're just like me.
i’m bi-curious but not in the way where i’m not sure i’m attracted to women… in the way where i’m not sure i’m attracted to men ❤️
when you already beat therapy but then you started feeling ✨️anxiety✨️
Does anyone find it weird that organic food and water are more expensive than junk food and sugary drinks? kinda sus...
Bro what is happening?? 💀💀💀
Bruh I feel like Im stuck in some sort of weird limbo like I'm between hyper fixations at the moment and my friend keeps trying to get me to watch sk8 the infinity and I want to I really want to but I also want to go back to one of my old hyperfixations ....
Like my friend I do desperately want to watch the gay catastrophe that is sk8 the infinity but I also want to rewatch the entirety of supernatural and also reread this one very specific HP fanfic about the Marauders
Like ADHD WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS AJDBSJSJXV
when two female characters hate each other so you yurify them
characters + world by @dovewingkinnie !!! check her out shes singlehandedly bringing oc content back to tumblr im so happy
she doesnt want to start a fight….lola you will always be famous….