someone rig this for me where are my jace girlies đ
with who should lannister!reader end up? I can't stop thinking about it in the last few days and I've already gathered a few ideas, so please help me đ« if you have any requests or scenarios, I'm open to reading them đ
(in the end I will still choose lol, but I need help making up my mind đ)
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đđđŻđ«đŠđ«đ€: labor, Neice reader, angst, death.
The castle of Dragonstone was bustling with excitement as Lady Y/N, wife of Daemon Targaryen, was about to give birth to their first child. The halls were decorated with banners of House Targaryen and the sound of cheers echoed through the corridors. But within all the joy and celebrations, there was one person who was not happy - Y/N's mother, Princess Rhaenyra.
As Y/N's labor pains became more frequent and intense, she longed for the comfort and support of her husband. However, her mother made sure that Daemon was nowhere to be found. Rhaenyra had always been against their union, finding Y/N unworthy of her uncle's love and a hindrance to their family's legacy. She saw this as an opportunity to separate the two once and for all.
Y/N's maids and servants, well aware of their Princss's schemes, were hesitant to go against her orders. But they couldn't bear to see their lady suffering in pain without her husband by her side. So, they secretly sent a message to Daemon, informing him about Y/N's condition and pleading him to come to her aid.
Despite Rhaenyra's efforts, Daemon found his way to Y/N's chambers. The moment he saw his wife's pale and sweat-drenched face, he knew something was wrong. He held her hand tightly and whispered words of comfort, promising to never leave her side.
Y/N's labor was long and difficult, but finally, the cries of a newborn filled the room. As they held their child, a beautiful baby boy, Y/N and Daemon's eyes filled with tears of joy and love. But their smiles were short-lived as they noticed Y/N's weak and pale state.
Panicked, Daemon called for the maester, but it was too late. Y/N had lost a lot of blood and her body couldn't take it anymore. In the arms of her beloved husband, Y/N took her last breath, leaving behind her devastated husband and their newborn son.
Daemon's grief was immeasurable as he held onto his wife's lifeless body, blaming himself for not being there when she needed him the most. And in that moment, he swore to never forgive his Niece for her selfish actions that cost him his beloved wife.
The news of Y/N's death spread throughout the castle, casting a dark shadow over the once joyful celebrations. Rhaenyra, whose jealousy and spite had caused this tragedy, was consumed by guilt and shame. She begged for Daemon's forgiveness, but he could not bring himself to forgive her for taking away the love of his life.
As the days went by, Daemon named his son after his late wife, a constant reminder of the love and sacrifice she had made. And though he would always miss Y/N, he found solace in their son, knowing that a part of her would always live on in him. As for Rhaenyra, she spent the rest of her days haunted by the memory of her daughter's death, a punishment she had brought upon herself.
summary: Alicent has always loved her youngest daughter most. Too much, perhaps. â This is intended to focus on the relationship between Alicent and daughter!reader but will eventually dive into some Jace x reader (maybe some Baela x reader too idk yet) and platonic!yan green family in the following parts.
cw: codependent mother-daughter relationship, mentions of childbirth, pregnancy, alicent is on some weird shit about her favorite child, platonic!yan!alicent
notes: reader is said to resemble alicent, as in her hair and eye color.
word count: 2.7k
When Queen Alicent ended her labors, exhausted, delirious and filled with an anticipatory dread sheâd come to know was unavoidable; she heard the maester say, âa healthy princess, my queen.â She had grimaced then as the childâs cries filled the air but the babe was pushed into her limp arms which almost refused her. There, laid upon her breast, was her daughterâŠwith features so like hers. It felt unreal, she had been prepared to bear another princeling with a smattering of fuzzy silver hair to form his crown. To remind her of whom their sire was. But as you laid against her, cooing irritably at the noise in the room and squinting at her with those eyes she knew so well, she fell in love. Weakly, in her milk of the poppy haze, she thought on the moments of her pregnancy where sheâd felt so uncomfortable, so ready for the babe to leave and return her body to her. It could be said that in that moment it was the rush of hormones and the dregs of milk of the poppy still ravaging her system but suddenly, regretted those feelings sorely. No, she should have cherished the time when you were safely tucked away for herself. When you were more hers than youâd ever be again.
She held onto that for years. The ache of separateness sheâd never felt for any one of her children before. The love for her other children had always come so late in comparison. With you, it was so easy.
Until it wasnât so. You hadnât yet flowered but youâd grown so fast. The ache intensified, the stirring need to have you back where you belonged, closer to her heart â very nearly killed her every time she saw you. Even so, she would still rather be with you than your siblings. She couldnât be with you as much as she had when you were but a babe and she could take you anywhere in her arms without scrutiny. She was preoccupied with the needs and antics of your elder siblings who always seemed to be in need of something they could not or otherwise would not give themselves. It was exhausting. The ache was a reprieve in itself from the monumental exhaustion of dealing with your, though beloved to be sure, very high maintenance siblings. It was pleasant. Everything about being a mother was as tender as a wound, it could never be wholly pleasant. But there was something so addictive in it when it was you. She never felt so close to the Mother as when she held you.
In your chambers just after youâve bathed and dressed in your nightgown, she arrived at the side of your bed to kiss your forehead gently, a gesture reserved for you. âTell me what youâve learned from your Septa today,â she softly instructed, stroking your hair. It has gotten so long, so soft and so lovely to twirl about her fingers. Itâs a habit she developed. âDid you practice your letters?â
You nodded, looking up at her. âYes, she says Iâve gotten much better.â
âGood job,â she praised, a soft smile on her lips. âPerhaps I don't have to read to you nearly as much now.â A lie. She'd read to you until the end of the world, even if you no longer needed her to, so long as she can be near you. Her eyes slipped shut momentarily, a quiet sigh escaping her lips as her hands continued to stroke your hair in a lulling rhythm.
You pouted slightly, in a way she might've reprimanded you for, had you been your elder sister. "But I like you reading to me."
You feel her arms wrap around you, folding you into her embrace, unable to resist. âWould you like me to read now?â she murmurs, kissing the top of your head, breathing in the scent of your freshly washed, still slightly dampened hair.
"Yes, please." So pleasing and charming you were when you said it. Oh, she could hardly get your siblings to simply mutter the words meaninglessly!
"Very well," she said softly, but the warmth in her voice made it more than a simple 'yes', her other children would never know she could offer anything but a resigned, "here" that came with an exasperated sigh. She settled in next to you.
"What shall it be tonight?" She asked, her thumb stroking your cheek, her voice holding a level of patience that could only come from the love she has for you. "The Seven Pointed Star?" You hummed your assent.
She opened the tome, her eyes scanning the words for a moment before she begins.
"The Seven Who Are OneâŠ" Your mother's voice sung out in a soft lilt, the words soft, the pace measured and gentle. As she speaks you feel yourself relaxing, and falling deeper into her embrace. You could lose yourself with her. Your eyes closed as she read on. Her words fell into a rhythm and her voice carries a soothing tune. You feel drawn inward. The world is just you and your mother.
Alas, sheâd had to leave you after you fell asleep, to check on her other, more tumultuous children. It was a mournful fact that because you were her youngest and regardless of being her most beloved, she was still forced to give less of her time to you. But she returned before you woke and when you opened your eyes, your mother was there sitting beside you in your bed. âGood morning, sweetling.â she said, and she snuggled you in her arms, just holding you. She gazed at you, studying your face. âYou slept for a while, it is already late morning, I wasnât sure if you would wake.â
âGood morning.â You rubbed at your tired eyes. âI slept deeply, I supposeâŠâ you muttered.
Alicent knew this. Of course she did, she was watching you for a while. âYou've always slept heavily. Even as a babe, you would fall sound asleep with just a bit of rocking.â A small smile curled at her lips, her voice soft and motherly. âI used to worry that youâd never awaken, when you were a babe. I could never tell the difference between your sleeping and your death.â
That earned her a small, dreamy smile from your lips. âYou were fussing over me even then?â
Her ensuing laughter was rich, and her eyes crinkling at the edges. âOh, my sweetling, of course I was.â Her tone grew more serious then, and she pressed a kiss to your forehead. âI worried for you every single day.â
âYou worry now.â
âI know. And I know you think me foolish, but I do.â Her voice held the weight of her heart, the weight of years of anxiety. She strokes your hair, her hands gentle as they run through your locks. âI know you're nearly a woman grown, but I cannot help it. You are my daughter, my youngest. My little one.â
âI would not wish to leave your side,â you tried to assure her.
She sighed. âI would be wroth to see you ever leave my side. I cannot stomach it.â She kisses the top of your head. âI donât know how I will do it if you are wed outside of our house. I feel my heart break just thinking of it.â
âMine as well.â It was true, you truly could not imagine being away from your motherâs side. You did not particularly desire either of your silly elder brothers but the idea of marrying them held a certain comfort as it meant youâd get to stay with your mother. You were certain to die if you had to leave her behind.
âThey tell me not to dote upon you, and to prepare you for life. But I can only see you as my child. I suppose I will forever.â She looked at you with a somewhat haunted expression, and her hand moved to cup your cheek.
âI enjoy you doting on me. Your company is a comfort.â
"I am glad," she smiled, her fingers threading through your hair. "When I'm not around, I worry that the world will be harsh to you, that it will swallow you whole and break you. I did not haveâŠmy mother with me when I left my home for good. But you have me. You are mine, and I wish to keep you safe."
She bit her lip before continuing. âI would have kept you in my womb until we turned to dust, would that I could. I know it is foolish but I miss it terribly. There we had nothing to fear. I protected you from the outside. You lived in a realm of safety, of comfort. No one could ever touch you there. No one could ever hurt you."
The concept intrigued you. The life you led, of scrutiny and pending obligation, could leave you feeling so exposed, a wound open to the air. âThe world is much too loud now that Iâm in it. I do miss being so close to you.â You obviously couldn't remember, not like she did, but you could imagine. You could imagine yourself curled into her, held by her, never needing anything but that...and the thought was an enticing one.
âI miss it more,â Alicent whispers. Tears welled in her eyes. âI know it is foolish of me, but when I see a woman with a child in her belly, I cannot help but be reminded of you, I cannot help but envy her.â Her voice was sullen, her gazed fixed on you. âI miss those kicks against my womb, and I miss the way you would curl into yourself. I wish I could bring us back.â Revising history is something the queen has gotten quite good at doing, she cannot recallâ or at least wonât admit to, those same feelings of helplessness, lethargy and slight dissociation that had returned with each pregnancy. All of it has been replaced, memories tinged in the feeling of yearning she carries now.
âIt would be just us two,â you whispered, your chest tightening slightly with an unfortunate longing to return to her.
"Forever. That would have been a very good life, my sweetling. A peaceful one." A tear trickled down her cheek, this time, though, she did not even try to wipe it away. You reached out to wipe her tear away, delicately with your thumb and the gesture was so soft, she thinks. Softer than any touch she had ever felt. It overwhelmed her to the point of trembling.
âThank you.â Her voice was slightly raspy. You are truly beautiful to her in the candlelight, and even though you are a girl almost grown, she still sees you as the babe you were when you were first pushed into her arms, so many nights ago. âYou have a very soft touch."
âOf course, I learned from you,â you said easily and Alicent had to look closely at your expression to be certain you arenât just being jovial at her expense. But she was relieved and vaguely ashamed to find that you are entirely sincere without a hint of irony in all of your being.
She was speechless for a moment. Alicent was no longer gentle, she didnât think she had that in her anymore. Her whole being felt sharp, ready to bleed. Even with her own children, she was seldom the mother sheâd have imagined herself to be before she was married, especially with Aegon who she so struggled to even want to be gentle with. Sheâd forgotten that all the gentleness she possessed was not lost but had simply been redirected into you. It shamed her, it relieved her.
She decided that it was true, even if later sheâd be deep her self loathing and rebuke the notion. For now, your softness was owed to the kind of mother sheâd been to you. âThat is true.â She laughed softly, feeling the high of your praise overwhelm her wariness. Her hands returned to playing in your hair, wafting the scent of soap and the warm musk of your skin toward her. Oh, that scentâŠWhen she come to visit your chambers just after you left them, sheâd smell your pillows, your sheets, unable to help herself. It always unlocked some beastly sort of satisfaction inside her. She had even saved a little gown of yours from when you were a babe, unwilling to part with the scent of your skin. Back then, sheâd attributed it to you being so young, to the bodily mysteries of a mother still fresh from labor but it had lingered. âYou have such a sweet smell, my girl. I have always loved your scent.â
âI know. My handmaid told me you used to smell me a lot when I was a babe.â
So her strangeness had not gone unnoticed. âThat I did. The smell of your sweet skinâŠâ You could tell she got lost in a memory for a bit, and her face grew nostalgic. âI loved your scent so much. There was nothing like it.â
âEvery day, I would smell your skin. I would kiss your cheeks and your little fingersâŠâ Her words trailed off as she smiled, remembering. âYou still have the same scent now. I would know it anywhere.â
âYou were enamored with me,â you said, grinning as you stretched out in bed like a lazy cat.
She laughed softly. âI really was. You were a beautiful babe, so perfect and delicate in my eyes. I never wanted to let you out of my sight.â She remembered her father admonishing her for refusing to leave you with the maids, her near in tears trying to make him understand that this was different and him simply not willing to understand how the love of a fourth child, a girl, could have driven his daughter so utterly mad.
âI know. Grandsire says you took me everywhere with you.â
âThat I did,â she confirmed, sighing softly. âI did not want anyone else to hold you.â
âWhy not?â You had yet to truly address the severity of your motherâs preoccupation with you. To you, it was only love. You could not understand its implications or its logic.
âBecause I did not trust anyone else with you.â She whispered. âI could not bear the thought of even leaving you with a maid, not for long anyway. You are my child, and I did not want anyone but me to care for you or see to your needs.â
âOh, but it must have been such work!â
âAll children are work, a lot of it,â she insisted. âBut you wereâ you are a good kind of work. You gave me something to focus on besides all my other obligations. You were my little princess, always with me, and always wanting my attention. It was tiring, but I would not have had it any other way.â You made her feel the kind of love her first chance at motherhood should have brought her. You made her feel like a mother in the way the gods intended.
âThat is very sweet.â It was more than sweet. It warmed your heart to hear from your mother that the work she has put into raising you, into keeping you â she saw it all as worth the trouble.
âItâs the truth. I have never loved anything more than you.â
âIâm glad for it. Glad to be deserving of it.â
Oh, your sweet little heart! Her hand cupped your face, and her fingers stroked your soft, delicate cheek, her eyes meeting yours. âYou are far greater than deserving. You were perfect when you arrived, and you only became more beautiful as you grew older.â
You looked down, slightly bashful. âYouâre beautiful too, mother.â
Your words bring on the fiercest of longing. Tears of joy and perhaps bitterness trickled from her eyes. "You are the sweetest daughter a mother could ask for. I love you so very much."
She is near breaking into a fit of sobs, breathing deeply to calm herself, blinking away her tears before she speaks again. "Sometimes I wish I could turn back time, and have those days again. The days where we could be wrapped up in each other, and the world was just us two."
And as your eyes light at the words, she cannot resist anymore. She brings you into her arms, your head resting against her breasts and her leaning down to kiss your head, breathing in your smell yet again. In a few years at latest, sheâd wed you to one of your brothers and keep you safe within her watch. Then everything would be alright, youâd be safe only when there was promise you could stay with her forever.
âNo matter,â she murmured against your hair, trying to soothe herself back into dignity. âMother will protect you even now.â
summary: a little more insight into the relationships princess reader holds with her family (when ur circle small but all yall crazy). (links: part 1 /part 2/part 3)
cw: platonic!yan, allusions to religion, cheating, open relationships, mentions of pregnancy, crazy is running through this family like the tomb raider, baela and jace saw you from across the bar and liked your vibe
notes: everyone in this family is like save me princess reader princess reader save me
Helaena is often regarded as simple but she knows her family well. She is well aware of her motherâs preference for you but she doesnât mind. At least it isnât Aegon. Youâre actually kind to her, she knows her words sometimes go over your head but you listen patiently with a smile. And though her children love her, it is sometimes overwhelming to care for them so you often offer to mind them for her while she has some time alone. Helaena doesnât just enjoy being alone, she requires it and ever since sheâs been wed it seems as though it is forbidden for her to simply be alone. She appreciates you for simply knowing what lines to tread lightly across, for never making her have to reject you and your touch. Sheâs more willing to accept your touch, it feels careful, intended for her rather than for yourself. It feels truthful to your heart.
When you were pregnant with your third child, she gave you an emerald beetle brooch and she embroidered a cap for the baby with little lady bugs. She seemed to be enamored with the child even before her birth, in a way she hadnât been with her own children. It made her smile to rub your belly and speak to her niece. âDid you know that a beetleâs shell shines many colors under the sun? Sometimes even I cannot be certain which is true. It can only be supposed for some time, at least. It is much like our fateâŠto be pulled into different lights, made to show the colors others want to see,â she murmured as she felt the kicks of your daughter in your womb. Her words sent a shiver down your spine. Although Helaena was the sibling whose company youâd now enjoyed the most, it was sometimes a bit eerie to be with her when she was in such a state of preoccupation. Even so, you were glad she seemed so interested in her little niece. She was better with your children than her own, it wasnât her fault, it was just that sometimes it was difficult to see her own children. To know that their sorrows, their little lives were hers was frightening, it was too confronting.
It was easier to look to you. Alicent had always held you as an example for her and even though she had long since given up thinking her eldest daughter would learn to behave like you, Helaena had never stopped wanting to emulate the way you navigated the world. Even though you were the little sister, you had an ease about you that never came to her. Such a thing as being a princess came easily to you, she had understood the difference between you two from day one. When anxiety rattled her system as she carried her first child, she looked to you and thought that if her little sister could be well even married to Aegon, even after giving him a son, she would too. She had been relieved that you had married first, to give her some direction, your mother was really no example in her case.
Once when you two were small, she had woken from a dream and went to your chambers but as she stood outside the door, she heard your motherâs voice and paused. She felt an indelible urge to eavesdrop though she never had before, she wanted to witness this moment, one stolen between her mother and sister. One she was not meant to be part of. She eased the door open slightly to peer in. She had not broken the moment. You two were at the vanity, Alicent behind you, brushing your hair gently, cooing such flattery. Helaena had thought to envy you but truly, she wished to be so close to you as your mother was. She wished to soothe you as your elder sister and say the right things to make you smile instead of leaning on you so heavily. That moment made her feel so ashamed of sneaking off to your bedroom to curl her body around yours for comfort from her horrid dreams. How small you were next to your mother, how young you behaved. Was she forcing you to grow up just for her sake?
You and Aemond seemed years older than her, from her point of view. She was only just coming to understand what sheâd already seen before. She was just coming to understand the world and how her cryptic dreams fit into it. She had only been vaguely troubled by her dreams before, only so much so that listening to her baby sister breathe would soothe her back into sleep. She was wrong to be so calm then, even so, she felt wrong to be so overly anxious now. She didnât know what to feel. Sometimes she was like a newborn, red all over and crying from the rush of sensation all at once. She turned to Aemond for protection, to you for guidance. You were her only template, when she felt the fear rising up in her, she need only turn to you and mimic as best she could.
In contrast, Aemond was a little guard dog for your sake. What Criston was to his mother, heâd be for you, heâd long ago decided. When your egg hatched and his didnât, he was humiliated. Before you, he only wished to appear strong and capable and heâd even been undermined by Aegonâs egg hatching, the sibling he deemed least worthy. How were you to take him seriously? How were you to believe he could protect you from Aegonâ from anyone? Part of the reason he was so desperate to claim a dragon was to show off to you. To appeal to you. Back when he thought heâd marry you, he had even thought doing so would make you think more of him as your future husband. Obviously, it hadnât happened that way and Aemond was silently crushed. Yet another bitter reminder that the order in which Aegon and himself had been born superseded everything else.
Something strange began to happen inside his mind as soon as you were wed to Aegon, it was as though you became a lady from a song. You were out of reach, permanently, youâd become his brotherâs queen. More than flesh, you were now almost mythical to him and more than that, dealt a tragic fate and needing of protection as your mother had been. A saint-like figure for him to ground himself in all his violent, envious thoughts on. Keeping his sword for you made him feel better than he was, it turned his yearning for bloodshed into something like honor. For any drop of blood spilled in your name had to be the highest will of the Warrior. Someday, the realm would tell your name in stories alongside his. He would be remembered as the knight who so loved his sister, so protected her that he became a standard of devotion and love. You were like your mother in purer form, devoid of her violence, of her envy, of her malice and sadness. He longed to protect that version of you. He longed for you to look to him as your protector. It would be something, at least. If he was always fated to covet his brotherâs bride, it would do nicely for you to save a place in your heart for him.
Criston was as much of a father to you as he could be without risking too much. Indeed, he was the perfect father for you, one that would not disturb you and your mother. He could spare you kind words, a story or two, his arm when you rose from your seat tipsy on wine after a feast. In private, when you were in your motherâs chambers, heâd tolerate all sorts of silly behavior from you with infinite patience that he lacked with others. He was not just slack about caring what you did, he simply enjoyed you too much to be upset at you even when you had a bit of fun at his expense. You enjoyed unearthing his unbridled care for you by pretending to be hurt, even more so because no matter how many times you did it, he always believed you. Even when he got upset at you for pretending to fall or cut yourself on something and pouted, he was just as susceptible to falling for it again simply because if there was half the chance you were hurt, it was worth looking foolish.
Criston was easy to fluster, it was cute of him. Fun was in short supply in your life and you appreciated him allowing you to make a fool of him every now and again. He understood what you meant to Alicent and that in and of itself required him to care for you more but he himself harbored a certain care for you as well which was separate from her. He was overprotective of you, in a way that could come across as condescending were it not from his lips; âPrincess, I beg you not run, you must walk carefully and be careful not to hurt yourself.â When you were pregnant with Aemon, it was; âPrincess, I beg you not exert yourself, I wish that you would call on me when I am needed,â when all you were doing was walking down the stairs, âPrincess, it is unwise to eat as little as you do,â when all you had done was say you werenât hungry after spoiling your dinner with sweets. When you were little it was him scolding Aemond for taking you by the arm and tugging you about the keep to go play. âMy prince,â heâd said sternly, stepping in front of the two of you. âThe princess is but small, I do not believe my prince wishes to see her harmed. You must not handle her so roughly.â Most recently, it was; âMy princess, I beg you not to move with so much vigor while with child, you must preserve your health as best you can.â Gods bless his heart.
For Jace, his love for you seemed primordial, the touchstone of his life. His memory of you went back further than his memory of realizing he was different. He gravitated toward you even as the years went by, unable to simply forget what it was like to just be children together. If ever there were anything to make him feel as though he wanted to stay in the keep, it was you. Before your eyes, heâd show no insecurity, admit no uncertainty as to his place. In doing so, he feared he would lose you. As long as he held himself as a prince, perhaps he would be worthy to wed his aunt, the princess. Your affirmation of him was something that held him together even in the face of the most egregious mistreatment. Even as whispers caught on the wind, he kept his mind trained on you, on the first time you ever admitted â alone in the dragonpit, that you wished to wed him and be his queen. He would have you for his queen, he decided long ago. He had not forgotten. And he had oft thought of what would become of whichever man your mother tried to foist you off on.
All men endeavor to find their gods on earth, Jace was no differentâ except that instead of finding them in service to greater purpose, he found divinity through serving you. He dreamt of having the strength to reach out and truly take in hand what he had wanted all along. You were dreamy, in love with the songs of brave knights, ever anxious, ever seeking a perfect love and protection that none of your potential suitors would ever give to you. He was born to be that gallant knight for your sake, to take up his sword and anoint himself to you. You were as the living embodiment of a fertility goddess to him, a goddess of abundance and pleasure. Some divine will, he thought, brought him to your feet. He would not be convinced that his place was not at your side. Even if you demanded sacrifice as all goddesses do. Let blood be spilled for your sake, if it was the price of a man to seduce a deity. To him, the war between houses would be a holy war, a war of faith. If he could vanquish all the hands that sought to separate you, hurt you, hurt him and his mother; only then he would be worthy. Only then would the pain be turned to virtue.
You once asked him why he was so trusting of you, why he was so willing to give you his complete devotion. He hadnât known how to answer at the time in a way which would not reveal his madness to you. He had been born with a sword hanging over his head, born with a cross to bear with him from the moment he was conscious of himself but when he was in your presence, a divine fervor came over him. A ritual madness bloomed in his heart that felt to him as he thought kneeling to pray in the sept should. It was only when he saw you that he was reminded that the gods bless even the morbid in their own strange ways. You were the reason he understood why some devout of the faith were called to self flagellate. There was a divinity in pain, too. He found it in his yearning for you.
He participated in a tourney for your name day once, it had left him with a broken rib but heâd fought hard to be able to name you queen of love and beauty. Truthfully, he had not even noticed the near black bruising of his skin until he was out of your sight. And even then, heâd delayed sending for a maester because youâd followed him back to his chambers to look after him. That was where it begun, the crux of your divine affair. The carnal part of it, anyway. In his lap, his armor spattered with blood and a sharp pain singing through his body, you took his face into your forgiving hands and kissed him timidly. His eyes were reverent as they looked up at you. His breath had sped up, desperate, near hyperventilating as you pulled away. He was aching but he was in ecstasy as well. Trying to savor the moment between you two despite his disbelief, his agony and his hunger for more and ever more. That was the way in which he became a man, in his pain, his restraint and his immense pleasure.
Aegon visited brothels and had countless romps with random women even after your marriage but he never saw it as being untrue, at least he tried not to. He only sought whores who reminded him of you. He only sought whores in the first place because he knew well you were a chaste sort of woman, the kind that your mother had expected you to be and to lust after him was not in your nature no matter your love for him which he believed ran deep. Besides that, he was also somewhat aware of the burden of his needs for affection in general. Your mother already scolded him for how he had stolen much of your time away from your children so that you might comfort and reassure him in his weakness. When he stumbled into your chambers drunk and covered in vomit, you peeled off his clothes and bathed him, washing his body so tenderly that it made him hard. Such a touch, such an affection. He did his best not to push his luck and pressure you into bed but how could he resist not stealing your time as he did? How could he resist trying to make his needs greater than that of your children? Still, he at least tried not to do anything to lose your affection completely like treating you as a whore. You were his sister-wife, the things whores that did, exerting themselves trying to keep up with his desires, he understood that it was not the work of a princess. It was not for you to give more of yourself than you already had (though heâd gladly have all of you were it not for his motherâs voice stuck in his head) nor to debase yourself like a peasant girl might for a few coins. So he vented his sexual desires onto âlesser womenâ who should have no qualms about lowering themselves to his desires. Your mother would surely have had something to say about it if he did keep you in bed as often as he sought to, anyway.
Baela, having seen her betrothed name another woman Queen of Love and Beauty, should have been devastated or otherwise furious. If she were a conventional lady with a conventional lord husband, she surely would be. But she and Jace shared an understanding that was beyond the comprehension of the traditional gentry of Westeros. She had no cause to be possessive of Jace, she had no desire for him to do the same for her. Jace had wanted to be betrothed to you first and Baela was not unaware of this but that was not to say he resented her for what could not be nor that he cared to punish her for not being you. After becoming siblings sharing the burden of their losses, the two shared a love and connection different than that of most betrothed couples, a love hewn in sorrow and in growthâ they never restricted each other, never suspected or accused because they had grown parallel to each other in all the years of tragedy after tragedy. They each knew what the other was, what they saw of the world and what they wanted from it. They would not bar each other from pleasure nor from love, not from each other and not from potential others either just so long as the two of them remembered each other as future man and wife. They were the only ones who understood the profound loneliness that had been born inside both of them, the restlessness and the helplessness. They could not deny each other, not when they were each otherâs grounding forces in a world that changed so dramatically each moment in tragedy. It had been that way since the day they first joined hands before Daemon and Rhaenyra.
Baela had been seen as a scandalous lady whoâd loved many girls and many boys and been free to do so by her fatherâs leave. Perhaps to the lords of the realm it didnât make sense that such could be the case while she also loved Jace with all of her heart but the fact remained. Thus, she had been the first to recognize Jaceâs feelings for you, he had not hid them from her as she had never hid anything from her. She knew he loved the green princess. She didnât take that personally, nor was she jealous not even when she grew into a young lady and began to understand what it entailed. After all, she had perhaps a keener eye for women than even he. Perhaps if sheâd been close enough to you, sheâd have had you around her fingers like sheâd been with ladies in the past. She knew from experience that the demure kind such as you were the most delightful on the tongue. The only thing which concerned her was the inherent political risk you carried as Alicentâs precious daughter who went almost nowhere without herâ which she made clear to Jace. âIf youâre going to fuck her, make sure youâre certain she has loyalty to youâ to us,â sheâd told him and she was pleased that heâd listened. It wouldnât do for the Queen to have more reason to insist violence on him. When you gave birth to brown haired children which were obviously Jaceâs, it served as proof of how tightly wound everyone was around your little finger, for no one said a word about bastardy. You kept your reputation squeaky clean somehow and that eased Baelaâs fears somewhat but still there was the urgency to have you at their side for the certainty of her betrothedâs children, the need to have more certainty of your loyalty that didnât come from being utterly enamored with Jaceâs cockâŠand even still there was the underlying need to experience you herself. Many a night, Jace had slipped into her chambers and regaled her, as she demanded, with the details of how you tasted and felt to him as his cock pressed up against her clothed cunt in a slow rhythm of strokes and a desperation for the delicious friction that made her clit throb under her small clothes.
It was a delicate balance of caution and desire. She hadnât minded you having Jaceâs children on a personal level, (she cared little for the thought of going to her birthing bed so quickly and likely her children with Jace would be wed to yours) so much as a practical one as it presented an obvious dilemma even with the acceptance of everyone in the keep. The fact that these children were considered Aegonâs posed a great obstacle. She might have faulted Jace for who he chose to fall for but she knew better, life had denied them much comfort, exploration and pleasure. Jace had not denied her curiosities, her tests of pleasures and plays for the love of foolish boys and girls. But she also knew just as well as Jace did that tensions were being built around them all the time and had been since they were but small. She had faith that the opportunity to solve the problem would present itself. Aegon would die, soon or late but probably soon. And then, youâd be taken to wife along with Baela like the conquerers. If they were lucky, his and the rest of the greensâ hubris would do them in without interference, if notâŠshe and Jace were both no stranger to the heft of a sword.
summary: At the ripe age of ten, the Realmâs Jewel was nominated by her grandsire the King, despite all the protests of the Small Council, the official Royal Ambassador; thus, her voyages throughout the Seven Kingdoms started, and yet another nickname was forged for her by the Smallfolk: the Wandering Princess.
pairings: cregan stark x velaryon!reader (no use of y/n), platonic (familial) relationship between the targs/velaryon and reader
word count: 8.4k
warnings: language, mention of labours and pregnancies (nyra has just given birth to aegon), the ass freezing cold weather in the north, scars, nÄdrÄsy eats people, reader is a kid with a dream (marrying cregan) but my guy doesn't want anything to do with her, mention of cannibalism, if you catch the dante's inferno reference I will give you cookies
author's note: this took me forever but it's finally here!! enjoy :)
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Aegon is born skinny and scrawny, all twitching limbs and bloodied hair, screaming at the top of his lungs. âDear Gods, arenât you the ugliest thing?â you say as a midwife carefully passes him to you, fresh out of your motherâs womb. Youâre sure heâs at least thrice as ugly as Joff was when he was born â and thatâs all on Daemon.Â
You pass the babe to a nurse, who then passes him to your mother, whoâs breathing heavily but still smiling. She nods to one of her handmaidens. âGo fetch Daemon, tell him itâs a boy.â
A bit after you went to your grandsire and took place in court as Kingâs Justice, the reason why your mother had wanted to marry Daemon so hastily quickly got out: she was pregnant, pretty surely out of marriage â not that other people aside you and your grandsire were allowed to speculate on that.Â
Speaking of your grandsire, he was furious once he discovered that after all, they had really married. You had never seen him so angry, not since Aemond tried to kill you; he broke vases, screamed at the men in the council and behaved insufferably for a whole sennight, before just accepting his defeat. He still refuses to open any of your mother and uncle's letters, even after word of rhaenyraâs pregnancy got out.Â
If it wasnât for the babe, you wouldnât have talked to your mother for much, much longer. But a pregnancy isnât an easy thing, and even if you have every right to be mad at her right now, you will not let her die on the childbed without any support â because of fucking course Daemon isnât there when she delivers little Aegon. Heâs run off Gods know where, too scared to face another birthing wife in fear she might die. Coward.Â
âIâll head to Kingâs Landing on the morrow.â you murmur as the servants finish changing the sheets and exit the room. Now itâs only you, your mother and the suckling-milk monster latched onto her breast. She sends you a bleary gaze, confused, hair mussed and skin still glistening in sweat. âWhat?â she breathes out.Â
âSo that for now I can give you my help in washing off all the blood,â you reply. âAnd then, once they wake up, say goodbye to my siblings.â
âBut⊠you just got here yesterday. Your brothers havenât even seen you and youâre already running away.â well, that is true. Youâve arrived on Dragonstone after supper was already finished, and the boys had already gone to sleep; then your motherâs labours began barely after the sun rose, so they were yet to wake. Now it was well into the night, and the only person who you have seen is Helaena, who at some point came to see how things were going and offered a kind word to her half-sister.Â
You sigh, knowing she would've said that. âThe prisons in all the Seven Kingdoms are overflowing, mother. And once the lords heard that the Kingâs Justice didnât have to be paid, they either started bringing their prisoners to the Crownlands or started asking if I could come to clean their dirty laundry.â you furrow your eyebrows sadly as Aegon gurgles, hiding deeper in Rhaenyraâs chest. âI thought we already talked about that. I have to be in the Riverlands tomorrow to clean Lord Elmo Tullyâs⊠wastes.âÂ
She shakes her head, bewildered. âYou donât have to be anywhere! You are a Targaryen, you have the right to show up when and if you want to. I already donât like the fact that fatherâs making you do a peasantâs job, but the fact that you think you have to be somewhere is simply outrageous. Andââ
âSorry, I worded that wrongly,â you interrupt her. âI am making myself go to the Riverlands by tomorrow. I actually have more than a prison to wipe out.â once again, it seems you have a list. âYet another revolt between Blackwood and Bracken broke out, and I canât wait to see their faces when they see that their beloved Lord Tully has called for reinforcements. Besides, travelling throughout Westeros is fun,â you add. âYou know, Iâm getting to know all the lords â or better, their heirs, the one that when I rule will sit on their thrones. I have become good friends with Oscar Tullyâ Elmoâs grandson.â
You look between her and the babe; thereâs something strange in your gaze, something that says you should be doing this instead of me. âI am doing us both a favour, mother. Do you have any idea how many times Iâve caught the Hightowers trying to poison grandsire? I already had him change his food tester twelve times and between the change and Otto managing to bribe them into poisoning the King thereâs at most a week. Itâs never something I can accuse him with, though,â you scoff, âItâs always the poor tasters that I have to make NÄdrÄsy eat.â
You shake your head as Aegon falls asleep, your mother having tears in her eyes. âYour hasty marriage to Daemon and precocious pregnancy have angered many lords that hoped to marry into the Royal Family. I am merely trying to help our cause.â
âWhat was I supposed to do?â she whispers. âHaving Aegon born out of marriage? Having a real bastard this time?â
You were just trying to say that chastity belts existed and there are many things to do rather than to copulate with your uncle, but surely youâre not going to say that to a woman who has just given birth. âHow many years has it been since Queen Aemmaâs death?â you ask. You know, but you want her to understand your point.Â
âAlmost nineteen years,â she quickly responds.Â
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd when did grandsire marry Alicent?â
âSeventeen years ago.â
âSee?â you point out. âGrandsire respected the mourning period well enough, yet you still resent him for remarrying and hold a particular disdain for Alicent. And youâre trying to tell me that Iâm not allowed to hold against you the fact that you remarried barely four moons after my fatherâs death?âÂ
She shakes her head vehemently, âThat is not whyââ
âIt is!â you insist. âI have all the right reasons to hold my deepest disdain for Daemon and resent you for marrying him. Why?â you scoff, âBecause as your daughter, I want whatâs best for you. And thatâs not a man who runs away as soon as he hears that his wife's labours have started. Jace, Luke and Joff may have not been fatherâs children, but he didnât miss a single birth, and he was always just out of the birthing chamber.â
âDaemon has been through a lot,â she protests.Â
âI have been through a lot too!â you hiss. âYet I have watched you give birth twice, out of worry that it might be the last time I see you! And Iâm how many years younger than him?â
âYour uncle has seen his second wife make her dragon burn her alive for the immense pain she was feeling during the labour,â
âAnd he also probably killed the first one,â
She sends you a look. âAnd I saw my fatherâs carbonised body,â you mutter. âYet me and my dragon burn down to a crisp criminals for a living. Scratch that, not even for that, itâs just to make the lords understand that once the kingdom passes down to you or to me, it will be well taken care of.â
âMy father didnât have to prove himself worthy of ruling, so why should we? The throne will be ours by right, and the people will just have to accept it.â
The door creaks open, but you donât turn to see who entered â by the steps, you know itâs Daemon, returning with his tail between his legs. âThatâs where you are wrong, mother,â you reason. âGrandsire didnât, but he is a man. Stop acting like people donât doubt our capability of ruling simply because of our birth. My grandmother proved herself perfectly capable of being queen, yet she was passed down simply because she is, and will always be, a woman. And that, in our world, is one of the biggest disgraces to men.â you shake your head yet again â it seems this talk is full of disappointment on both ends.
âYou could be the bravest knight of the Seven Kingdoms and still be looked down upon because they think your only purpose is to birth children. I am merely trying to change that perspective.â
âIs there a problem?â Daemon has now crossed the room and is right behind you, hand on his sword, hesitant gaze towards his wife. You have to hold yourself back from rolling your eyes. âNo,â you reply, back on your feet and going for the exit. âI was already about to leave.â
He blocks you by taking you by the bicep, eyebrows raised. âWhy donât you stay for a while?â he asks. âIâm sure your bastard could take a day or two without eating criminals.â
You stare at him up and down. âIâll stay for a while when youâre either gone or dead. By your inconsistency and age, it wonât take too long. And please, take a bath,â you shake his hand off of your arm, âYou stink of dragon, and even if she doesnât tell you that, your wife suffers the smell.â
It is glorious to see the Hightowerâs faces fall â mostly, it is endearing to hear the Lord Handâs voice stutter. Because he knows youâve got him.Â
âButâ but the Princess is but a child!â his daughter protests, looking at your grandsire, outraged. Viserys shakes his head, âThis was solely my decision, and I will not let any of you think that your opinion counts on this matter.â
âAegon is much older,â Otto merely chimes in. He knows his case is weak. âAnd so is Aemond. Theyâre men, well experienced and highly educated. I am sorry, Your Grace, but I donât understand your decision.â
âFor starters, I donât ride my dragon drunk,â you reply to him, the biggest smirk on your face. Alicentâs face reddens at the mention of her firstbornâs biggest problem; you only stand straighter, with now the eyes of the whole Small Council pointed towards you. âNor am I missing an eye â but even if I was, my dragon listens to my orders. Did you hear about Vhagar's latest mishaps, Lord Hand?â
Her waking up for your uncle to climb on her saddle, only to fall back asleep as soon as heâs on, sleeping so silent that the dragon keepers thought she was dead for good â and then, once they had finally managed to reach the skies, a whole farm burned down when Aemond had simply asked her to land. Either sheâs senile, or she doesnât really like Aemond.Â
âAlso, I wouldnât call Aegon highly educated nor well experienced,â you add. âMaybe, yes â if you need a good brothel in Flea Bottom, heâs the man youâre searching for. For political matters?â you shake your hand. âWould you rather him falling off of Sunfyre on the way to Winterfell while drunk, or not knowing a single thing about how he should act? Or maybe send Aemond, and have the possibility of Vhagar burning the entire place down?â you scoff.
âPlease, Lord Hand. We donât want any diplomatic incidents.â you just know Ser Tyland is holding in his laughter.Â
âThe Princess is heir,â your grandsire adds, and you pretend to act as if you donât hear Alicent gritting her teeth from the end of the table, where youâre standing. âShe is highly educated, as she is to be Queen, she knows her way with swords and with words, and her dragon is as loyal as can be. She is a skilled rider and has already ended other menâs lives via him. She is fit for this task, and as I said, if she does well, it will be hers for the time to come.âÂ
âShe is but ten summers old,â the Queen objects.
âIâm still a better option than a drunkard and a cripple,â you raise an eyebrow towards her, then towards her father, who is just about to speak. âAnd I would be able to make a better evaluation than you, Lord Hand, if thatâs what you want to suggest. No prayers could ever woo me.â
Ottoâs eye twitches. Nobody else on the council tries to say anything; the decision is taken, and since everyone in this room values their life and you look pretty threatening with your hand on the grip of your sword, they are smart enough to keep silent.Â
âAnd whose fault is it that my son is a cripple?â Alicent taunts.Â
You laugh. âIâm not the one who raised an ungrateful brat. You should be happy Iâm here, considering that if I wasnât and it was his fault, his neck would have been cut. Next time you have a son, maybe teach him to differentiate between a friend and an enemy.â
âThat is enough, sweetling,â the King says gently. He looks around the room, at his council members. âYouâre all dismissed. Sweetling, would you mind accompanying me to my chambers?âÂ
You nod dutifully, moving to his side as the others get up and handing him his cane. âAh, thank you,â
As much as he doesnât like to admit it, your grandsire is getting old. He canât walk as much as he used to, and he is getting easier to tire. Small Council meetings almost exhaust him, now more than ever, and travelling isnât much of an option anymore.Â
âHowâs little Aegon?â he asks, as you help him climb the stairs towards his chamber. He has yet to reply to any of his daughter or his brotherâs letters, preferring to take any information he can from you.Â
âGrowing steadily,â you reply. âHeâs almost six moons now. His dragon hatched; Luke has called him Stormcloud. I went to visit them on Dragonstone last week, after settling the matters with the prisoners on Driftmark. Heâs learned how to stand and babbles soundly all the time.â
The King hums as the stairs come to an end, two guards opening the doors of his rooms for you two. âThatâs good. Maybe one day you can bring him and your brothers here â I havenât seen them in ages.â
You hold back a grimace as he takes a seat by the table that sits in the main room, resting his chin upon the hilt of the cane. âIâll see what I can do,â you promise him. âMother isnât fond of Kingâs Landing, but maybe she would let me bring them here. She has been particularly lenient these last few moons.â thatâs just because sheâs trying to win you back, but thatâs another story.
He nods silently, gaze tender and warm as he looks at you. His eyebrows narrow, though. âThe North is harsh,â he warns. âIâve been there just once, and after I had a fever that lasted the whole way back home. Northerners areâ different. Tougher, harsher, more brutal. I need you to understand what you are getting into, before I send you there.âÂ
âCregan Stark is the rightful heir of Winterfell,â you murmur, warmed by his worry. âThe North is one of our biggest allies. To me it is clear that Bennard Stark is an usurper. And as an heir to the Iron Throne, it is only right that we treat usurpers as the law commands.â you purse your lips, âBy death.â
âNortherners like to take care of their own matters,â your grandsire murmurs, âwe rarely get involved, but⊠well, Lord Cregan is barely a man. He is but Aemondâs age, and even if the Small Council insists on not sending anyone, I canât help but worry. An usurper who manages to get on a throne will only get greedier and greedier as time goes on. One day, we could find ourselves against the North if he ever were to succeed.â
âHe has three sons,â you nod, âCregan is but five-and-ten. And seeing northern standards, he wonât get married for at least another five years. Yes, there are rumours going around of Bennard murdering his first wife, but⊠itâs not rare that a womanâs death is overlooked on the promise of stability.â
Your grandsire shakes his head, sighing. âGreedy men, always grasping at everything they can take, even if it means killing your own nephew.â he presses his lips against each other, then tries to smile at you. âWe will have to send you to Winterfell well equipped. I will send servants down to the market to look for coats and cloaks, but for nowâ thereâs something I feel like you should have.â
He raises from his seat, going for the bed, kneeling carefully by it and reaching for something under it. He takes out a long silver box, decorated with dragon carvings and ruby stones; he motions for you to come near him, and he opens the case.Â
Inside, thereâs Blackfyre.Â
Blackfyre is House Targaryenâs longsword, made out of Valyrian Steel, and once it was his chosen weapon. It is passed down from king to king, a symbol of power and duty, and even if youâve never seen your grandsire wield it, you know he uses it as a scepter while holding court.Â
ââTis only fair that it passes down to you,â he says, holding it out for you to take. âDark Sister would be more appropriate for a woman, as it is more slim and light, but unfortunately it is in the possession of my brother, and I am sure that even if I were to force him to give it to you, you would refuse simply because it came from him. Blackfyre is the sword of kings, though; and now it shall be of a queen, too.â
You shake your head, bewildered, âGrandsire, as much as I am honoured, you still need it.â
He laughs. âAnd for what? To hold it as a stick during court? Please, granddaughter of mine, donât jest. With me as its wielder, it will just grow musty, as I can barely even raise it. I insist you take it.â
Reluctantly, you take it in your arms and observe it; it is as you remember, clean silver and dark handle, a ruby on its end and something resembling a dragon wing at the start of the blade. It is too long for you to wear normally, that is already clear, so youâll probably have to wear it on your back and hope it doesnât reach the ground.Â
Your grandsire smiles. âA good sword for a worthy wielder.â
The next sennight is filled with fittings and preparations for your upcoming trip to the North â which will be the farthest youâve ever gone from Kingâs Landing. It will be a harsh and long journey, but you and NÄdrÄsy are ready for it.Â
The night before your departure you ask the servants for a bath; a hot one, with the water almost boiling, as Targaryens like it. You take your sweet time, sending away the maids and sinking in the bathtub, tasting a warmth you probably wonât feel for a while. Looking at the mirror sitting a few feet away from the tub, you canât help but glare at the scar on your temple â and it seems to glare back.Â
It has now turned pink-ish, a little red on some days, and looks a bit like a thunder going from your head almost down to your cheekbone. In a year and a half of having it, you have yet to get used to it. For your ninth nameday, your grandsire gave you a white gold coronet that you always wear. Itâs some sort of replica of his own crown, as they are much similar â the only differences being the way they fit, the colours and the Great Houses emblems; in fact, in place of those, you have amethyst stones, a nice touch requested by your grandsire.Â
The coronet is a great relief, as it hides most of the scar from others, and if anyone notices, it seems they value their tongue too much to comment about it. The only one who has protested is Alicent, who insists that since you are neither a king nor a queen, you have no right to wear such a thing. Your grandsire, of course, ignores her, almost as well as you do.Â
You only take the coronet off to go to bed and to wash yourself, otherwise, itâs always on your head. It acts as a shield between you and your insecurities, and youâre more than okay with it, especially because it is one of the prettiest jewels you own. The fact that for most of your days you now wear your usual dragon riding attire doesnât mean you donât like pretty dresses and shiny things anymore â in fact, you thrive on the days where you can wear your beloved gowns and show off all your jewellery. You already plan on bringing your best pieces to Winterfell.Â
A look at your scar is enough to bring back all the memories you only wish to bury deep in the sand â Aemondâs attack, Jace and Lukeâs little faces covered in blood, your mother injured and the sight of your father's carbonised body, added to the screams of your grandmother. You really wish things had been different.Â
You leave on the morrow, right after breaking your fast. All the things youâll need are already loaded on NÄdrÄsyâs back, near the saddle, and your grandsire comes with you to the Dragonpit to be able to bid you his goodbyes. Surprisingly, Aegon tags along.
Heâs yawning for the whole ride, falling asleep at some point. He already reeks of wine and has blood-shot eyes, yet you appreciate the gesture. You donât have that much of a relationship, aside from him teaching you the right words to insult Daemon, but still. Heâs not really a bad person, heâs just⊠lost. Something tells you that if your mother had raised him, he wouldnât be drowning in his cups every day all day.Â
By the time you all exit the carriage, heâs wide awake and a man on a mission. âBring me the best wine you can find,â he says, with a lucidity untypical of him. You burst out laughing, âWell, uncle, Iâm pretty sure they donât make wine in the North. But Iâll look for the strongest ale I can find.â
He sighs dreamily. âOh, sweet niece, what would I do without you?â
You raise an eyebrow. âWithout me always defending you your mother would have killed you a long time ago for the sake of the family â canât really say Iâd blame her.â
He pouts grumpily while your grandsire joins you, having just exited the carriage. âFarewell, sweetling,â he murmurs, tears in his eyes, hugging you tight. âBe careful, please.â
You laugh softly. âDonât you worry, grandsire, Iâll make sure to come back all in one piece.â
He hugs you again, Aegon standing there awkwardly â Viserys has never really shown affection for him, nor for his siblings. You always reprimand him for that, but heâs a lost cause. You do feel pity for them, to only have Alicent to love them â and what kind of love it must be! Maybe she whacks them twenty times instead of the usual thirty when they do something wrong.Â
After securing Blackfyre on your back again, you mount NÄdrÄsyâs saddle, and he roars happily, spreading his wings. âBe careful!â your grandsire screams, as your uncle yells, âRemember the ale!â
Soon after, the Red Keep becomes but a small dot on the ground, and you are to reach Winterfell.Â
They had warned you that the North was cold, but not even in your wildest dreams you could have thought it was this cold. Youâve been in the Riverlands, and itâs cold there too, yes, but the North? Nothing the maids had said could have ever prepared you.Â
It feels like years since youâve seen a green speck of land; now itâs all covered in snow, and itâs a miracle that dragons have a particular high body temperature, because otherwise you and NÄdrÄsy wouldâve been swaddled by the hailstorms and snowfalls, for they are violent and â have you already said cold?
The coronet by now is freezing, so cold that your head hurts. Youâve already damned enough Gods and Saints to grant yourself the ugliest spot in one of the deepest pits of the Seven Hells, and judging by his grumpiness and complaints, your dragon is suffering too. Heâs constantly huffing fire in an attempt to melt the ice and snow, trying his best to protect you, and even if itâs not of much use you are thankful for him. You briefly think that Syrax would never be able to sustain such a voyage, as spoiled as she is, and despite everything it brings a small smile to your face.
Rhaenyra does treat her girls well.Â
The thought of your mother warms you, despite your discrepancies, and you wonder how she fares; you had written to her about your journey to Winterfell, but had not stayed long enough to receive a reply. Hopefully, little Aegon and all your brothers are well and thriving and arenât having too much trouble adjusting to another sibling learning how to walk in the house â you know a thing or two about that. And about that, Rhaenyra treating her girls well reminds you about somethingâŠÂ
âIvestragon, valÄ«tsos,â Say, boy, âZiry iksos nĆ«mÄzma jÄda Ä«lon rhaenagon naejot pendagon nĆ«mÄzma lÄ« belmos syt ao, iksin nyke paktot?â It's about time we start to think about those rings for you, am I right?
Your teeth are cluttering against each other, but your smile is loud and clear, and your dragon roars happily. You should've gotten him those horn rings ages ago, before Joffrey was even born, but with everything that happened it just slipped your mind. You promise yourself it will be the first thing you think about when back to Kingâs Landing, as he has more than earned them, especially after this trip.Â
Your mother once said that a trip from the Crownlands to Winterfell on dragonback would have taken two days, but it takes you and your dragon five whole days, as you two are slowed by the bad weather and the constant stops to just light a fire and warm up a bit. Even as Winterfell enters your view, the snow doesnât stop, and by now the scarf that is covering most of your face is basically frozen and crusted with ice, as well as the hairs that escaped your cowl.Â
âNinkiot, NÄdrÄsy!â Land, âKonÄ«r, ondoso se dĆros!â There, by the walls!
You have no intentions of scaring the Starks â or, should you say, the Stark? â so, for now, as much as it pains you, your dragon will have to stay outside. As the huge door that brings inside Winterfell is slowly opened, you open the chains that bind you to NÄdrÄsy while in the skies, as he stirs his wings and lets out a big yawn â that to the guards probably seems like a threat, because they immediately sheath their swords, preparing to attack.Â
As if our dragons didnât melt enough swords to make a throne of it, already.
âLay down the blades!â a voice comes in. âItâs the Royal Ambassador youâre pointing them at, and Iâm sure King Viserys would be dismayed if a diplomatic incident were to happen.â
You recognize him instantly â ah, first love, always hard to forget. Heâs grown, of course, and now resembles more a bear than a man, especially with all the furs heâs wearing, and you take immediate notice of the difference between him and Aemond. Theyâre the same age â your uncleâs a little bit older, if youâre not wrong â and yet heâs still skinny and scrawny, bony, even with all the food his mother forces him to eat.Â
And, of course, Lord Cregan Stark is much, much taller than him.Â
Heâs on a horse, followed by what you assume are his guards and men, and he quickly dismounts, bowing. âPrincess, it is an honour to be able to host you in the Starkâs holdfast. It is a pity that it must be under such dire circumstances.âÂ
You hide a smile. Ah, Starks. So up their asses.Â
âHopefully I am not late for supper, am I, Lord Cregan?â you ask, pulling down your scarf to be able to talk better. You take out the dagger tied to your waist, manoeuvring yourself to be able to cut the cords that bind your luggages to NÄdrÄsy. They fall on the snow below, surely without much damage.Â
He gets up, shaking his head. âNot at all, Princess, we werenât even about to eat. You have the time to change into warmer clothes before the food is ready.â
You nod. âGood.â
You easily slide off your dragonâs wing, not noticing the way the boy reaches out â afraid that youâll fall or worse. Gods know what kind of war a dead princess in Winterfell would bring to the North. You look back at NÄdrÄsy, âĆños iÄ perzys lo jaelÄ, yn umbagon kesÄ«r!â Light a fire if you want, but stay here!
He roars, not happy at all, and you turn back at him, glaring. Your next words are yelled and incomprehensible to Cregan, as he doesnât know a single thing about High Valyrian, but he knows well the way insults and cursing words are said, and those sound like a lot of them. Itâs so scary that him and some of his men shiver â and itâs not for the cold.Â
Once you are done with him, heâs grumbling, quietly opening his mouth to burn a tree nearby, then hugging it with his body with a huff. You scoff, âYou think you have raised a decent dragon and he turns out to be spoiled. Whatâs next? Iâll have to cook and cut up the meat for him to eat like they do for Syrax?â
He roars again, but this time you ignore him, walking towards the Lord of Winterfell, who stands there with his mouth agape. You held out your hand expectantly, raising an eyebrow as he looks between you and your dragon. In the end, he takes your hand in his, kissing the ring with the Targaryen emblem that sits on your middle finger, trying to ignore your worryingly big dragon.Â
Standing straight again, he motions over two of his men, pointing at the bags left in the snow. âTake those and bring them to the chambers we reserved for the Princess,â he then looks at you, âI took it upon myself to appoint you three maids, Princess. The King advised me to, as he said you wouldâve come here alone, and as much as I would like to think that your travels were nice, the weather suggests otherwise.â
Thatâs because right now the wind is icy, freezing, with splutters of snow falling from the sky. You nod, âThank you, Lord Stark. Itâs warming to see such a welcome after the freezing journey.â Quite literally.
He winces. âCregan will suffice. Weâre both far too young for you to call me Lord Stark.â
You chuckle. âAs you wish. I will not ask you to stop referring to me as Princess, though, I hope you know that.â
He frowns. âOf course. I would never ask Your Grace to do that.â
He gently gestures towards his horse, dark hair frizzled by the wind, ââTis best if we go back to the castle, Princess; yet another hailstorm is brewing. You can ride with me.âÂ
You donât let him repeat himself twice, letting him help you up on the saddle then quickly jumping on behind you, manoeuvring the horse towards the gates, which close behind you. If he sees the dagger you stole from him, he makes no mention of it. ââTis cold in Winterfell, my Princess, but I assure you that you will have the warmest room of the castle. The maids will make sure to keep the fire going; I imagine that going from the warm temperatures of Kingâs Landing to the constant snowing of the North mustnât be easy.â
His northern accent makes butterflies explode in your stomach in such a good way that you think that if all men had the same tone, dealing with them wouldnât be so difficult. You swing your legs over the side of the horse, careful not to hit it, and you focus on your hands, trying to take your mind off from your warm cheeks. âThank you, Lord Cregan.â
He raises an eyebrow at your sudden silence. ââŠOf course, Princess. Anytime.âÂ
Truth is, you havenât seen Cregan in years. Itâs now a bit more than two summers since your last encounter, when he had all but stood you up on the dancefloor, on your own birthday. And as much as you would like to feign anger, or disinterest in his regards, heâs just too⊠well.Â
Heâs young, yet heâs able to hold on his shoulder such a heavy burden, being the Lord of Winterfell and going against his uncle. You can act tough all you want, but you are too a little girl who likes to listen to the love stories the septa tells you, and you wish for a husband who will treat you right â not like Daemon, who ran away from Dragonstone as soon as your motherâs labours began.Â
Something tells you Cregan would treat you right. (In truth thatâs just your inner child's dream speaking. Youâve liked him since before you were even able to really see or remember.)
You raise your gaze, looking at the boy in question. âAre you perhaps betrothed to anyone, Lord Cregan?â
He stills, a bit awkward, the horse stopping in front of the gates of the castle, âWell, no, Princess. By northern standards I am far too young. Here, usually men marry well into their twenties, or after their eighteenth summer.â
You hum. âNot in the Crownlands.â
Cregan frowns a bit, âIf you are suggesting aâŠâ he hesitates, âBetrothal, between you and me, Princess â and forgive me if Iâm wrong â I think you are far too young to think about that, and I am too. I donât think it would work.â Heâs trying to break it to you in the nicest way possible, because â yes. You are a kid, barely ten summers of age, whoâs probably already doing too much for her House, and marriage shouldnât even cross your mind yet. He doesnât find you funny nor is he attracted to you, obviously, so thereâs no way heâs ever going to marry you. Besides, princesses are expensive, known to be spoiled, and he isnât sure if he would ever be able to fulfil your needs and listen to you whine all day.Â
You glare at him â and if looks could kill, he would already be in the family crypt, right beside his father. âFine.â you hop off the horse before he can protest, strutting over the entrance, scaring the servants who are asked to show you around the place. âPrincess, I should be the one to do thatââ he tries to protest, in vain.
âNonsense, Lord Stark!â you yell, dismissing him with a hand, not even turning back to look at him. âIâm sure the servants know the holdfast better than you.â and then youâre gone, followed by a maid who sends him a pleading look, inside the castle acting like you own it. If he doesnât want to marry you, youâll make sure to make him regret that â not only in this trip, but also in the years to come.Â
Ah, childrenâs ego. So big yet so fragile.Â
Cregan sighs, getting off his horse, immediately joined by Ser Rodrick, heir to House Cerwyn and in Winterfell to support him in this battle against his uncle. âWhat did you do to make her react that way?â he asks, bewildered.Â
The boy huffs, kicking a rock nearby. âI rejected her marriage proposal.â
His friend pales. âIsnât she, like⊠ten summers old?â
The Stark laughs, even if heâs not amused at all. âShe is.â he shakes his head, in disbelief. âChildren acting like adults. The King, between all of his capable and loyal subjects, chose his petty and spoiled granddaughter who has never heard a no in her entire life to send here to help me.â
He sighs again, getting into a foetal position, commiserating himself. âShe would be capable of threatening me to give Winterfell to my uncle unless I marry her.â
You ponder the option of giving Winterfell to Bennard Stark unless Cregan is at least betrothed to you, but then again, it wouldnât be the right thing to do. Besides, you suspect he wouldnât treat you well if you forced him to marry you.Â
Maybe heâs right. You shouldnât think of marriage right now, as you are simply here to prove yourself worthy of the honour of being Royal Ambassador. Iâll shorten the trip, you think to yourself, as the maids show you your chambers and strip you down, guiding you to a hot bath. Iâll deal with the Stark usurper after supper. Besides, all I have to do is hear him out and then kill him. That was what Viserys had told you to do â Bennard had proven himself guilty, and unfortunately had too many people to support him for you to let him live. Youâll depart tomorrow after breaking your fast, and let NÄdrÄsy play with his preys if he wants. You could visit the Riverlands, pass by Riverrun to say hi to Oscar, and then by Dragonstone to see your brothers and mother.Â
One of the maids asks you if she can take off the coronet to tie your hair up, and when you nod she proceeds â only to quietly gasp at the sight of your scar. She immediately pales and apologises when you glare at her, quickly laying the coronet on a stool, going back to tying your hair up so that it doesnât get wet.Â
You know itâs hideous, but the least she could do is pretend itâs not. The urge to go away as soon as you can gets stronger.Â
They dress you in the warmest dress you have brought, the purple one with embroidered pearls and fur sleeves, then braid your hair into a loose plait, delicately putting your coronet back on your head, hiding your scar. They make no mention of it, thankfully.
They guide you to the Great Hall for supper, and you are not surprised to see everyone already seated â you had taken a lot more than you normally would just to spite Cregan. The Hall seems to contain at least five hundred people, with four long tables and a raised platform for the Lord of Winterfell, noble guests and his closest men â you guess, since he doesnât really have any family left â banners with the Stark emblem on every wall, covering the stone.Â
Cregan quickly gets down from his table, up on the platform, to greet you, offering his arm, which you â kind of rudely too â donât accept. âI⊠I hope the chambers were of your liking, Princess.â
You snob him. âThey couldâve been warmer. As could have been the bath.âÂ
He nods patiently. âIâll make sure to alert the servants to burn more wood for the rest of your stay.â
âDonât worry, Lord Stark,â he winces, âI wonât annoy you for too long. Iâll take my leave tomorrow.â
âTomorrow?â he asks, panicked. In all of this you are walking towards the platform, towards your table, and everybody is yet to sit down. âButâ the King said you were supposed to stay for a sennight, Princess. The matters for the settlement of the succession must beââ
You groan loudly, âI know, donât worry, you will have your throne by the time I go back to Kingâs Landing.â you sigh, âMen, always only caring about what is owed to them and what they want.â
That seems to shut him up, and without another word you go up the stairs that take to the table, him begrudgingly taking out the chair for you, sitting down quietly. Then everyone follows your example, relieved huffs echoing in the hall, immediately followed by a quiet chattering while waiting for the food.Â
It seems that everyone is on their best behaviour tonight, because Creganâs men are unusually educated and cordial for being soldiers and guards â you know that once out of this room, theyâll let out all the burps theyâre holding back now, as they chug on beer tankards (but with their pinky fingers raised politely, no doubt a try at tea parties etiquette).
Roasted honey venison with olives, peas and beans is served, and as you eat the men start to get a bit impatient â having lasted most of the day without eating, they are starving, and it shows: they are scarving down the venison like eventually itâll come back to life and run away. Cregan glares at them, even if it shows that he himself is a bit rusty when it comes to manners, since he has bread crumbs all over his tunic. That must happen when a boy not even six and ten is left in charge of an entire household, you guess.Â
As dessert is served and dinner is finished, you are the first one to get up from your seat, looking at Cregan with a raised eyebrow â even now that you are standing, heâs taller than you, and heâs still seated. âWhere is Ser Bennard Stark?â you ask him, determined to end this matter as quickly as possible.Â
He raises his brows, confused. âIn the dungeons, with his sons, of course. Butâ surely you donât mean to go there now, Princess, do you? Itâs late. The sun has already setââ
âAnd I am to leave tomorrow. I wish to see him now.â
Childish and petty, Cregan thinks. But that is what you are, no? A child. The fact that you will inherit the Iron Throne doesnât change anything, for you are still ten, and him at your age was still playing knights with his friends, with barely a care in the world. How in the Seven Hells have the Targaryen raised you?
He surrenders to your will, sighing and getting up, bidding goodbye to his men and guiding you out of the hall. Two guards swiftly follow you without being told to, and the way to the dungeons is silent. Both you and Cregan know the problem well â you have been informed of it by the Small Council, who chose Ser Bennardâs sentence, while he had lived it himself. There was pretty much nothing else to add to Bennard Starkâs case, and it was only because of his status that he had the right to be heard, even if his sentence was already declared â not that he or Cregan knew of it.Â
The Small Council said in the beginning that Bennard Stark had to be killed, but with him being the son of a lord, things could get messy quickly. You didnât really understand the problem, but apparently in the North everyoneâs pretty attached to the Starks, making it hard for them to⊠well, kill each other. A blessing by the King is needed, but yours will suffice too.Â
The dungeons are dimly lit and cold, with guards standing in front of each cell, vigilant and awake. Cregan guides you in front of one of the cells, and kicks at the metal bars of it. âUncle, you have visitors.â
Ser Bennard Stark is a gruff man, thin from his prison days, face unshaven and bleary eyes. âHe looks like you havenât been feeding him,â you comment. Cregan snorts. âWe do. He just refuses to eat.â
A guard brings you a seat, and you thank him and sit down. The man in the cellar looks at you, forehead pressed to the bars. âWho is she, dear nephew? Your playdate?â heâs sarcastic, that much you can tell. You already donât like him.Â
âUncle, this is the Princess firstborn of Rhaenyra Targaryen and Laenor Velayon. She is here as Royal Ambassador to evaluate your case.â
His uncle raises his eyebrows, looking at you up and down. âI donât believe that. Sheâs barely a babe out of the womb.â
You glare at him, tapping your foot on the ground. âAnd you look like the worst scum out of Flea Bottom. But I guess looks can be deceiving.â you sigh heavily, crossing your arms. âSer Bennard Starkââ
âLord Bennard Stark,â he interjects.Â
You narrow your eyes. âIâll call you whatever in the Seven fucking Hells I want to. You are no Lord, and I am a Princess, so you are to speak only when interpelled. Are we clear?â
He makes no sign of a reply. âI said, are we clear?â
âPlease, uncle, you have already embarrassed this family enough,â Cregan reiterates. In the end, the man opts to make a small approving sound. You lean back in your seat. âGood.â
You take a small piece of paper out of your sleeve, having prepared it earlier. You open it, and show it to him. âThis is the order of the Small Councilâ your three sons will be executed as soon as your matters are settled, with or without you. They have no titles and are young, so there shouldnât be many against it. You, howeverâŠâ you tilt your head, âYour life sits in my hands. You are a knight, crowned by my own grandsire the King, and you are the son of a lord â a lord that was well liked and loved by his people.â
You sigh again, a bit tired from your journey, passing the paper to Cregan for him to read. âSo, Ser, give me a good reason why I should let you live.â
âFor instance, my good for nothing nephew ruling Winterfell alone would make the castle crumble to pieces in hours.â
You turn around, feigning confusion, staring at the walls and at the ceiling. âWhat a strange thing to say. Heâs been ruling alone for almost three sennights and Winterfell still stands strong.âÂ
The man narrows his eyes. âShouldnât you be playing with your dolls and learning the alphabet?â
You stay silent for a moment, your foot still tapping against the floor. âAnd shouldnât you have died of starvation by now? It would have made a lot of things easier. Do you know that there are people condemned to die of starvation?â
Your head turns to Cregan, who stands by your side and tilts his face to look at you. âHave you heard about that lord in the free cities?â
He thinks for a bit, then nods, and your gaze returns to the prisoner, âI think it was in Qohor. They locked up a man in a tower, with his four sons, and just waited for them to die, as they were left without food or water. They say he was the last one to die, and apparently, he ate the remains of his sons once he went mad from hunger. Unfortunately you donât seem to understand the situation youâre in. Have you got anything to defend yourself against the accuses of usurpation?â
He starts yelling, slamming against the bars, hands reaching for you and his nephew. âThat throne is mine! I wonât let children take it away from me!â
You laugh. âI guess weâre done here.â you rise from your seat, Cregan standing beside you to block Bennardâs attempts at reaching you. âThank the Gods; my dragon could really use some breakfast tomorrow.â
âIt is northern tradition that the Lord of Winterfell executes the prisonersââ
âDo I look northern to you?â
âNo, Princess, butââ
âYou have to understand that if you ask for the Crownlandsâ help, then the matters are going to be resolved in the Crownlandsâ ways,â you mutter, glaring at him. Bennard and his sons are tied to a tree, screaming and thrashing around, as NÄdrÄsy stares at them hungrily â he likes his preys scared, even if theyâre a bit too thin for his usual liking. Heâs waiting for your command. âBesides, my dragonâs hungry.â
âBut my uncle and cousins are still Starks,â he tries again. There are guards who are watching the exchange intently, stealing scared glances at your dragon. Some people of the smallfolk who heard about the execution have bundled up at a fair distance, not wanting to get near NÄdrÄsy. âIt is best if they die in our ways.â
You raise an eyebrow, staring at him like heâs crazy. âLord Stark, you do not realise that by trying to steal your right, they threatened the Crown. And by threatening the crown, they threatened me, and my whole family. It is right that I seek justice in the name of the Targaryens.â
He backs up a little bit, hesitantly nodding after a brief pause. You nod back. âPlease never question my judgement ever again. There is a reason why I was chosen to be Royal Ambassador, and it is not because I am spoiled or the favourite of my grandsire.â
Looking at your dragon, eager to have a taste at his relatives, Cregan understands why you have been chosen. NÄdrÄsy is scary, and his reputation precedes him, surely making any exchange easier.
His uncle and cousins die screaming, swallowed like flies by the dragonâs mouth, not even chewed on. The northermen can just stare, realising that if they ever were to be confronted by that monster, they would stand no chance. They look at their lord then, hoping that he never angers you in any way.
The matter is settled, so you are now ready to fly to the Riverlands, and once the sacks with your things are tied to NÄdrÄsyâs back you are free from your obligations and can go. You bid goodbye to Lord Cregan, thanking him for the hospitality, and climb on your dragonâs back, taking a hold of the reins, before stopping.
âOh, I almost forgotâ Lord Stark!â
He perks up, worried. âIs there any problem?â
âNo, no, everythingâs alright. Just⊠where do I find your best ale?â
summary: Being Rhaenyra Targaryen's heir is a difficult thing, but what happens when you also become one of the Realm's most prized posessions?
pairings: cregan stark x velaryon!reader, reader x platonic targs/velaryon
i. the dear daughter (2.8k) - At one-and-twenty and eight-and-ten, barely a year after their marriage, Ser Laenor Velaryon and Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen welcomed their first child, a daughter, into the world. The girl immediately became dear to the whole court, coddled and spoiled by all, but mostly by her grandsire, King Viserys I. The man saw in his granddaughter her mother, and as the girl grew to look like his late wife, Aemma Arryn, it became even clearer that he doted on her more than he did to his own children or his other grandchildren.
ii. about children and trouble (8.2k) - It is reported that in the year 121 AC, when the Realmâs Jewel was only six summers old, her hatchling Merrax was eaten by the Cannibal in a strange turn of events that found him moving from Dragonstone to the Dragonpit in Kingâs Landing. Princess Rhaenyra demanded to have the dragonâs head cut, but as nobody ever tried nor dared to get close to the Cannibal, it was impossible to do it. Thus, her daughter took the matters into her own hands.
iii. little big lady (5.0k) - Court whispers tell us that during her third pregnancy, Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen was particularly sensitive. She managed to cover it up pretty well, apparently, but she had one weak spot: her daughter, her firstborn and heir, who later on witnessed her little brother Prince Joffrey's birth by request of her mother. Despite openly disliking the experience, it is said that the Realmâs Jewel insisted on being present to future labours in case things went downhill â and she did, attending her mother in giving birth to all her future children.
iv. dragons' scars (6.4k) - And after the events that happened during Lady Laenaâs funeral at Driftmark, two dragons were left scarred.
v. you'll change your name or change your mind (and leave this fucked up place behind) (tbd) - When the Kingâs Justice â the royal executioner â died, the Realmâs Jewel proposed a perfect replacement: NÄdrÄsy, her dragon, the infamous Cannibal. Even if many eyebrows were raised at the Small Council, the King hastily agreed, happy to have an excuse for keeping his granddaughter close to him, even if it was for only a few days every moon. Or, as it always ended up, for a bit more than that.
more to come!
extras:
snippet cut from chapter three
sneak peak at reader and cregan's baby number #1
memes tag
notes: this au does consist of canon themes of violence, sex, frightening & intense descriptions of scenes, labour and birth, and obviously; yandere and incest paired with varying age gaps. please read the warnings on the fics themselves. i am not responsible for you continuing on past the warnings.
fics
Jewelry y/n would wear
Tourney of Blood
Mareâs Milk & Cider
The Devil Watches
a son for a son
blurbs
Otto n Y/nâs first kiss paired with a sketch
Ghost y/n who reincarnates for Game of Thrones
drawings
ALL DRAWINGS OF Y/N ARE DEPICTED AS MYSELF, I DONT DO GRAY YNâS!!!!! BUT I WANT TO CLARIFY THE DRAWINGS ARE NOT WHAT I THINK YN LOOKS LIKE IN THE FICS OTHER THAN CLOTHING AND JEWELRY.
Angel of The Red Keep & Aegonâs II
sketch of y/n in the scene i imagined for Otto n hers first kiss.
other
who is yn's parents? answer is revealed
summary: a little more insight into the relationships princess reader holds with her family (when ur circle small but all yall crazy). (links: part 1 /part 2/part 3)
cw: platonic!yan, allusions to religion, cheating, open relationships, mentions of pregnancy, crazy is running through this family like the tomb raider, baela and jace saw you from across the bar and liked your vibe
notes: everyone in this family is like save me princess reader princess reader save me
Helaena is often regarded as simple but she knows her family well. She is well aware of her motherâs preference for you but she doesnât mind. At least it isnât Aegon. Youâre actually kind to her, she knows her words sometimes go over your head but you listen patiently with a smile. And though her children love her, it is sometimes overwhelming to care for them so you often offer to mind them for her while she has some time alone. Helaena doesnât just enjoy being alone, she requires it and ever since sheâs been wed it seems as though it is forbidden for her to simply be alone. She appreciates you for simply knowing what lines to tread lightly across, for never making her have to reject you and your touch. Sheâs more willing to accept your touch, it feels careful, intended for her rather than for yourself. It feels truthful to your heart.
When you were pregnant with your third child, she gave you an emerald beetle brooch and she embroidered a cap for the baby with little lady bugs. She seemed to be enamored with the child even before her birth, in a way she hadnât been with her own children. It made her smile to rub your belly and speak to her niece. âDid you know that a beetleâs shell shines many colors under the sun? Sometimes even I cannot be certain which is true. It can only be supposed for some time, at least. It is much like our fateâŠto be pulled into different lights, made to show the colors others want to see,â she murmured as she felt the kicks of your daughter in your womb. Her words sent a shiver down your spine. Although Helaena was the sibling whose company youâd now enjoyed the most, it was sometimes a bit eerie to be with her when she was in such a state of preoccupation. Even so, you were glad she seemed so interested in her little niece. She was better with your children than her own, it wasnât her fault, it was just that sometimes it was difficult to see her own children. To know that their sorrows, their little lives were hers was frightening, it was too confronting.
It was easier to look to you. Alicent had always held you as an example for her and even though she had long since given up thinking her eldest daughter would learn to behave like you, Helaena had never stopped wanting to emulate the way you navigated the world. Even though you were the little sister, you had an ease about you that never came to her. Such a thing as being a princess came easily to you, she had understood the difference between you two from day one. When anxiety rattled her system as she carried her first child, she looked to you and thought that if her little sister could be well even married to Aegon, even after giving him a son, she would too. She had been relieved that you had married first, to give her some direction, your mother was really no example in her case.
Once when you two were small, she had woken from a dream and went to your chambers but as she stood outside the door, she heard your motherâs voice and paused. She felt an indelible urge to eavesdrop though she never had before, she wanted to witness this moment, one stolen between her mother and sister. One she was not meant to be part of. She eased the door open slightly to peer in. She had not broken the moment. You two were at the vanity, Alicent behind you, brushing your hair gently, cooing such flattery. Helaena had thought to envy you but truly, she wished to be so close to you as your mother was. She wished to soothe you as your elder sister and say the right things to make you smile instead of leaning on you so heavily. That moment made her feel so ashamed of sneaking off to your bedroom to curl her body around yours for comfort from her horrid dreams. How small you were next to your mother, how young you behaved. Was she forcing you to grow up just for her sake?
You and Aemond seemed years older than her, from her point of view. She was only just coming to understand what sheâd already seen before. She was just coming to understand the world and how her cryptic dreams fit into it. She had only been vaguely troubled by her dreams before, only so much so that listening to her baby sister breathe would soothe her back into sleep. She was wrong to be so calm then, even so, she felt wrong to be so overly anxious now. She didnât know what to feel. Sometimes she was like a newborn, red all over and crying from the rush of sensation all at once. She turned to Aemond for protection, to you for guidance. You were her only template, when she felt the fear rising up in her, she need only turn to you and mimic as best she could.
In contrast, Aemond was a little guard dog for your sake. What Criston was to his mother, heâd be for you, heâd long ago decided. When your egg hatched and his didnât, he was humiliated. Before you, he only wished to appear strong and capable and heâd even been undermined by Aegonâs egg hatching, the sibling he deemed least worthy. How were you to take him seriously? How were you to believe he could protect you from Aegonâ from anyone? Part of the reason he was so desperate to claim a dragon was to show off to you. To appeal to you. Back when he thought heâd marry you, he had even thought doing so would make you think more of him as your future husband. Obviously, it hadnât happened that way and Aemond was silently crushed. Yet another bitter reminder that the order in which Aegon and himself had been born superseded everything else.
Something strange began to happen inside his mind as soon as you were wed to Aegon, it was as though you became a lady from a song. You were out of reach, permanently, youâd become his brotherâs queen. More than flesh, you were now almost mythical to him and more than that, dealt a tragic fate and needing of protection as your mother had been. A saint-like figure for him to ground himself in all his violent, envious thoughts on. Keeping his sword for you made him feel better than he was, it turned his yearning for bloodshed into something like honor. For any drop of blood spilled in your name had to be the highest will of the Warrior. Someday, the realm would tell your name in stories alongside his. He would be remembered as the knight who so loved his sister, so protected her that he became a standard of devotion and love. You were like your mother in purer form, devoid of her violence, of her envy, of her malice and sadness. He longed to protect that version of you. He longed for you to look to him as your protector. It would be something, at least. If he was always fated to covet his brotherâs bride, it would do nicely for you to save a place in your heart for him.
Criston was as much of a father to you as he could be without risking too much. Indeed, he was the perfect father for you, one that would not disturb you and your mother. He could spare you kind words, a story or two, his arm when you rose from your seat tipsy on wine after a feast. In private, when you were in your motherâs chambers, heâd tolerate all sorts of silly behavior from you with infinite patience that he lacked with others. He was not just slack about caring what you did, he simply enjoyed you too much to be upset at you even when you had a bit of fun at his expense. You enjoyed unearthing his unbridled care for you by pretending to be hurt, even more so because no matter how many times you did it, he always believed you. Even when he got upset at you for pretending to fall or cut yourself on something and pouted, he was just as susceptible to falling for it again simply because if there was half the chance you were hurt, it was worth looking foolish.
Criston was easy to fluster, it was cute of him. Fun was in short supply in your life and you appreciated him allowing you to make a fool of him every now and again. He understood what you meant to Alicent and that in and of itself required him to care for you more but he himself harbored a certain care for you as well which was separate from her. He was overprotective of you, in a way that could come across as condescending were it not from his lips; âPrincess, I beg you not run, you must walk carefully and be careful not to hurt yourself.â When you were pregnant with Aemon, it was; âPrincess, I beg you not exert yourself, I wish that you would call on me when I am needed,â when all you were doing was walking down the stairs, âPrincess, it is unwise to eat as little as you do,â when all you had done was say you werenât hungry after spoiling your dinner with sweets. When you were little it was him scolding Aemond for taking you by the arm and tugging you about the keep to go play. âMy prince,â heâd said sternly, stepping in front of the two of you. âThe princess is but small, I do not believe my prince wishes to see her harmed. You must not handle her so roughly.â Most recently, it was; âMy princess, I beg you not to move with so much vigor while with child, you must preserve your health as best you can.â Gods bless his heart.
For Jace, his love for you seemed primordial, the touchstone of his life. His memory of you went back further than his memory of realizing he was different. He gravitated toward you even as the years went by, unable to simply forget what it was like to just be children together. If ever there were anything to make him feel as though he wanted to stay in the keep, it was you. Before your eyes, heâd show no insecurity, admit no uncertainty as to his place. In doing so, he feared he would lose you. As long as he held himself as a prince, perhaps he would be worthy to wed his aunt, the princess. Your affirmation of him was something that held him together even in the face of the most egregious mistreatment. Even as whispers caught on the wind, he kept his mind trained on you, on the first time you ever admitted â alone in the dragonpit, that you wished to wed him and be his queen. He would have you for his queen, he decided long ago. He had not forgotten. And he had oft thought of what would become of whichever man your mother tried to foist you off on.
All men endeavor to find their gods on earth, Jace was no differentâ except that instead of finding them in service to greater purpose, he found divinity through serving you. He dreamt of having the strength to reach out and truly take in hand what he had wanted all along. You were dreamy, in love with the songs of brave knights, ever anxious, ever seeking a perfect love and protection that none of your potential suitors would ever give to you. He was born to be that gallant knight for your sake, to take up his sword and anoint himself to you. You were as the living embodiment of a fertility goddess to him, a goddess of abundance and pleasure. Some divine will, he thought, brought him to your feet. He would not be convinced that his place was not at your side. Even if you demanded sacrifice as all goddesses do. Let blood be spilled for your sake, if it was the price of a man to seduce a deity. To him, the war between houses would be a holy war, a war of faith. If he could vanquish all the hands that sought to separate you, hurt you, hurt him and his mother; only then he would be worthy. Only then would the pain be turned to virtue.
You once asked him why he was so trusting of you, why he was so willing to give you his complete devotion. He hadnât known how to answer at the time in a way which would not reveal his madness to you. He had been born with a sword hanging over his head, born with a cross to bear with him from the moment he was conscious of himself but when he was in your presence, a divine fervor came over him. A ritual madness bloomed in his heart that felt to him as he thought kneeling to pray in the sept should. It was only when he saw you that he was reminded that the gods bless even the morbid in their own strange ways. You were the reason he understood why some devout of the faith were called to self flagellate. There was a divinity in pain, too. He found it in his yearning for you.
He participated in a tourney for your name day once, it had left him with a broken rib but heâd fought hard to be able to name you queen of love and beauty. Truthfully, he had not even noticed the near black bruising of his skin until he was out of your sight. And even then, heâd delayed sending for a maester because youâd followed him back to his chambers to look after him. That was where it begun, the crux of your divine affair. The carnal part of it, anyway. In his lap, his armor spattered with blood and a sharp pain singing through his body, you took his face into your forgiving hands and kissed him timidly. His eyes were reverent as they looked up at you. His breath had sped up, desperate, near hyperventilating as you pulled away. He was aching but he was in ecstasy as well. Trying to savor the moment between you two despite his disbelief, his agony and his hunger for more and ever more. That was the way in which he became a man, in his pain, his restraint and his immense pleasure.
Aegon visited brothels and had countless romps with random women even after your marriage but he never saw it as being untrue, at least he tried not to. He only sought whores who reminded him of you. He only sought whores in the first place because he knew well you were a chaste sort of woman, the kind that your mother had expected you to be and to lust after him was not in your nature no matter your love for him which he believed ran deep. Besides that, he was also somewhat aware of the burden of his needs for affection in general. Your mother already scolded him for how he had stolen much of your time away from your children so that you might comfort and reassure him in his weakness. When he stumbled into your chambers drunk and covered in vomit, you peeled off his clothes and bathed him, washing his body so tenderly that it made him hard. Such a touch, such an affection. He did his best not to push his luck and pressure you into bed but how could he resist not stealing your time as he did? How could he resist trying to make his needs greater than that of your children? Still, he at least tried not to do anything to lose your affection completely like treating you as a whore. You were his sister-wife, the things whores that did, exerting themselves trying to keep up with his desires, he understood that it was not the work of a princess. It was not for you to give more of yourself than you already had (though heâd gladly have all of you were it not for his motherâs voice stuck in his head) nor to debase yourself like a peasant girl might for a few coins. So he vented his sexual desires onto âlesser womenâ who should have no qualms about lowering themselves to his desires. Your mother would surely have had something to say about it if he did keep you in bed as often as he sought to, anyway.
Baela, having seen her betrothed name another woman Queen of Love and Beauty, should have been devastated or otherwise furious. If she were a conventional lady with a conventional lord husband, she surely would be. But she and Jace shared an understanding that was beyond the comprehension of the traditional gentry of Westeros. She had no cause to be possessive of Jace, she had no desire for him to do the same for her. Jace had wanted to be betrothed to you first and Baela was not unaware of this but that was not to say he resented her for what could not be nor that he cared to punish her for not being you. After becoming siblings sharing the burden of their losses, the two shared a love and connection different than that of most betrothed couples, a love hewn in sorrow and in growthâ they never restricted each other, never suspected or accused because they had grown parallel to each other in all the years of tragedy after tragedy. They each knew what the other was, what they saw of the world and what they wanted from it. They would not bar each other from pleasure nor from love, not from each other and not from potential others either just so long as the two of them remembered each other as future man and wife. They were the only ones who understood the profound loneliness that had been born inside both of them, the restlessness and the helplessness. They could not deny each other, not when they were each otherâs grounding forces in a world that changed so dramatically each moment in tragedy. It had been that way since the day they first joined hands before Daemon and Rhaenyra.
Baela had been seen as a scandalous lady whoâd loved many girls and many boys and been free to do so by her fatherâs leave. Perhaps to the lords of the realm it didnât make sense that such could be the case while she also loved Jace with all of her heart but the fact remained. Thus, she had been the first to recognize Jaceâs feelings for you, he had not hid them from her as she had never hid anything from her. She knew he loved the green princess. She didnât take that personally, nor was she jealous not even when she grew into a young lady and began to understand what it entailed. After all, she had perhaps a keener eye for women than even he. Perhaps if sheâd been close enough to you, sheâd have had you around her fingers like sheâd been with ladies in the past. She knew from experience that the demure kind such as you were the most delightful on the tongue. The only thing which concerned her was the inherent political risk you carried as Alicentâs precious daughter who went almost nowhere without herâ which she made clear to Jace. âIf youâre going to fuck her, make sure youâre certain she has loyalty to youâ to us,â sheâd told him and she was pleased that heâd listened. It wouldnât do for the Queen to have more reason to insist violence on him. When you gave birth to brown haired children which were obviously Jaceâs, it served as proof of how tightly wound everyone was around your little finger, for no one said a word about bastardy. You kept your reputation squeaky clean somehow and that eased Baelaâs fears somewhat but still there was the urgency to have you at their side for the certainty of her betrothedâs children, the need to have more certainty of your loyalty that didnât come from being utterly enamored with Jaceâs cockâŠand even still there was the underlying need to experience you herself. Many a night, Jace had slipped into her chambers and regaled her, as she demanded, with the details of how you tasted and felt to him as his cock pressed up against her clothed cunt in a slow rhythm of strokes and a desperation for the delicious friction that made her clit throb under her small clothes.
It was a delicate balance of caution and desire. She hadnât minded you having Jaceâs children on a personal level, (she cared little for the thought of going to her birthing bed so quickly and likely her children with Jace would be wed to yours) so much as a practical one as it presented an obvious dilemma even with the acceptance of everyone in the keep. The fact that these children were considered Aegonâs posed a great obstacle. She might have faulted Jace for who he chose to fall for but she knew better, life had denied them much comfort, exploration and pleasure. Jace had not denied her curiosities, her tests of pleasures and plays for the love of foolish boys and girls. But she also knew just as well as Jace did that tensions were being built around them all the time and had been since they were but small. She had faith that the opportunity to solve the problem would present itself. Aegon would die, soon or late but probably soon. And then, youâd be taken to wife along with Baela like the conquerers. If they were lucky, his and the rest of the greensâ hubris would do them in without interference, if notâŠshe and Jace were both no stranger to the heft of a sword.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x Fem!Targaryen-Velaryon!Reader. Yes, this is targcest!! Mostly centered around Everyone x Reader, tho. Set in HOTD S1x7: Driftmark.
Traits/Features: i usually keep the readers descriptions ambiguous/unspecific but for obvious reasons, reader is mixed (though, her skin color - as well as her eye color -- isn't mentioned, it's heavily implied) and she has the traditional Targ/Velaryon white hair.
Warnings: Includes the use of Y/n. As it says above, this contains TARG-CEST, arranged by marriage!!! You have been warned. Twice. You're responsible for your own media consumption. Though, unlike other fics, I don't find it necessary to point out how they're related (if that makes sense). Brief mention of a major character death!! (Aka Laena's death). As this is set in the episode Aemond's eye was taken, his mutilation is also included (nothing too graphic tho). Despite all these warnings, the fic as a whole is more on the fluffy/general side.
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Imagine... Being Rhaenyra and Laenor's trueborn daughter and earning the title, 'The Realm's Light'.
Or... In which, everyone witnesses the first acts of diplomacy, displayed by the makings of a future Queen.
To say, you were the last bit of light to grace the stone walls of Driftmark and its peoples, was an understatement.
The fight that broke out between the two Targaryen houses, was enough to test anyone's patience, but with the death of their only daughter - and unborn grandchild - still fresh in their hearts, Corlys and Rhaenys had little energy to fight back with, much less, to attempt at settling a score that had long-sinced been brewing.
But it's with the collective gasps of shock, emitting from those closest to the entrance of the halls' double doors, did everyone evert their eyes from the damage Viserys' ignorance and his daughter's entitlement was gonna ensue, in favor of looking upon the beauty, whose sleep was just rudely interrupted by her families' quarreling.
A gasp of her own, leaving her lips. "What's going on here?!"
There, at the center of all the chaos, came an angel in the form of Rhaenyra and Laenor's only true born daughter, and rightful heir, Y/n Velaryon.
The array of candles that lined the walls of the great hall, lit the path behind her, and formed a halo-like glow around the silver of her hair -- the sight akin to that of a dragon hatching from the flames, of its incubation chamber.
This dragon, however - although young and just a girl - was one many adored, and favored the most, over her siblings, not just because she was the only legitimate child of the Princess and her Lord Husband, but for her compassion and devotion to those who needed it.
Her betrothed, especially, being the one of many to be graced with such kindness.
Though, it had been a union, cultivated by King Viserys, purely on the bases that his crumbling and dying house be better fortified, it wasn't until now, did people - and Aemond, more importantly -, realize that initial kindness you paid the king's second son, wasn't out of obligation but out of the kindness of your heart.
The level of protectiveness and empathy you had shown the mutilated boy, and even better, the diplomacy you'd shown your brothers and cousins, and your good mother, Queen Alicent, in letting them each speak their truth - as the adults had lacked to do - in getting to the root of the problem, having turned every ill thought, Otto had engraved into Alicent's mind - and by extension, into Aemond's - about Rhaenyra and her brood being 'entitled little pricks', completely on its head.
The events that followed the infighting at Driftmark, having convinced everyone well enough, that the true Ruler of the Seven Kingdoms, lie not with Rhaenyra, or even the kings firstborn son, Aegon ll, but with you.
The Realms Light.
A/N: Sorry for the month long wait (wait-- A MONTH?!! HOW TF DID THAT HAPPEN, lol?!), I was in the middle of moving. More chapters will be out soon.
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summary: Alicent has always loved her youngest daughter most. Too much, perhaps. â This is intended to focus on the relationship between Alicent and daughter!reader but will eventually dive into some Jace x reader (maybe some Baela x reader too idk yet) and platonic!yan green family in the following parts.
cw: codependent mother-daughter relationship, mentions of childbirth, pregnancy, alicent is on some weird shit about her favorite child, platonic!yan!alicent
notes: reader is said to resemble alicent, as in her hair and eye color.
word count: 2.7k
When Queen Alicent ended her labors, exhausted, delirious and filled with an anticipatory dread sheâd come to know was unavoidable; she heard the maester say, âa healthy princess, my queen.â She had grimaced then as the childâs cries filled the air but the babe was pushed into her limp arms which almost refused her. There, laid upon her breast, was her daughterâŠwith features so like hers. It felt unreal, she had been prepared to bear another princeling with a smattering of fuzzy silver hair to form his crown. To remind her of whom their sire was. But as you laid against her, cooing irritably at the noise in the room and squinting at her with those eyes she knew so well, she fell in love. Weakly, in her milk of the poppy haze, she thought on the moments of her pregnancy where sheâd felt so uncomfortable, so ready for the babe to leave and return her body to her. It could be said that in that moment it was the rush of hormones and the dregs of milk of the poppy still ravaging her system but suddenly, regretted those feelings sorely. No, she should have cherished the time when you were safely tucked away for herself. When you were more hers than youâd ever be again.
She held onto that for years. The ache of separateness sheâd never felt for any one of her children before. The love for her other children had always come so late in comparison. With you, it was so easy.
Until it wasnât so. You hadnât yet flowered but youâd grown so fast. The ache intensified, the stirring need to have you back where you belonged, closer to her heart â very nearly killed her every time she saw you. Even so, she would still rather be with you than your siblings. She couldnât be with you as much as she had when you were but a babe and she could take you anywhere in her arms without scrutiny. She was preoccupied with the needs and antics of your elder siblings who always seemed to be in need of something they could not or otherwise would not give themselves. It was exhausting. The ache was a reprieve in itself from the monumental exhaustion of dealing with your, though beloved to be sure, very high maintenance siblings. It was pleasant. Everything about being a mother was as tender as a wound, it could never be wholly pleasant. But there was something so addictive in it when it was you. She never felt so close to the Mother as when she held you.
In your chambers just after youâve bathed and dressed in your nightgown, she arrived at the side of your bed to kiss your forehead gently, a gesture reserved for you. âTell me what youâve learned from your Septa today,â she softly instructed, stroking your hair. It has gotten so long, so soft and so lovely to twirl about her fingers. Itâs a habit she developed. âDid you practice your letters?â
You nodded, looking up at her. âYes, she says Iâve gotten much better.â
âGood job,â she praised, a soft smile on her lips. âPerhaps I don't have to read to you nearly as much now.â A lie. She'd read to you until the end of the world, even if you no longer needed her to, so long as she can be near you. Her eyes slipped shut momentarily, a quiet sigh escaping her lips as her hands continued to stroke your hair in a lulling rhythm.
You pouted slightly, in a way she might've reprimanded you for, had you been your elder sister. "But I like you reading to me."
You feel her arms wrap around you, folding you into her embrace, unable to resist. âWould you like me to read now?â she murmurs, kissing the top of your head, breathing in the scent of your freshly washed, still slightly dampened hair.
"Yes, please." So pleasing and charming you were when you said it. Oh, she could hardly get your siblings to simply mutter the words meaninglessly!
"Very well," she said softly, but the warmth in her voice made it more than a simple 'yes', her other children would never know she could offer anything but a resigned, "here" that came with an exasperated sigh. She settled in next to you.
"What shall it be tonight?" She asked, her thumb stroking your cheek, her voice holding a level of patience that could only come from the love she has for you. "The Seven Pointed Star?" You hummed your assent.
She opened the tome, her eyes scanning the words for a moment before she begins.
"The Seven Who Are OneâŠ" Your mother's voice sung out in a soft lilt, the words soft, the pace measured and gentle. As she speaks you feel yourself relaxing, and falling deeper into her embrace. You could lose yourself with her. Your eyes closed as she read on. Her words fell into a rhythm and her voice carries a soothing tune. You feel drawn inward. The world is just you and your mother.
Alas, sheâd had to leave you after you fell asleep, to check on her other, more tumultuous children. It was a mournful fact that because you were her youngest and regardless of being her most beloved, she was still forced to give less of her time to you. But she returned before you woke and when you opened your eyes, your mother was there sitting beside you in your bed. âGood morning, sweetling.â she said, and she snuggled you in her arms, just holding you. She gazed at you, studying your face. âYou slept for a while, it is already late morning, I wasnât sure if you would wake.â
âGood morning.â You rubbed at your tired eyes. âI slept deeply, I supposeâŠâ you muttered.
Alicent knew this. Of course she did, she was watching you for a while. âYou've always slept heavily. Even as a babe, you would fall sound asleep with just a bit of rocking.â A small smile curled at her lips, her voice soft and motherly. âI used to worry that youâd never awaken, when you were a babe. I could never tell the difference between your sleeping and your death.â
That earned her a small, dreamy smile from your lips. âYou were fussing over me even then?â
Her ensuing laughter was rich, and her eyes crinkling at the edges. âOh, my sweetling, of course I was.â Her tone grew more serious then, and she pressed a kiss to your forehead. âI worried for you every single day.â
âYou worry now.â
âI know. And I know you think me foolish, but I do.â Her voice held the weight of her heart, the weight of years of anxiety. She strokes your hair, her hands gentle as they run through your locks. âI know you're nearly a woman grown, but I cannot help it. You are my daughter, my youngest. My little one.â
âI would not wish to leave your side,â you tried to assure her.
She sighed. âI would be wroth to see you ever leave my side. I cannot stomach it.â She kisses the top of your head. âI donât know how I will do it if you are wed outside of our house. I feel my heart break just thinking of it.â
âMine as well.â It was true, you truly could not imagine being away from your motherâs side. You did not particularly desire either of your silly elder brothers but the idea of marrying them held a certain comfort as it meant youâd get to stay with your mother. You were certain to die if you had to leave her behind.
âThey tell me not to dote upon you, and to prepare you for life. But I can only see you as my child. I suppose I will forever.â She looked at you with a somewhat haunted expression, and her hand moved to cup your cheek.
âI enjoy you doting on me. Your company is a comfort.â
"I am glad," she smiled, her fingers threading through your hair. "When I'm not around, I worry that the world will be harsh to you, that it will swallow you whole and break you. I did not haveâŠmy mother with me when I left my home for good. But you have me. You are mine, and I wish to keep you safe."
She bit her lip before continuing. âI would have kept you in my womb until we turned to dust, would that I could. I know it is foolish but I miss it terribly. There we had nothing to fear. I protected you from the outside. You lived in a realm of safety, of comfort. No one could ever touch you there. No one could ever hurt you."
The concept intrigued you. The life you led, of scrutiny and pending obligation, could leave you feeling so exposed, a wound open to the air. âThe world is much too loud now that Iâm in it. I do miss being so close to you.â You obviously couldn't remember, not like she did, but you could imagine. You could imagine yourself curled into her, held by her, never needing anything but that...and the thought was an enticing one.
âI miss it more,â Alicent whispers. Tears welled in her eyes. âI know it is foolish of me, but when I see a woman with a child in her belly, I cannot help but be reminded of you, I cannot help but envy her.â Her voice was sullen, her gazed fixed on you. âI miss those kicks against my womb, and I miss the way you would curl into yourself. I wish I could bring us back.â Revising history is something the queen has gotten quite good at doing, she cannot recallâ or at least wonât admit to, those same feelings of helplessness, lethargy and slight dissociation that had returned with each pregnancy. All of it has been replaced, memories tinged in the feeling of yearning she carries now.
âIt would be just us two,â you whispered, your chest tightening slightly with an unfortunate longing to return to her.
"Forever. That would have been a very good life, my sweetling. A peaceful one." A tear trickled down her cheek, this time, though, she did not even try to wipe it away. You reached out to wipe her tear away, delicately with your thumb and the gesture was so soft, she thinks. Softer than any touch she had ever felt. It overwhelmed her to the point of trembling.
âThank you.â Her voice was slightly raspy. You are truly beautiful to her in the candlelight, and even though you are a girl almost grown, she still sees you as the babe you were when you were first pushed into her arms, so many nights ago. âYou have a very soft touch."
âOf course, I learned from you,â you said easily and Alicent had to look closely at your expression to be certain you arenât just being jovial at her expense. But she was relieved and vaguely ashamed to find that you are entirely sincere without a hint of irony in all of your being.
She was speechless for a moment. Alicent was no longer gentle, she didnât think she had that in her anymore. Her whole being felt sharp, ready to bleed. Even with her own children, she was seldom the mother sheâd have imagined herself to be before she was married, especially with Aegon who she so struggled to even want to be gentle with. Sheâd forgotten that all the gentleness she possessed was not lost but had simply been redirected into you. It shamed her, it relieved her.
She decided that it was true, even if later sheâd be deep her self loathing and rebuke the notion. For now, your softness was owed to the kind of mother sheâd been to you. âThat is true.â She laughed softly, feeling the high of your praise overwhelm her wariness. Her hands returned to playing in your hair, wafting the scent of soap and the warm musk of your skin toward her. Oh, that scentâŠWhen she come to visit your chambers just after you left them, sheâd smell your pillows, your sheets, unable to help herself. It always unlocked some beastly sort of satisfaction inside her. She had even saved a little gown of yours from when you were a babe, unwilling to part with the scent of your skin. Back then, sheâd attributed it to you being so young, to the bodily mysteries of a mother still fresh from labor but it had lingered. âYou have such a sweet smell, my girl. I have always loved your scent.â
âI know. My handmaid told me you used to smell me a lot when I was a babe.â
So her strangeness had not gone unnoticed. âThat I did. The smell of your sweet skinâŠâ You could tell she got lost in a memory for a bit, and her face grew nostalgic. âI loved your scent so much. There was nothing like it.â
âEvery day, I would smell your skin. I would kiss your cheeks and your little fingersâŠâ Her words trailed off as she smiled, remembering. âYou still have the same scent now. I would know it anywhere.â
âYou were enamored with me,â you said, grinning as you stretched out in bed like a lazy cat.
She laughed softly. âI really was. You were a beautiful babe, so perfect and delicate in my eyes. I never wanted to let you out of my sight.â She remembered her father admonishing her for refusing to leave you with the maids, her near in tears trying to make him understand that this was different and him simply not willing to understand how the love of a fourth child, a girl, could have driven his daughter so utterly mad.
âI know. Grandsire says you took me everywhere with you.â
âThat I did,â she confirmed, sighing softly. âI did not want anyone else to hold you.â
âWhy not?â You had yet to truly address the severity of your motherâs preoccupation with you. To you, it was only love. You could not understand its implications or its logic.
âBecause I did not trust anyone else with you.â She whispered. âI could not bear the thought of even leaving you with a maid, not for long anyway. You are my child, and I did not want anyone but me to care for you or see to your needs.â
âOh, but it must have been such work!â
âAll children are work, a lot of it,â she insisted. âBut you wereâ you are a good kind of work. You gave me something to focus on besides all my other obligations. You were my little princess, always with me, and always wanting my attention. It was tiring, but I would not have had it any other way.â You made her feel the kind of love her first chance at motherhood should have brought her. You made her feel like a mother in the way the gods intended.
âThat is very sweet.â It was more than sweet. It warmed your heart to hear from your mother that the work she has put into raising you, into keeping you â she saw it all as worth the trouble.
âItâs the truth. I have never loved anything more than you.â
âIâm glad for it. Glad to be deserving of it.â
Oh, your sweet little heart! Her hand cupped your face, and her fingers stroked your soft, delicate cheek, her eyes meeting yours. âYou are far greater than deserving. You were perfect when you arrived, and you only became more beautiful as you grew older.â
You looked down, slightly bashful. âYouâre beautiful too, mother.â
Your words bring on the fiercest of longing. Tears of joy and perhaps bitterness trickled from her eyes. "You are the sweetest daughter a mother could ask for. I love you so very much."
She is near breaking into a fit of sobs, breathing deeply to calm herself, blinking away her tears before she speaks again. "Sometimes I wish I could turn back time, and have those days again. The days where we could be wrapped up in each other, and the world was just us two."
And as your eyes light at the words, she cannot resist anymore. She brings you into her arms, your head resting against her breasts and her leaning down to kiss your head, breathing in your smell yet again. In a few years at latest, sheâd wed you to one of your brothers and keep you safe within her watch. Then everything would be alright, youâd be safe only when there was promise you could stay with her forever.
âNo matter,â she murmured against your hair, trying to soothe herself back into dignity. âMother will protect you even now.â
Laena Velarion x daughter reader (platonic)
Reader is the daughter of Laena and Daemon
-Laena will instantly love you. She had always wanted a girl and she would end up with three! From the moment you are born she is desperate to hold you. You grandparents will be nearby to see the baby, their first grandchild to have their blood. Now there is Daemon. Daemon clearly has expectation he wants his kids to live up to. Unfortunately if you are not living up to those expectations then his attention will mostly be on Baela. In this case Laena will mostly be the one to step in.
You and your sister Rhaena were both curled up on your mothers lap, listening to the crackle of the fire. Baela and your father were in the next room reading some rare ancient Valyrian scroll. Although Daemon Targaryen was not an absent father it was clear Baela was the main source of his attention. She was a scholar, warrior, orator of articulate words and a dragonrider. Rhaena and yourself could claim no such titles. Laena hummed some old tune from her childhood. You caught some of the words, your Valarian was lacking. Laena's fingers ran through your braids. Eyes closed and you allowed yourself to be lulled into a deep sleep.
-Laena's idea of a good time is a nice long walk on the beach and a picnic, especially on visits to Driftmark. But as much as she loves some quiet the festivals taking place in the market place at Pentos are what bring her the most joy. The entire family will head out to the market and revel in the festivities. Your childhood is filled with lots of traveling and adventures. Laena loves to dance with you, leading you by your little hands.
The sun hammered down on the busy crowd below. Music drifted through the heir as colourful silks fluttered amongst the hectic to-and-fro. In the centre was a mother and her daughter dancing to the music. Laena took the lead, twirling her little girl about. Laena picked her daughter in into the air. Y/n sqealed with delight as the salty air tickled her skin. People stopped to stair, watching some of the last Valarians dancing about.
-On days were no one feels like going out Laena loves to to sit by the fire and drink a warm drink her mother use to make. Pillows and blankets will be set up. As the rain pitter-patters on the ground you stay safely inside. It feels nice be protected by the elements. Laena will wrap an arm around your body as you curl up next to her. The five of you (including Daemon and your sisters) will sit around and listen to his stories about Old Valyria.
"Daenys Targaryen recived a vision from the Valyrian Gods, our Gods. And in that dream she saw Valyria in flames. Smoke choked the life of entire bloodlines, dragons fell from the sky and the worlds greatest civilization ended. Except house Targaryen. Aenar Targaryen chose to leave his home and all he knew, with the last dragons of Old Valyria. And there they stayed on their island. Until Aegon the Conqueror." Baela was already asleep in her fathers arms. You and Rhaena were leaning on your mother, moments from sleep. As your fathers soft voice and mothers warmth surrounded you, sleep came over.
TW- childbirth, talks of death,and the stranger himselfđ
RHAENYRA POV
â ARGGH YOU CUNT â, she hears herself scream hoarsely, a sound that was came from deep within, so far yet so close. Her body burned with pain and agony, terror visible in her face as she breathes through her nose and exhales through her mouth. She swallows, terror now replaced with determination â I will not end up like my mother â she swallows the lump in her throat so thick as if she is choking on a rock.
Rhaenyra was incredibly nervous and terrified of giving birth, of dying like her late mother, those memories still ached into her memory forever ingrained into her mind. she wishes her mother was here to soother her, to guide her through the pain. But she is gone, of ashes and dust and she will never meet any of her grandchildren and that pains the princess deeply.
she continues to push and breathe, every breath like flames in her lungs, just like she was told and the painâŠ. oh the pain âŠâŠ agonizing. The child bed is our battle field, her mother had one said. How Wise Queen Aemma wasâŠ.. and how brutal she died.
Rhaenyra so deep in her thoughts didnât feel the pressure between her legs,gone⊠empty, she opens her purple eyes, shrill screams of anotherâŠ. a babeâŠ. her babe⊠her firstborn.
There is still pain lingering in her body, but without a babe clawing there way out, the pain almost immediately subsided and she was grateful for it. She cries when she sees her babe, oh how beautiful her darling girl was, her babe being wrapped in a cloth and placed in her arms.
oh this feeling⊠this is what her mother always tried to tell her and there was nothing like itâŠ.. oh a mothers love for it is beautifully haunting. She looks down at her little one, her girl, her heir. There is a small tuft of white hair on her head and her skin is dark but a bit lighter than laenor but certainly darker than hers. This makes rhaenrya want to cry and scream with relief and accomplishment, a heir of house Velaryon and House Targaryen.
So enchanted by her babe she barely registered the midwives calling the guards to call for her husband and father. her cries have quieted down the long she feels her mothers warmth causes Rhaenyra to coo at her.
You will understand how much I love you when you have your own children, her late mother once said to her. In her younger years she scoffed at her mother claiming them to be foolish terms for she thought she would never have children, but now she understands the words of her late mother. It only took one look at her daughter to realize what she would do whatever it cost to make sure her babe was safe, unharmed, happy.
â You little one have caused me a great deal of pain, but how can I scold you for when Iâm so in love with you my darling girl. My little dragon i see it, you were born for this world to conquer it like our ancestors, to lead men into armies, to make them kneel and obey. my sweet girl you will show this world that women can be anything they put there mind to. â
Rhaenyra brings the babe to her chest cherishing this moment, peaceful and quiet, looking at the babe she carried in her belly for nine moons, so beautifulâŠ
When she looked up she realized the sky was clear and the sun shone directly on her babe, creating an ethereal look... something inhuman... something dark....
"The Dragon has been born and they shall foresee a great prophecy in which the Prince that was promised shall fight in the war of death and darkness. For they shall bring the light-bringer and the Prince that was promised together to foresee and defeat death. For they are the most important piece in the game." whispered the stranger, looking down at the babe in the arms of her ethereal mother.
to be continued......
Dreamers amongst the awake đž
"Everything that is real was imagined first" - The velveteen rabbit . Helaena only met Acklyria Velaryon when she was bethrothed to her elder brother, but through the harshness of war, the women were able to guide each other into a gentle security blanket made with knits of their love.
Whats a sin in times of war? đ„
"I am a dreamer, neither lost nor found, waiting for a story, worth dreaming forever." - Ventum . A young septa becomes a confidant in Helaena after her wedding, they become closer as moons pass and soon the septa would know Helaena better then she knew herself.
A sweet villageđđž
"You can always tell about someone by the way they put their hands on an animal" - Unknown. Helaena deserved the war no more than a healthy butterfly deserved being stepped on. Alicent would not subject her daughter to something so cruel, so she contacted a friend of her fathers and found contacts for a small village that would keep her safe. Helaena knew what was to come for her not long after she'd arrived, but she'd no idea how to interpret it.
A dreamer and a wolfđ„đž
"Quote to be determined" Au where only Helaena and Jaehaera survive the war in the greens side. They are taken in by Rhaenyra as an act of goodwill. Helaena and her daughter are sent to Winterfell for protection, and while there, she meets and falls in love with Rosemund Stark, Cregans only duaghter.
All we've worked forđ„
"Rome wasn't built in one day, but it burnt in one" - John Heywood / Unknown . Daemon and his wife have done everything they can to have a healthy marriage after the birth of their children. They loved each other truly, however daemon was a selfish man who had caused many bunps in their relationship before. After one final mistake, his wife decides she can never forgive him.
Greedyđ„
"The sure sign that the soul is awake, is that it is outraged" - Francis Weller . After so much time among death, Princess Targaryen craves the touch of someone alive. She needed the light that came in emotion, even if it was pure rage.
Seven hells đȘ·(đ„ish)
"Your throat is raw from screaming to a god that's not listening" - Unknown . Daemon would never be religious. He had been failed far too many times by the gods, but for a certain septa, he may just begin worshipping
very many thoughts, half of them are a Moulin Rouge inspired au with benedict bridgerton with an opera singer!reader/oc
the other half are an aemond oneshot based on the song hellfire from the hunchback of notredame with aemond absolutely obsessed with a velaryon!reader, daughter of rhaenyra and harwin strong
I'VE BEEN FED
Addam had taken to calling you "wife," and you weren't about to correct him.
You weren't married, you could never find the time, and it wasn't like anyone was raring to go crying to the sept over it. The people of Hull, at least the people you interacted with, rarely made a fuss over such improprieties, and even had the decency to throw a groat or two in your cap whenever you put out a pot of stew for the dockworkers and looked the other way whenever you would curse burning yourself on the cauldron or hock some phlegm in the dirt or take a hearty swig from your flask. Some of the men told you they had never had fish stew that tasted quite like yours did, and you weren't about to tell them your recipe, so your infractions seemed small in the face of loosing out on the way the fish meat would fall apart in your mouth or how the potatoes were always soft but never mushy.
It had only taken Addam one trip to your little makeshift stand for him to start pining after you, gifting you that flask that you now took everywhere. It was made of sturdy leather, with a small seahorse painted somewhat poorly on one side, and it was given to you already filled with spiced rum. You had made sure Addam's portion had extra meat in it that day. The way his face broke into the biggest grin you'd ever seen told you everything you needed to know.
So yes, you weren't married, but he still called you "wife" and gifted you small trinkets and spent meals at your shack and kissed you when he saw you in the morning, as well as other things that were frankly nobody else's business.
Addam had set out early in the morning, just before the sun rose, with his sieve and other tools to go clam digging. You liked that he worked with his hands, and told him as much when he brought up how soft a lord's hands might be and how much nicer they might feel against your skin. You shoved your calloused palms into his, ending the conversation. He let you sleep in, careful to tiptoe around your living space as he collected his wares. He liked the way your kitchen always smelled like the spices he pinched from his brother's trading cog, and how you placed the small curios he gave you around the windows where you could look at them. He had heard of Lord Corlys Velaryon's Hall of Nine, displaying the treasures from his nine voyages, and thought it couldn't be better than the treasures you kept in your windowsill.
There was a chill in the air, a breeze that made Addam pull his tunic tighter around himself. He recalled how the blanket you used was starting to wear thin, and how the sea breeze would wake you soon without him there to keep you warm. The docks of the port town were already filled with men, loading and unloading boxes, taking inventory, haggling prices with the local merchants, the general bustle of seafarers and sailers. Cod and herring were the main catches coming off the fishing boats, and he knew you would stop by later to pick up some to take home.
The beaches were comparatively quiet, with only a few other men digging around for clams. Poking around, he found a few small depressions in the sand, before settling in and getting to work.
The sun was over the horizon by the time you had made your way down to the beach, slightly stale bread in one hand and basket in the other. Addam stuck out a hand to wave you down, and before you had the chance to say anything, he dropped a pale pink shell into your basket. You fished it out, dropping down to sit beside him as you thumbed over the ridges of the body and poked at the spire. You held it up to the rising sun to see the way the colors changed, before pocketing it.
You cut a piece of bread from the loaf, handing it to him. It would be no use in warning him of its staleness, he wasn't like to complain. He took the piece gratefully, as if it was baked by the cooks in High Tide itself, although you could see the effort he had to put in to ripping off a piece in his mouth. You took your thumb and brushed away the crumbs that stuck to his cheeks. His is a handsome face, you thought, one you wouldn't mind letting people think was your husband's. The chill stung at your skin, and you pulled your knit cape close around your shoulders.
Standing up, you shook the sand from your boots and patted down your skirts. You took a swig from your flask, letting the rum warm your chest. Leaning down, you pressed a kiss to your husband's forehead, and he leaned up to press his own to his wife's cheek. While he felt a pang in his chest as you picked up your things and headed into town, he couldn't deny the contentment in watching you. In those moments he felt like he understood the stories of sailors crashing their ships at the sight of beautiful women-beasts, although none of the sailors could ever hope to know the warmth of their hearth or the grit of their sharp tongue, and none could call a beast "wife," so what could the stories know of ship-wrecking love, anyways.
Dragon shifter bloodline.
Name:Daenaera
Age:14
Siblings:Edrurya,Daomion,
Monterys
Parents:Erinnon and Setera
Lover:Iedar
Kids:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Serve:ÂĄÂżNo one yet?!
Team:Green(secretly an Black)
Name:Edrurya
Age:7
Sibling(s):Monterys,Daenaera,Daomion
Parents:Erinnon and Karia
Lover:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Kids:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Serve:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Team:Green
Name:Daomion
Age:13
Sibling(s):Monterys,Daenaera,
Edrurya
Parents:Erinnon and Setera
Lover:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Kids:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Serve:ÂĄÂżNo one yet?!
Team:Green
150 years later
Name:(Y/N)
Age:21-29 in GOT
Sibling(s):ÂĄÂżNone?!
Parents:Baelon and ¿¥Unknown?!
Lover:ÂĄÂżUnable to say now?!
Kids:ÂĄÂżUnable to say now?!
Serve:Daenerys Targaryen
Dragon shifter bloodline.
This is basically how each dragon shifter looks like and the relation with each other.
Example there name,there Age in the dance of the dragon,there siblings,there parents,there lovers,there kids and witch Targaryen they serve and what team they are.And the black lines are like for size comparison between a regular human and there dragon forms.Part 1
Name:Desinya
Age:34
Sibling(s):Erinnon
Parents:Aeksion and Elenar
Lover:Glaeson
Kids:Iedar,Donessa,Zearessa
Serve:Rhaenyra Targaryen
Team:Black
Name:Erinnon
Age:30
Sibling(s):Desinya
Parents:Aeksion and Elenar
Lover(s):Setera and Karia
Kids:Edrurya,Daomion,
Daenaera,Monterys,
Serve:Aegon Targaryen
Team:Green
Name:Gleason
Age:43
Sibling(s): ÂĄÂżUnknown?!
Parents:ÂĄÂżUnknown?!
Lover:Desinya
Kids: Iedar,Zearessa,Donessa
Serve:Deamond Targaryen
Team:Black
Name:Iedar
Age:13
Sibling(s):Donessa and Zearessa
Parents:Desinya and Gleason
Lover:Daenaera
Kids:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Serve:Jace
Team:Black
Name:Zearessa
Age:17
Sibling(s):Donessa and Iedar
Parents:Gleason and Desinya
Lover:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Kids:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Serve:Lucerys
Team:Black
Name:Donessa
Age:15
Sibling(s):Zearessa and Iedar
Parents: Gleason and Desinya
Lover:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Kids:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Serve:ÂĄÂżNo one yet?!
Team:Black
Name:Setera
Age:27
Sibling(s):Karia
Parents:¿¥Unknown?!
Lover:Erinnon
Kids:Deanaera and Daomion
Serve:Aemond Targaryen
Team:Green
Name:Karia
Age:29
Sibling(s):Setera
Parents:ÂĄÂżUnknown?!
Lover:Erinnon
Kids:Monterys and Edrurya
Serve:Helaena Targaryen
Team:Green
Name:Monterys
Age:7
Sibling(s):Edrurya,Daomion,
Daenaera
Parents:Karia and Erinnon
Lover:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Kids:ÂĄÂżNone yet?!
Serve:ÂĄÂżNo one yet?!
Team:Green
This is part 1 since Tumbler doesn't want more than 10 pictures.đđđ€
A/N: IT'S THE FINAL CHAPTERRRRRR!!!! I really hope you guys enjoyed this story and the journey in it!
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Word Count: 1125
Tag List: @snowtargaryen, @hippiedippiekitty
Chapter 10 (Final Chapter)
The dawn had broken across the sky, casting a soft, golden light over the Red Keep. The air was still, as though holding its breath in anticipation of what was to come. The reader stood at the window of her chambers, watching the city below slowly come to life. But her mind was far from the bustling streets of Kingâs Landing.
Last nightâs confessions weighed heavily on her, the truth she had finally revealed to Rhaenyra and Daemon still fresh in her mind. There was no turning back now. They knew everythingâor at least as much as she dared to tell. Her secret had been laid bare, and the future of Westeros teetered on the edge of uncertainty.
She could hear footsteps behind her, the quiet sound unmistakable. Turning slowly, she wasnât surprised to see Rhaenyra and Daemon enter the room, their expressions unreadable. They had come together, just as they always didâunited in everything, including the questions that still lingered in the air between them.
âYou didnât come to us this morning,â Rhaenyra said softly, her eyes scanning the readerâs face. âWe were worried.â
The reader forced a small smile, though the weight in her chest remained. âI needed some time to think,â she replied. âThereâs a lot to consider.â
Daemonâs sharp gaze lingered on her for a moment before he stepped forward. âYouâve been keeping a lot from us,â he said, his voice calm but with a faint edge of accusation. âNow that we know... whatâs next?â
The reader turned away from the window, facing them both. âI donât know,â she admitted. âI never planned to stay here this long. I thought Iâd do what I needed to and... leave before anything got complicated.â
âAnd yet, here you are,â Rhaenyra murmured, stepping closer. Her voice was gentle, but there was a firmness to it. âInextricably bound to our fate.â
The reader nodded slowly. She had been so carefulâso determined to avoid changing the future too much. But now, standing before them, she realized that her mere presence had already altered the course of events more than she could ever have anticipated.
âI thought I could control it,â the reader said, her voice barely above a whisper. âBut everything is different now. And I donât know how to fix it.â
Daemon crossed his arms, his eyes narrowing slightly. âMaybe itâs not something that needs fixing,â he said, his tone thoughtful. âMaybe this is how things were always meant to be.â
The readerâs eyes flickered with uncertainty. âYou donât understand. Iâve seen whatâs supposed to happen. Iâve tried so hard not to interfere, but... the closer I got to both of you, the more I feared I would change too much.â
Rhaenyra reached out, taking the readerâs hand in her own. âYou think weâll fall apart because of you,â she said softly, her thumb brushing gently across the readerâs knuckles. âBut fate is never as rigid as we might believe. Maybe it was always meant to bend.â
Daemonâs gaze softened as he watched the two women before him, his expression unreadable. He stepped closer, placing a hand on the readerâs shoulder. âThe future isnât written in stone. Whatever happens next, weâll face it together.â
The readerâs heart clenched at the warmth in their words, but the fear that had gripped her for so long still clung to her. She had spent so much time trying to distance herself from them, to protect the future she thought she knew. But now, she wasnât sure if she had the strength to keep pushing them away.
âIâm afraid,â she whispered, her voice trembling. âNot just of what might happen to you... but of what might happen to me.â
Daemonâs hand tightened on her shoulder, his voice low and steady. âYouâre one of us now. Whatever comes, you wonât face it alone.â
Rhaenyra squeezed the readerâs hand gently, her eyes filled with quiet determination. âYouâve already changed our lives in ways you canât even imagine. And we wouldnât have it any other way.â
The readerâs throat tightened with emotion, her heart swelling with the intensity of the moment. She had spent so much time running from her feelings, from the fear of what her presence in this world might do. But now, standing here with Rhaenyra and Daemon, she realized that perhaps fate wasnât something to be feared. Perhaps it was something to embrace.
âYouâre both so certain,â the reader said, her voice thick with emotion. âHow can you be so sure that this is the right path?â
Rhaenyraâs eyes met hers, and there was a fierce certainty in her gaze. âBecause youâre part of it,â she said simply. âWeâre stronger with you.â
Daemon nodded, his expression serious. âWhatever comes, we face it together. No more hiding.â
The reader swallowed hard, feeling the weight of their words settle over her. There was no more running. No more pretending that she could somehow keep herself apart from them. They had already bound themselves to her, just as she had unknowingly bound herself to them.
âI canât promise that everything will be perfect,â the reader said softly, her voice wavering. âBut... I donât want to keep running anymore.â
Rhaenyra smiled, her grip on the readerâs hand tightening. âThen stay,â she whispered. âStay with us.â
For the first time in what felt like an eternity, the reader allowed herself to breathe. The fear that had consumed her began to loosen its grip, replaced by a cautious hope. She wasnât sure what the future heldânone of them were. But for now, that uncertainty didnât feel like a burden.
It felt like a promise.
Daemonâs hand slipped from her shoulder, and he moved closer, his gaze intense as he looked between the two women. âWeâll carve our own path,â he said softly, his voice filled with quiet resolve. âTogether.â
The reader nodded slowly, a sense of peace settling over her. She had been so afraid of changing thingsâof disrupting the future she thought she knew. But now, standing here with Rhaenyra and Daemon, she realized that maybe the future wasnât something to fear. Maybe it was something to shape.
With them.
As the three stood together, a quiet understanding passed between them. Whatever the future held, they would face it side by side. The reader no longer felt like
an outsider looking in. She was part of this world now, as much a part of Rhaenyra and Daemonâs story as they were a part of hers.
And for the first time, she wasnât afraid.
Whispers of destiny echoed in the air, but for now, they were content to let them fade into the background. The future could wait. Because they were exactly where they were meant to be in this moment.
Together.
A/N: Hey guysss! I just want to apologize for literally not updating this story for WEEKSSS! I had been really busy with school and then I had gotten sick and had chest problems. I really hope you guys enjoy these last 2 chapters of "Whispers Through Time"
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Word Count: 1254
Tag List: @snowtargaryen, @hippiedippiekitty
Chapter 9 --- Chapter 10
The reader stood in the dimly lit chambers, her mind racing from the events of the last few hours. Rhaenyraâs accusations still rang in her ears, and Daemonâs intense gaze seemed to burn into her soul even now. They had almost discovered her secret, the notes she had been leaving, warning them about potential threats and dangerous outcomes. She had narrowly avoided the truth being exposed, but the lingering sense of tension was palpable.
She paced the room, feeling the weight of the looming decision ahead. She didnât know how long she could keep hiding her identityâor the fact that she was behind the warnings. A part of her wanted to reveal everything, but the risk of altering the course of history still loomed large. She couldnât be sure what telling them would do.
The door creaked open, and the readerâs heart jumped into her throat. She turned, her pulse quickening, to see Rhaenyra stepping into the room, her violet eyes filled with curiosityâand something deeper.
âIâve had enough of these games,â Rhaenyra said softly, stepping toward the reader with quiet grace. âYouâre hiding something. And youâre going to tell me what it is.â
The reader took a shaky breath, trying to compose herself. She couldnât let this be the moment they discovered her truth. Not yet.
âIâve told you, Rhaenyra, Iâm not hiding anything,â the reader said, though even she could hear the tremor in her voice. She hoped the room's shadows concealed it from Rhaenyraâs sharp perception.
Rhaenyraâs lips pressed into a thin line. âYouâre lying,â she said, her tone calm but unwavering. âDaemon and I can feel it. Youâve been distant, withholding from usâespecially after you stopped those letters from arriving.â
The reader swallowed hard, trying to steady her breathing. She had intercepted a critical letter meant for Rhaenyra only hours beforeâone that could have revealed too much about the future and her warnings. If they had seen it, her entire ruse would have unraveled.
âI... I was trying to protect you,â the reader admitted quietly, stepping closer to the edge of the truth without crossing the line. âThere are things I knowâthings that could put your lives in danger. Iâve been trying to prevent that.â
Rhaenyraâs eyes softened slightly, but her expression remained guarded. âWhat things?â she asked quietly.
The reader hesitated, her heart thudding in her chest. She couldnât lie outright, but she also couldnât reveal the full truth. âIâve seen things,â she said, her voice barely above a whisper. âVisions, maybe. I donât know how, but... Iâve been trying to keep the future from falling apart.â
The admission felt heavy on her tongue, and she watched Rhaenyraâs face carefully, waiting for her reaction. The princess studied her for a long moment, and the silence between them stretched until it was almost unbearable.
Finally, Rhaenyra sighed softly. âYouâve been playing with fate,â she murmured. âAnd you didnât trust us to know?â
âIt wasnât about trust,â the reader replied, her voice filled with quiet desperation. âIt was about protecting you. I donât know what changing things will do.â
Rhaenyra stepped even closer, her presence overwhelming. âYou canât protect us from everything,â she said softly. âYouâve already put yourself at risk. Daemon and Iââ
âDaemon and you?â the reader interrupted before she could stop herself, her own turmoil spilling out. âThis is exactly why I pulled away. I canâtââ
She stopped herself, biting her lip as she turned away, but Rhaenyraâs hand caught her arm, stopping her retreat. âYou canât what?â
The room felt too small. The truth that had been clawing at the readerâs mind for days was on the verge of breaking free, and she didnât know how to stop it. âI canât do this,â she whispered, her voice cracking. âI canât let myself... care too much. If I do, I could change everything. Your future, your childrenâeverything I know about this world.â
Rhaenyraâs grip on her arm tightened. âYouâre afraid of loving us,â she said softly, her voice barely more than a whisper.
The reader turned back to her, her heart pounding in her chest. âYes,â she admitted. âIâm afraid of what loving youâand Daemonâwould do. Iâve already changed so much just by being here. If I let myself give in... what happens then?â
Rhaenyra was silent for a moment, her eyes searching the readerâs face. Then, slowly, she let go of the readerâs arm and stepped back. âYouâre right,â she said quietly. âYouâve already changed things. But youâre wrong about one thing.â
The reader frowned. âWhat?â
âYou donât get to decide what our future looks like,â Rhaenyra said, her voice firm. âThatâs for us to determine. Not you.â
Before the reader could respond, the door creaked open again. Daemon stepped inside, his face shadowed with concern. He glanced between the two women, sensing the tension in the room. âWhatâs going on?â
Rhaenyraâs eyes flicked to Daemon, then back to the reader. âItâs time we stop hiding from each other,â she said, her voice low but commanding. âAll of us.â
Daemonâs gaze shifted to the reader, his expression unreadable. âSheâs right,â he said after a long pause. âWe canât keep playing this game. If weâre to trust you, we need the full truth.â
The readerâs heart sank. This was itâthe moment she had feared for so long. She looked between Rhaenyra and Daemon, her mind racing as she tried to find a way out, a way to keep her secret without losing their trust entirely.
âIâm not from here,â she said finally, the words spilling out before she could stop them.
Rhaenyra and Daemon both stared at her, their expressions frozen in shock.
âIâm not... from this world,â the reader continued, her voice trembling. âI donât know how I got here, but... I know things. Things about your future, about whatâs coming. And Iâve been trying to stop it from happening.â
Daemon stepped forward, his eyes narrowing. âYouâve known about the future this entire time?â
The reader nodded, her breath hitching. âYes. Iâve known. And Iâve been trying to help without... without changing too much. But itâs getting harder.â
Rhaenyraâs face softened, but there was still an edge of caution in her voice. âWhy didnât you tell us?â
âI was afraid,â the reader admitted. âAfraid of what would happen if I changed too much. Afraid of... of getting too close to you.â
Daemonâs gaze was piercing, but there was no anger in his eyes. âAnd now?â
The reader swallowed hard, meeting his gaze. âNow, Iâm afraid I already have.â
For a long moment, no one spoke. The silence was thick, charged with the weight of everything left unsaid.
Finally, Rhaenyra stepped closer, her voice soft but firm. âYouâre not alone in this. Weâll face whatever comesâtogether.â
The readerâs heart ached with the warmth of Rhaenyraâs words, but deep down, the fear remained. The future was unraveling before her eyes, and she didnât know how much longer she could keep it from falling apart.
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Word Count: 1436
Tag List: @snowtargaryen, @hippiedippiekitty
Chapter 8 --- Chapter 9
The flickering firelight cast long shadows across the stone walls, as if the castle itself held its breath in anticipation of what was to come. The reader sat by the window, her hands clasped tightly in her lap as she stared out into the distance. Despite the view of the restless sea below, her mind was elsewhereâwrapped in thoughts she had been avoiding for far too long.
She hadnât come to Dragonstone with any intention of stayingâlet alone forming bonds as dangerous as these. She had come with one purpose: to navigate this strange world with as little disruption as possible, to leave no trace of her presence beyond her carefully placed warnings. The risk of changing the course of events weighed heavily on her every decision, and yet...
âAre you troubled?â Rhaenyraâs soft voice broke through the silence, pulling the reader from her spiraling thoughts.
She turned to find Rhaenyra standing behind her, a small, curious smile on her face. There was something so disarming about herâa warmth that radiated even in moments of tension. It was that warmth, that strength, that had made it so difficult for the reader to keep her distance.
But she had to.
âIâm fine,â the reader replied, though her voice lacked conviction.
Rhaenyraâs brow furrowed slightly as she moved closer, her gaze never leaving the readerâs face. âYou donât seem fine.â She paused, as if weighing her next words carefully. âYouâve been distant lately. Is something troubling you?â
The reader forced a smile, though her heart ached at the concern in Rhaenyraâs eyes. âItâs nothing, really. Just... thinking about everything thatâs happening. The war, the Greens, the uncertainty.â
Rhaenyra studied her for a moment, her expression softening with understanding. âI understand. It weighs on us all.â She reached out, gently placing her hand on the readerâs. âBut youâre not alone in this.â
The readerâs breath caught in her throat at the touch, her heart thudding uncomfortably in her chest. She wasnât aloneânot anymore. And that was exactly the problem.
She had tried to keep herself detached from Rhaenyra, from Daemon, from everything. But how could she? Rhaenyraâs kindness, her fierce loyalty, her vulnerability... it had drawn the reader in, just as Daemonâs intensity, his sharp wit, and his protectiveness
had. They were both so different, yet both had managed to break through the walls the reader had built around herself.
But she couldnât afford to let herself get involved, not like this. She had seen too much, knew too much of what was to come. If she changed anythingâif she became too close to them, let her emotions take overâit could alter the course of everything.
âI... I canât,â the reader whispered, pulling her hand away from Rhaenyraâs.
Rhaenyra frowned, her confusion evident. âCanât what?â
âI canâtââ The reader swallowed hard, struggling to find the right words. âI canât do this. I canât be... close to you. To either of you.â
Rhaenyraâs eyes widened, a flicker of hurt crossing her face. âWhat do you mean?â
The reader stood abruptly, turning her back to Rhaenyra as she tried to compose
herself. âI never intended to stay here, Rhaenyra. I never intended to get involved in any of this. Iâm not supposed to.â
âYouâve already helped me so much,â Rhaenyra said, her voice soft but firm. âYour advice, your warningsâtheyâve saved lives. Youâve become a part of this, whether you wanted to or not.â
The reader closed her eyes, feeling the weight of Rhaenyraâs words settle heavily on her. It was trueâshe had become involved. But that was exactly what she had been trying to avoid. Her presence here, her influence, was already affecting things. She couldnât afford to let herself fall deeper into this world, not when the consequences could be disastrous.
âI donât belong here,â the reader said, her voice barely above a whisper.
Rhaenyra moved closer, her hand gently resting on the readerâs shoulder. âYou do,â she insisted, her voice filled with quiet determination. âYou belong here with us.â
The reader shook her head, stepping out of Rhaenyraâs reach. âNo, I donât. You donât understandâI could ruin everything. I could change things in ways none of us can foresee.â
Rhaenyraâs gaze softened, her eyes searching the readerâs face for answers. âWhat are you afraid of?â
The reader swallowed, her throat tight with emotion. âIâm afraid of changing your future. Of changing everything.â
Rhaenyra was silent for a moment, her brow furrowing as she tried to make sense of the readerâs words. âIs that why youâve been keeping your distance? Why youâre so hesitant with me? With Daemon?â
The reader hesitated, her heart pounding. âYes. I... Iâve already changed things by being here. If I let myself get closer to youâif I let my feelings take overâI donât know what will happen. And I canât risk that.â
Rhaenyraâs expression softened with understanding, but there was a trace of sadness in her eyes. âI see.â She took a step closer, her voice gentle. âI donât know what brought you here, or what burdens you carry, but I do know one thingâyouâve already changed our lives. And I donât believe thatâs a bad thing.â
The readerâs heart clenched at the sincerity in Rhaenyraâs voice. She wanted to believe that, wanted to believe that she could stay, that she could have a place here with Rhaenyra and Daemon. But the weight of the unknown hung over her like a dark cloud, reminding her of the dangers of tampering with the future.
Before she could respond, the door creaked open, and Daemon strode into the room, his eyes immediately narrowing as he sensed the tension between the two women.
âWhatâs going on?â he asked, his voice laced with suspicion as his gaze flicked between them.
Rhaenyra glanced at the reader, her expression conflicted. âWe were just talking.â
Daemonâs sharp eyes lingered on the reader for a moment before he turned to Rhaenyra. âAbout what?â
The readerâs stomach twisted with unease as Daemonâs attention shifted back to her. His presence always seemed to fill the room, his intensity making it difficult to hide anything from him.
âAbout my place here,â the reader said, her voice steady despite the turmoil churning inside her.
Daemonâs eyes narrowed, his lips curling into a slight smirk. âStill convinced you donât belong with us?â
The readerâs breath hitched at his words. Daemon had a way of cutting straight to the heart of things, and it unnerved her how easily he could see through her defenses.
âIâm not convinced of anything,â the reader replied, trying to keep her voice calm. âIâm just trying to figure out how to navigate all of this without making things worse.â
Daemon stepped closer, his gaze piercing. âYouâre not going to make anything worse. If anything, youâve made things better.â
Rhaenyra nodded in agreement, her expression soft as she looked at the reader. âDaemonâs right. Youâve become a part of thisâof us. You donât need to keep holding yourself back.â
The readerâs heart raced, her mind spinning as she looked between the two of them. Their words were kind, sincere, but the fear of the unknown gnawed at her. She couldnât shake the feeling that if she let herself fall too deeply into this, something terrible would happen.
âI donât know if I can do that,â the reader whispered, her voice barely audible.
Daemonâs smirk faded, replaced by a rare look of concern. âWhy not?â
The reader met his gaze, her resolve wavering. âBecause Iâm afraid of what I might change.â
For a moment, the room was filled with silence, the weight of the readerâs confession hanging between them. But then, Daemon stepped forward, his expression softening as he reached out to gently cup the readerâs cheek.
âYouâre not going to change anything that wasnât meant to be changed,â Daemon said quietly, his voice uncharacteristically tender. âAnd if you do, then weâll face it together.â
Rhaenyra stepped forward as well, her hand resting on the readerâs arm. âWhatever happens, you wonât face it alone. Weâre in this together.â
The readerâs heart clenched, the warmth of their words tugging at the walls she had built around herself. Despite everything, despite her fears, she felt the pull toward them bothâthe undeniable connection that had grown between the three of them. And in that moment, the reader realized that maybe, just maybe, she couldnât keep running from it forever.
But even as she allowed herself to soften toward them, the fear still lingered in the back of her mind. The trials of the heart were far from over, and the consequences of her choices had yet to unfold.
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Word Count: 1106
Tag List: @snowtargaryen
Chapter 7 --- Chapter 8
The candlelight flickered over the faces of the trio, casting long shadows that danced across the cold stone walls. The weight of the moment settled thickly in the room, silence punctuated only by the soft crackle of the fire and the distant clatter of footsteps outside. The air between them felt charged, every breath heavy with anticipation.
Rhaenyra stood near the hearth, her hands clasped in front of her as she studied the reader with careful eyes. There was warmth in her gaze, but it was edged with something harderâuncertainty, perhaps even suspicion. Daemon lingered closer to the door, his presence as commanding as ever, though his expression was more relaxed. The subtle tilt of his lips suggested he found the situation amusing, though beneath the surface, he was every bit as alert.
The reader, caught between them both, felt the gravity of the moment. She had been careful, incredibly so, but now, the game was up. They had found her notes, pieced together the warnings and advice that had seemed to appear from nowhere. Rhaenyra had demanded this meeting, and Daemon, loyal to his wife, had come with her. Now, they wanted answers.
âYou've been leaving us... these,â Rhaenyra started, holding out the parchment that contained the most recent warning, her voice calm but edged with steel. âYour words have proven to be true so far, but youâve been hiding your intentions.â
The reader swallowed, her heart hammering in her chest. She had expected this moment to come eventually, but not like thisâso sudden, with both of them confronting her. She tried to keep her face neutral, though she could feel her pulse quicken under Rhaenyraâs sharp gaze.
âI had to be cautious,â the reader said quietly, her voice steady despite the turmoil inside her. âYou would not have believed me otherwise.â
Daemon moved closer, his eyes narrowing as he studied her, though his tone was teasing. âOh, weâre well past the point of disbelief. Youâve proven yourself far too knowledgeable for a simple midwife.â He tilted his head slightly. âWhat exactly are you?â
Rhaenyraâs gaze flickered to Daemon briefly before settling back on the reader. âYou claim to be a seer,â she said, her tone careful. âBut your warnings, they seem almost too precise. Almost as ifâŠâ She trailed off, leaving the implication hanging in the air.
The reader took a deep breath, feeling the weight of the moment. She had to choose her words carefully. âI never said I was a seer,â she corrected gently. âThat is what you assumed.â
Rhaenyraâs lips tightened. âThen what are you? How do you know whatâs coming?â
There was no easy answer. The reader had thought long and hard about this moment, about what she could say if they ever confronted her. She couldnât reveal the truthâthat she was from a world far beyond theirs, that she knew their history because it had already been written in her own world. It would make her sound mad. So, she offered them the best version of the truth she could manage.
âI have dreams,â the reader said softly, her eyes locking with Rhaenyraâs. âDreams of things that have not yet come to pass. They are vague, fragmented, but I see enough to understand that some events... can be prevented.â
Rhaenyra seemed to consider this for a moment, her brows furrowing. âSo you dream of the future,â she said slowly. âAnd youâve used that knowledge to warn us?â
The reader nodded, feeling the tension between them ease slightly. âYes,â she said, keeping her voice calm and measured. âIâve only ever wanted to help.â
Daemonâs eyes flickered with something unreadable as he crossed his arms, leaning against the table. âAnd why help us? What do you gain from this?â
The reader hesitated. She couldnât tell them the real reasonâthat she was trying to survive in a world that wasnât her own, that she had no choice but to align herself with them because they were her best chance at safety. Instead, she chose the safest explanation.
âBecause I believe in your cause,â she said finally, her voice soft but resolute. âI believe that you are the rightful rulers of Westeros. And I believe that the Seven Kingdoms will suffer if your enemies succeed.â
Rhaenyraâs eyes softened slightly, though there was still wariness in her gaze. âYou could have come to me,â she said quietly. âYou could have told me the truth from the beginning.â
The reader dropped her gaze to the floor, guilt gnawing at her. âI didnât know if you would trust me,â she admitted. âI thought... if I could prove my knowledge first, if I could show you I was telling the truth...â
Daemon let out a low chuckle, though there was no malice in it. âYouâve certainly made an impression.â
The readerâs heart ached with the weight of her lies. She had never meant to deceive them, not really. She had only wanted to protect them from the terrible fates that awaited them if they followed the path history had laid out. But now, standing here in front of them, she realized how tangled things had become.
Rhaenyra moved closer, her expression softening as she placed a hand on the readerâs arm. âI understand,â she said quietly. âBut if we are to trust you, there can be no more secrets between us.â
The reader nodded, meeting her gaze. âNo more secrets.â
Daemon, who had been watching the exchange with amusement, finally pushed off the table and moved to stand beside Rhaenyra. âYouâve earned our trust,â he said, his voice low. âBut make no mistakeâwe will be watching you closely.â
The reader felt a shiver run down her spine at the weight of his words. She had gained their trust, but it was fragile, precarious. One misstep, and it could all come crumbling down.
Rhaenyraâs hand lingered on her arm for a moment longer before she stepped back, her gaze still intent. âYou will stay by my side,â she said firmly. âI want to know more about these dreams of yours.â
âAnd I,â Daemon added, his eyes gleaming with curiosity. âWe will unravel your mystery, one way or another.â
The reader nodded, knowing that the path ahead was fraught with danger. But for now, she had bought herself time. Time to figure out what to do next. Time to find a way to prevent the future from unraveling before her very eyes.
As she left the room with them, she couldnât help but feel the weight of their trustâand the danger that came with itâpressing down on her like a cloak of iron. There was no turning back now.
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Word Count: 1383
Tag List: @snowtargaryen
Chapter 6 --- Chapter 7
The tension in Kingâs Landing was mounting.
You could feel the shift in the air every time you walked through the castleâs halls. Eyes lingered on you for just a moment too long, hushed whispers followed your movements, and the weight of suspicion grew heavier with each passing day. The silent game of intrigue you had started was becoming more dangerous than you ever anticipated.
Daemonâs words haunted you. Secrets donât stay hidden forever, Y/N.
He had known. Or at least, suspected. And Rhaenyraâthere was no doubt in your mind that she had already started connecting the dots. The princess had become colder in your presence, her once friendly demeanor replaced by something much more calculating.
You had managed to keep your secrets for this long, but how much longer could you maintain the facade?
You sat in the dim light of your chambers, a piece of parchment laid before you. The next warning was written carefully, the ink still drying as you watched the words you had
crafted to change the course of history. Each note you left was like a ripple in the timeline, spreading outward and impacting events in ways you could never fully control.
The next message was vitalâone that would steer Rhaenyraâs decisions in a crucial way, altering the fragile balance of power.
But this time, you hesitated.
The previous close encounters with both Rhaenyra and Daemon had shaken you more than you cared to admit. Your heart still pounded at the memory of Daemonâs smirk, his quiet threat, and Rhaenyraâs piercing gaze as she subtly questioned your every move. One wrong step, and it could all come crashing down.
Yet you couldnât stop. Too much was at stake now. You had already planted the seeds, and now they had to be watered. Carefully, delicately, you folded the note, preparing to deliver it when the time was right.
You hadnât seen Daemon in the last few days, and part of you had hoped that perhaps his interest had waned. But when you least expected it, he made his presence known.
It was late in the evening when you found yourself outside in the garden courtyard, seeking solace in the cool night air. The stars above twinkled faintly, and the quiet hum of the distant city offered a rare sense of peace.
âOut enjoying the evening, are we?â a familiar voice drawled from behind you.
Your pulse quickened, but you forced yourself to remain calm as you turned to see Daemon standing just a few paces away, his usual smirk plastered across his face.
âI needed some air,â you replied evenly, your heart racing despite your calm tone.
Daemon stepped closer, his hands casually resting at his sides, though you could feel the tension radiating from him. He studied you for a long moment, his gaze sharp and probing.
âIâve been thinking,â he said, his voice low and dangerously smooth, âabout you.â
You swallowed, your throat suddenly dry. âAbout me, my lord?â
Daemon took another step closer, his eyes never leaving yours. âYouâre quite the enigma, arenât you? Appearing out of nowhere, earning the favor of the princess, slipping through the cracks like a shadow.â
Your mind raced, searching for a response that would divert his attention without raising further suspicion. âI serve the realm, as any loyal subject should,â you said carefully, avoiding his direct challenge.
His smirk deepened. âDo you, though?â
Before you could reply, Daemon leaned in slightly, his voice dropping to a whisper. âEveryone here has a role to play. I wonderâwhatâs yours?â
You forced yourself to hold his gaze, even though every instinct screamed at you to run. Daemon was no fool. He was testing you, pushing your limits to see how far he could go before you broke.
But you couldnât break. Not now.
âI am but a healer, my lord,â you said softly, your voice steady despite the pounding of your heart. âNothing more.â
Daemonâs eyes narrowed slightly, and for a moment, you thought he might press further. But then, just as quickly as the tension had risen, it dissipated. He straightened, his smirk returning to its usual playful expression.
âWeâll see,â he said cryptically before turning and walking away, leaving you standing there in the dark garden, your heart still racing from the encounter.
You had passed his test this time, but how much longer could you keep this up?
The following morning, the air in the castle was buzzing with anticipation. A high-ranking visitor had arrived at court, though the details were being kept under wraps. You could hear the servants whispering about it in the corridors, speculating on who it could be and what their business might entail.
You knew better than to ask questions openly, but your curiosity burned all the same. The arrival of someone important always shifted the balance of power in subtle ways, and you couldnât afford to be caught off guard.
As the day wore on, you noticed the increased activity within the Red Keep. Servants rushed about, preparing for what you assumed would be a private meeting between the royal family and their guest. It was clear that whatever business was being conducted, it was meant to stay behind closed doors.
But then, by sheer chance, you overheard a conversation between two courtiers that set your mind spinning.
âIt is him, isnât it?â one of the courtiers whispered, glancing around nervously.
The other nodded, lowering their voice. âYes. The Prince of Dorne.â
Your heart skipped a beat. The Prince of Dorne? Here?
You couldnât help but feel a spark of intrigue. The presence of Dorne in Kingâs Landing meant there were discussions of alliancesâor, worse yet, potential conflict. This was information that could change everything if used wisely.
And it was information that Rhaenyra needed to know. But how?
The weight of the folded parchment felt heavier in your hands than ever before as you made your way through the shadowy corridors of the Red Keep. You had to be even more careful now, knowing that Daemonâs eyes were on you and Rhaenyraâs suspicions had grown.
The Prince of Dorneâs arrival was significant. You couldnât ignore it. But you also couldnât deliver the note in the usual placeânot after your recent encounters. You needed to be smarter, more careful.
You made your way to the hidden alcove in a part of the Keep that was seldom used. The old stone walls loomed around you, the only sound the soft echo of your footsteps. You checked your surroundings carefully, ensuring that no one had followed you.
After what felt like an eternity of waiting in the silence, you slipped the folded note into the small crevice in the stone. It was a new hiding spotâone you had discovered by chanceâbut it was discreet enough that only someone who knew where to look would ever find it.
You took a deep breath, feeling the tension in your shoulders ease slightly. The warning was delivered. Now, all you could do was wait and hope that it reached the right hands.
But as you turned to leave, a flicker of movement in the shadows caught your eye.
You froze, your heart leaping into your throat.
Someone had been watching you.
You could feel the blood drain from your face as you stood there, paralyzed with fear. For a moment, the world seemed to stand still as you tried to process what had just happened. Someone had been following you. But who?
Had Daemon sent someone to spy on you? Had Rhaenyra finally figured out that you were the one leaving the notes?
Your mind raced, but there was no time to think. You had to moveânow.
Without looking back, you quickly made your way down the corridor, your footsteps soft but swift. You couldnât let them catch you. You couldnât let them know that you had seen them. Whoever it was, they had been careful, staying in the shadows, watching from a distance. But their presence had been undeniable.
You didnât stop until you reached the safety of your chambers, your heart still pounding in your chest. Whoever was following you knew somethingâand that knowledge could be your undoing.
You were running out of time. The game of shadows and secrets had just become much more dangerous.
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Word Count: 1521
Tag List: @snowtargaryen
Chapter 5 --- Chapter 6
The days following your tense encounter with Rhaenyra passed with agonizing slowness. You worked diligently, keeping to your tasks, always mindful of the eyes that followed you through the halls. Daemonâs scrutiny had intensified, though he still hadnât confronted you directly. His gaze was like a shadowâconstant, unnerving.
Rhaenyra, on the other hand, had become more aloof. You had noticed her lingering looks, her growing hesitance in conversation. It was clear she was piecing things together, but how much did she truly know? The tension between you and the princess was palpable, hanging in the air like a storm waiting to break.
But it wasnât just Rhaenyra who weighed on your mind.
Daemon was always watching, always lurking. You could feel itâhis presence, his curiosityâand it unnerved you more than anything else. Though your interactions had been brief and polite, his growing suspicion was impossible to ignore.
Still, the warnings had to continue. You couldnât stop now. You had already set events into motion, and there was no turning back. The next warning would be the most dangerous yet, and you knew it had to be delivered soon.
It was late afternoon when you found yourself in one of the less frequented wings of the Keep. The hallways were quiet, the only sound your soft footsteps on the cold stone floors. You were on your way to check on supplies, something you had become well-versed in since assuming your fabricated role as a midwife. It was a simple task, one that allowed you the time to plan your next move.
As you turned a corner, you came face to face with Rhaenyra.
You froze, startled by the sudden encounter. Rhaenyra looked equally surprised but quickly composed herself, her expression unreadable.
âY/N,â she greeted, her voice calm, though there was an edge to it that you couldnât quite place.
You bowed your head slightly in response, trying to steady your racing heart. âPrincess.â
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The silence stretched between you, thick with unspoken words. You could see the questions in her eyes, the subtle curiosity, the cautious distance she had begun to keep.
âHow do you find your work here in the Keep?â she asked, her tone conversational, but you sensed there was more behind her words.
âIt has been fulfilling, my princess,â you replied carefully. âI am grateful for the opportunity to serve.â
Rhaenyraâs gaze lingered on you, as if weighing your words. She took a small step closer, her presence commanding despite the calmness of the exchange.
âThere are many in this court who believe they know whatâs best for the realm,â she said softly, her eyes never leaving yours. âBut few are as prepared as they think.â
Your breath caught in your throat. Was she testing you again? Did she suspect that you were the one leaving the notes?
âI hope that those in power will continue to act with wisdom,â you replied, keeping your voice steady despite the anxiety creeping up your spine.
Rhaenyraâs lips twitched into a faint smile, but it was fleeting. Her gaze sharpened, and for a brief moment, you wondered if she was about to confront you then and there. But instead, she merely nodded.
âWisdom is a rare gift,â she said, her voice softer now, almost contemplative. âI hope you are as wise as you seem.â
With that, she turned and continued down the corridor, leaving you standing there with your heart hammering in your chest. The encounter had been brief, but the weight of it lingered long after Rhaenyra had disappeared from view.
She knew something. But how much?
That night, you couldnât shake the memory of your conversation with Rhaenyra. You had been careful, but it was clear that she was starting to grow suspicious. The danger was becoming more tangible with each passing day.
And then there was Daemon.
The man was an enigma, his unpredictability making him all the more dangerous. You had avoided him as best you could, but you knew it was only a matter of time before your paths crossed again. And when they did, you had to be prepared.
The encounter came sooner than expected.
You had just finished tending to a patientâa young woman recovering from childbirthâand were making your way back to your chambers when you spotted Daemon standing at the end of the hallway. He was leaning against the wall, arms crossed, his expression unreadable as he watched you approach.
Your heart skipped a beat. There was no avoiding him now.
âLord Daemon,â you greeted, trying to keep your voice steady as you bowed your head in respect.
Daemon didnât move from his position, his eyes fixed on you with an intensity that made your skin prickle. He tilted his head slightly, his lips curling into that familiar smirk that always seemed to carry an air of danger.
âYouâve been busy,â he remarked, his tone casual, but there was an edge to it that set you on high alert.
âI do what is asked of me,â you replied, forcing yourself to meet his gaze.
Daemon pushed off the wall, taking a step closer. His presence was overwhelming, filling the narrow hallway with a sense of menace that made your pulse quicken.
âAnd what exactly is it that youâve been asked to do?â he asked, his voice low and dangerous.
Your heart raced, but you kept your expression neutral. âI am here to tend to the needs of the people, as always.â
Daemon chuckled softly, though there was no warmth in the sound. âTending to the needs of the people,â he repeated, his eyes narrowing slightly. âAn admirable role.â
He took another step closer, his gaze never leaving yours. âBut youâve always struck me as someone who⊠knows more than they let on.â
Your breath caught in your throat. Was this it? Had Daemon figured out your role in the warnings?
âI am but a humble servant, my lord,â you replied, keeping your tone calm despite the panic rising in your chest.
Daemon studied you for a long moment, his smirk never faltering. Then, without warning, he leaned in close, his voice a low whisper.
âSecrets donât stay hidden forever, Y/N.â
Before you could respond, Daemon straightened and walked past you, his smirk still in place as he disappeared down the hallway, leaving you standing there with a sinking feeling in your stomach.
The encounters with both Rhaenyra and Daemon had left you on edge. You had managed to avoid suspicion for the most part, but it was clear that both of them were beginning to question your role. The tension was becoming unbearable, and you knew it was only a matter of time before somethingâor someoneâgave.
But the most dangerous part of your mission was still ahead. The next note, the one you were planning to deliver in secret, held information that could change everything. You had to be more careful than ever, especially with Daemonâs growing curiosity and Rhaenyraâs watchful eyes.
And then, just as you were beginning to plan your next move, the unexpected happened.It was late one evening when you found yourself in the corridors of the Keep once more, a new warning written and ready to be delivered. You had chosen a time when the halls were quiet, hoping to slip unnoticed into the shadows.
But as you approached the alcove where you usually left the notes, you froze.
Rhaenyra and Daemon were thereâtogether.
They stood in the dim light of the corridor, their voices low, but the tension between them was palpable. You could hear the tail end of their conversation, something about strategy and alliances, but the words barely registered as your heart raced.
This was not part of the plan.
You quickly turned to leave, hoping to retreat before they noticed you, but it was too late.
âY/N!â Rhaenyraâs voice called out, stopping you in your tracks.
You slowly turned, your heart pounding in your chest as both Rhaenyra and Daemon fixed their gazes on you. There was no escaping this.
âOut for a walk at this hour?â Rhaenyra asked, her tone curious but sharp. She stepped closer, her eyes narrowing slightly as she studied your face.
Daemon, on the other hand, remained silent, his expression unreadable as he watched you with that same unnerving intensity.
You forced a smile, though it felt hollow. âI was merely⊠clearing my head, princess.â
Rhaenyra exchanged a glance with Daemon, and for a moment, you could feel the weight of their suspicion pressing down on you. They didnât trust you. Not fully. Not yet.
But you had to play your part.
âI did not mean to intrude,â you said quickly, taking a step back. âI will leave you to your discussion.â
Rhaenyraâs eyes lingered on you for a moment longer before she finally nodded, though there was something unreadable in her gaze. âOf course.â
You bowed your head and quickly retreated, your heart still racing as you disappeared into the shadows of the Keep. You had avoided confrontation this time, but the tension was growing. And soon, something would have to give.
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1376
Tag List: @snowtargaryen
Chapter 4 --- Chapter 5
The stillness of the Red Keep in the early morning was almost deceptive, as if the palace itself was holding its breath in anticipation. After narrowly avoiding Daemon's gaze the night before, you had returned to your chambers, trying to calm your racing mind. But no matter how hard you tried, the thought of how close you had come to being caught lingered in your thoughts.
You had been carefulâperhaps not careful enough. It seemed inevitable that the danger would only grow the longer you continued this charade. But you had no other choice; Rhaenyra needed to know. The storm brewing within the kingdom wasnât something you could stand by and watch unfold.
The second note had been delivered without issue, and although you had not yet seen Rhaenyra's reaction, the tension you had observed in her movements the day before told you everything. She had read it. She believed it. A slight relief washed over you, but it didnât last long.
The warnings you had provided in your notesâminor events that, when pieced together, painted a dark and treacherous pathâwould soon start to play out. But the biggest danger, the real storm that would tear the kingdom apart, was still ahead. You could only hope Rhaenyra would heed your words before it was too late.
As you prepared for another day, you glanced at the parchment before you. The third note lay waiting, its message even more urgent than the last. This one, you knew, could not fall into the wrong hands. It was too specific. Too dangerous. If Daemonâor anyone elseâgot hold of it, your ruse would be exposed.
You spent most of the day carefully watching, waiting for the right moment. The castle was always buzzing with activity, and today was no different. Rhaenyra had been meeting with her councilors for hours, and Daemon had been conspicuously absent for much of the day, something that both relieved and unsettled you.
As you walked through the halls, your mind wandered to the contents of the note. It was a warning of a conversation you knew would soon take placeâone that would push the already fragile relationships within the court to the breaking point. The details were vague enough not to raise too much suspicion but precise enough to send a clear message: a storm was coming, and only those who were prepared would survive it.
Late in the afternoon, you finally spotted Rhaenyra, standing alone on a balcony overlooking the Blackwater Bay. Her figure was tense, her expression hard as she gazed out at the horizon. You could see the weight of the world pressing down on her, her mind no doubt filled with thoughts of her uncertain future.
It was the perfect moment.
Quietly, you approached the alcove near her chambers, the same place you had left the previous notes. Your hand trembled slightly as you placed the folded parchment in the hollow behind the wall, making sure it was well hidden but easy enough for Rhaenyra to find if she looked carefully.
Just as you were about to leave, footsteps echoed behind you. You froze, your heart leaping into your throat. Slowly, you turned, half-expecting to see Daemonâs shadowy figure emerging from the darkness.
But it wasnât Daemon.
It was Ser Harwin Strong.
The tall, broad-shouldered knight was making his way down the corridor, his eyes scanning the surroundings as if on guard. You quickly lowered your gaze and moved aside, pretending to busy yourself with some imaginary task. Your mind raced, wondering if he had seen anything.
âGood day,â he greeted as he passed, his voice polite but his tone indifferent.
You nodded and mumbled a quick response, keeping your head down until he was out of sight. As soon as you were sure he was gone, you let out a breath of relief. But the danger hadnât passed. Harwin Strong was a loyal protector of Rhaenyra, and though his demeanor was kind, you knew he wasnât to be underestimated. If anyone was capable of figuring out your intentions, it would be him.
You had to be more careful.
Later that night, as you moved through the Keep on yet another task, you saw a familiar figure at the end of the hall. Rhaenyra was walking, her face pensive and her steps slow. Your heart raced as you realized she must have found the latest note. From the way her brows were furrowed, you could tell she was deep in thought, grappling with the weight of your warnings.
She turned a corner, disappearing from sight, but not before you saw her glance back onceâjust onceâas if expecting someone to be watching her. But there was no suspicion in her eyes, only a growing sense of realization.
Your messages were reaching her.
The following days were tense. Daemon had returned to the Keep, his presence as sharp and unsettling as ever. You could feel his eyes on you more than once, though he never approached or questioned you directly. It was as if he were waiting for you to slip up, to make one wrong move that would confirm his suspicions. You went about your tasks as normal, avoiding his gaze whenever possible.
But it wasnât Daemonâs scrutiny that kept you awake at night.
It was Rhaenyra.
You could sense her growing trust in you, even though she didnât know who you were. The notes had been a lifeline for herâan anonymous ally in a world filled with enemies. Each day, she seemed more confident, more assured in her actions, and you knew your warnings were playing a role in that. But with trust came danger.
The closer she came to believing your words, the more precarious your position became. You had gained her trust, but trust was fragile, and you were walking a tightrope between helping her and exposing yourself.
One evening, as you prepared to write yet another note, there was a knock at your door. Your heart skipped a beat as you opened it to find one of Rhaenyraâs attendants standing there.
âThe princess requests your presence,â she said simply, her expression unreadable.
You nodded, swallowing the lump in your throat. Had something gone wrong? Had Rhaenyra discovered something that pointed to you? With the notes fresh in your mind, every possibility raced through your head as you followed the attendant through the corridors of the Keep.
When you reached Rhaenyraâs chambers, she was seated at a large oak table, her back to the door, her long, silver hair cascading over her shoulders. The room was dimly lit, the flickering candlelight casting shadows across the stone walls.
âLeave us,â she said softly, and the attendant quickly departed, leaving you alone with the princess.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. You stood near the door, waiting for her to address you. Finally, Rhaenyra turned in her chair, her eyes locking onto yours. There was something different about her gazeâa sharpness, a clarity that hadnât been there before.
âYouâve been a great help since your arrival,â she said, her voice steady but laced with something you couldnât quite place. âThe maesters speak highly of you.â
âI only wish to be of service, princess,â you replied carefully.
She studied you for a long moment, her eyes narrowing slightly. Then, she stood and walked toward you, her steps slow and deliberate.
âThere are whispers in the court,â she said, stopping just a few feet away. âWhispers of danger, of betrayal. But I have found myself⊠well-prepared for certain things.â
Your heart pounded in your chest. Was she testing you? Did she suspect that you were the source of those warnings?
âIâm grateful that you have been kept safe, my princess,â you said, bowing your head slightly to hide the fear in your eyes.
Rhaenyraâs lips curled into a faint smile, but it didnât reach her eyes. âSafe. Yes.â She paused, her gaze lingering on you for just a moment longer before turning away. âThat will be all.â
You quickly bowed and left the room, your heart still racing. Rhaenyra hadnât confronted you, but her words had left you shaken. She knew somethingâperhaps not everything, but enough to suspect that someone was helping her from the shadows.
The storm was closer than ever.
A/N: I am so sorry I have not posted chapter 3, I have been really busy with school and had to catch up with all my work since I was really sick last week and missed a bunch of work!
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1243
Tag List: @snowtargaryen
Chapter 3 --- Chapter 4
Days had passed since you left the first note for Rhaenyra, and the subtle shift in her demeanor was unmistakable. While she had yet to confront anyone publicly, you could sense her wariness in the way she interacted with those around her. The seeds of doubt had been planted, and though you were relieved that your warning had reached her, the constant danger of being discovered hung over you like a storm cloud.
But it wasnât just Rhaenyraâs growing caution that concerned you. Daemon Targaryenâs presence had become more frequent, and wherever he went, he seemed to move with a purpose that unnerved you. You had caught glimpses of him here and thereâalways watching, always listening. It was only a matter of time before your paths crossed again.
And then, one day, it happened.
You had been sent on an errand to deliver herbs to the maesterâs chambers, a mundane task that took you through the winding corridors of the Red Keep. Your mind was preoccupied with the next note you intended to leave for Rhaenyraâone that would warn her of a more immediate threat from within her inner circle. As you turned a corner, lost in thought, you nearly collided with someone coming in the opposite direction.
Startled, you looked upâand your breath caught in your throat.
It was Daemon.
The Rogue Prince stood before you, his silver hair catching the light of the nearby torches. His violet eyes regarded you with an intensity that made your skin prickle. For a moment, neither of you spoke, the silence between you thick with unspoken questions. His gaze swept over you, as though he were trying to read your every thought, your every secret.
âApologies, my lord,â you stammered, quickly stepping back and bowing your head to avoid his piercing stare. Your heart hammered in your chest as you prayed he would simply move on and forget the encounter.
But Daemon was not one to let things go so easily.
âYouâre the midwife, arenât you?â he asked, his voice smooth yet laced with something sharp, something dangerous.
âYes, my lord,â you replied, keeping your tone as neutral as possible. âI was sent to deliver these herbs to the maester.â
He nodded, though his eyes never left you. âIâve heard youâve been quite useful since your arrival.â His words were casual, but you sensed the underlying suspicion. âUnusual for someone to earn such favor so quickly.â
âI only do what I can to be of service,â you said, trying to maintain your composure.
Daemon smirked, his lips curling into something that wasnât quite a smile. âModest, too. How very noble of you.â He took a step closer, and you instinctively tensed. âAnd yet, youâve managed to find yourself in quite a few interesting places around the Keep, havenât you?â
Your pulse quickened. Did he know? Had someone seen you near Rhaenyraâs chambers? You forced yourself to remain calm, to hold his gaze without faltering. âI go where I am needed, my lord. Nothing more.â
His smirk widened, though it didnât reach his eyes. âOf course. Youâre just a humble midwife, after all.â
The way he said it made it sound like a lie, like he knew there was more to your story than you were letting on. But you couldnât afford to let him push you. Not here. Not now.
âI should be going,â you said, shifting the basket of herbs in your arms as an excuse to leave. âThe maester is waiting.â
Daemon stepped aside, though his gaze followed you as you passed. âTake care,â he called after you, his tone laced with amusement. âThe Red Keep can be⊠unpredictable.â
You didnât respond, quickening your pace as you made your way down the hall. Only when you were far enough away did you let out the breath you hadnât realized youâd been holding.
That night, as you sat alone in your room, the weight of the encounter with Daemon settled heavily on your shoulders. He knew somethingâmaybe not everything, but enough to make him suspicious. And if there was one thing you knew about Daemon Targaryen, it was that he didnât let things go easily. His curiosity was as dangerous as his sword, and now, it was fixed on you.
You had to be more careful.
But even as the thought crossed your mind, you knew that avoiding Daemonâs scrutiny wasnât your only problem. You still had to deliver the next note to Rhaenyra. And this time, it would be even riskier.
The following day, the Keep was buzzing with activity as preparations for an upcoming feast were underway. Servants rushed through the halls, carrying linens, food, and other supplies, while the nobles discussed matters of the court. It was the perfect distraction.
You had written the second note the night before, the words carefully chosen to warn Rhaenyra of an impending plot by one of her closest allies. Slipping the note into the same alcove near her chambers would be tricky, especially with Daemonâs increased presence around the Keep. But you didnât have a choice.
As you moved through the crowded halls, your mind raced with thoughts of how to avoid detection. The feast provided some cover, but there were more guards than usual stationed near Rhaenyraâs quarters. You would have to be quick.
When you finally reached the corridor leading to her chambers, you were relieved to see that the guards were distracted by a group of visiting nobles. Seizing the opportunity, you hurried toward the alcove and slipped the note into place, your hands shaking slightly from the adrenaline.
Just as you turned to leave, you heard footsteps approaching. Panic surged through you as you ducked into the shadows of a nearby column, your heart pounding in your chest.
Daemon.
He appeared at the far end of the hall, his expression unreadable as he spoke to one of the guards. You held your breath, praying that he wouldnât notice the noteâor worse, see you hiding. For what felt like an eternity, you stayed perfectly still, watching as Daemon scanned the corridor.
But then, as if by some stroke of luck, he turned and walked away.
You didnât wait to see where he went. As soon as the coast was clear, you slipped out of the shadows and made your way back to the servants' quarters, your heart still racing. You had managed to leave the note without being caughtâbut just barely.
Later that evening, you found yourself on edge as you worked, your thoughts consumed by the possibility that Daemon was still watching. You had been careful, but how long could you keep this up before heâor someone elseâfigured out what you were doing?
As you went about your duties, you noticed Rhaenyra in the distance, speaking with one of her advisors. From where you stood, you couldnât hear their conversation, but you could see the way her hand clenched tightly around the hilt of her sword, the tension in her posture unmistakable.
She had found the second note.
For a brief moment, her gaze flickered in your direction, but there was no recognition in her eyes. You were still a stranger to her, just another face among the many who served in the Red Keep. And yet, you couldnât shake the feeling that, in time, she would come to depend on your warnings more than she realized.
But for now, your secret was safe.
At least, you hoped it was.
A/N: Omg, I am sooo happy that you guys are enjoying the series so far! I honestly was not expecting it but I am so happy! Here is Chapter 2 and I will be constantly putting out these chapters so you guys don't have to wait! Enjoy!!!!
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1107
Chapter 2 --- Chapter 3
The days since your arrival in the Red Keep passed in a blur of whispered conversations and cautious glances. Though you had gained entry to the castle by claiming to be a skilled midwife, you knew it wouldnât be enough. You needed to do more if you were to truly alter the course of events as you remembered them. As you moved quietly through the halls of the Keep, your mind raced with thoughts of how to intervene without revealing too much of what you knewâor worse, revealing who you truly were.
You had managed to secure a small, modest room in the servants' quarters, far removed from the nobility. There, you spent your nights pondering the timeline, thinking about the key events that led to the Targaryens' fall, trying to remember details from history and lore that would be valuable in the days to come. Your knowledge of Westeros was fragmented at bestâflashes of future events mixed with the uncertainties of living in this medieval worldâbut you were determined to find a way to help Rhaenyra, and perhaps, by extension, yourself.
As the wind howled outside your window one night, a sense of urgency crept over you. It was time to act. You needed to warn Rhaenyra about the threats that loomed within her own walls. But approaching her directly was far too dangerousâthere were too many eyes, too much risk of exposure. You would have to find another way to communicate.
Sitting by the dim light of your candle, you pulled a scrap of parchment from the small desk and began to write:
"Princess Rhaenyra,""There are those close to you who hide their true intentions. Be wary of whom you trust, for some who smile to your face will one day seek to destroy you."
"A Friend."
You stared at the note for a long moment, rereading the words. It wasnât enoughâtoo vague, too crypticâbut it was all you could offer without putting yourself at risk. Folding the parchment carefully, you tucked it into your pocket. Now came the hardest part: delivering it without being caught.
The castle was quiet that night, the torches flickering dimly in the halls as the staff retired to their quarters. You moved through the shadows, your heart pounding as you neared Rhaenyraâs chambers. You had scouted the area earlier and noticed that servants would occasionally leave messages or small gifts in a niche near the entranceâjust out of sight from the guards stationed at her door.
That would be your opportunity.
Keeping to the edges of the corridor, you made your way toward the alcove. The guards were still at their posts, but they seemed to be deep in conversation, their attention focused elsewhere. Silently, you slipped the note into the niche, ensuring it was partially visible so that whoever was meant to find it would do so.
As you turned to leave, you froze. A shadow moved at the far end of the hall. You ducked quickly behind a column, your breath catching in your throat as you watched the figure draw nearer. It was Daemon Targaryen.
Even in the dim light, there was no mistaking him. His presence was unmistakableâcommanding, dangerous. You had heard the whispers about him, the rogue prince, the man who walked a fine line between loyalty and rebellion. The last person you wanted to cross paths with.
Daemonâs steps were slow, deliberate. He wasnât headed for Rhaenyraâs chambers, but he was close enough that you couldnât risk moving until he was out of sight. You stayed hidden, heart racing, as he passed by, his face unreadable in the flickering torchlight. He didnât look your way, but you couldnât shake the feeling that he was always watching, always aware.
When he finally disappeared around the corner, you let out a slow breath. You had come dangerously close to being caught. Without wasting another second, you slipped back into the shadows, retreating toward the servantsâ quarters.
The next morning, the castle was buzzing with its usual activity. Servants bustled through the corridors, nobles conversed in hushed tones, and the guards maintained their ever-watchful presence. But there was an undercurrent of tensionâa subtle shift in the atmosphere that hadnât been there before.
As you went about your duties, you overheard snippets of conversation, mentions of a note that had been discovered outside Rhaenyraâs chambers. No one knew who had left it, and the guards were tight-lipped about the situation, but the news had spread quickly among the servants. There was speculation, of course, but no solid leads. Whoever had left the message had done so without being seen.
You kept your head down, focusing on your work, but your mind was racing. The note had reached Rhaenyra, but what would she do with the information? Would she take it seriously? Or would she dismiss it as a prank or a ploy?
Later in the day, as you moved through one of the upper corridors, you saw her. Rhaenyra Targaryen was standing by a window, her back to you, deep in conversation with one of her ladies-in-waiting. Even from a distance, you could see the tension in her posture, the way her hands clenched into fists at her sides. She was angryâno, more than that. She was disturbed.
The note had hit its mark.
You dared not linger, moving quickly past her chambers and back into the lower halls. The note had worked, but it also meant that you were now part of something far more dangerous. If anyone suspected that you were the one feeding Rhaenyra this information, your life could be at risk. And with Daemonâs ever-watchful eyes lurking in the shadows, you couldnât afford to make a mistake.
That evening, as you returned to your room, you found yourself pacing, your mind turning over the events of the day. Daemonâs presence haunted you. Though he hadnât seen you, you felt as though his gaze had lingered on you long after he passed. You knew you had to be careful, more careful than ever before. But as the days went on, Rhaenyra would come to rely on the warnings, and sooner or later, someone would begin asking questions.
You sat at your desk, quill in hand, staring at the blank parchment before you. Another note would need to be sentâthis time, with more detail. But the risks were growing with each passing day. How long could you continue before someone discovered the truth?
As you dipped the quill into the ink, you pushed the fear aside. There was no turning back now. The game had begun, and you were determined to see it through.
Masterlist
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{~Charmed (1998)~}
{~House of the Dragon~}
{~Narnia~}
{~Supernatural~}
{~Twilight~}
{~House of the Dragon Masterlist~}
{~Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon~}
A New Arrival
Secrets in the Shadows
Meeting Daemon
Whispers of Warning
Unexpected Encounters
Shadows of Suspicion
Revealing the Truth
Trials of the Heart
Unveiling Fate
Whispers of Destiny
Summary: After being mysteriously transported into the world of House of the Dragon, a modern-day woman poses as a seer to gain entry into the Targaryen court. Armed with knowledge of the future, she secretly warns Rhaenyra and Daemon of looming dangers while hiding her true identity. As she grows closer to both, romantic tension builds, but so do the risks of her deception. With Daemon's suspicions rising and Rhaenyraâs trust deepening, the reader must navigate her lies while trying to alter their tragic fateâbefore everything unravels.
Characters: Rhaenyra & Daemon
Pairing: Rhaenyra x Fem!Reader x Daemon
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1293
Chapter 1 --- Chapter 2
The biting chill of the wind gnawed at your skin as you stumbled through an unfamiliar landscape, its vastness stretching out before you. It was hard to pinpoint exactly when the world around you had shifted, but the change was undeniable. Your memory still clung to the familiar buzz of the modern worldâthe sound of car engines, the hum of streetlights, and the constant tap of your shoes on concrete. But now, all that was gone, replaced by a stark silence that only heightened your disorientation. The horizon before you seemed endless, filled with tall hills covered in thick mist, and in the distance, a looming structureâa castleâstood proudly, its towers piercing the dreary sky.
This couldnât be real. It felt too surreal, like a dream pulled from the pages of some historical fantasy novel. You had always been fascinated by the medieval period and Westeros in particular, but that fascination never prepared you for this. And yet, everything felt too vivid to be a dreamâthe sharpness of the cold, the heavy scent of damp earth, the distant call of gulls swooping down from the cliffs nearby.
Your breath caught in your throat, and a familiar panic began to rise. You could almost feel your heart pounding, each beat growing louder in your ears. Logic screamed that this couldnât be happening. You were walking home after a long day, whenâthere! That light. The blinding flash that enveloped you and carried you here. You clenched your hands into fists, grounding yourself, and let the question form properly: Where am I?
Slowly, as you took in your surroundings, the faintest flicker of recognition sparked. That castle, those towersâit looked eerily familiar. The realization hit you hard, and your knees weakened. This was not just any castle, but one you had seen countless times in books, on screens. Westeros. You had somehow, impossibly, been transported to the world of the Targaryens, Velaryons, and the Seven Kingdoms.
"GodsâŠ" you whispered, though you werenât sure if you were calling to them or cursing them. How could this be possible?
Panic began to bubble up in your chest, but you bit it down. Now wasnât the time to lose your head. Whatever force had brought you here, it clearly didnât care about your confusion. You were stranded in a world you had no right to be in, with no clear path home. But you were nothing if not resourceful, and survival instinct kicked in fast. First things first: you needed a cover story.
You looked down at your clothingâyour jacket, jeans, and shoes entirely inappropriate for this world. Youâd stick out like a sore thumb if you didnât do something, and quickly. And then, as if fate wanted to test you immediately, you noticed a figure making their way toward youâa villager, maybe, wrapped in furs, their weathered face twisted in confusion at the sight of you.
Without hesitation, you pulled the hood of your jacket up, hiding as much of your appearance as possible, and let an idea form. You needed to be someone important, someone with a skill that would grant you entry into the castle ahead. You thought of the people in this worldâsuperstitious, often lacking in medical knowledge, and prone to reverence for those who claimed to possess sight beyond the ordinary.
A midwife. A seer.
That was the way in. You straightened up, quickly rehearsing a story in your head. You could remember enough of the history of this timeâenough about the impending conflicts and players involvedâto convince someone of your abilities. And if you could do that, you might just survive.
The villager had reached you by now, his eyes flicking over your strange attire, suspicion evident in his gaze.
"You⊠you lost, stranger?" His accent was thick, the words harsh against the wind. He looked you up and down, frowning deeper as he noticed your modern shoes.
Clearing your throat, you adopted the air of someone who belonged here, someone important. "Iâve come from far away," you began, your voice steady, "I am a midwife, and a gifted seer. Iâve been summonedâby fate itselfâto serve the realm."
His eyes narrowed. "A seer, eh? And who exactly called ye?"
You squared your shoulders. "Not who. What." You let the pause linger, allowing the weight of your words to sink in. "There are things at play in this world that go beyond your understanding. I see themâglimpses of whatâs to come. And Iâve come to ensure the safety of those in power, to warn them of the dangers that await if they do not heed my counsel."
The villager hesitated, doubt still clouding his expression, but he seemed unsure now, weighing your words. Superstition held great power in this world, and the idea of turning away someone who claimed to have foresight was a dangerous gamble. Finally, with a curt nod, he motioned to the road leading toward the castle. "Youâll want to speak to the men at the gates, then. They'll decide if yer needed."
You gave a small nod in return, keeping your expression controlled, though relief washed over you. You began to walk, your thoughts racing. You had taken the first step, but getting into the castle was just the beginning. Once there, you would need to convince people far more powerful and skeptical than a simple villager. Rhaenyra, Daemon, the Velaryons⊠the very people who would shape the future of Westeros.
As you approached the castleâs towering gates, the sheer size of the fortress became overwhelming. The walls stretched upward, casting long shadows over the ground. Your breath quickened as the guards came into viewâmen clad in armor, their hands resting on swords as they watched you approach. You took a deep breath, steeling yourself.
One of the guards stepped forward, his face stern beneath his helmet. "State your business," he demanded, his voice rough and authoritative.
"I am a midwife," you repeated, keeping your voice steady. "A seer. I have been sent here to serve the realm, to offer counsel to those in power." You met his gaze directly, hoping to convey confidence. "I see thingsâglimpses of whatâs to come. And I know that there are dangers on the horizon. I must speak with those who rule, for their own safety."
The guard raised an eyebrow, clearly skeptical. "A seer, eh? Youâll forgive me if I donât take your word at face value. We get all kinds at these gates."
You expected resistance, and you had your response ready. "I understand your doubt, but let me offer you thisâ" You leaned in slightly, lowering your voice. "There will be an attempt on the life of someone in power here soon. It will come from within, not without. If I am wrong, you may throw me to the wolves. But if I am right, you will have failed in your duty to protect this castle."
The guardâs expression faltered for just a moment, a flicker of uncertainty passing across his features. He glanced at his fellow guards, then back at you. Finally, with a curt nod, he stepped aside. "Iâll let the master-at-arms know. If youâre lucky, youâll get your audience."
You stepped through the gates, your pulse quickening. Inside, the castle was a maze of stone corridors, each more imposing than the last. Servants moved quickly through the halls, and you kept your head down, trying to appear as if you belonged.
Your mind raced with the enormity of what lay ahead. You needed to get close to the right peopleâpeople who would believe your story. And the first name that came to mind was Rhaenyra Targaryen. The heir to the Iron Throne, a woman of strength and ambition. If you could win her trust, youâd have a chance.