Didn't see anyone talking about this audio yet omg
does he ever get stressed?
audio: (Reasons I’m Stressed but still Optimistic by Mashed Spudson) https://youtu.be/lyaeXTnTtPo
I feel like I don’t see enough about how one of Merlin’s first interactions about magic was about how if he can’t use his magic he might as well die- like he was absolutely passively suicidal for most things, fulling willing to die with very little concern for his own safety.
Charles is old, older than he has any right to be, and she is not the first child he’s buried. She’s not even the first empty grave he’s mourned.