Goodbye - Blog Posts
Heh I relate a lot to this. A guy from my school told me about xtale so I check it out. I loved the series and even cried multiple times. I'm so sad that jael quit/take a long break but i respect her decision. (Yes I am that person who watched xtale before underverse and I do not recommend to do that since it spoils most of the first season.)
Goodbye @jakei95 ! thank you for everything, we will miss you !
GAAAAAHHH>:[[[[ i wanted to make an digital fanart about the bonus scene where Gojo was trapped in the phone box(froma fanfiction:liar,liar by tojiscrack) BUTTTT my ibis paint crashed and …now all my artworks are gone 😀 ..YAYYY!!!
guess im now forced to draw traditional because im too lazy customising all my brushes and other shits😔
Ah, eyes. Both my bane and my....broth? Help
BONUS: A friend’s sona in the same cube bc I need to figure out her eyes also :3c
Cyu in the next life, Technoblade.
Im going to enter hibernation until we hear from them again see ya in 20 years or so
No one talks about leaving,
Realizing one day, a day you woke up feeling as if it was going to be any other day, that you no longer love the person the same. The small things you once loved that they put so much effort to go unnoticed. How is it that you woke up and realized you were okay living without them when one day you feared losing them. I think it hurts too, having to tell the person you never planned on being without that things are just not the same and when they ask why, what is there to say? "I woke up on a seemingly normal Wednesday and I realized that you no longer made me feel those puke-worthy butterflies. That I knew I would be okay without you." How do you put that feeling into words? I don't think I will ever be able to give you the answer you deserve and for that I'm Sorry...
I don’t want to feel anymore.
Numb. Yes, that’s the word. I want to feel numb. I don’t want to be on this rollercoaster of emotions anymore. One minute I’m happy, the next I’m sad. One minute I trust you, the next I think you’re a liar.
Trust. It can’t go on without trust. And you’ve ruined that trust once before. I used to think you were the best person in the world. Now I’ve come to learn you’re the worst of them all.
And I refuse to trust you again. I won’t do that to myself. You’ve put me through enough.
Fin de semana indescriptible 🌧️
1. Cristina vino a mi casa a qué festejaramos mi fin de semestre, tomamos viña real, descubrimos la verdad e hicimos un par de llamadas.
2. Por la mañana llegué a su casa a desayunar.
3. Mirror selfie en su cuarto.
4. Antes de irnos a consti pasamos por unos tacos de barbacoa, desayuno de señoras jajaja
5. Foto cuando llegamos al parque de carretas mientras platicábamos que es lo que estábamos haciendo ahí.
6. Foto con R cuando nos sentamos los 3 en una banquita después de que se nos había caído el cielo encima, entre dramas, gritos y lágrimas, el adiós definitivo.
7. ay no :(<3
8. Más tarde ví a Cristian en Chapultepec de los Arcos, poco más de 10 años sin vernos pero nunca perdimos el contacto, wow.
9. Selfie con él, me cayó super biennn.✨
10. Después de Chapu fuimos a su casa, compramos jugo y unas papas, puso música, seguimos platicando mucho, todo super cool y me quedé en su casa, esa es la vista desde su casa por la mañana.
Definitivamente no sabría cómo describir este fin de semana, demasiados sucesos en poco tiempo, pero me sorprende que de verdad mi 9:11 siempre fue una señal. Gracias.
Goodbye
Sandor Clegane, I will see you in the stars
*ME at D&D*
Alright y’all, important announcement. I will no longer be updating on this blog. I’ll still be making content! But sadly my phone was hacked and had to be reset. So now all my stuff is gone, including all my stuff for this blog and AU. So I’ve decided to return to my old account start a new blog. Go check out "Coolestzed" that’s my other account, and I’ll start a new fnaf blog. But thanks to all who contributed and supported me with this! I appreciate you all greatly.
Deleting tumblr!
Im sure whoever's reading this is a wonderful person and is NOT the reason for my decision. This site and the things I see on it simply have an overall negative impact on my mental health and I want to cut that out before it gets any worse.
I might come back but honestly I hope I dont.
Take care!👋
Movement of life
I get really giddied up when I think about the people we meet in life. The way the universe/god places people in our path. The connections we share and when we are in sync with another being, this is so mind blowing. These people will leave a footprint in our heart, these important people can either stay in our life or they leave in the physical realm. But it doesn't matter that they leave because being able to live in the moment and accepting that circumstances may chance will leave you in a peaceful state of mind. They will always be there in your heart, because they helped form your heart. There’s no getting over that.
"Maybe nothing matters, but at least we tried." - gas leak (Juno Lev)
We all wanted Aziraphale and Crowley to end up like Beelzebub and Gabriel, having their happily ever after but they ended up being more like Maggie and Nina. Even after the most epic adventure, and 6000 years of pining, they still couldn’t be together.
A farewell does not always feel like one
It can wear a mask of a new beginning, a new chapter
“Let's stay friends”
I am fine with that
as long as I can keep your ghost next to me
as long as I can hear your voice
as long as I can keep your heart
as long as you can keep mine
Look at me
Look at me, with the eyes I used to see myself in
Look at me, don’t you feel anything?
Nothing at all?
No
A lie I tell you
to hide my feelings, my desires
to hide me from you
I am floating in the lake of love
I created with my missing tears