Gonna Go Cry Now - Blog Posts

i broke into ur brain just to call u out in this quiz (but in a soft way). how does it feel to be loved by u?

I have now cemented my place in history. Also the research that went into that fic was insane. Knowing that I made one of my favorite authors happy makes me happy.

I had to find your tumblr in order to tell you that im getting my fellow figure skater friend into hetalia by forcing her to read your fanfic, “penalty for roughing it,” and I have a feeling this is going to be the best decision I ever made

OMG OMG IM GONNA CRY THANK YOU SO MUCH.

I'm not a hockey player or figure skater so I'm sure I got a lot of details wrong so I apologise to your friend in advance if they catch anything off hehe

But I did try to get the details right anyway (as much as I could)

I hope your friend likes it!! :') Thank you so much again hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs!!!

…….I’m just gonna…. Go…. Scramble into bed and sob….

Have a nice day everyone…

⚠️🚨TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, SUICIDAL IDEATION,SH🚨⚠️

Me when I see someone who has sh scars because they actually cut themselves instead of harming themselves in a way that didn't scar like a coward: you have something I want

Me when I see people who have tried to kill themselves instead of crying and begging god to kill them like a coward: you have something I want

Me when I see people who can't brush their teeth,take a bath or even get out of bed because of depression instead of doing all of those while still dying inside because they "don't want people to worry" like fucking cowards: you have something I want

Me when I see people who are actually taken seriously when they say they have depression because they actually look like it instead of being called dramatic because they perfected the "I'm fine, don't worry abt it" face and people actually believe that now: YOU HAVE SOMETHING I WANT

I HAVE BEEN TWEAKING ALL WEEK ONLY FOR THEM TO BE DEAD?

so true bestie i love him sm he needs all the therapy Mount Olympus can provide (which i doubt is much)

my favorite dynamic is toa is probably just apollo and his emotional support gremlin, emotional support arrow, emotional support instrument, emotional support twin sister, emotional support little half brother, emotional su—

the man needed so much emotional support throughout the series and honestly good for him. go get that character development one cry at a time, you funky little music man

Cole is problematic now?? I just found this out like an hour ago and im distraught. C2BC was basically- ok, it was- my comfort show and was something special to me. To find out now that cole has been acting this way is... So disappointing. Im so worried if the show will be canceld now, or if he will step away from the osc completely. I know many people also feel that way and even though its silly, i do wish you guys the best. Having something be your favorite thing, than getting it broken by a nasty creator is not a great feeling. Especially if it was a large majority of content you consumed. Like me, i can get overly stuck on something and when i lose it i get more upset then i probably should be. As it was my comfort show, and im sure it was many of yours aswell. And dont that that im only worried about the show. Im also worried about what has happened with cole and people hes affected. I wish them the best too. I do think cole's approach to this was immature, and i bet he couldve handled this better. I could talk forever, but i'll leave it at that. Again, i seriously wish you guys the best. I really dont how to feel. I think its grief? I guess im kinda in a state of shock.

By the way, I DO NOT support cole's actions. For right now, ( and until i process all this ) i am sepearating the creator from the creation. I still love C2BC but not cole. Had to get that out of the way, i dont want people thinking "i forgive him bc its my comfort show1!!11!" No. The (many) things hes done cannot be brushed off. And from my perspective, forgiven.

You probably wont see this but if you do and If you read this whole thing, thank you, and love to you. <3

Whats with the osc and having problematic people now? I swear every other show as SOME form of controversy.

Im so done with this community man.

Crashing out byeeee

EDIT: Ok, Ok, i just read the scripts of episode 14-19. The scripts were posted by yeartine on twitter (X) and i know someone on tumblr even posted them. Im honestly not sure if i like the direction it went or not. Maybe we see them as animated episode but who knows considering.. Yknow. Im still quite torn on wether i still want to consume conetnt from C2BC because of Cole.

you know what would make the whole ‘ Zeke outing his parents as restorationists’ even sadder? what if Dina had gotten pregnant again to make up for Zeke’s failure as a warrior candidate?

OUCH, i wouldn't put it past her though it would make the plot much more complex if she survived like grisha (and of course, we wouldn't have got some scenes between her, as a titan and eren)