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Thank you. [3 Will Be Free] is my dearest project, too. We have more runaway thieves and guns this year, but it's going to be a romantic comedy. Wait to watch.

Jojo with FirstKhao and the infamous tattoo video, plus them wanting a romantic comedy and First buffing up for his next character (we think).

Anyway. 2024 Jojo and FK.

First and Khaotung share the money they make for individual appearances 😭 Saving up for that house, I guess 😭

I love them so much

I asked for messy not for pain.

Firstkhao is just wow I have no words. Damn stupid talented gorgeous people making me cry so much. I hate you.

A lot of people in the fandom were mad at Sand for not drawing the line right away and sorta slumbering through Boeing's entire slut agenda but folks

As someone who identifies so strongly with Sand as a character I was happy to see Ray step up and claim him so shamelessly, so confidently. Because saviors also need saving sometimes, and this was the reassurance Sand needed. This was Ray proving he was all in and not only for his own sake. Sure Sand should have established boundaries right away but damn it give him a break. It was meh morally but it was okay, it was understandable. He's got issues of his own, he is not there just to serve Ray's arc

Ray is like "Oh yeah my boyfriend is still in love with his ex" after watching Sand go into complete autopilot and giving the most dead fish kiss to Boeing

Like bro he kissed you right after that and it was like he was deprived of oxygen and you were his oxygen mask

I am not ready for anyone's opinions honestly, but I just have to say this: as someone who has an alcoholic sibling, there is only so much you can do to stop an addict.

I mean, the friend group is shitty. I don't see the love or loyalty one expects from a friend group. Frankly, I don't think any of them have ever taken Ray's addiction seriously, but we do not know if they ever tried to help.

At some point you become exhausted. At some point, you realize the person you care about will not quit if they don't want to.

And Ray does have agency. He did not have to bring drugs to the party. His dellusions explain his behavior but do not justify it.

I'm very angry with Ray this week I'm sorry. This show is hitting too close to home

Next week's preview makes next week worth living

Only I hate the fact that Sand is the one confessing. I hate it. He deserves to be confessed to. He deserves to be chased after. Ray needs to fucking repent because he's fucked up so many times and Sand needs to be less forgiving

I am so normal about Sand it's not like I relate to him or anything

Many people in the fandom are convinced that SandRay won't get a happy ending because it's 'not a bl' and it's 'realistic'. First of all, even I, the resident hopeless romantic, understand that realism is not the same as pessimism. Second of all, it's P'Jojo we're talking about. He loves giving people happy endings after a couple of tragic twists and time jumps. Just think about Bad Buddy or Never Let Me Go and their endings. I am a SandRay-is-endgame truther, because of the reasons listed above and because I will bawl my eyes out in the case they don't end up together.

That's why I'm so sensitive about Sand. I relate to him so much it hurts. He's a person who has learned that there's no point in expecting anything from people. He doesn't see himself as anyone special, as someone who can be "the one". He takes responsibility for his feelings and doesn't blame anyone for being hurt. But he feels so,so much. He cares more than he can take and more than others can appreciate. He's doomed to get hurt and I am too.

And that is absolutely tragic

You know what absolutely kills me about this? Sand doesn't even look surprised. He isn't teary or wide-eyed. It's a look of pure disappointment. The kind that says he knew this would happen from the start, and he's utterly powerless to stop it.

While seeing Sand breaking down in tears would have been devastating, there's something very achy about this reaction. It's hard to put into words.

Actually everything on tumblr is about Ray and Sand from only friends

I love characters that think they can't allow themselves to love or be loved

just to have someone stride into their life to turn that concept upside down

okay but this LOOK

the look after Ray asked Sand if he found him attractive

First I applaud you for mastering the "trying to remain calm and collected while being horny" face

the very first time.

THE ECLIPSE [2022] | EP. 11

Post of the Day (P.O.T.D) #2

Hello, guys! Ignore the disorganization of this blog and the posts. I won’t waste too much more time because we finally got the new episode of Heart Killers 😭🙏. Blessed day truly lol. Don’t worry, I’ll be going over episode 6 as well since I didn’t do that last time. No more time wasting and let’s dive in.

Ep. 6 Review - A nice set up episode in my opinion. Nothing too major (besides the ending) and nothing too small, a perfect way to progress the plot while also having more character moments that help us fall in love with the characters even more. This was essentially more of a FadelStyle focused episode as it showed more instances with them this time but also giving a great moment between Kant and Bison in that bowling alley. The real surprise of this show is how eventful that bowling alley is. The beginning with Fadel and Style was cute and loved their date at the rock club. How Style was giving his hand to Fadel and telling him to be himself, to not give a fuck what everyone else thinks, to just let go and have fun in being his real self and the persona he puts on. A great, touching between the two, their dynamic is incredible. The other brother having a moment as well, making plans with Kant to see the lights was a cute but also a heart sting for us as, well, we know that might not happen with how this is going. Especially with how the captain almost catches the brothers after Bison saves Babe. Another close call for Kant, but of course, it didn’t matter as Bison finally found out about Kant working with police. And as I expected, it was heartbreaking. Both the actors for the brothers did fantastic in their reactions, both encapsulating their personalities. Bison more bigger in his reaction but keeping it to himself and Fadel merely shedding a tear, hiding his real reaction in the presence of someone else. I continue to feel for Kant in this show and I will not be accepting anymore slander against my son, or any of them. After the small clinger of this episode, I was so excited to see how the next one would follow up, and boy did it follow up.

Ep. 7 Review - What a rollercoaster. And I mean it in the best way in regards to the storytelling. The level of deceit, lies, and pretending this episode from the birther this time, the tables totally flipped as now Fadel and Bison are the ones trying to fool the besties. But let’s be honest, there’s no need. They’re already head over heels for you both. Anyway, the truth also coming out to Fadel about Bison being the reason that Style asked him out. Poor Fadel just getting hurt in every episode it feels like. The acting from both of them in that scene was incredible and tense. Chefs kiss per usual. Then both of them focusing their efforts on killing the boys, Bison nearly killing Kant early at their BB shooter date (Sorry idk what it’s called lol) and Fadel thankfully reeling him in. Also, all the boys saving the bowling alley from the random asshole ex was great, Kant’s scream for Bison was done beautifully from First. Seriously, the way this episode kept escalating, keeping the tension even after Bison got shot is a skill I wish to master. The confession from Kant too, ugh. Why does this show like to break my heart? Then of course, we get to the part of both the brothers kidnapping their lovers to supposedly end them but they don’t cause of course not. They love them as much as the besties do. But I loved the way the show handled showing how both of the brothers handled their lovers and their betrayal. Style flirting with Fadel and him being cautious and aggressive towards him, Kant trying to be calm and rational in order to explain to Bison while Bison lets his emotions take the wheel. A perfect display of the characters personalities and their dynamics in action. God this show and its writing is *Mwah*. The preview for the next episode once again looking like it might break my heart or at least punch it a few times.

Anyway, that finally sums up my thoughts for the past episodes. I’m so sorry again for the disorganized posts and lack of them. Getting for school has been a hassle but I promise to be better guys. Hope you guys enjoyed and please feel free to leave your thoughts here as I always love seeing what you guys think.

Until next time. Bye!

This scene healed something in me

[insp.]

WARNING: PHOTO OF A REAL ANGEL AHEAD

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