the weekends are for an all-consuming yearning
Fall in the PNW
Somewhere in Kirkland WA
Creasey Mahan Nature Preserve, Oldham County KY
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"In the distance i see the town we met
clouds open, surrounding the town like a school of fish, sun beaming on the church we spent easter at 3 years ago in the mexican countryside.
you took me out back to help you pick flowers. i gave you so much more.
It's so far now.
the fog is about to put an end to my reminiscing."
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so soo many things to say, first, tumblr psychologist. i need help. why is it that when my family wants me to eat more even when i say no, it almost brings me to tears? next, 2 (TWO) family members so far have asked to see my bf, i told them i didnt have one, and BOTH went "oh... youre 20 though right?" Also the only thing i've done so far is read AO3 smut/fan fic on my kindle so i hope yall are proud. OH AND i am genuinely doing really well here :) i get up early, wash dishes, take care of myself, and read. its almost like im not mentally ill lol
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𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒋𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒗𝒊𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘, 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒂𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝑭𝒂𝒍𝒍
La Forêt 🍂
Timid petals,
Fell on my lips
Rusted metal,
Bound on my ribs
Knew you wouldn’t settle
For anything but bliss
Here’s to my purity and insanity
I was a prisoner of fall,
A prisoner of fall
~ ghosts of tulips past :: 💌