Entity Reblogs - Blog Posts
I kind of get you TBH. Is it a light entity thing to experience periodic bouts of ecstasy for no reason? Is it a neurodivergence thing? No idea!
Still scared of loud sounds, though
status update :D I’m developing.. symptoms.
Losing a sense of self, reality, and also traversing through delusions of both god-like nature and also sheer paranoia. Currently, chilling. Like previous times. Fireworks and cars don’t scare me. Seeing people and people seeing me is tainted with an odd feeling and seeing solitude as both a sweet escape but also more crowded than being around people - because at least there, I’m distracted enough for the mask to turn to reality, but then, whoop- dee-doop, I’m alone and it’s either “good god I fucking LOVE EXISTENING do you guys see this WHY CANT YOU SEE THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD!? I’m shedding tears in gratitude at this gift” or “haha what if I acted like a ghoul and was strange and pretended to stalk someone wait what the fuck I’m actually stalking them aaahh oh god this is too confusing what am I doing IS THAT A MAN IN THE SHADOWS????!!!” And to be fair it currently isn’t posing any problems but. Haha!
lurking beneath autumn’s glow 🎃✨
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