I thought I was the smallest out of all my friends so i was only gonna restrict calories for another week but it turns out one of thems taller than me but still only 46 kilos I'm going fucking crazy why can't that be me
It’s the fact that I’m losing control and eating so much I was looking at videos from late 2022 and I was so skinny and cute and saw my bones more now it’s like wtf but I’m tryna get back to her for college iykyk but yeah I just feel fat asf and nobody else is seeing that unless there saying I don’t so I get fatter and there the skinnier one