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3 years ago
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4 years ago

Ahh, it's peaceful here in thumblr. No drama, no issue, no hate. Just love, support, peace and quiet. Everyone gets to write what they want.


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7 months ago

Hello. I was previously known as “extrakuli” on this account. I want to tell the followers I still have left that I will not be writing genshin impact fanfiction anymore.

I updated my Rules sheet. I’m opening requests again and I will be trying to be active again.

@extrakuli is now the name of my side blog—where I post my art work. :)

edit: BTW…I will not be deleting any old fics for anyone who still enjoys them. my genshin impact masterlist will also stay up. But I will not be adding to it.


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3 years ago

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5 years ago
missmooncakes - Seeing Her Makes Me Go Doki Doki

Dead by Daylight is a game of horror. You must activate five generators in order to be able to escape and win. However, as you do so, you must avoid the killer who prowls on the land, who is looking to spill blood. They too, are trying to escape. However, their ticket out of the game is to hunt and kill to appease the entity who had dragged you into this game. You must do what you can to escape. It includes jumping over walls, looking through chests, and hiding in closets. Do everything you can to win. Don’t let yourself get caught.

The Introduction

GASP.

[Name] [Last Name] woke up to her heart pounding in her chest and the thumping in the back of her head. She noticed how she was laying on the ground. Around her were nearly demolished and chipped columns and pieces of walls scattered around her. At a distance, she could see a rundown barn and flickering light posts scattered all over the terrium.

She slowly sat up. No longer in her demon corps uniform, she was clad in a simple grey cardigan and black shorts.

“Where’s my—“ Her hand went to her side, just to meet with nothing,”Sword...”

She stood up,”I guess the best I can do is try and find a way out of here.”

“AH!”

The terrified cry of a male’s voice pierced through the air, causing [Name] to flinch,”What... What was that?” She immediately ran towards the scream. As she grew closer, she could hear a groans of pain of the man who screamed earlier. When she rounded the corner of a column, she gasped.

She saw a man perched up, a hook curved into his shoulder as he was hung up like some sort of decoration. [Name] stared, shock. When the man looked up, his expression was distasteful, yet terrified.

“You fucking bitch, come here and help me down before it comes back!”

For a second, that comment pissed her off. But, she decided to try and pull him down anyways. With a grunt, she managed to lift his lower body upwards to get the hook pulled away from his shoulder. When she set him down, he groaned in pain once more. He started running in a limped gallop. [Name] didn’t know what to do, besides follow him.

“You said something coming back? What’s coming back?” [Name] asked as she trailed behind the man. When the man stopped behind a large rock and crouched behind it. He shoved a first aid kit into her hands.

“Wrap me first.”

[Name] rolled her eyes, pulling out the white rolled banadages and wrapping in around his shoulder. When she finished, she opened her mouth to ask the same question until the man grabbed her arm and yanked her onto the floor,”Shut up.” He murmured.

All of a sudden, the pounding in [Name]’s heart happened again. She felt herself nearly go into a cardiac attack.

What was going on?

Peering over the rock, she saw someone.

No, something.

It looked like a man. He was wearing a valgar, horrid mask that looked old and muddy. Sharp rows of teeth protruded from where his mouth should be. Where his eyes should be were just empty voids. His skin was ash-black and he wore some sort of strange overalls.

There was another girl who was running away from it as it chased her. She was crying and begging for it to leave her alone, but it just kept getting closer. Blood was dripping from her side as she desperately tried to get away.

[Name] stood up to try and help. At least do something.

But the man grabbed her wrist and shook his head,”If you get caught, it’s over for you.”

[Name] glared at him, angered,”I saved your life, why don’t you help me save her, too? You fucking coward!”

The girl cried as the killer slammed her onto the ground. She whined in pain as it picked her up and sling her over it’s shoulder.

[Name] watched as the killer walked towards a hook that was perched on a wooden column. The killer threw the girl onto the hook, making sure she would be held up by the shoulder. Another screech left her lips.

All of a sudden, large branch-like claws wrapped around the girl. One large one went straight for her chest. [Name] watched the girl struggle. Eventually, the girl lost and the claw dug into her stomach.

[Name] felt her heart drop as she watched the poor girl get lifted into the air and disappear. The pounding in her heart stopped as the killer sauntered to a different direction.

“And the entity claims another victim...” the man next to her murmured.

“What... what was that?”

“The entity. The killer around here tries to get us into those hooks. If you’re on there long enough, the entity will try to kill us. You can’t struggle against it for long. Once you give out, you’re dead.” He lifted his hand to point at a large exit that was at a far distance,”You see that, kid? We have to activate a few generators to open it. But, it will take us a little time to actually open the goddamn door.”

“We can’t just fight back?” [Name] asked, eyeing the premises around them. Where did the killer go?

“Fighting back is just wanting to die, you fucking—“

[Name] felt her heard pound once more.

All of a sudden, her vision went into a rush. She saw the killer appear aside of them. Quick to react, she dove passed the killer and made a run for it. When she ran, she heard the screams of the man once more.

She just had to keep running to escape alive.

Or she’ll die trying.

Introduction End

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“Welcome to the game Dead By Daylight, my cute little reader.”

“You will have a chance to be stuck in a game with your loved demon slayer.”

“You will have a choice that will either save your life or get you killed. Your choices will also affect the people who are with you.”

“Good luck and don’t die.”

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Choose your character

• Giyuu Tomioka

• Rengoku Kyojuro

• Uzui Tengen

• Sanemi Shinazugawa

• Shinobu Kocho

• Mitsuri Kanroji

• Obanai Iguro

• Muichirou Tokito

• Sabito E̷r̴r̸o̷r̷ ̶y̶o̸u̷ ̵c̷a̸n̴n̸o̶t̴ ̵s̵e̵l̵e̶c̵t̶ ̶t̴h̵i̴s̷ ̴c̴h̵a̴r̵a̴c̶t̷e̴r̶

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5 years ago

[Kimetsu No Yaiba]

[Sanemi x Reader]

[One-Shot]

[Warning: Swears and Nudity]

Tik Tok Trend

Sanemi had been working a lot recently. As the CEO of the company he worked at, he would always be out and about with meetings or doing paperwork at his work place. [Name] was getting so lonely since he was always at work. She understood and didn’t get in his way, however, it was becoming a daily routine that she couldn’t stand. Sanemi would wake up extremely early in the morning to shower, then to leave for work. He wouldn’t get home until she fell asleep.

However, for [Name], today was different. Sanemi was given a short vacation, meaning he would stay home for a few days. Much to her delight, he would only have at home meetings in the first couple days and he would be good to go for the rest of his break.

It was third day of his suppose break and he was still locked up in his office, doing paperwork. [Name] frowned as she stared at the closed door from where she was sitting.

Sanemi promised her that after he finished his work, he would sit and watch a movie with her. He’s been an hour late so far to their little movie date; in their own home. She could hear Sanemi arguing with one of his business partners in there.

Or maybe a few.

She could hear the words ‘flamboyant’ and Shinobu’s passive aggressiveness towards Giyuu. It sounded like he was in a conference meeting with his fellow pillars.

“Burn in hell, Giyuu!”

The sudden outburst was nothing new. Every time he had to do those sorts of calls, he would be swearing someone out. Unless his main boss was in the call, he would be more quiet.

Most of the time.

She couldn’t help but softly groan. She leaned against the headrest of her couch, pulling out her phone to scroll through social media.

Something caught her interest.

It was a video of a woman recording herself.

“Okay guys, I’m going to walk in as my boyfriend is playing video games~”

[Name] spotted a towel being thrown on the floor and watched as the woman walked in her boyfriend playing his games. [Name] giggled as the man had to do a double take until his jaw dropped.

She pressed her hand to her lips and thought for a moment.

I wonder how Sanemi would react if I did this...

Fuck it.

She tossed her phone on the couch and made her way into their bedroom. After stripping to nothing, she strutted her way towards Sanemi’s office with her bra in hand.

She quietly opened the door, a dumb smile residing on her face. When she walked in, Sanemi was in the corner of the room, his eyes trained on the screen in front of him.

It nearly offended her how he didn’t look up immediately since she was right in front of him.

(She was out of view of his webcam)

She walked towards him and bent over to rest her arm on the desk. For a moment, Sanemi had reached forward, grabbing her hand. Not once, had he still looked away from the laptop as he rubbed his thumb against the back of her hand.

He mumbled under his breath, which seems that he was reading something; a document. She stared at his face a moment. He looked so concentrated, yet annoyed. He clicked his tongue. With his other hand on the mouse, he clicked away from the document to reveal the online meeting he was in.

[Name] looked to see that it was all of the pillars, excluding Kagaya Ubuyashiki. She glanced at Sanemi.

“The proposition’s alright. I think it would be better and easier if we invested our stocks with the organizations in Kyoto instead.” Sanemi said as he rested his cheek against his hand, while still holding [Name]’s.

“If only that was easier...” She heard Giyuu’s voice trailed off.

Sanemi stiffened and slammed his fist onto his desk,”What was that, shitass?”

“Nothing.” Giyuu replied.

[Name] couldn’t help but giggle.

“Eh? Was that [Name]? Tell her she’s so pretty and I miss her!” Mitsuri cooed. [Name] peered onto the screen, seeing the Sakura-haired woman wave her hands to the screen.

She waved her hand and poked her head into the view of Sanemi’s view cam.

“[Name]! Looking flamboyant as ever! You should visit me and my wives sometime! Suma was always such a big fan of all the desserts you made!” [Name] skimped the faces to see Uzui in the middle of the screen.

She smiled,”I love too! Maybe you guys can come over for dinner!”

“The hell they will.” Sanemi murmured.

[Name] whacked him.

His only response back was an eye roll.

For a moment, [Name] forgot that she was naked in his office. It was a bigger surprise that Sanemi didn’t notice yet, since he was so engrossed in his work.

Time to wrap this conference up.

“I’ll leave you guys to finish up the meeting.” [Name] said, as she stood up. She heard a few murmurs of byes and looked at Sanemi. Sanemi was glancing at other paperwork that was on his desk.

Is this man serious?

[Name] felt a bit ticked off. Then, she remembered the bra that she held in her hand. With a faint hum, she held it above his head and dropped it onto his lap.

That snapped Sanemi from his focused trance to look at it. He looked confused why her bra was thrown at him.

“[Name], what are you—....”

When he looked up, he froze. He had to do a double take.

Then stared, his jaw dropped,”Holy shit...”

[Name] wanted to burst into laughter because of how he reacted. It was rare to see him caught off guard so quick.

“Sanemi? Is there something wrong?” Rengoku’s voice rang from the audio. Sanemi snapped out and glanced down at his computer.

“I have to go now. I have urgent business.” He ended the call and closed his laptop.

He slammed his hands onto his desk and shot up.

“[Name], what kind of shit did you just pull...”

She made her way out of his office,”Why don’t you come here and find out.”

Sanemi loosened his tie as he followed her,”I think I rather teach you a lesson for walking in my meeting like that.”


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5 years ago

Hot Spring.

[Kimetsu no Yaiba/Demon Slayer]

[Hashiras x Reader]

Author’s note:

No younger demon slayers will be on scene when nudity is exposed.

Warning:

- a bit of nudity, swearing, family love ONLY, NO incest

[Name] had no sense of reality. It was more in a way where she really couldn’t read any sort of situation and did what she wanted. Literally. Not only was she known as the Fog Hashira, she was known for being so blunt in a way that it would always catch everyone off guard. Even the Stone Hashira, Gyomei, would blink at the random stuff she had done. She was sort of like Muichiro in a way. However, she was a lot more interactive and cheerful compared to the Hashira who always had his head in the clouds.

It was one of the beginning of the summer when the all of the Hashiras has gathered at [Name]’s estate. Servants of the [Name]’s estates were scattered, out and about, doing chores and cleaning around the estate. They were all very nervous and gossiped how all the Hashiras were gathered in [Name]’s home.

“Is [Name] in some sort of love cloud?”

“Maybe they’re hosting some sort of special meeting! This never happens!”

The servants giggled amongst each other.

One of the doors slid open with a loud bam as a certain Wind Pillar poked his head out. Sanemi snarled.

“You annoying shits! Scram!”

The servants got scared and ran off, deeper into the estate to do more cleaning.

Sanemi watched as they disappeared around the corners of the halls and heavily sighed before shutting the door. He turned to look at [Name], a look of annoyance residing in his face. “Why did you invite everyone to come over? I thought it would be just me and Genya tonight.”

[Name] noticed how Sanemi sounded a bit bitter when saying youngest Shinazugawa’s last name. She shrugged her shoulders.

“Felt like it. Plus, I wanted everyone to try the new hot spring that was just built in!” As she skipped off down the hall, she could hear a soft slap as she knew that Sanemi had just face-palmed in annoyance.

She was close to Sanemi and Genya. She didn’t mind if they crashed at her place occasionally.

She lead Sanemi into one of the rooms where all the other Hashiras resided in. When she slid the bamboo screened door open, the chattering within the room ceased. All the Hashiras were sitting or standing in smaller groups, talking amongst eachother.

In the air, steam obscured a bit of her vision but it was nothing unusual to her. Sanemi felt congested because of all the sudden hot hair for a moment. As [Name] walked in, she noticed familiar younger slayers huddled in one corner.

Her eyes sparkled and squealed as she ran to the corner, immediately driving herself into three boys for a tight hug. “I’m so excited to meet you! I couldn’t be there when Giyuu and Shinobu brought you in but now you’re here!” She scooped all three boys up into her arms.

The boy in the checkered haori kimono started to choke and flail.

“Ack— Miss! I can’t breathe!-“

The boy with the obnoxiously blonde hair immediately went flustered and just about passed out in her arms. The other wearing the strange beast mask started to immediately try and wiggle out of her arms.

“Crazy bitch! I’ll rip off your ass and feed it to the birds, let me go!”

[Name] didn’t say anything as she gave another squeeze, nearly suffocating the poor children.

“[Name], [Name]!” The Fog Hashira turned to see her dear friend, Mitsuri walking up to them,”It looks so cute how you’re hugging them but I think you’re choking them out!”

[Name] looked down at the flustered boys. Then, dropped them.

“Hehe, oops.”

The door opened and another slayer walked in.

With a gruff voice, he looked up and muttered an apology that he was late. However, he couldn’t even finish his statement when [Name] rushed to him and scooped him up in the air.

“Hi, Genya!”

Genya’s face immediately turned dark red,”H-Hey! Put me down!”

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[Name] led all the demon slayers to another room. It was next to the hotspring. However, to get to the hotspring, there were two doors on either side of the room. One for women and the other for men.

Tanjirou, the scarred boy introduced himself and his sister who was with Shinobu earlier, walked in with an awed look on his face. He looked a bit flustered, however, that was just from the warm heat circulating in the room.

However, something clicked in his head,”Miss [Name]? Isn’t it a little strange for men and women to bathe together?”

[Name] smiled at him,”Don’t worry about it. There’s a large wall that separates us so you don’t need to worry.”

She could have sworn she heard one of his friend click his tongue.

Kyōjurō came up to Tanjirou, placing his hands on the younger demon slayer’s shoulders. “My boy, even if a man here dare to peep at woman, we should definitely slice their eyes out-“ Just for a second, his eyes flickered down towards the Fog Hashira and fell silent.

“Hah? Rengoku, what’s gotten into you?” Uzui came up to his flame-headed friend and peered over his shoulder just to see [Name]’s haori on the floor and the woman unbuttoning her own uniform. His jaw dropped. “O-oi!”

Someone pushed passed them and barreled themselves into [Name]. [Name] yelped as she felt something wrapped around her body and she was picked up. Sanemi had wrapped his white haori around her and proceeded to pick her up and throw her into the woman’s room.

“For fuck’s sake woman, stop doing that when there are other men around!”

“I think I will be praying instead.” Gyomei insisted. Thus, he had headed to a different area.

•••••••••

“You are such a cutie!” [Name] cooed as she rubbed Nezuko’s head. Nezuko sat upon a rock, only to occasionally dip her feet in from time to time and still wore her kimono. It was just her and [Name] when they first entered their side of the hot spring.

Nezuko expected [Name] to be more silent, or at least glaring at her. However, the Fog Hashira was a lot more welcoming and kind. It reminded Nezuko how she would treat her little siblings.

[Name] knelt in front of Nezuko with a small smile on her lips,”Between you and me,” She leaned in a bit closer and in a small whisper she murmured,”My little brother is like you!”

Nezuko stared in awe and her only response was a muffled sound and a nod.

They turned their heads towards the door when it slid open. [Name] looked back at Nezuko and winked at her, before going to sit in the deeper area of the hot spring.

“This is perfect!” [Name] sighed contently as she sunk deep into the hot waters of the spring. Shinobu came next to [Name] and sat in the water beside her.

“This is a really nice bath you have here and to share with us, [Name].”

Mitsuri jumped into the waters, wadding her way towards the other two women.

“This is so cute! Imagine just being here and loving with some big handsome man!” The Love Hashira cooed and situated herself near them,”[Name], [Name]! This would be so romantic if it was just you and Sanemi!”

[Name] arched an eyebrow and snorted in disgust,”Sanemi? No way.”

The others got taken aback,”We could have sworn you two had something going on since you’re so close.”

[Name] paused for a moment and looked at them,”That’d be freaky, though.”

Shinobu and Mitsuri looked at each other.

•••••••••

The other side of the wall separating the hot spring was a bit more of a ruckus. Tanjirou had to sit aside because the water was a bit too much for him. Inosuke decided to sit in the waters and prove that he would be able to be in there longer than any other Hashira. Zenitsu was being next to Tanjirou. He was oddly being silent, however, Tanijrou was more in his own thoughts.

He was worried about Nezuko being alone on the other side. He hoped that she was okay.

Tanjirou took a moment to look what was around him. Muichiro was well-content sitting aside near the spring just to bask in the hot steam. Rengoku and Uzui were on the other side chatting loudly. He didn’t even remember Obanai walking in when he spotted the Snake Hashira seat himself near a tree. Then, he glanced at Sanemi. He noticed how he was submerged in the water, but wasn’t looking relaxed at all. He noticed how observant Sanemi was being. He was eyeing the wall thet split up the men and women, then started to eye the other men.

There was a point where he just glared at Giyuu for a long time. Giyuu didn’t even noticed as he sat quietly near the the Flame Hashira.

Sanemi and Tanijirou made eye-contact for a brief moment. When Tanjirou smiled, all he got in return was a sneer. Genya walked in squat himself next to Tanjirou.

“Tanjirou, you good? You look like you’re about to pass out.”

“Eh?” Before he knew it, Tanjirou had fallen over and nearly passed out because of the heat. Inosuke and Zenitsu dragged went with him. Muichiro heard the ruckus and decided to follow.

Now, it was just the five older male Hashiras in the spring.

“Sanemi, don’t you have a thing going on with [Name]?” Uzui asked as he walked over to the Wind Hashira.

“No.” Sanemi was slowly getting more annoyed.

“Come on. It’s so obvious.” Rengoku piped in, sliding next to Sanemi and throwing an arm over the Wind Pillar’s shoulders.

“Get the fuck off—“

Obanai had made a choking sound when he had looked up and was very startled. Giyuu had snapped his head to look the other direction. His expression was still monotone, however, the look of embarrassment were hinted in his eyes.

“Sanemi!”

Sanemi and the other two paused. They looked up to see [Name]’s head poking from the top of the wall that was suppose to separate them too.

“What should we for dinner?”

From the other side of the wall, Mitsuri was panicking and Shinobu was laughing.

“[Name], get down, you’re going to get hurt!”

“You’re so bold, [Name]!”

Sanemi’s jaw dropped. For once, the hard-ass shell of his persona cracked and he felt his entire face go red.

Thank the gods that the steam emitting from the hot spring had covered some of her ‘things.’

[Name] just seemed to look unbothered as she continued talking,”Nezuko left to see if Tanjirou was okay. I think the kids are going to be hungry soon. Should we make ohagi or something?”

Silence.

Snapping out of shock, Sanemi immediately dunked Rengoku’s head and poked Uzui in the eyes.

Thus, more chaos had begun.

Obanai had already walked out of the hot spring. His face was covered with his typical bandages, so it was hard to see it looked like. Giyuu was still facing the other direction.

However, Sanemi still attacked him.

“Hey, Sanemi, you’re going to kill him!”

“[NAME], STOP CLIMBING OVER HERE AND STAY THERE.”

“[Name]! Your body is very flamboyant!” Uzui stared in awe.

It wouldn’t be so bad if he could get another wife. Suddenly, he felt two fingers poke into his eyes,”My eyes!”

“Give me your eyes, you piece of shit!” Sanemi yelled, as he was the one that did it.

“This is my house, Sanemi!”

“THEN PUT ON SOME CLOTHES. ANY FUCK WHO LOOKS AT MY SISTER, I WILL POKE OUT YOUR EYES.”

The hassle and the wrestling among the men stopped.

“Hah?—“ Uzui, who was holding Rengoku in the air, dropped the poor man back into the water. He waded his way towards the Shinazugawa.

Rengoku clawed to sit up, sputtering water. He immediately brushed his wet bangs from his face and slicked it on top of his head. A faint groan slipped passed his lips as he felt the sudden gush of water up his nose. He pinched the bridge of his nose and closed his eyes tight for a moment.

“This entire time [Name] was your sister? Like hell that’s flamboyant! No one knew this entire time!” Uzui reached forward to grab Sanemi’s shoulders and shook him.

This just pissed Sanemi even more. A vein of his forehead bulged. With another yell, he shoved the Sound Hashira off of him,”None of you fuckers need to know about my personal life!”

Giyuu took a moment to stare at Sanemi’s face, then [Name]’s face. Obanai had done the same.

“I don’t see it.” Giyuu murmured, casting a brief glance at Obanai.

“Me neither. It’s like saying a gorilla and a hummingbird were related.” Obanai added.

“I’m going to murder each and every single one of you!”


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5 years ago

Seasick.

[Kimetsu no Yaiba]

[One-shot]

[warning: crack]

[Demon slayers/Hashiras x Reader]

On order of Ubayashiki, all of the Hashiras, besides some, were required to travel to a specific destination; fastest way was through the ocean. However, they were accompanied by kakashi and a few younger demon slayers, including a demonic sister.

Their transpiration was a large wooden ship; filled with more than necessary essentials for the journey.

“Uwah!” Tanjirou stared, excitedly as the waves would thrash violently amongst one another,”I’ve never gotten the chance to see the ocean before! It’s so pretty!” Tanjirou was more use to just seeing mountains and trees so it was a delight to finally see what he thought would only be in the books.

He glanced over to see Zenitsu prodding at the box that strapped snug against his back and saw Inosuke bending over the ledge of the ship, yelling.

“I am the God of the Forest! I will conquer you, God of the Waters!” He was attempting to chop at the waves.

Tanjirou frowned,”God of the Forest, huh..” His attention was pulled from the screeching boar from a tug on his green kimono. The mist pillar stood next to him with a lazed expression.

“Where is [Name]?” Muichiro asked,”She told me that if I helped load supplies to the ship, she would play with my hair. I can’t find her anywhere.”

“Ah, [Name]—“ Tanjirou took a quick scan of the boat. Most of the Hashiras were either wondering around or in their designated cabins,” Maybe she’s in her room?”

Muichiro shook his head,”Her room was empty.”

Tanjirou rubbed the back of his head,”I can help you go look for her.” He set his crate down near Zenitsu,”Zenitsu, watch Nezuko for me.”

“I would love too, Tanjirou! I’ll protect this crate with my life!—“

Muichiro and Tanjirou already began to explore the deck. They’ve knocked on other Hashiras’ rooms, asking if they have seen the Moon Hashira.

They’ve first attempted to ask Genya. He was at the front of the ship, lounging and basking in the sunlight.

“Ha? I don’t know where she went. Last time I saw her she was talking to my brother. I think they might be in the sparing room. I’ll let you know if I find her though.”

Muichiro and Tanjirou arrived to the sparring room which was at the back of the ship.

“Coming in,” Tanjirou announced as he slid the door aside, only to see a wooden staff fly forwards him,”ACK—“ he yelled in pain as the mist pillar grabbed his hair and yanked him towards the floor. The wooden staff embedded the wall behind them.

Muichiro stood up to stare at the pole,”Master will get mad about that...”

“Sorry.” Giyuu apologized, unfazed. He looked over to his sparing partner,”Sanemi got too heated up and tried to impale me with a stick.”

“WHY YOU!—“ Before Sanemi could attempt to turn Giyuu inside out, Tanjirou slid between the two and asked,

“Have you seen [Name]? We’re trying to look for her.”

“[Last Name]? Last time I saw her, she was in the kitchen. It’s her turn to cook tonight. She’s probably preparing something right now. NOW SCRAM.” Sanemi hissed before shoving the two younger demon slayers out and shutting the door,”Okay, you piece of shit. I’m going to use this stick to beat you so hard that your ass goes up your—“

Tanjirou quickly went downstairs with Muichiro to head towards the kitchen. He placed hand on Muichiro’s shoulder,

“Don’t worry, we’ll find [Name].”

Muichiro was in a moment of a daze as he stared down the hallway with a dozed off expression,”I wonder if [Name] can make me some of those cookies I like.”

When they entered the kitchen, the only residing Hashiras were Mitsuri and Kyoujurou. Mitsuri was digging through a few crates to possibly look for any sweets as the Kyoujurou stuffed his face with rice, loudly exclaiming how tasty it was. He noticed them when they walked them.

“Tanjirou, my boy! Do you want a snack? It’s really tasty!” The Flame Hashira exclaimed, setting down his plate to look at the Kamado.

Tanjirou shook his head,”No, we were wondering where [Name] is.”

“[Name]?” Mitsuri’s voice was muffled as a big bun was shoved into her mouth. She headed towards them before swallowing the entire thing,”She was here earlier but she said she had to see Shinobu real quick. But she’s been gone for a long while.”

“Should we go look for her, then?” Kyojurou asked as he stood up. Mitsuri nodded,”We can check with Shinobu! She’s probably in her room right now. Why don’t you two asked Obanai?”

Tanijrou frowned a bit, recalling that Obanai wasn’t a big fan of him nor the moon pillar,”I suppose we can... but I rather check on Shinobu myself.”

“Let’s all go together!” Kyojurou said before dragging them all back up the stairs to all the rooms.

••••••••••••

“[Name] isn’t here!” Shinobu exclaimed. Everyone sulked.

They literally searched the entire ship. Along the way, they dragged Inosuke and Zenitsu along but still no sign of the [hair color] haired Hashira.

They didn’t dare bother Obanai since he was asleep in his cabin nor Uzui since he was taking a very long ‘flamboyant’ bath.

“Where is she?”

•••••••••••••

At this point, everyone was looking for [Name], aside from the sound Hashira who was still doing his own thing. Obanai was woken up so... enthusiastically by the Flame Pillar. Kyojurou had to get his cheek bandages due to the snake biting him in the face when he kicked the door down.

“[Name]!”

“[Last Name]!”

“Wait, what if she’s in the water?” Zenitsu suggested.

All of a sudden, there was dead silence.

It was so quiet, one could hear a needle drop if it wasn’t for the loud, violent crashing of the waves.

Then, havoc broke out.

Nearly all of the Hashiras had scrambled to all edges of the boat in desperate attempt to find [Name].

Tanjirou nearly went into panic as he watched all of them draw out their swords. Everyone was now yelling or aggressively scanning the waters as desperate attempts to spot the Moon Hashira.

“I can evaporate the entire ocean! Maybe we can find her quicker!” Kyoujirou quickly stood on the ledge of the ship, hand at side, ready to whip out his sword.

“No, that’s not realistic!” Zenitsu yelled, trying to pull the man down before he could fall off the ship.

In the background, Genya was trying to drag his brother away from the edge; he was elbowed in the face and now on the ground, holding his face in pain.

Shinobu and Mitsuri were on the other side of the ship, leaning over the edges, calling out [Name]’s name. Obanai had left to find Uzui to get him to help find the loved Hashira.

Tanjirou was too occupied with Inosuke who had straight up dove into the water. The poor Kamado was throwing a rope into the water to try and fish his friend out. He was only pulled in to the waters, too which lead Muichiro into panic to jump in as well.

The door which lead to the main deck had slammed open. “What the hell is going on?” Uzui was not in a good mood. Obanai trailed behind him.

Tanjirou heaved in exhaustion as he managed to pull both Inosuke and Muichiro out of the waters,”Uzui! We— We are trying to find [Name]!”

Uzui’s angered expression slowly melted into a ‘done’ expression,”You.. You are all idiots.”

“HAH- What did you say?” Sanemi hissed, marching towards the taller man, leaving Genya to be dragged across the floor. Kyojurou walked over to them,”Uzui! Do you know where [Name] is? We believe she’s in the water since we looked all over the boat.”

The sound pillar pinched the bridge of his nose and heaved a sigh. “Have you ever bothered to look up?”

They took a moment to glance up.

“Can [Name] fly or something—“ Zenitsu was knocked out by Uzui punching him in the stomach.

“No, you fucking idiot!” Uzui was ready to throw everyone off the boat. He walked over to the large wooden pole that had the large, white sails strapped to them. About half way up the pole was the crow’s nest. It was hardly noticeable. He climbed the ladder that was attached to the pole to get into the crow’s nest.

When he poked his head into the entrance, the first thing he noticed was a light blue haori decorated of blue petals placed over the head of the missed demon slayer.

It was [Name]. She was curled and pressed against the side of the wall on the floor.

“Oi, [Name]!” Uzui said as he gently pulled her haori off of her head. He recoiled back in surprise to see how sick she looked. Her face was green and definitely looked dizzy.

The sound pillar felt worried. He climbed further to sit on the surface next to her,”Oi, [Name], you alright?”

Her only response was a soft groan. He couldn’t help but just stare in awe. She looked cute when she was sleeping.

He gently brushed his hand against her face, brushing the sweated strands of hair away from her forehead,”Well, it’s not at all flamboyant for you to be up here and not looked at.” He stood up, slipping his arms under her legs and head. He lifted her up and looked down at the other demon slayers who waited below him.

Most of their jaws were dropped.

How did no one check that area?

As Uzui was ready to carefully make his way down the mast of the ship, a large wave slammed into the side of the boat, jolting him.

“Oh shit—“

He tripped and fell against the side of the crow’s nest, fumbling the Moon Hashira, then she fell from his grip. [Name]’s eyes snapped open as she squealed. When she braved herself for impact, she felt herself fall into another pair of arms along with a soft grunt.

Everything around her spun. She absolutely hated the ocean. She knew the moment she stepped onto this boat, she was in for a hell ride. Thus, she had camped in the crow nest of the mast for nearly the entire day. When she opened her eyes, she met eye contact with darken blue eyes.

Giyuu had caught her.

[Name] felt herself grow warm just from the close contact,”Thank you, Gi—“ Her hand flew towards her mouth. She quickly squirmed out of Giyuu’s grasp much to his dismay. She threw half her body over the edge, gagging.

However, she didn’t throw up since she didn’t eat all day. She couldn’t bring herself to go to the kitchen. She was way too sick too. She felt a couple of hands rub her back in some sort of comfort. From the corner of her eye, she could see Kyojurou next to her and Shinobu on the other side.

“We should take you to my room, [Name]. It’s where you won’t feel the ship move as much.” Shinobu suggested,”And I can probably make you some tea to help calm down the nausea.”

“I think we should take her to my room instead, it has a large window and the fresh air is nice.” Muichiro said as he came up behind her.

“My bed is the softest! She needs to comfortable, so she should recover in my room!” Kyojurou declared.

All the hashira began to argue where [Name] should sleep. Tanjirou watched from the sides, befuddled why the Moon Hashira couldn’t just sleep in her own room.

“She doesn’t need the sun, it gives her a headache, my room would be better.” Obanai argued,”And I have Kaburamaru to watch over her too.”

“I have a softest chest she can cuddle into!” Mitsuri declared. All the Hashira went silent for a moment and stared at her.

“[Name] should just sleep in my room! She doesn’t need to deal with you dumb asses!” Sanemi yelled.

“Why would she be in a room so shitty and not flamboyant-“ Sanemi proceeded to punch Uzui in the face. It was now an all out brawl between the two.

Well, until one of them had slammed into [Name].

She gasped was sent over the ledge and into the raging waters with a loud splash. Now was a time time for everyone to freak out.

Giyuu immediately went over the ledge after her. The last thing she saw was Giyuu’s outstretched hand trying to grab her before she submerged into the sea.

Giyuu landed into the area near where she fell, however, he didn’t see her head go back up. He felt the anxiety as he desperately called out her name. He heard someone plummet into the waters next to him. Sanemi gasped as he lifted his head back above the waters,”Damnit, where did she go?! [Name]!”

The Wind Hashira felt another body slam onto the top of his head,”S-sorry, aniki!” Genya apologized as he literally landed on top of his brother.

“Genya, you little shit—!”

As Sanemi proceeded to try and attempt to drown his brother, Giyuu continued to try and look for [Name]. It didn’t take long to notice strands of [Hair]-colored floating up at the surface just a few feet away from him.

He paddles towards the direction and manage to pull [Name]’s upper body up and out of the surface.

[Name] gasped and sputtered. She grasped onto Giyuu’s mismatched haori. She felt his arms wound around her and pull her upwards so she would rest a bit against his chest. She felt Giyuu gently brush the wet strands of hair from her face. [Name]’s posture stiffened as she felt herself go flustered. Before Giyuu could hear anything, more yelling was heard from above.

Giyuu and [Name] looked up.

Rengoku had launched himself from the ledge and into the air; Tanjirou was latched onto his leg, screaming as Rengoku boasted about joining the fun.

“FIGHT ME, GODS OF THE OCEAN.” Inosuke screeched, being the next demon slayer to throw himself overboard.

“You stupid boar! Come here!” Zenitsu tried to grab the beast before falling himself.

“Iguro, Iguro! Let’s join too! This looks like a fun swim!” Kanjiro grabbed the Snake Hashira’s arm and jumped into the ocean, holding the poor man like a rag doll.

Everyone was basically yelling in the waters.

“This is quite a show.” Shinobu laughed as she walked up next to Uzui as he was shaking his head. Then, the commotion stopped.

It was silent.

“Did everyone just die?” Uzui silently muttered as he peered over the ledge. The scene below made him choke.

[Name]’s back was pressed against Rengoku and still squished against Giyuu, rendering her movements. Obanai was nearly on top of Giyuu, his weight slamming Giyuu downwards.

Giyuu’s face would have been in the water, however, it was pressed against [Name]’s farce.

An accidental kiss.

The two hashira fell silent, wide eyed and staring at one another.

Everyone was staring. The atmosphere went cold.

Slowly, Giyuu pulled away from the moon hashira. He stared at her, the look of shock still residing on his face.

“[Name], I—“

.

.

.

“YOU SLY PIECE OF SHIT!” Sanemi yelled as he slammed his elbow on top of Giyuu’s head, shoving Obanai into the water during the process.

“Sanemi, Sanemi! You’re going to drown him!” Tanjirou panicked only to get punched in the face as well.

“If we have to see who is the best in these waters, I will show you!” Kyoujirou shouted as he managed to throw himself over all three men.

[Name] felt Genya gently take her into his arms since he was smart enough to not get involved with the whole fiasco.

[Name] could see Inosuke punching at the waters, hitting Zenitsu in the process.

“Does this mean I won’t get my hair brushed?” Muichirou muttered as he stared at the bundle of demon slayers having an all out brawl in the ocean.


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5 years ago

[ Unravel : Part II ] Rengoku x Reader

[Rengoku x Reader]

Poor girl.

[Name] opened her eyes. She found herself standing in the middle of an endless lake. A mere few trees circled around her as they were sprouted from the surface of the water. Its roots were circled around her bare feet and the cherry blossoms were outstretched and cast over her head as if they all looked down on her.

Her gaze moved to a woman who stood not too far in front of her. She had a sharp, yet gentle expression; almost like a serious, loving mother. She wore a simple green kimono and her black hair was tied into a low ponytail. Her aura felt so familiar but she couldn’t put her finger on it. However, what really bothered [Name] was that she looked very sad.

As if the woman looked at her in pity.

Who was she?

[name] stepped back instinctively as the woman neared her.

She...

She was crying.

A soft sob bubbled from the mysterious woman’s lips,”Kyojurou has already suffered too much. I wish I could do something to stop it.”

This is his late mom.

[Name] thought, shocked.

[Name] flinched as the woman reached up and touched her face,”You’ve suffered too much. Now you have to suffer more...

When you wake up,

Please remember him.”

She disappeared as the entire sky just turned red. The trees and the flowers had began to rot and multiple hands reached up from the now blackened surface and wrapped themselves around her body. [Name] saw as the hands latched themselves tightly onto her with its mouths. She felt agony when teeth pierced her.

She barely managed a scream as she was yanked into down into the water. Her lungs burned and she panicked. She felt desperation. She felt pain as teeth and nails sunk into her skin. She saw the bubbles rapidly spew from her mouth as she desperately tried to crawl back up towards the surface.

The last thing she saw was that woman watching from the surface with the same saddened look.

“Wake up.”

She opened her eyes.

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

Muzan Kibutsuji glared in utter disgust as one of his demons brought to him a dead woman.

“Akaza,” His lips curled into a snarl as he eyed the body wrapped in white cloth,” What is this? Why did you bring me this useless corpse.”

The third Upper Moon merely got onto one knee, kneeling in front of the raven-haired demon.

He didn’t dare meet eye contact with his master.

“It is the body of one of the Hashira.”

Akaza felt more uneasy as he felt Muzan Kibutsuji’s glare burn onto him more.

“And what of it? Not only did you kill the wrong Hashira, the demon slayers I asked you to get rid of are still running about. Now,” He took a stride towards the kneeling demon,” Why did you bring me this thing.”

Akaza gulped,” M.. Master, she is not dead.”

This caught Kibutsuji’s interest,” What do you mean she’s not dead?”

Silently, Akaza pulled the white, dirtied sheets off of the Flower Hashira. Kibutsuji couldn’t help admit that he was surprised, nearly amused. This woman had been announced dead, yet here she was.

[Name] was deathly pale. Her gaze was towards the ceiling, nearly hazy. Dried tears were streamed down her cheeks. A few veins around her eyes pulsated. Her wrists and ankles were tightly bound. She had a gag shoved into her mouth. She didn’t move, however, Kibutsuji could tell that she was breathing.

Barely.

Akaza didn’t budge from his spot as he spoke once more,”Some of my blood managed to seep into her wounds when I killed her. I discovered that she was still alive when I unburied her. I was planning to use her against the Flame Hashira—“

“And you will.” Kibutsuji knelt next to [Name]. She looked slowly towards the red-hued demon. She didn’t move nor react as he reached down and pulled the gag from her mouth.

“Aren’t you quite the lucky one. You get one last shot to living your pathetic life.” He pierced her shoulder with his nail. Immediately, her eyes widened and she started to thrash and scream.

She felt as if she was burning inside out. She clawed at her throat as she felt herself suffocate. The last thing she saw was Akaza’s face before blacking out once more.

•••••••••

Kyojurou was absolutely stressed. He constantly paced back and forth, running his fingers through his hair. He didn’t know how to react or how to feel.

His love is dead but went missing.

Ever since [Name]’s body was taken, he didn’t get any sleep and rarely ate. He felt a hand on his shoulder and turned whipped his head around quick, nearly jumping.

It was his master,  Ubuyashiki looked at him in discern. He noticed how tired he looked. Kyojirou wasn’t wearing his haori nor was his hair tied in the usual look he wore. Black bags were present under his eyes and they were more bloodshot than ever.

“Rengoku...” All he could do was offer the Flame Hashira a small smile,” I will do what I can to find out what happened to her.”

Immediately, Kyojurou broke. He fell to his knees and cried. He gripped his hair, sobbing and shaking. He moaned [Name]’s name.

Not only did he lose her to death, but her body was also literally stolen. He couldn’t even mourn for her properly.  He felt his master kneel down next to him and bring him into a hug.

He only cried even more.

•••••••••

Weeks have passed since [Name] was taken. Missions were carried out as normal, however, the word was given out to keep an eye for any sign of [Name].

To find her whereabouts seemed nearly impossible to the demon slayers since they assumed a demon had dug up her corpse and feasted.

Kyojorou was currently home in his estate. He sat silently across from his father as they ate their dinner. Shinjuro observed his eldest son from the corner of his eye. Kyojurou’s posture seemed slightly sluggish and he wasn’t spouting anything obnoxiously or delightedly as he use too. The badge over his right eye was pretty prominent since it was filled with a few jewels, thanks to the Sound Hashira.

Shinjuro was relieved that his son was still alive, however, he did miss the girl who was always on his arm.

Shinjuro sighed. This was going on for too long. He set his bowl of rice down and looked at his son.

“Just how long are you going to act like this?”

Immediately, Kyojurou straightened his back,” What do you mean, father? I’m perfectly fine!”

“We all miss her, too. But it happened and you need to move on.” Shinjuro stood and made his way next to his son, placing a hand on Kyojurou’s shoulders,”If she’s watching, she wouldn’t want you to be like this any much longer. Take your brother to get some things in the nearby town in the morning to-“

They both jumped when the door to the kitchen slid open loudly. Senjuro, the younger brother, stood at the entrance. He was panting and sweating. A note was clenched his left hand as he used the other to support himself against the door.

“B-Brother! There’s a report!” A crow zoomed passed his head, yelling and frantically flapping his wings.

Shinjuro growled,” You fucking shit with wings, get out of my house!”

The crow squawked as it riled itself into Kyojuro’s hair,” North, north! Nearby! A female demon is seen!”

The men tensed. Without further word, Kyojurou was out the door.

•••••••

It was night as Kyojurou ran after the crow that was leading him towards the demon that was about to terrorize the town he lived nearby. His heart pounded and he was on edge. He hasn’t been in such a serious mission since the death of his love. To make things worst, it was the beginning of the night and he didn’t know what sort of demon he was going against. The crow leads him into a more secluded, forest-like area.

As the bird flew upwards, he stopped.

Crunch.

Munch.

There was a demon feasting close by. On instinct, feeling an old flame spark within him, he ran straight for the sounds. He spotted the demon squatted over a dead man. He unsheathes his sword to quickly chop off the demon’s head.

However, the demon ducked and quickly dove to the side, rolling away from Kyojurou. The demon was fairly small and frail-looking. It had long [hair-color] hair and curled black horns that sat on top of her head. As it looked up, Kyojurou could see gleaming pink hues stand out in the dark. It’s figure barely was illuminated by the moon. Blood trailed down its pale-skinned face, as their lips turned into a nasty sneer. A low growl rumbled from her throat as she stood up, dragging her bloodied claws across the bark of the tree.

Kyojurou narrowed his eyes, holding his sword in the air. He took a stance, waiting to see the demon’s next move.

The demon began to trudge forward, walking towards him.

The Flame Hashira’s gaze started at her feet which stepped into the moonlight, slowly traveling up to see her face.

He froze. He slowly let his arms fall to the side.

“[N-Name]? Is that you?”

No, no.

This can’t be.

Like a wave, many memories rushed through him of her. He remembered all the times they laughed together or when she would always call his name, lovingly. Now, she was right in front of him, growling. He gripped his blade tightly in his hands.

Would he do it?

Can he even do it?

Tears streamed down his face as he silently cried once more.

“[Name], my love... I’m so sorry.” He rushes towards her, holding the blade in the air once more. He rushed towards her with the intent to kill.

Then, an idea came into mind. It was the dumbest idea ever. When he got close, he threw the blade to the side and shoved [Name] down. Immediately, she began to struggle in his grasp and claw at his arms. He hissed in pain, before trying to attempt to pin her arms down. He used his body weight to hold her down.

“[Name]! [Name]!” Kyojurou yelled,”It’s me! Kyojurou!”

She continued to screech and claw at him, loudly growing and hissing. Once more, the Flame Hashira began to cry. He tried and he hoped, but nothing was working. Now, he was stuck holding her down until the sun rose. He didn’t know what to do. He didn’t want to watch her die in his arms once more nor wanted to watch her burn in the sunlight.

He gasped in surprise when [Name] managed to flip him over, with her being on top. She barred her fangs as she tried to dig them into him, however, he struggled back, putting his hands against her shoulders, holding her away from him. He winced when he felt her sharp nails dig into his arms.

“PLEASE REMEMBER ME!”

He felt the demon froze.

[Name] saw the face of the woman in the cherry blossoms like some sort of flashback. Then there was Kyōjurō; she remembered their missions together and the meals they shared.

She remembered everything.

Tears dripped onto his face, but this time, they weren’t his own. He slowly looked up to see [Name] crying. He stared in shock.

The demon immediately got off of him. She sat on the ground, taking a moment to look at her own bloody hands. She brushed her lips with her claws and took a moment to sit in silence. For a moment, her pink eyes seem to flicker and swirl to the similar [eye-color] hues she once use to have.

“What... what am I?” She gasped and looked over to the dead man,”No... No! I’m so sorry!” She cried once more, burying her face in her hands and sobbing.

She slowly looked up towards the Flame Hashira.

“K-Kyojurou, please... Please help me.”

Immediately, he scrambled towards her, gathering up her frame in his arms. He couldn’t believe it. He has her back in his arms. She’s back. He buried his face into her long [hair color] hair, holding her tightly. He stared into a distance as he gently raked his fingers through her hair.

“I’m here, [Name], I’m here.”

He pulled back to see [Name]’s face as reassurance that she was there in front of him. Aside from the blood that was splattered all over her cheeks, she was alive.

But not human.

Kyojurou cupped her cheeks,”My love, what happened? Why are you a demon?”

She immediately leaned into his touch. His hands were so warm as she felt so cold. “The Upper Demon... The third one, Akaza. He dug me up and took me to... Him.” She felt him tense. She continued,”When I died, he gave me some of his blood so I was just barely alive for a few days. Then, he gave me more of his blood and turned me into a demon.” Her expressions twisted into disgust,”And then I...I—“ She looked back at the dead man and began to shake.

She felt Kyojurou’s lips press against her forehead as he squeezed her hand,”It’s okay, it’s not your fault,” He pressed his forehead against her own,”Remember Tanjirou Kamada’s little sister? You may have already done some consuming but if I can convince our Master and our fellow Hashira, we can all try and kill Muzan and make you human once more.”

[Name] glanced over at the dead man’s corpse,”But I... I did that.”

Kyojurou quickly turned her head to face towards him,”That’s not your fault! Muzan Kibutsuji did this to you!” He rested his hands on her shoulders and gave her a stern gaze,”For now, you are going to hide. Hide from the other Hashira or demon slayers. It would be better if you reveal yourself when I’m with you.”

Obviously, Kyojurou felt nervous. He remembered the Hashiras first reaction to a demon that claimed to not hurt humans. He was pretty sure Nezuko Kamado hasn’t harmed anyone yet.

He inwardly cringed. He also remembered that he wanted to decapitate both of them at the first interactions. He was really eating his words now.

[Name] was no special case like Nezuko. She actually did what Demon Slayers despised. He felt his morals scream at him. She killed someone, he had to kill her. But his heart told him to hold her close and never let her go.

“[Name], meet me outside the gates of my village. If you come to close, my father will know you are close, okay?”

She nodded,”But... I’m a demon, what if I eat someone again! What if I run into one of the Upper Moons or the Hashiras—“

“[Name], please! Just trust me, okay? I lost you,” She noticed there was a certain glint in his eye,”I don’t plan on losing you ever again.”


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5 years ago

[ Unravel : Part I ] Rengoku x Reader

[Rengoku x Reader]

What’s going on? 

Everything was happening in a blur. 

“Inosuke! Move for [Name]-San! Go!”

Tanjirou? 

Warm, desperate hands gripped [Name]’s haori. The same trembling arms wrapped around her frame, pulling her body into a sturdy build. Her senses were enveloped in the scent of embers and faintly of cinnamon. 

Rengoku Kyoujurou. Her love.

“K-Kyo—“ When she tried to talk, only blood split from her lips and her shoulders shook as she erupted into violent coughs. She curled more into her lover’s embrace as her hand shot up to her mouth as a futile attempt to stop the blood from getting everywhere.

It didn’t matter since there was already so much blood that had stained her haori and what was left of her uniform.

What was left. 

 There’s a hole in her stomach. 

She felt herself getting sick and dizzy as the demon’s arm began to disappear from her stomach. Her vision was blurring. It didn’t take long until she began to process the pain. The female Hashira struggled to breathe. She looked around her surroundings.

The kids had gone running after the demon that had impaled her. The demon was running into the forest, trying to get away from Tanjiro as the others followed close in pursuit. 

“[Name], look at me. Look at me!” Rengoku shook her shoulder to make at least an effort to keep her awake,”We are going to go see Shinobu-san and you are going to be fine!” 

She heard his usual positive tone began to waver and crack. She looked up to meet Rengoku’s panicked gaze. He pressed his hand hard against gaping hole in her stomach. 

“Please, [Name], please—“ He begged. “Please don’t go. You can’t leave Senjuro or our friends. You can’t leave me alone!” More tears began to stream down his cheeks as he noticed the blood began to seep through his fingers. 

Her memory began to recall back what happened. What she had done. 

•••

“Why is the Upper Moon Demon Three here?” Why now?” [Name] hissed, rolling the handle of her blade in her grasp. She lunged forward at the demon, who tried to land an attack on one of the younger demon slayers. She was already covered in scars and wounds from the previous battle. 

“Breath of the Petals! Fourth Style! Carousel of the Peony Garden!” She swung her blade as multiple petals appeared from her blade. 

... 

“Amazing, amazing!” The demon, whose named she learned was Akaza, had praised. [Name] glanced over towards Kyoujurou. Despite his radiant, enthusiastic expression, she knew he was getting tired. He was covered in his own blood. They were both nearing their limits, however, still determined to fight and defend the children who stood behind them.

“Let’s continue to fight for all eternity!” Akaza positioned himself to strike. She had to move.

She had to move! 

Now!

“Ninth Style... Purgatory!” 

The demon moved too fast for Rengoku, he wasn’t quick enough to comprehend what just happened nor see anything. Sand was kicked up and dust was everywhere.

By the time it disappeared, he noticed a familiar mob of [hair color] hair in front of him. His heart stopped.

“... [Name]?” 

The demon had plunged its arm through her stomach, his nails nearly touching Rengoku’s chest.

The Flower Hashira had jumped in front of him to save his life. [Name]’s angered glare made contact with the demon’s veined eyes until the rising of the sun caught her attention. Veins protruded from her forehead and arms as she threw her blade aside and gripped onto Akaza with all her might.

“You are not going anywhere! I am not going to let you go!” She screeched as pain blew up like millions of needles stabbing her in her stomach. Akaza grabbed her arms, digging his nails into them. 

“Let go, you bitch!” He screamed back, squeezing her wrists, nearly snapping them. 

She smirked. 

For some reason, that absolutely pissed him off.

“I’m not going to ever let go... Until your head gets chopped off.”

Inosuke appeared at their side, getting ready to swing until Akaza had ripped off his arms to evade their attacks.  [Name] stood there for a moment before swaying and falling.

The demon had fled into the woods with the others slayers in pursuit. All except for one. 

•••

[Name] gasped multiple times in an attempt to breathe. At a distance, she could hear Tanjirou scream. Her attention shifted back towards her lover when she felt tear drops drip onto her cheek.

“Oh Kyoujurou...” She quietly rasped. She tasted the metallic on her tongue and felt it drip down her chin. She took a moment to glance down. She wished she hadn’t. Blood had stained her entire haori. Her once beautiful white drab was now tainted in red. Her uniform was torn and she could see the hole in the middle of her stomach. She couldn’t see what was in the hole since the Rengoku’s hand was pressing hard against it. 

What was the point? She knew she wasn’t going to last long. 

“No, my love. Look at me.” Her love repeated, in a shaky voice. His palm gently pressed against her cheek and tilted her face up towards him. 

She’s never seen him so sad before. 

She reached up to brush her fingertips against his cheek to wipe away some tears. 

“Why... Why did you do it?” He quietly muttered. Although he was no longer dynamic, he was trying so hard to compose himself. 

She smiled weakly. “Because I love you.” She cupped his cheek and slowly leaned up to press a kiss onto his own. 

He kissed back, hard. He wrapped his arms around her once more and pressed her against his body. He held her tight like she could be taken away at any moment now. 

She was going to die. 

“[Name], that’s not fair— You’re so reckless.” More tears formed in his eyes when he pulled away. She noticed how his shoulders visibly trembled. “We were suppose to get married. We were suppose to have kids, I—“ He took her hand from his cheek and held it against his chest,

“I wanted to have a life with you.” 

[Name] started to cry. “Kyoujurou  ... I’m so sorry.” With her remaining strength, she squeezed his hand. “Maybe...” She smiled,”We can be together longer in another life.” She coughed once more. She sputtered more blood, even staining his haori. 

Another sob choked from the Flame Pillar as he pressed his forehead against her temple and begged,”I don’t want another life. I want you alive with me here and now. Just stop talking— Reserve your strength! I can save you! Shinobu!—“ 

His cries were interrupted as she kissed him once more. Despite the pain and agony, she wound her arms around his neck. He melted into her embrace. When she pulled away, she felt herself began to fade as she fell back into his chest. 

“I... I love you.” She muttered.

Rengoku positioned her to look at her face once more and panicked as he saw the light waning from her eyes. He cupped her cheek and began to shake her, begging her not to go. She placed a faint kiss on his palm. 

As her vision dwindled, she heard the other demon slayers run by and were yelling. 

“[Name]-san, don’t leave us!”

“Stupid plant bitch, you can’t die! You promised me you fight me!”

“Please fight! You can stay alive! No! [Name]-san!” 

“[Name], no! I love you, too! I love you! Don’t leave me behind!”

“[NAME]!”

She was gone. 

“AAAHHH! NO, [NAME]!”

Kyoujurou Rengoku embraced his now dead lover tightly, gently rocking her as the last pointless attempt for her to wake up. He sobbed loudly, begging the moment to just be a terrible nightmare. If only it was. 

News spread quickly about the Flower Pillars death. Many of the fellow pillars were distraught and furious. When the Fire Pillar and the other demon slayers came back to their master’s estate, none of the other pillars asked questions nor bothered them. This should have been natural in the demon world. However, it still hurt to lose someone like [Name]. She was a great friend and like a loving sister. 

Mitsuri, the Love Pillar, consulted and comforted the newly demon slayers the best she could. When the Rengoku family had heard the news, Senjuro constantly cried while their father had screamed in denial until he demanded to see her body. 

The Flame Pillar was the one to bring her home; to bring home her body. It was covered in his haori while he had her bloodstained one draped over one of his arms. He buried her near Ubayashiki estate where everyone could see her. 

Days have passed and Kyoujurou Rengoku had been rarely seen around. Other pillars have talked about him; when they interact with him, his positive attitude is forced and his eyes are bloodshot with bags under them. 

It was just one fateful day when Rengoku had visited his lover’s grave.

Except it had been dug up and her body was missing. 


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1 year ago

STOP THIS FEELS LIKE HOW GIYUU WOULD ACT IF HE WOULD BE INLOVE (with me only🤗). HOW HE WOULD SMILE SECRETLY. PLS SOMEONE, SEND AN ASK TO MY INBOX ABT GIYUU, I MISS WRITING FOR HIM

𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ! ᝰ 𝐆𝐈𝐘𝐔𝐔 𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐎𝐊𝐀

ᯓ☆ 𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔 : no bc i am making this man a pathetic simp for you idc. im writing these with myself in mind so yk, i have to pour out my feelings. and also i need to get all this giyuu writing off my chest, its actually a problem the fixation i have on this man but no fics tickle my brain just right so i have to write them myself

btw thank you so much for all the love and support on my last two posts. literally you all are so incredibly sweet !! ♡♡ i just graduated college so i might have a bit more time to write but no promises!

! 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 ¡ : none. giyuu might be a little ooc. and most, if not all of my readers will be referenced from the modern era because i really enjoy that concept. i rewrote this a few times so pls be nice 🤧

Giyuu actually doesn’t know how this occurred. No, actually that was a lie. He knew how this happened, but didn’t at the same time. And honestly speaking, the man does not care at all. You were so nice and sweet to Giyuu it made his head spin. Like it makes him ill in the best way imaginable. He doesn’t understand why you want to be around him so much, why you want to be his friend – not that he minds – but he just can’t get past his own indiscretions about himself. That was until you told him to his face.

You tell him that you thought he was cute – I'm sorry? – and you liked how calm he was – really? His brain can’t compute anything that you say. He doesn’t know if you need any medical assistance or he’s just dreaming. But it makes you laugh. The cute, dumb look on his face as he stands there, gaping at you like a fish.

It wasn’t like it was new information. You did enjoy his company the most. He was very quiet and by no means were you either, but you have this habit of matching the energy of people you were with. So, it was almost relaxing and refreshing spending time with Giyuu. Though Giyuu is silent most of the time, he does in fact talk. At first it's about a mission he was on recently, if and most likely when he gets more comfortable with you, he’s talking a little more in depth about random things that are on his brain. It's endearing really. Or sometimes he’s just talking about things that he thinks you might like to know, random facts, and so on.

But sometimes you do the talking and he likes that too. You could talk for hours and he could listen to every word you have to say. He would soak it up like a sponge as you focus your eyes on the crochet hooks weaving in front of you. Your voice is quiet and nice, soft and warm sounding.

This typically happens when you visit his estate. And you visit his estate a lot. Maybe Giyuu was a little disappointed that you weren’t staying with him, but he knows that he shouldn’t bite the hand that feeds. He’s lucky enough to see you this much, as much as he's lucky to see you at all. He can’t be too mad though. Mitsuri has jumped you the first moment she got when the Master had brought up your living arrangements. You had nowhere to go. And honestly, Giyuu may have been a little relieved that Mitsuri of all people had gotten to you first.

He really wouldn’t have minded if it had been Rengoku or Gyomei. For obvious reasons, Rengoku would be happy to have him stopped by and probably Gyomei too, because it seems like they don’t have a bone to pick with him. Honestly speaking, he wouldn’t have minded Muichiro either, though the boy would have probably forgotten your existence within the day. But any of the others, the thought made his skin crawl for plenty of reasons. Maybe it was because it would have become a hassle, or he would be harassed every time he went to visit you. Yes, it does seem on par with him that might just avoid you so you don’t get verbally assaulted like he does if you were to associate with him. But he was a lonely, pathetic man who was enamored with you at first glance the minute you showed up out of nowhere and he couldn’t help but thank the heavens that the stars had aligned so nicely for him – even if he felt he didn’t deserve it.

His only issue with the arrangement was Obanai. The man had almost butchered him on numerous occasions just for showing up to the Love estate. Even if he wasn’t there for Mitsuri, the Serpent Hashira didn’t seem to care. Maybe it was funny the first few times – it actually wasn’t – but you really couldn’t keep your mouth shut anymore. Obanai was wearing you thin with his commentary. Everytime Giyuu was around, it was like the others just couldn’t help themselves by making a comment insulting the man. Maybe it was because you didn’t want to disrespect a Hashira, especially if four of them were in the room with you, but Giyuu was here to see you, and it was almost like insulting Giyuu was an insult to you for wanting to spend time with him.

Mitsuri was okay with Giyuu coming to visit you, she actually encouraged it. So watching Mitsuri stand behind you while you gave Iguro a piece of your mind was something Giyuu didn’t know he needed to see until then. And maybe he did allow himself to feel a little selfish and smile mentally. He still remembers how Iguro had this look of disdain on his face, simultaneously looking like a scolded child and embarrassed because this was happening in front of Mitsuri.

Giyuu wondered if you caught the look that Obanai and Kaburamaru were giving you – if looks could kill and all that – but that was stupid. You most certainly did and just didn’t care enough. And Giyuu also wonders just what kind of sorcery you have, because he did hear you mention Sanemi by name at some point and now he's not bothering him as much, especially when you are around.

It wasn’t like he could do anything about it, not like he had ever done anything about it in the past. He never really had the heart to correct anyone in their assumptions of him, he never really thought he had to. Though, that mainly was because he thought he deserved such mistreatment. Regardless, it didn’t matter how he felt about it and himself. If you enjoyed his company that much to defend him, he was going to provide as much of it as you wanted. But there was something about it that made his heart swell a little bit bigger and flooded him with enough warmth that you could have mistaken it as him having a fever.

Now here the two of you were, sitting outside the Water Estate. You both had taken your places by the koi pond Giyuu has. It's so calm and cool. The soft moving of water could be heard every time the wind blew just enough, as well as the sharp sound of water splashing because some fish got too close to the surface.

Giyuu isn’t losing himself as he stares at the pond, watching the fish move around. He finds himself mesmerized though, as you talk. It’s nice, as usual. He likes how you talk and the way you talk. He could listen to you for hours and never get tired of hearing you. And he knows that if he glances at you now, even briefly, he wouldn’t be able to look away. You just look so… wonderful. It makes him dizzy. But he has such a weak will to do so, and now he's staring at you. Eyes soft and relaxed. He has never felt so content.

Giyuu doesn’t know if he realizes what kind of situation he is in. Or maybe he does. Maybe he’s finally realizing just how much of an effect you have on him. He likes you. He likes you beyond anything in the world. He loves you and everything about you.

You don't notice him staring. You’re too busy weaving the crochet hook in and out of your craft. You make it look so effortless. So enjoyable. And you seem so happy crocheting away as you speak. The way you talk and do it at the same time, you're so smart. You have to be. And Giyuu can’t help but hope you don’t look up. You’re as mesmerized with your work as he is with you. He would die though, if you caught him. The thought makes him sweat almost, being so close to you like this. His hands are clammy, and he's never been this nervous.

Yeah, he definitely has it bad for you. And for the first time in a while, even despite his nerves, he found the corners of his lips curling upwards, in a soft and timid smile. He averts his eyes, almost to gather his bearings, but that isn't enough. The subtle flush creeping onto his cheeks betrayed him. But he couldn’t be more delighted.

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1 year ago

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8 months ago

Masterlist

Hiii Welcome to my blog! I will mostly write anything that you want, just please don't be weird with the requests. I don't have that many stories out yet but please send me your requests! Alsooo, if you guys want me to make a tag list, I can, just let me know!

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3 years ago

Hi! I saw in a post that you made you were taking request but when I went to your rules it said they were closed? Just wondering if they were open or not so I don't annoy you with a request when they weren't even open 🤡

omg I didn't change that 😭 but yes, they are open love :]


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3 years ago
Match Up Request: Hello, May I Please Request A Matchup For Kimetsu No Yaiba?

match up request: Hello, may I please request a matchup for Kimetsu no Yaiba?

Nickname: Mel. I’m a INTP and September Virgo. Pronouns: She/her. Likes: Strawberries, tea, candy-apples, nature, scenery’s, winter, sleeping, classical music and poems.. + I think that hands and necks are really attractive. Dislikes: Insects, Lies, manipulations, possessiveness, being viewed as weak or/and defenceless, fire, head pats or touchy-ness, crowded places or too loud people. I have dark brown hair in medium length with bangs, dark green eyes and I’m quite tall. I would need someone who is honest with me and does not play with my feelings, as much as I’m scared to say this I can not deal with clingy, touchy or needy people.. I’m asexual and there are days where I will hug them but I do not like cuddles and all that much.. I will mostly hold their pinky <: I need someone who is not possessive, manipulative or lying. I also wouldn’t really like to get married or make a family since I do not think it’s necessary.. I’m already fine with being on their side, so marriage is not really important for me. The same for a family, I don’t like children that much. I would also make sure that they drink, sleep and eat enough. I also would prefer to get matched up with a male but I’m fine with a female too. Genre: Angst please *^*

More about my personality: I’m actually nice but really quiet and I’m mostly blunt. I must say that I’m not really happy and I don’t think I ever could be, but I still try to do the best out of my life. I’m mostly super tired and take a lot of naps. I also write a lot of poems where I can express myself, I often feel like I would bother people with my thoughts so I just write them down. I’m honest with people and of course myself too. My older sister means everything to me and tbh if I ever would lose her I don’t think I could recover and fall into deep depression.My mom once told me that I look way too blunt but that’s just how I’am, I do smile sometimes or share a laugh though.Whenever I’m stressed or when things hit me too hard I take a nap. + I do aerial dance <3 I’m a person who thinks deep and I have lots of imagination. Tbh I wish so much I could be somewhere else, I think that this world is rotten with cruel tendencies and people.. But over all that I do like to joke around since I’m also really sarcastic.I also must say that I’m selfish and selfless I’m between.. 50/50 but it just depends how much a person means to me. I may not be as fast as others, but I have good strategic’s and I can read people and their movements very well. My breathing style would also be something like frost breathing (made by myself) and I would have mercy towards demons. In my opinion they are fascinating creatures and are just getting taken over by Muzan’s hate and power.. I did not read the manga but I already got spoiled a lot so that does not play a big role for me <: Thank you so much! Have a good day.. <:

Match Up Request: Hello, May I Please Request A Matchup For Kimetsu No Yaiba?

I match you with...

¡! Rengoku Kyojurou ¡!

Match Up Request: Hello, May I Please Request A Matchup For Kimetsu No Yaiba?

Why?

You could say opposites attract, and maybe this was that case. Kyojurou was always attentive and supportive, doing the best he could, and you, trying your best too, but things somehow never turn how you want them to be.

he always left with a promise. whether it was getting you your favorite dessert to bringing something home, he always left with a promise.

this was no different, but the state he left on wasn't the best. the night prior you fought. the relationship wasn't good, him going more often to missions, and, your tendency to avoid things by sleeping and bluntness didn't help either. was he asking for too much? was he bored? where you bored? nothing really made sense anymore.

you were opposites, the flame hashira and the frost hashira, who would have thought you complemmented each other well. you needed security and someone to rely to, he offered that to you and more. lately he was more distant and your mind often wondered to the past, trying to remember how things were.

he left and never came back.

was the fight that bad?

was he bored?

what had happened?

'please don't leave'

your mind could only think of that

'please don't leave'

you clinged to those thoughts, not realizing you repeated them for the last weeks.

tears coming out of your eyes when hearing the news, you never got to apologize, or to even try to improve your relationship. he was dead.

his side of the bed cold, like the weather. usually, you enjoyed this time of the year, Kyojurou holding you in his arms, bringing warmth to your heart and body, also, it was your favorite season, winter. but now, you could never have that reassurance, the heat he emitted from his body and spoken words. you only had his last words to you, that stupid promise. "I'll be back soon"

he lied. he broke his promise. he broke your heart.

'please don't leave'

but there was nothing you could do anymore.

Match Up Request: Hello, May I Please Request A Matchup For Kimetsu No Yaiba?

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I've never written angst, so it might be little messy, still, I hope you enjoyed it 💕 @frostb1tes

Match Up Request: Hello, May I Please Request A Matchup For Kimetsu No Yaiba?

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3 years ago
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8 months ago

a/n - sorry i was gone guys my depression got really bad :p

he laid on the bed. the buzzing of the fan made him sick to his stomach. wrappers and clothes and cups and pages were thrown all about his room. his own mind held him back.

the days felt like a time paradox. the hours felt like torture. the minutes felt like hell. the seconds felt like death.

he needed something to hold on to. anything. just a tiny bit of hope. he needed something to pull him out of his own head. anything. just a hand to pull him out of that train wreck.

that was, until you came along.

the second his eyes fell upon you, it was almost like a weight was lifted off his shoulders. he could breathe. he could see a hopeful light.

for once in his life, the storm clouds dispersed and a rainbow began to shine through. it was like you were his saving grace.

years passed and tears passed. keeping the storm away was hard for him at times. but he held you close.

he held you tight in his arms, feeling like he had a home. somewhere and someone to lean on. someplace to go back to when things got hard. something he needed for so long.

he muttered softly: “i will never let you go.”

DAZAI, fyodor, poe, AKUTAGAWA, hobie, MIGUEL, simeon, LUCIFER, GIYUU, obanai, zhongli, NAGITO, and any other of your clinically depressed favs <3


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1 year ago

tw - unusual ways of sh please read at your own risk.

a/n - this is very bad but i need to feed y'all.

there have been moments when all you want to do was stop breathing. but you have too much to do and too many people who rely on you. so, you settle for hurting yourself instead.

tonight is one of those nights. sitting on your bathroom floor, you pull at your hair and bite your own arms. you taste blood.

tears fall from your eyes as you fall on the floor from exhaustion. you need to clean yourself up. he's supposed to come over in fifteen minutes.

and so, with a shaky sigh, you get up off the cold tile and rinse the blood off your arm. it kind of hurts but also feels kind of nice. it makes you feel kind of alive.

your gaze slowly looks up to the mirror and is met with what most would call an absolute trainwreck. "what a disgusting sight," you think.

your gaze moves back towards the floor as you finish washing the blood off. removing your arms from under the faucet, you look at the bite marks that adorn your arm. it almost makes you feel proud.

fingers trail across the marks as you exit the bathroom to find bandaids. or some gauze. or somthing.

but, much to your dismay, he is standing right outside the bathroom door. your eyes widen with panic as you stare at him. as you look up at him, his eyes meet yours.

"darling... this is getting out of hand," he murmurs. pulling you close, he looks at the damage you've done to yourself. his brows furrow with worry as he sees just how bad it is.

"i.. i'm sorry.." you mutter. it makes your heart hurt every time he sees you like this. it's not the first time he's had to help you after a breakdown.

"don't apologize."

"but you have to deal with me. i'm an adult. you shouldn't have to take care of me."

"i don't take care of you because i have to, darling. i do it because o want to." and with that, he pulls you into a tight embrace. his face buries in the crook of your neck as he goes on: "and i want to because you are my everything. not just my world, but my cosmos."

a lump forms in your throat as he rambles his love for you.

"i love you," you sigh as your voice breaks. a shaky breath leaves your lips as you cry into his shoulder.

"i love you too," he whispers.

the rest of the night is then spent with you curled up in his arms, watching a movie, and him whispering little 'i love you's every chance he gets.

bonus:

"why'd you come over so early anyways?"

"cause i left my razor..."

chuuya, kunikida, fukuzawa, dazai (delusional), aether, zhongli, neuvillette, tighnari, venti, diluc, giyuu, and any of your other amazing favs.


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1 year ago

a/n- i know i haven’t been posting like normal and i’ve kinda been going off the rails. i’m sorry. i’ve been super busy with color guard and i’ve had state exams for the past three weeks. so have a little bit of an odd formatted treat.

nerd boys who blush at the tiniest bit of flirting. it’s funny. just a quick blown kiss will send them into overdrive. they put their hands over their face to hide the ever growing blush. pay them a compliment and they’ll fold.

POE, atsushi, SIGMA, giyuu, obanai, GOROU, LEVIATHAN

clown boys who love to do the dumbest shit with you. cringe tik tok eboy cosplay? sign them the hell up. going out to a playground at three am to disturb the peace? already on the way to your house. you want, they’re down for.

dazai, NIKOLAI, ranpo, UZUI, douma, venti, KEAYA, ITTO, childe, MAMMON

sweet boys who memorize every detail about you. they show up in your doorstep every valentine’s day with your favorite candy, your favorites, and other assortments of your favorites. wanting to do everything they can and taking care of you is their love language.

chuuya, kunikida, THOMA, zhongli, ayato, kaveh, BARBATOS, SIMEON

strict boys who, even if they have a tendency to not show it, they love you. they’ll tell you off and whatnot. they’ll argue with you. but, at the end of the day, they’re at your beck and call.

fyodor, fukuzawa, AKUTAGAWA, SANEMI, DILUC, CYNO, tighnari, neuvillette, LUCIFER


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1 year ago

everything happens for a reason

everything he went through. the darkness that he felt. the fear and anguish that consumed his soul.

it was all so that one day he could meet you.

on that fateful day, he was standing on that rooftop; he was about to take his own life.

that's when you showed up.

"please.. don't do this.."

words of kindness and... love...? words he had never experienced before. words that made him turn away.

tears rolled down your face as you tried to make the man step away from the ledge. he saw those tears. and he thought of what would happen if this teary-eyed bystander watched as he plummeted to his death.

and in that moment, you became his saving grace.

a/n - i really hate how this turned out but i have to feed y'all so.. DAZAI, poe GIYUU, nagito, shigaraki, and any of your self-destructive favorites


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1 year ago

on the other side of that metaphorical one-way mirror, is a trembling little boy. is a fearful child.

he's so scared. so scared they'll see past the facade he puts on to imitate those around him. so scared they'll see his true self.

that mirror is the only thing about him that shows confidence.

but then he meets you.

you're the only one who can see through as if it's a window. you're the only one who can hold that small child and tell him it's okay.

please.. just tell him it's okay..

RANPO, ango, poe, kokichi, UZUI, giyuu, and any of your falsely confident favorites!


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1 year ago

Looking in the mirror is pain.

His acne-ridden face. His shaggy, greasy, unkept hair. His teeth that look like creamed corn.

Every time he looks in the mirror, it's like a monster staring back.

or at least that's what he sees.

What you see is beauty.

It's so easy for you to get lost in his eyes. His long, slender fingers that are perfect for hand holding. His soft, red lips that kiss you tenderly.

Every time you look at him, all you see is perfection.

POE, ranpo, GIYUU, obanai, and any of your self-deprecating favorites!


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1 year ago

𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕠!

𝕨𝕖𝕝𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖𝕖'𝕤 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕨𝕣𝕖𝕔𝕜 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕔𝕠𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕚 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕤

𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕠!

𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖: 𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕟!

𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕠!

𝕚 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣:

𝕕𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕟 𝕤𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕖𝕣

𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕟 𝕚𝕞𝕡𝕒𝕔𝕥

𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕓𝕦𝕥𝕝𝕖𝕣

𝕕𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕒𝕟𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕡𝕒

𝕓𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕘𝕤

𝕠𝕓𝕖𝕪 𝕞𝕖

𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥:

𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 {𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣!}

𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤

𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕤

𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕣𝕖𝕤:

𝕗𝕝𝕦𝕗𝕗

𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕥

𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕚 𝕎𝕆ℕ'𝕋 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖:

𝕟𝕤𝕗𝕨 (𝕚 𝕒𝕞 𝕒 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕠𝕣)

𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕚, 𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖𝕣, 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕦𝕟𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕗𝕪 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙

𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕠!

ℕ𝕆𝕋𝕀ℂ𝔼S:

𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕗𝕪 𝕚𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕤 𝕠𝕣 𝕒 𝕠𝕟𝕖-𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥.

𝕚'𝕞 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚 𝕕𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕣 𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕣𝕕, 𝕤𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕦𝕥𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕠.

𝕦𝕟𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕚 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕠𝕞𝕤, 𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕒𝕤𝕜 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕒 𝕞𝕖𝕕𝕚𝕒. 𝕚 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕪 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕫𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕪.

EMERGENCY NOTICE: please do not contact me with requests for donations. while my blog is a safe space for all and i truly hurt for those stuck in horrible situations, there are lots of scammers who use this platform to take advantage of these situations. i am autistic and cannot differentiate scams from real requests. please understand that i do support palestine, ukraine, and every other struggling person. However, i am disabled and it affects what i can do.

𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘 :)

𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕠!

𝕕𝕟𝕚 𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥: 𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕚-𝕝𝕢𝕓𝕥+, 𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕤, 𝕡𝟛𝕕𝕠𝕤

𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕠!

𝕕𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕪 @chachachannah


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