Dean X Castiel - Blog Posts

WHO TF DOES IT LIKE MISHA COLLINS

LOOK AT HIM

LOOK AT HIS FACE, THE EYES, THE E X P R E S S I O N

Man, just

The way he still manages to maintain an expression of religious devotion to a flawed and broken ’deity’ while suffering for and at the hand of that ‘deity’ will forever amaze me. Obsessive Devotion Castiel, save me. The way he still believes in this new god he’s found even after he’s been pushed away time and time again because he believes Dean Winchester is good and will do what he thinks is best after God his Father abandoned him.

And the way Dean needs him back.

We're just two slow dancers,

last ones out...

I blinked and suddenly

I had a Valentine♡

Touch starved idiots in love

Ugly ginger cookies and memes I did for tiktok, but they're destiel, because I am hyperfixated

Original of first photo and um... My friend beheaded Sam and then.... Well... It's a Sam Meowchescter now, I guess

Okay, someone named the whole season 8 and I just finished rewatching it and HELL YES WHAT WAS THAT like what do you mean Dean told Cas 'I need you' with that desperate voice TWICE

What do you mean Cas broke literal mind control because he doesn't want to hurt Dean like he can't hurt Dean, despite all hundreds of fake Dean's he's killed (Naomi was so smart but Cas was gayer)

What do you mean Dean was running and fighting in purgatory for the whole year just to find Cas, who he was mad at for the whole previous season. Dean Winchester became a nightmare of every monster in MONSTERland. He prayed to Cas every freaking night. And Cas' 'I ran away to... to keep them from you'.

And what do you mean you Dean started seeing Cas everywhere. I mean. Yeah that was Cas trying to reach out, not just his nightmares, but It's the narrative. It's not Sam seeing Cas. It's Dean seeing dead Cas and his internal guilt for failing him.

And Cas telling Dean that he planned to stay in purgatory or when he told why he can't go back to heaven. I don't know, these scenes just killed me and they also killed Dean.

And the scene in the bar with Dean's 'talk to me'. A second ago he was fighting with Cas but here he's just 'hey man you really want to lock yourself with pissed off angels who want to kill you are you sure?'. He's still worried.

I don't know guys I wish they weren't such fools and the world was easier and they could finally kiss and stop making me sad.

of all deancas episodes which one is your personal roman empire? the one that you keep thinking about for some reason?

(the despair goes without saying)

of all deancas episodes which one is your personal roman empire? the one that you keep thinking about for some reason?

(the despair goes without saying)

Touch starved

speech bubble translation under the cut ⬇️

Dean: your hair is so fluffy in the morning :D

Cas: Dean, stop!

Every moment with cupping face gets me

Вылечит рассвет...

(translation below)

Lyrics from Рассвет — Сироткин

The sun must give me back

All that is mine

Dawn will heal...

Happy November 5th my dear friends

My poor eyes look like this every time I see any gifs of Castiel's confession. And now it's a day of confession. Guess I'm gonna cry.

Two of my friends have birthdays this month, there's a local festival in my city, I am going for a big vacation soon and somewhere between I have Dentist's appointment, but It still feels like Nov 5th is the most important date my brain remembered for the month

🪶 Day 17 — wings 🪶

Love to imagine Cas' wings not fully black but black with gasoline stains, like magpie's feathers

I still have some ideas for suptober, but I am a mess, though I hope I will do them someday

+ close up

⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆ Day 9 — moon ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆

Is Castiel a little naive gay angel or a flirty strategist? Who knows...

Please, forget, that today is already October 25... I just needed to draw silly sketchy comics

I named the file 'boobs'

Sketchy addition to my previous art

These little crumbs are so in love, look at them

I want to eat them 🩵

I've got this little plot idea in my head, where TFW go on vacation, and Dean says to Cas smth like "No, you're not going to a beach resort in a suit" so he makes Cas wear his clothes. Cas does what his friend says, though he doesn't understand, what's wrong with his trenchcoat.

Well... This decision had a much more unexpected result for Dean... Who knew, what Cas was hiding under all these layers.

but I love you so please let me go

Imagine after movie nights Cas suddenly references to film while some hunting and everyone in team is just. Terrified. What the hell happened to Cas?

And then Dean would smile and laugh "Yeah, you got it right, Cas!". He would be so happy and proud.

Cas continues referencing because he likes Dean's reaction and at this point Sam is done with them

They live in my head 24/7 rent free

(and I don't mind)

It was actually supposed to be a kind of little redraw of one sketch from 2020, but ended up like a practice of kisses

Translation of big words on the left: gentle kiss

За вишневую семёрку не спрашивайте...

Weeping willow symbolize grief and mourning

IM SO SORRY FOR THIS BUT I NEED TO COPE IT ALL SOMEHOW

I am hyperfixated on that one Castiel's death in 12 season for no reason and I overthink it too much (I can't even think about rewatching it rn, it's painful, so I'm sorry, if I didn't remember something), but I just realised one thing...

It's not the first, when Cas dies, but all other times he more like. disappeared. or was soon resurrected (like in the end of s5 or when he was a human). There was no time to grief or no body to cry on, so a small chance of Cas being alive was there. And Dean did believe in it, keeping his trench coat in Impala. But this time... It's different.

For the first time Dean had to deal with Cas's dead body. He saw, how he died. There was no chance he might be alive. No place for faith. God didn't answer. Nothing changed, when he returned and put up the blanket. The dead body was here and that was the end.

For the first time Dean had to arrange a real funeral for Cas, had to look how his body was burning. He lost two people he loved, and one of them had gone forever... And now he had to deal with that fact and his grief. He was completely broken.

I haven't drawn Cas for a few years... miss him(

Translation:

Dean on the answering machine:

— ...overall, hunting went fine, tomorrow we're going to Nebraska. Hope you're okay. Call me back when you can. Kiss you.

— ...

*Beep*

Gods my brother says the most insane things. For instance when he was watching supernatural and was just chilling on the couch as he just says Dean and Castiel are the good gay lovers while Sam and Crowley are the toxic gays. Know at the start of season 10 he keeps telling me Dean and Crowley are the lovers and Crowley's love is getting in the way of him being king.

I am not saying he is wrong but he just blurts this shit out

Edit: The first comment he made during season 9. Specifically the episode Cas babysits but thought he was going on a date with the one girl.