๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐ด ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ค๐๐ก๐ฉ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐ ๐ฉ๐โ๐ ๐๐๐. ๐๐ข๐๐-๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ค๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ , ๐ก๐ฉ๐๐ข๐๐ฉ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ก๐ฉ ๐ ๐๐๐ค ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐, ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ป๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ด ๐ฉ๐๐๐โ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ก, ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
โA lady and her quill, Courage Worn in Scarlet and Green
โ๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ฉ๐ก ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐๐ค๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ก ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ก, ๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐๐ฆ, ๐๐๐ก ๐บ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ก;
โย J.K. Rowling,ย Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
"๐ฝ๐ ๐กโ๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐ข๐๐๐ข๐๐โโ๐ข๐. ๐ถ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐ก๐๐ข๐๐๐ข๐๐ ".
โMichelle Hodkin,The Retribution of Mara Dyer (the third book).
โShe was still a girl, a slight lovely girl who lay in bed and ate chocolates, a girl whose hair smelled like hyacinth and whose white scarves fluttered jauntily in the breeze; a girl as bewitching, and clever, as any girl who ever lived.โ
โย Donna Tartt, The Secret History
๐๐ฏ ๐ต๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต'๐ด ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ต, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ, ๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ด, ๐ฐ'๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฏ, ๐ข ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต, ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ๐ด, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฏ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ง๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ, ๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฑ, ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ.
โUnknown author, The Last Unicorn (inspired by Peter S. Beagleโs novel)
๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ข ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ข ๐๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฆ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ซ, ๐ฐ๐ช๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ก ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐จ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐จ๐ข ๐๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐ก'๐ฐ ๐๐ฌ๐ถ, ๐ฌ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฆ-๐ฌ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐๐ฆ-๐ฌ๐ฅ ๐๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ก โ๏ฝกหโฌ๏พ. ใ ค
Golden child, Lion boy; Tell me what it's like to conquer. Fearless child, Broken boy; Tell me what it's like to burn.
โoh darling, even Rome fell //ย p.s.
"All I am is literature and I am not willing or able to be anything else"
โFranz Kafka
Dear Milena, I wish the world were ending tomorrow. Then I could take the next train, arrive at your doorstep in Vienna, and say: โCome with me, Milena. We are going to love each other without scruples or fear or restraint. Because the world is ending tomorrowโ. Perhaps we donโt love unreasonably because we think we have time, or have to reckon with time. But what if we donโt have time? Or what if time, as we know it, is irrelevant? Ah, if only the world were ending tomorrow. We could help each other very much.
โ Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena
If I cannot love you openly like I wish, if I cannot hold your hand when walking Or wrap you in my arms late at night. Then I will love you silently, in my mind and behind closed eyes For there, there is no rejection or heartbreak. And surely it is better to love silently than to not love at all?
โunknown
Lately I've been obsessed with old cinema.
I swear I don't lack skills to communicate, I'm simply too tired to engage..
Guys, I'm really proud of this blog and really love you all. Your likes and re-blogs means a lot to me. ๐ โหโน
โDonna Tartt, The Secret History
Today, I encountered a little black girl who looked frail and seemed timid, and it nearly brought me to tears. There was something in her eyes, a glint of quiet pain, of low self-esteem. She seemed afraid to speak, to take up space, to simply exist in the fullness of who she is. And in that moment, my mind instantly went to my younger sister. And of course, to my younger self. I see so much of myself in my little sister. I love her with everything in me, and I would do whatever it takes to shield her from the cruelty of the worldโfrom my father's rage, from societyโs judgment, from the harshness I was never protected from. I couldnโt save my younger self from all the things that broke me. The things that silenced me, made me shrink, made me feel like I wasnโt enough. So when I see little girls like thatโlike herโI feel this deep, aching need to protect them. I glanced at her multiple times today, and she mightโve thought I was judging her. I wish I couldโve told her I wasnโt. That I cared. That in a world where others might overlook her or treat her like sheโs invisible, I see her. I would be there for her. But I couldnโt say it. Because that would've scared her off. I hope I see her again. Sometimes, I wish I wasnโt this sensitive. I wish I could just numb myself just a little, so I wouldnโt have to feel so deeply all the time. But here I am, writing this with tears in my eyes. Empathy is starting to feel like a curse to me.
โA lady and Her Quill, Journal of wandering thoughts.
Sometimes I wonder if people even realize how cruel they can be without saying a word. The way they look at meโcold, dismissive, like Iโm something to laugh at or pity. Itโs not always about what they say; sometimes itโs just the way they carry themselves around me, like Iโm less. I feel overlooked all the time, like Iโm just floating in the background, waiting for someone to actually see me. And I hate how much I want to be seen, especially by him. I hate how I catch myself hoping for even a glance from him. It makes me feel pathetic, like Iโm betraying myself just to feel worthy for a moment. These past few days, Iโve been so angry. Just simmering beneath the surface. I keep snapping in my head, getting irritated at everything. Iโm starting to feel like the angry little girl I worked so hard to bury, the one who, for years, carried the weight of her fatherโs rage. I hate how deeply I feel things, how sensitive I am. Lately, Iโve been drowning. Not in a river, but under the weight of never feeling satisfied with life.
โA lady and Her Quill, Letters to Dead Children: Ophelia's Journal Entries
โ Albert Camus
"People. People. Endless noise. And I am so tired. And I would like to sleep under trees; red ones, blue ones, swirling passionate ones"
โย Alfred Stieglitz,ย My Faraway One: Selected Letters of Georgia O'Keeffe and Alfred Stieglitz