Bsd Dazai - Blog Posts

something about substances so strong they can only be cut by that same substance (like diamond) gets to me. the self-fulfilling prophecy of it. you can armor yourself against any and all outside threats, but you're still beholden to your own nature.

How do some people think atsushi is just some uwu innocent soft boy when he's literally so salty

Do they not see this

In my dream my beloved friend looked at me with these eyes. I never loved you eyes. What did you say about me eyes. Don’t call me Odasaku eyes. God bless im not into that shit anymore. If someone prefer to play drama rather than talk as adults I don’t give a shit. It still hurts though

Stupid ass watermelons

Lighting my beloved...

I just love contrasting skk/sskk dynamics in fic like, they're so fun to read I need more.

Like gimme Dazai and Chuuya who have spent the last few years spiting eachother for fear of this thing between them that refuses to die no matter how much hurt and resentment they throw at it.

And then one day they realize they're watching Atsushi and Akutagawa slowly work through their issues and grow closer like a pair of magnets eroding away at all obstacles between them.

Sure, they're awkward as hell about it. The landscape of Yokohama suffers their growing pains with them, but everyone can see them gaining terrain until it's commonplace to see one waiting for the other outside their workplace or to spot them sitting together in some random fire escape.

Through it all, skk watch them with this sort of awe-pride-envy that eats them up inside in both a good and bad ways. Chuuya grins a little to himself when Akutagawa makes it a thing to introduce Gin and Atsushi, Dazai indulges Atsushi's planning of a first date that ends up going so very wrong it's funny. Deep, deep down they both wonder what might have happened if they had made the effort.

Now, if it's the other way around it's even more hilarious. Bc you have skk who grew back together like a fungus after Dazai reappeared. They've both matured a lot and lost a lot, so now it's a lot easier to let themselves be and enjoy the time they have, because in Yokohama you never know. Their relationship somehow strongarms the city into peace because now they're partners again and it's a little terrifying.

And in the meanwhile, Atsushi and Akutagawa watch and kind of simmer in all the pent up rage that they have, not even necesarily at skk (although there's the Akutagawa and Dazai situation) but just at the world in general.

It may be a bit more noticeable in Akutagawa, but Atsushi too still has so much rage within himself. Because of the past, and the divine being, and everything. It's the kind of rage that they can't direct at anyone else, —because no one else would understand, because they only want eachother in some twisted way, because they're both livid at themsleves for having feelings for the other— so they give it to eachother and they're damn right insufferable about it.

And somehow the skk situation makes it worse? Like what do you mean Akutagawa drops by Chuuya's office and Dazai is sitting on the desk, boucing a rubber ball off the wall and humming whle Chuuya finishes his work? What do you mean Atsushi comes back from some errand to find Dazai curled up with Chuuya on the ADA couch? Asleep, to boot.

There's a gala and skk dance together like they've been going to ballroom classes the whole time, and Atsushi gets so irritated that he gets drunk and Akutagawa ends up carrying him home gagged with Rashomon.

Idk I think its a fun dynamic. Kind of like the ultimate punishment of having to watch what you can’t have be rubbed in your face.

Ofc in both cases the couple that actually has their shit together ends up nudging along the one that doesn’t.

Long live happy endings but also truckloads of angst.

And if you ever really died I would be surprised, Come on let's kick some car doors in

To celebrate Valentine’s Day here is my submission for the BSD WLW big bang event!!

Here’s the link to the incredible fic this artwork is based off of, go show the author some love because it’s truly perfect and she’s amazing 🫶:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63127138/chapters/161662585?view_adult=true

This screams them

The ginger was too disbelief to speak

domestic skk for the soul

The worst, the absolute worst older brother

Someone is falling in love [COMMISSIONS ARE NOW OPEN]

The rot was inevitable

Someone save Atsushi from there

mafia days, post-mission

I try to be responsible but my brain just keeps throwing me more shit to draw

i drew these a bit ago, hehehe

Hugs

full piece for @skkangstzine ^^ i was thinking perhaps dazai would've gotten chuuya a dog keychain as a joke, and possibly chuuya would've cherished it more than he'd ever admit.

zine leftover sales are open until sep 30!

i want to grab their heads and slam them together.

i got carried away .-.

reposting dachuuweek arts from my twitter 😌 5 day you and I destined to

Shhhh…. They’re busy recharging and being in love

Sleepovers for the idiots

My little lover

In today's post, I chose to share something similar to what I shared yesterday. I can share one of my own drawings tomorrow, I hope you like it.

(Soukoku is my purpose for living♡)

!@hi____iro on twitter!

И через боль и пекло

Пройдя я выйду чемпионом пепла

beast!au fem-fatale dazai :)) (or "them-fatale")

enjoy >:)