Learn to fight alone no matter how hard it is. Because no one will stand with you until the end. Either evryone will leave at somepoint or you'll leave everyone at somepoint. Being alone and happy without depending on anyone is the best gift you can give yourself.
5:55 at still not, alone
The sun is coming up
And I’ll see it down again
As the day gets brighter
The darker my day gets
If I'm walking uphill
That does not mean I am not going downhill
And if I'm in the eye of the hurricane,
That does not mean from the storm I am free
The higher I get, the lower I sink
The more I wait for the perfect moment
The faster it will pass because I am a small, white, rodent
A rodent so quiet it forgot to squeak
A shrugging girl so quiet she forgot to speak
Tempting, as it may be, I'm too tired to argue with your opinion
Scenery flashing by as I try to run on my legs of rubber molasses
Frustration drips down my face and my body
When I run from my problems I am running right into their tangled arms
Living away from them, they get bigger
Living with them, I go crazy claustrophobic
I want stars; I want the moon’s blood
I do not want to be lonely but I want to be alone
In the garden we tended, once blooming with light,
shadows have fallen and day turned to night.
The roses lie broken, the trees stand alone,
what once was our Eden is but overgrown stone.
The nature we cherished now whispers no song,
the paths we once wandered feel twisted and wrong.
Where love used to flourish, the roots intertwine,
nothing may live in this garden of mine.
by Weltenasche.
we have been taught to waste our time until we have none left, so now always feels like too late to do whatever thing we have always wanted to do
“It’s been very rare to have known you, very strange and wonderful.”
— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned (via abdullah-ryf)
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