Almost none of my classmates are self aware and they're irritating as fuck
Why are other people so unaware of their surroundings and other people's space
"I like talking; it's fun when people listen to you." - a traumatized teen (me)
When you have to suppress any sort of self expression for the sake of your neurotypical peers comfort and to not get directly bullied but your dad buys you a chocolate milkshake to make up for it :D
I am experiencing sensory over load and i hate everything
can you hug me just one more time? I know what I am disgusts you just tell me you love me back one more time and I’ll stop being so messy I’ll straighten my hair and whiten my teeth and I’ll stop being so bad and I’ll stop talking about my. Best friend. With stars in my eyes and I’ll be a normal girl who wants a boyfriend just tell me you love me without the shame of lying in your eyes let me curl up on your lap and comb through my hair with your fingers and I’ll rip out the pink white orange stitched into my favorite jacket and I’ll give up on my dreams
Why can’t anyone like me? plenty of people love me but why am I so goddamn unlikeable? whats wrong with me what’s wrong with me? what’s wrong with me why am I doing this it won’t make me feel better what is wrong with me why do I hurt why won’t it stop why won’t the wound congeal why is it still bleeding it’s been bleeding for three years and eternity and my whole life and since this morning why won’t it heal what’s wrong with me
Why can’t you like me