Guys Help! My Old Account Got T-worded😭 Can Yall Reblog To Help Me Get My Moots Back? I Was @dietcherrylvr

Just saw a tiktok about a doll than panned from the legs up and thought "OMG GOALS"...then realised it was a skeleton

Since I've been abandoned by my friends I'm gonna spend so much of my summer in the gym

Why cant someone just invent a cheap pill to speed up my metabolism extremely💔

Ugh 4n4 coach needed fr😔

This but just my skin cuz my grades drop when I ⭐️ve

i love when i start ⭐️ again and all of my self betterment comes back to me. like my skin clears up and my grades shoot upwards just bc im not distracted by food 🤷‍♀️

Fuck next week is pancake Tuesday. THEYRE SO HIGH IN CALS ALREADY AND I JUST KNOW THEYRE GONNA GREASE THE PAN WITH BUTTER

Buy me a scale, walking pad and a ninja creami and my heart is yours♡

Update I ended up just going on my mini stepper for like 3 hours straight lol

Weekend plans!

Over the weekend I have tons of stuff to do, I need to lose w8 obv, but I also need to study for school because my chemistry teacher should have retired ages ago so I gotta teach myself. I also wanna platinum trophy a game, so I have a plan.

It's the last two trophies left and it's playing on the hardest difficulty so I'm gonna die a lot

I can’t live like this anymore.

I deleted tumblr for the week because my phone had no storage but I’m back now.

I’ve had the worst time. It’s bad enough I was demotivated after getting t-worded but im actually so done.

Two months. Two fucking months in a plateau.

I caved. I weighed in. I knew it wouldn’t be completely accurate because I haven’t pooped in days, I’ve eaten today and I had chippy the day before, so it’d be high in sodium, but to see the scale jump up FIVE LBS since the pre-October weigh in was horrible. Last time I hit a lw was the last week of August. This isn’t fair.

Why am I putting my body through hell when all I get is no fucking energy, being sad all the time, JUST TO GET FUCKING FATTER!?

I count every calorie, I stress over everything, I’ve lied to my family and done everything I can just to gain weight even though I’ve been in a deficit on average of 500 cals a day(I take metab days but my deficit on other days evens it out). I should have lost like 8lbs since August but I haven’t.

And to make it all worse my parents caught me skipping lunch during school. So now they’re like stalking me to make sure I eat lunch, making me eat higher calorie dinners, and banning zero calorie drinks from me. There’s nothing I can do anymore. What do I do?

I never spend money on stuff I actually want but blow it all on snacks. Maybe if I stopped I'd be happier because I actually have stuff I want and so much less fat too