Actually My Posting Is Not Ego-centric I Just Avoid Mentioning Others For Data Security Issues

NecroFacebook, necrophotography, necroprecision, necrobusiness, necrorespect, necrosharing, necroautonomy, necrochange, necrometropolis, necropatience, necroerudition, necroaid, necrotoy, necrodrama, necrokindness, necrocelebration, necroexperience, necroplanet, necroproperty, necroGoogle, necrosurveillance, necrostability, necrocommemoration, necrocolumn, necroappetite, necrofervour, necroamelioration, necroself, necroyou, necrowe…Can financial capitalism produce anything else? Are we still alive? Do we still want to act?

Paul Preciado, An Apartment on Uranus

HAPPY APRIL 14TH

I still haven´t found a healthy amount and way of exposure to the news / the reality of necrocapitalism/genocides happening continiously since 2 centuries /...[..]

and I feel there´s a serious flaw in the intention of sharing graphic content and how these images operate:

some people can´t be phased or even enjoy consuming it. most of them "leftists" would see as political opponents (justifying or endorsing violence towards certains groups of people I guess is somewhat linked to fascism, just as blatant ignorance/denial of it)

some people are empathazing with said groups/localities/lives to the point of 2nd hand traumatization. Some of these people "leftists" would see as (at least potential, if politicized) allies or are among them.

now, if this is taken to be true, who does this the distribution of such images weaken ?

Ipana atronivea

north island lichen moth - 29.02.24

"We must be bilingual even in a single language, we must have a minor language inside our own language, we must create a minor use of our own language…speaking in one's own language like a foreigner…That is the definition of style."

Gilles Deleuze

The obvious is defenseless like a gazelle stabbed by safety, like you. Like you in this field wide-open to armed archaeologists who never cease to interrogate you: Who are you? You check all your body parts and say: I am myself. They say: Where is the proof? You say: I am. They say: This is not enough. We need lack. So you say: I am both perfection and lack. They say: Say that you are a stone so we can end our excavation. You say: If only the young man were a stone. But they did not understand you.

Mahmoud Darwish, from In the Presence of Absence

Tár (2022)

i pulled the stunt of pretending i´m well when I was at my most delusional so I would be released so I get to self-regulate now

*by delusional I mean having paranoid thought-constructs and a feeling of pressure around. I def did feel better re:anxiety and keeping coherent thoughts after the treatment actually and can act like a proper Person I think*

and one (1) of the things that makes me feel less insane is actually giving in to my little obsessive thoughts in a while

just do the weird symbolic thing or stick to a pattern like a quantity to count

for the release but also to be doing in deliberately, to encase it in a regulation/speculation that is my own.

this is not possible if making deliberate decisions throughout the day is literally impossible because everything is regulated and restricted.

the way my great-grandma had this exact carpet in her flat

why is this about to make me sob