Stop trying to blame Mahiru.
"She's a monster." "She manipulate Guren." "She use Guren."
First thing first, ever since the beginning, it had been proved that, in chapter 97, both Mahiru and her sister Shinoa was born with demon implanted inside them. And yeah, she's also a freaking test subject. A guinea pigs. Seriously, it doesn't make sense if you guys try to blame her for everything she did. If you read Guren Ichinose Catastrophe at Sixteen, you'll understand what I mean by that. Mahiru, in order to protect and save Shinoa, she take the role as the guinea pigs. She's suffering in silence. It also had been claimed by Shinoa herself that the person who would go against her death is Mahiru. Shinoa is Mahiru source of happiness. She's the one in the Hiiragi family that she truly cared about. Okay, how could you expect someone who have went through hell since childhood to be sane? At that time where Mahiru make a deal with Tenri, he already have Shinoa as the hostage. And as you guys can see in some chapter, Mahiru appeared to be killing some soldier from the JIDA. And there's one person who clearly say "As expected of Mahiru-sama" It seem like all the followers whose been working with Tenri know pretty well and very aware of what they are doing. Back then, she was still a child. Mahiru also the victim of the Hiiragi Family. Not only Shinya, Shinoa and Guren.
It had been stated by Shinoa herself that being born into the Hiiragi family, familial love doesn't exist. Which make sense on why Mahiru beat Shinoa at chapter 97. Growing up without familial love might make Mahiru wonder "what is love?" "How does it feel?" And so, Mahiru, whose grow up with her live being controlled by the Hiiragi family, might as well doesn't really know and know very little of which is right and which is wrong. She think that beating Shinoa can save her from being possessed by Shikama Doji. She saw this as an act of love. She saw this abuse as an act of love. It's all because of her messed up life. Being experimented on since birth, she already think that this is normal. The "I love you" from Mahiru was truly genuine. If she didn't take this kind of action, Shinoa might as well unable to hold back Shikama. It's all thanks to Mahiru that Shikama never possessed Shinoa up until she started to developing feelings towards Yuichiro Hyakuya. Mahiru is also a human being. She have heart. She does. She too, have feelings and emotions like others. All Mahiru wish is to be a normal girl. She is someone who was desperate for other love. Being the only daughter in the Hiiragi family before Shinoa, she is responsible of heavy responsibility and duty. Just like Kureto. Even if it was clear that Mahiru can control her demon, we must not forget she has been experimenting on herself to make sure of it. However, due to her lingering love and affection towards Guren, it simply turn her love into an obsession. And at Guren Ichinose Catastrophe at Sixteen chapter 17, Mahiru had call Guren to hear his voice. She also had indeed, requesting him to kill her.
She know it's too late already. But still, she never stopped telling him and asking him to kill her. But Guren, being stubborn, refusing to kill her as he is still inlove with her. He wanted to save her. He does. But in the end, he can't. He had to watches the person he loved the most turn into a demon. And the worse part is that, he had cursed Mahiru for enternity to forever be his demon stuck inside his swords. Which is also his own cursed gear.
And just look at Guren expression. He was clearly hurt by this as his fist were clenches tightly. Mahiru cry. Tears falling down her amber eyes, following down to her cheeks. She smiles lovingly yet sadly as she tell Guren that she love him. She too, had asked for Guren to kill her before it's too late because she doesn't want her love, her feelings and emotions to be faded away by her own demon. She's scared. And truly care for Guren and Shinoa. She gripped her chest through the fabric of her uniform, signalling that she is hurt and having a hard time on controlling her demon to keep it under control. She doesn't want to turn into a selfish, manipulative demon who only care about is their master desire. She left the path. The right one. It's all because she wanted to seek out power to save them. Mahiru love Shinoa. She just can't show it. What did you expect if she didn't love Shinoa, she wouldn't make that kind of deal with Tenri. "Do not use Shinoa as a test subject." And with that, she struck off the wings of a genius. She too, willing to cut off Shikama from Shinoa body and put it inside her own body. It was clear on why Mahiru human self is starting to dissapear. When she already have a hard time controlling one demon. Not to mention now she doesn't have only one, but two. It only increasing the chances of having her humanity to be faded away faster. And so, her action is all was because of her demon. Not because of her. She already explain from the started that she wanted Guren and only Guren to kill her. And yet, he keep trying to save her. That's why. But don't blame Guren. He's inlove with Mahiru too much that he is unable to kill her and always been trying to find a way to save her and free her from the curse. He done this for Mahiru. For the person he loved. The girl he loved.
For Mxhirus. I'm sorry for my poor art. I'm still a beginners and I doesn't know how to shade clothes and hair...so...ignore if there's a mistake on the art. But anyway, I hope you do like it. It's my first time drawing Mahiru with color and some shading
Colored version!
@forever-aimika @mxhirus
Here. The Japanese one. I use google translation for this one so...If I done a mistake, please tell me. I have to speed up the last one because it didn't fit and had to cut off a little before the last part.
If you want, I can try to do more if you did like. Even though my voice might sound a bit weird.
@forever-aimika @mxhirus Please tell me if you two would like to hear more of this. I would gladly do it. I just want to hear you two opinion first.
Yuuki older sister.
Name: Yuna Suzuki (Having the same name like her mother)
Age: 24 (Look like 16)
Race: Black Demon
Favourite thing to do (When she's still a human) : Taking care of her siblings.
Like: Reading book, listening to nature and be in a quiet place. She hate loud noise.
Dislike: Loud noise, wasting time.
Family member: Yuuna Kiana (Mother, deceased), Leo Suzuki (Father, alive), Yuki Suzuki (Older brother, alive), Yuuki Suzuki (Younger sister, alive)
As a Japanese name, Yuna means “superiority,” “gentleness,” and “kindness"
My oc is inspired by Shinoa and Mahiru past/backstory. So...There might be a lot similiar thing between them.
Background: Yuna is a beautiful, young girl with soft and silky, long white hair. She had a pair of beautiful ocean blue eyes. She is a demon. She become a demon in order to protect her precious, beloved, little sister, Yuuki. She was seal inside her lover cursed gear which is a katana. Her lover name is Tsukasa. They had been inlove with each other since they were 12 years old, being a childhood friends and all. She used to be Kureto subordinate.
Yuna is a princess as well. Her bond with Yuuki is very deep. She love her sister very much. She would rather live as a normal person than living as a princess and be treated like how a royalty would.
@forever-aimika This is for you, Mika! I hope you don't mind the nickname I used on you. (◍•ᴗ•◍)
Mahiru animation that I won't finish or continuing on doing it. I tries to make her hair as smooth as possible but it seem like it doesn't work. LoL. I can't even animate. Aha
For @alear . Thank you for sharing with me about your opinion. Here a colored version of Mahiru for you. I hope you like it. I'm still a beginners so the art and the color might not look as great as you expected it to be
@alear
I wonder what you think about my Guren cosplay. I didn't style his wig since I am still learning about it. He is my first male character that I cosplay and immediately become my favourite cosplay!!!
My version. Shinoa as Mahiru and Yuu as Guren
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GureMahiru genderbend. For Mxhirus. I hope you're doing well. I haven't seen you post anything for a while. I hope you can post more of your GureMahi art. It's very beautiful and I like it a lot. I hope this art of mine you'll like it