The girls no longer surprise you with strange gestures like they used to.
The kind of idol I would like to be.
"Nooo! Obsession is not love! That's toxic!"
Me on my way of expressing love through obsession:
∠( ᐛ 」∠)_
In every interaction with someone I really like I can't help but express a possessive/stalker feeling
damn, I wish a was normal and not a fucking little creep craving for a meaningful relationship
I hate group work, I detest group work, I abhor group work, kys group work
I think if I gaslight myself into deceiving myself that my husband is actually my real husband all my problems will disappear.
(or at least the loneliness ones)
I could apply the metaphor of "you take care of a wounded bird and when it can fly again it flies away" but I can't.
I never consider myself caring for anyone, yet I hate it so much when they leave, whether it's me going away from them and they never search for me or them doing questionable things.
Thank you life, I now understand that I can't handle relationships.
This is how I want to hug my mooties btw
(mentally y'all are tagged)