This Is Very Silly But It Was Fun To Do, Sorry If The Sound Is A Bit Off I Edited It Down A Bit But Here’s

Grahahahah…. GRAHHHHHHHHHHH I AM EATING THIS UPPPOOPPPRHEHEISHWN

I'm uhhh I uhh them, little doodles

I don't usually do traditional and I haven't drawn in like 5 months pleas

Ok- I want the N hoodie so FUking badly it hurts- I hope it goes on sale cause $60 is way to much rn but I also want the UZI plush. WRAHHH life sucks- so much. I’m not regretting spending my money on sonic merch, I’m just angry I don’t have more to spend on my other fav characters

ATTENTION!!

thank you for your attention

pinterest beckons me. need to practice dynamic poses.

Killing myself crying shitting.

Rant rq

DONT FUCKING..

If I TEXT YOU about something I enjoy. I decide to text you because I like talking to you and enjoy being around you, DONT LEAVE ME

ON

READ

WARHH

Just fucking respond.. saying

“Sorry I’m busy rn”

Or

“Hey don’t wanna talk rn text you later”

Don’t just open it- and then never. Fucking. Respond.

Now IM feeling judged and I’m OVERTHINKING WHAT SHOUKD HAVE BEEN A GREAT CONVO.

Am I annoying?

Or are you annoying?

I hate socializing fr

I’ve been thinking of getting testing for an autism/ADHD diagnosis. I don’t want to self claim that I have these things though. I don’t think my parents would be open to it, since we have a more severe autism cousin in our family, and they think that’s the only autism there is. I really don’t think I have autism though. I would like a test. Does anyone have any like.. major signs you have adhd or autism or something?? Also I do have depression and anxiety(I was diagnosed) so would that be my main “oh I think I have this thing” signs when it’s actually that?? Help I’m completely lost

my therapist: how are you feeling in the wake of your (autism spectrum disorder) diagnosis?

me: well it makes sense doesn’t it? i was the one who requested testing. like on some level i kind of figured.

my therapist: yes, i’m personally glad we pursued it because it helps me better understand parts of your behavior and how to accommodate you. but how do you feel about it? you said before that you were in heavy denial about the possibility when you were younger.

me: well yeah, i had a preconceived idea of what autism was that i know now wasn’t true. but at the time it was distressing and i didn’t want to think about it too hard.

my therapist: how was it different then? what was your idea of autism then?

me: it was, you know, severe developmental delay. i never thought i had developed abnormally at all, so to try and match up the severity i associated with autism and the way i viewed myself, i just couldn’t.

my therapist: but you did.

me: sorry?

my therapist: you did develop abnormally. both socially and academically.

me: socially yes, but i had no problems with academics. i always especially excelled at reading comprehension, more so than anyone else in my grade. i started lagging in high school but i think that was a lot of burnout and depression and ptsd, probably. i was incredibly smart. hell, i spoke in full sentences earlier than most of my peers.

my therapist: violette, that’s still abnormal development.

me: …huh?

my therapist: developing abnormally fast is still developing abnormally.

me:

me: oh.

sometimes i just think of the dumbest shit

ibuprofen