Created A Cover For My Book, Seeing Stars!

we’re really at that point in the year where no one cares about anything huh

Good naps will have you sleeping in poses usually reserved for dead insects

hey when you make posts, i just want you to know, thou/thee/thy/thine/ye are like he/you(object)/your/yours/you(subject) okay? "thou art wearing shoes," "i will wear shoes for thee," okay?

you say thine if the next word starts with a vowel and thy if the next word starts with a consonant and they both mean "your" so "thine own shoes," "thy shoes," okay?

and ye means you and refers to the subject of a sentence, "ye members of the brotherhood of shoes," okay? you need this information to create better knight yaoi. i'm personally more interested in nun yuri but we are a community

Limited Commissions Discount [TEMP CLOSED]

Temporarily closed while I work on a huge order. Orders can still be placed, I just won't be working in them until the huge order is done (for an idea of how long it'll take, probably a few weeks)

I'm offering a 50% discount for 10 slots, Joy Ang base customs. No matter what you order from this discount, there are only 10 slots! Example at the bottom.

My price for customs is typically 200 DA, but these slots will only be 100 DA!

Extra discounts: 50 extra DA will add a headshot of your character! My headshots are typically 75! ^^. OR pay only 50 DA for a simple customs (little to no patterns)

10/10 slots open!

My normal commissions for anyone interested. Includes examples for the headshot add-on too!! Please. Contact me through toyhouse too, and mention that you're from this post. If you dont have a toyhouse, say so in the comments and i can figure something out.

all edits and accessories by Ruse. Bases by Joy Ang and reline by K9Pestilence.

Decided to make a new cover for A Villain's Reason now that I have a better idea of the plot. Also on the topic of A Villain's Reason, I have the first 3 chapters planned, so I'll begin writing it soon! Once I get my a03 invite code it'll be uploaded there, alongside Seeing Stars

Tw: snake

pink moon.

something i keep experiencing

more venting, pet loss

My parents just got back from having my childhood dog put down. When my dad picked me up he genuinely asked "are you sad?" What kind of fucking question is that

Tw: venting, pet loss, death, brief mention of contemplating self-unaliving

So, I don't even know where to start. I know this is FAR from my usual posts but honestly I have no idea what to do. It feels like my brain is still processing. On January 23rd, I lost the cat I've had every since I was a toddler. We've had her since she was just 3 days old. I remember waking up that morning and she seemed perfectly fine. She sat in my lap while I waited until it was time to leave for school. The whole school day felt perfect, in hindsight too perfect. Like the universe was giving me one last happy day. I remember I forgot to say goodbye to her like I always too before school. That night I had a bowling meet after school, so I didn't get home untiled 7:15 pm. I walked up the stairs, knowing she'd be mad at me for being gone so late without tell her. She always was. I opened the door and she was, laying on the floor, already dead. I couldn't even sleep in my own room that night and I felt terrified to go back in. Terrified that I'd still see her dead body there even though my mom had already moved her. I had always planned of taking her to college with me as an emotional support cat. She's the only reason I got through 4 years of depression, the only reason I never contemplated suicide during those horrible 4 years. She’s the reason I finally clawed my way out of that disgusting room. Now, 3 months later, and my mom thinks this is my childhood dogs last weekend. We've had him since before I was even born. I'm 16 now. He hasn't been eating and he barely gets out of bed anymore. Twice yesterday he got up and sat in the middle of the hall and just. Stared. At nothing. He can't even see anymore. He's so skinny and light and his fur isn't as soft as it was before. He nose is completely dry. He used to love liking me and my mom, you'd have to litteraly force him to stop. Now he barely does. I don't even know what to do. I don't think I can losing 2 pets I such a short period of time. I thought 2025 was going to be my year. Turns out it's far from it.