feeling quite low, its hard to sleep
Okay but when mitski sang "and you say you love me and I believe you do, but you just don't like me, not like you used to" and LadyBird, when told she was loved, asked "but do you like me?" And when Fleabags dad said "I love you, but I'm not sure i like you all the time " and when
wrote a poem while listening to panic! at the disco and though english its not my first language i really liked this one! would love to hear opinions
want her to look at me and think im the most beautiful girl in the whole world somehow, hardly possible for when i look like a little boy trying to look femenine
watching fleabag. never gonna be the same, a box that i cant close just opened
frank iero writes songs like he has a menstrual cycle
can't talk. sharing images and words on the internet
hoping my gf thinks of me like this
your alien boyfriend is just so alien in the sense that his anatomy is just slightly different and off putting but you kinda love it.
you’ve noticed his heartbeat doesn’t really sound like a heartbeat, and he’s so fascinated by the way yours beats so rhythmically.
or maybe his irises get slightly wider than a normal person’s would when he sees something he likes, making them seem darker than what they usually are.
he doesn’t drink, like at all, which is fine, but he tells you it’s because alcohol doesn’t effect him. you think he’s just realizing he’s a heavy weight but you’ve seen him take ten consecutive shots back to back and not even flinch once. but funnily enough he does act a little tipsy at the smell of your perfume.
he’s also weirdly light on his feet. like, you can barely make out his footsteps half of the time and he tends to scare you sometimes because of it. you can only tell when he’s approaching is if the door creaks, or he knocks something over or he trips on his own feet or something along those lines.
he can also hold his breath for an concerningly long period of time. whenever the two of you are at the beach or the pool and he dives in, he spends an uncomfortable amount of time underwater. and when you start to worry, even the lifeguard (if there is one) starts to blow their whistle, he resurfaces casually, barely breathless.
he also kisses you like he doesn’t really need oxygen to breathe, it’s almost as if he can breathe through you, quite literally taking the breath from your lungs. he’s always looking at you like a kicked puppy whenever you pull away, telling him you need a minute for air. he doesn’t really get that you don’t breathe the same way he does.
undiagnosing myself with everything. im free and happy
creature discomforts