Heroes say goodbye to Tony Stark in Avengers: Endgame deleted scene
trying to prove a point to my dad
Yes, e v e r y o n e
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May I request a one shot Harry Potter with a reader whoâs basically his personal healer, theyâve known each other since they were neighbors and she always looked out for him and banged him up and Harry is super protective of her.
synopsis: for once, harry's the one cleaning up y/n and making sure she's okay.
warnings: foul language, muggle!reader, punching, blood, harry being hit by vernon, reader being hit on, cat-calling, author likes the color green too much smh, tw: dursleys, this is a lil violent, kinda veered off the request i'm sorry đŁâ€
reader's pronouns: she/her
harry left the house in a rage. not only had Dudley 'accidently' tripped harry, but was also given a sharp slap to the face by his uncle for 'lying' about what happened.
fuming, harry practically stomped to the park. muttering colorful words and kicking small rocks, he didn't notice the neighbor girl quietly singing an old song and petting a black dog on an area of grassy field.
"harry?" she called.
the teen whipped around, startled. he sighed in relief when he realized it was y/n. "hey y/n," he greeted, moving to sit by her and the dog, who was looking pretty grimy.
y/n squinted at him. bringing her hand up, she tilted his face in her hold. harry's eyes widened slightly. "what happened this time? it's odd for me to be needin' to be healin' ya when ya just got back," y/n asked, rubbing a thumb over the dark outline on his cheek.
harry's ear were flushing a dark red. quickly swatting y/n's hand away, he shrugged. "oh, y'know... just a day in the life of a Potter." he tried to laugh it off, but y/n wasn't having it.
the dog moved to lay in both of the teens' laps, looking eager to witness y/n's argument. "oh," she began. "so this has absolutely nothing to do with the screaming match i hallucinated earlier?"
the dog seemed to smile before looking over to harry for his reaction.
harry looked down. "y/n... it's really- it's really no big deal. dudley just, uh, just made me slip-"
"and that motherfucker making you slip up warranted a screaming match that ended up in you probably bein' kicked out for the night?" y/n asked automatically, bright eyes waiting to be told wrong.
harry sighed. "i only got mad because i'm still s- y/n, sweetheart you worry too much."
sweetheart.
"maybe you simply don't worry enough." y/n suggested.
harry swallowed. "y/n-"
y/n's hands shot out, grasping his face and pulling him toward her. the dog yelped at the sudden movement.
"harry i'm serious." she said.
releasing him, the dog jumped up and started licking y/n's face, tail wagging happily, smacking harry in the face.
spluttering, y/n pushed the dog away. "i guess you were serious too," she mumbled, wiping his face.
the dog jumped around the two happily, causing y/n and harry to laugh.
when the dog finally tired himself out, he flopped down against y/n and stared up at harry. "no no, darling, stand up. we're goin' back to my house." y/n said, and stood up, joint popping.
harry rose, still sore from falling off his broom the previous day, and fell in step beside y/n.
the dog, who was still being called 'The Dog', followed y/n and harry happily. sirius had a protective eye on y/n the second she offered him food and spent her lonely time with him. it was a welcome happiness from being shooed away from adults. she had a good sense of humor that reminded him too much of himself and his friends when they were all young and naive and (mostly) happy.
harry and y/n's conversation was cut short from a loud wolf whistle from across the street. sirius, harry, and y/n all looked at the small group of older guys already looking over at them. "damn girl! ditch that kid and come hang out with us!"
y/n sighed and flipped the guys off and continued walking.
hearing them talk amongst themselves gave y/n the time to grab harry's arm and drag him away. sirius growled at the group, already picturing ripping their throats out, like buck in call of the wild.
he was still growling when y/n called for him.
the sounding of footsteps made y/n walk faster, grip on harry's arm tightening immensely.
"hey, we're just bein' nice an' all. come on, ditch that mutt and-" the guy didn't get to finish his sentence before y/n scoffed, trying to walk faster.
the guy reached for her arm. "don't fuckin' touch me." y/n spat in the guys face, eyes burning with a glow harry had never seen before.
the guy's eyes hardened and he stuck his hand out and grabbed y/n's arm and tried to rip her from harry. but y/n punched him straight in the face. sneer on her face, she brought her knee up and kicked him in the crotch. while he was doubled over, she pushed him down to the ground and started sprinting the other way.
holy fucking shit. what the fuck?
harry quickly regained his senses and turned to follow y/n, and soon sirius followed suit.
a block later, y/n waited, doubled over and gasping for air. sirius bounded faster to y/n and almsot knocked her over by the force of which he jumped at her. when harry finally stopped, he helped y/n to her feet. he ignored the slick liquid on her knuckles, and brought her into a tight hug. her finger threaded through his hair, and her face snuggled into his neck. harry felt bad for being giddy at the feel of her so close to him while knowing what just happened, but he couldn't help it. it was fucking hot to watch her absolutely hand that guy his ass, but was scary to watch her go from the girl who always cleaned up his face and knuckles after getting into fights that seemed ro follow him everytime he came back from school.
"you're okay, love. just breathe," harry murmured, rubbing y/n's back.
sirius whined at their feet. it was distressing to see y/n cry. he nudged her leg and whimpered.
y/n pulled away, scrubbing at her eyes and turning to sirius to give him a watery smile, but with the street lights now on, they glinted off her cheeks and revealed the tears still leaking out of her eyes.
"lets jus' go," y/n said, grabbing harry's hand.
"yeah. yeah let's go home."
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Harry Styles - Treat People With Kindness (Acapella)
Ugh, the boys are so caring and cute đ„č
do not chastise the dove â§ a royal moon knight au | ao3 | pinterest board
pairing: knight!steven grant x fem!princess!reader x knight!marc spector x knight!jake lockley
series summary: you were a princess who would rather be anything but a royal; he was the knight her father forced her to marryâa true match made in hell if there ever was one. but, as the wedding inches closer and closer, it seems that, perhaps, your father had finally done something right by you.Â
chapter summary: the boys help you readjust.Â
word count: 4,327
warnings?: a little angsty, a little fluffy, nonsexual nudity, pet name (dove), not proofread
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I want to reblog every single post I see about TUA. This show is soooo amazing!
I feel like this will get no reblogs because Iâve always felt like Iâm the only person who does this haha :)
Omg, I caaaaan't. Eddie is the cutest boy! And Wayne being protective and caring. My heart just melted reading this
A/N: This author is a sucker for a good slow burn and what could be slower than that which spans a whole freakin decade. I mean, who doesnât love baby love? Also, the prices of the toys mentioned in this fic are based on actual toy prices from the â70s bc I did a ton of unnecessary research for this.
Thank you so much @mxcheese for beta-reading this!! Youâre the best!
CW: potentially inaccurate portrayals of childrenâs conversations, brief mentions of Eddieâs shitty father, two curse words (i think???), heavy idolization of Dolly Parton, the readerâs dad is kind of a jerk to Eddie
Eddie watches you skip joyously around your fourth grade classroom, handing out the invitations for your birthday party this weekend. Heâs already made peace with the fact that he isnât going to get one this time around. Your partyâs at your dadâs house this year and, due to his dadâs reputation, he isnât exactly welcome over there. So, the way he sees it, Eddie stands about as much of a chance of being invited to your party as he does getting a date with Faye Dunaway. Despite his resigned acceptance, he canât help but feel jealous of your other friends.
Eddie tears his gaze from you and puts his head down on his desk, using his crossed arms as a make-shift pillow. He tries to think about something other than you and your stupid birthday party, conjuring up guesses as to what his dad might serve for dinner tonight and picturing what it mightâve looked like when the mean aunts got flattened by the peach in James and the Giant Peach; the latter causing him to giggle to himself. However, Eddieâs thoughts are soon interrupted when he hears a familiar voice call out his name. Almost immediately after, he feels a tiny finger gently poke his shoulder as the smell of your apple-scented shampoo fills his nostrils.
Eddie lifts his head up out of the dim fortress created by his arms to see you standing next to his desk, smiling at him sweetly. Only then does he notice how your braids have begun to unravel and your jumper has gotten a bit of dirt on it, most likely from the exhaustive play you did at recess. He resists the sudden urge to look down at his own clothes, wondering if they got as dirty as yours did today. Probably dirtier, he thinks.
âHi, Eddie,â you greet him cheerfully, âyou wanna come to my birthday party?â You ask simply, albeit with a slight lisp due to having recently lost one of your front teeth, as you hold out an invitation to him.
âReally?â Eddie asks in disbelief as he hesitantly accepts the invitation from you, half-expecting you to yank it back from him and announce that you were just kidding.
âYeah, of course! Just donât get me a present that costs more than ten bucks; my daddy says thatâs the only rule,â You explain, causing his eyebrows to furrow.
âWhy not?â He asks.
You shrug, âI dunno, something about him not wantinâ other parents to spend all their money on me.â
âOh, okay,â Eddie doesnât really get that, but he nods anyway.
âSo, youâll come?â You ask giddily.
âYeah, if my dad says I can,â He replies, causing you to flash him a grin thatâs just about a mile wide, a grin that he couldnât help but reciprocate.
âGreat! Iâll see ya then!â You exclaim blithely as you start skipping back to your desk. He still wears that grin on his face as you go.
In fact, that grin doesnât leave Eddieâs cherubic, freckled face until later that afternoon, when he comes home to find his uncle sitting at the kitchen table wearing a somber expression and nursing a mug of black coffee, his dad nowhere to be found.
âUncle Wayne?â Eddie asks as he drops his backpack off by the door.
Wayne sighs, rubbing a hand over his scruff, âHey, kid.â
âWhereâs dad?â Eddie asks curiously.
âYour dadâs in a little bit of trouble right now, so Iâm gonna be lookinâ after you for a little while,â Wayne informs him as he offers him a sympathetic smile.
Eddie, however, seems a bit apathetic about the whole situation, simply asking, âFor how long?â This is the third time his dad has skipped out on him this month alone, so heâs not really phased by his sudden disappearance.
âI donât know, pal,â Wayne says truthfully.
Eddieâs brow furrows, âI got invited to a party today. I was gonna ask dad if I could go,â he informs his uncle.
âYeah? Whose party?â Wayne asks, offering his nephew a happier smile. His smile gets just a bit wider when Eddie tells him that itâs your birthday party. Heâs well aware of who you are; youâve been friends with Eddie for a while now and he can tell you come from a good family. Or, at least, he knows that your momâs a good lady, sheâs offered to take care of Eddie many times when his dadâs gone off to do god knows what without him. Unfortunately, Wayneâs had to take her up on that offer far too many times for his liking, but sheâs never minded.
âIf you still wanna go, that shouldnât be a problem, bud. Her momâs place is only a short walk away after all,â Wayne informs him.
Eddie nervously chews at the collar of his shirt, only stopping temporarily to say, ââS not at her momâs. Itâs at her dadâs.â
Shit, Wayne thinks.
âCan I still go?â Eddie asks, his rich brown eyes silently pleading to his uncle to say yes.
How could Wayne ever refuse him?
âYeah, bud, you can go. Iâll take ya,â Wayne tells him and, despite having just learned about his dad ditching him once again, Eddieâs face lights up with a brilliant smile.
âThank you, Uncle Wayne!â Eddie exclaims as he wraps the man up in a warm, grateful hug.
Wayne chuckles, âSo what do you wanna get her, kid?â
The question catches Eddie off guard as he was in the middle of internally celebrating that his uncle said yes.
âWhat?â Eddie asks after pulling away from his uncle. Wayne gets up from his place at the kitchen table and drops his now empty mug off in the sink before turning to lean against the counter and look at Eddie.
âYou got any ideas for what youâre gonna get her for her gift?â Wayne asks.
Eddie begins to panic. In his eight year old mind, this is the end of the world; he finally gets invited to a birthday party and doesnât even know what to get the birthday girl.
âW-what- What do kids like her even like?â Eddie asks as he begins to nervously wring his hands together.
âWhat dâya mean? Sheâs your friend, kid, surely youâve gotta know what kind of stuff she likes,â Wayne says as his dry, cracked lips curl up into an amused smile.
âI just- I donât- She already has so much. I mean, she gets two Christmases, you know? What if I get her something that she already has?â Eddie asks, his face scrunching up adorably as he looks up at his uncle.
Wayne chuckles, âYeah, I know, bud. You know, you could always ask her what she wants,â Wayne offers as he moves back to the dinner table and slowly lowers himself back into his seat, Eddie mirrors him as he moves to sit in the seat just across from him.
âBut then sheâll know exactly what Iâm gonna get her. Doesnât that kinda ruin the surprise?â Eddie asks, causing Wayne to sigh.
âFair point,â Wayne pauses as he eyes his nephew carefully, âWhatâs the toy we kept seeinâ on tv around christmas time? The one with the doll that drinks and stuff?â
Eddie snorts humorously, âBaby Alive?â
âYeah, yeah, that one. We could get her that.â
âToo expensive, thereâs a ten dollar gift limit,â Eddie sighs.
âSays who?â Wayne laughs in disbelief.
âHer dad,â Eddie grumbles.
âWhat kind of dad puts a dollar limit on his kidâs birthday presents?â Wayne scoffs. Eddie simply shrugs in response.
âWell,â Wayne trails off before continuing, âdoes she like to read? We could get her a book.â
âI- I donât know,â Eddie sighs. He does know, you love to read and youâve told him that many times before, but his mind draws a blank under pressure.
âIâll tell you what⊠How about you do some investigating this week, find out what kinda stuff she wants. Then, when I get paid on Friday, we can go to the toy store and see if we canât find something that she might like. Howâs that sound?â Wayne asks.
âOkay,â Eddie sighs.
âYeah? Sounds good?â
âYeah, that sounds good, Uncle Wayne,â Eddie confirms.
âAlrighty then, use those detective skills and report back to me, alright?â
Eddie does just that. For the next four days at school, he pays extra special attention to you. So much so, that youâve begun to take notice. Sometimes you think you can feel those rich coffee brown eyes on you and every time you catch his gaze, the abrupt flush of his cheeks lets you know that youâre right. At first, you chalk it up to him being excited that he got invited to your party. After all, the two of you didnât get to celebrate it together last year because youâd gotten your tonsils removed a week before your birthday.
However, when you continue to catch him looking at you later on in the week, you begin to worry. And, given the fact that youâve yet to fully learn social cues, you decide to confront Eddie on it. On Friday, after school dismissal, you catch him on the bus, sliding into the seat next to him before anyone else can take it. He suddenly looks up at you, his eyes widening slightly in mild shock.
âHey,â you said somewhat breathlessly as you had to sprint to the bus after nearly getting on the wrong one; you were forgetful like that sometimes.
âHi,â Eddie replies hesitantly.
âDid I do somethinâ to upset you?â You ask abruptly, catching Eddie off guard.
âW-what dâya mean?â
âYouâve been lookinâ at me a lot, but not, like, talkinâ to me or anything. Are you mad at me or somethinâ?â You ask innocently, your head quizzically cocking to the side a bit as you look at Eddie. In that moment, you remind the young boy of a puppy dog, all curious and cute.
âNo! No, Iâm not, I swear. I just,â Eddie trails off with a sigh, pulling his shirt collar up to his nose to hide his embarrassed blush before shyly admitting, âI donât know what to get you for your birthday so Iâve been watching you to see what you like.â
âWhat I like?â
âYeah, ya know, what kind stuff you like to do for fun and stuff like that.â He explains, his blush now spreading to the tips of ears as he lets his shirt collar slide off his nose before catching it in his mouth so he can gnaw on it nervously.
You giggle and he finds himself wondering if someone can actually die from embarrassment.
You nudge him gently with your elbow and smile at him sweetly, âEddie you already know all that stuff!â
âY-yeah, but I just, I donât know what you want,â He sighs, âI donât wanna get you the wrong thing or somethinâ you already have.â
âYou couldâve just asked me what I want for my birthday, silly billy.â
âI know, but I didnât want you to know what I was gonna get you beforehand.â He explains and you giggle some more.
âYou really are silly, Eds. I wouldâve just given you some general ideas, not told you exactly what to get me! Iâm not dumb,â You tease.
âOh, r-right,â Eddie stutters.
âI sâpose you donât really need to anymore now that youâve been spying on me,â You tease him some more.
âWell, I didnât really come up with much. I mean, at best, I was thinking about getting you a new bookmark,â Eddie admits sheepishly.
âWell,â You trail off, thinking of some options to give him, âI like drawing, so you could get me a coloring book or stuff to color with. I also really, really like playinâ board games, so you could always get me one of those. I already have Candy Land, Boggle, Mouse Trap, and Operation, so donât get me those games. Or you could get me a new doll, my brother ripped the heads off a few of mine, so I need to get some new ones,â You ramble on about gifts that he could get you for the majority of the bus ride home while Eddie just stares at you with comically wide eyes, desperately trying to follow along.
Finally you inhale a big breath, slightly winded from your incessant talking, and flash him a warm small. âReally, you could get me just about anything and Iâd still be your best friend for life, Eddie,â You inform him.
âFor life?â Eddie asks, tone laced with uncertainty and disbelief.
âMhm. Forever and ever, amen,â You reply while doing your best imitation of a pastor on sunday morning; your tone a theatrical combination of pomposity and nobility. Eddie giggles in response.
All too soon, the bus turns onto your street and pulls to a stop near the curb. You let out a dramatic sigh, disappointed that your conversation is, in your opinion, cut short, before flashing Eddie a smile so bright it nearly blinds him. âIâll see ya tomorrow!â You remind him cheerfully before hopping up from your seat, grabbing your backpack, and rushing off the bus with all the other kids that live on your block.
The scent of apples stays with him until he gets off the bus at his own stop later on. Even then, he swears he can still smell it a little bit. In a way, that smell actually helps him remember what youâd told him; he mulls over the ideas youâd given him as he walks the rest of the short distance to his trailer.
Eddie wouldnât mind having a best friend for life, especially if itâs you. He remembers that, keeps it in the back of his mind as he coaches his uncle on what to look for at the toy store during the car ride there. Technically, he doesnât know exactly what he wants to get you yet, so he simply tells Uncle Wayne to keep an eye out for something that fits any of the suggestions youâd given him. At that, Wayne canât help but feel like heâs in over his head.
When he was a boy, Wayne would gravitate more towards sports, mostly baseball, so all of these modern toys and games were really unfamiliar territory for him. Nonetheless, Wayne tries his best to find something that you might like because he can tell how important this is to Eddie.
Theyâve only been perusing through the aisles for a measly fifteen minutes when Eddie spots the gift. An art set chalk full of all the supplies a kid could ever hope for, water colors, a few brushes, a tiny pad of multi-media paper, oil pastels, colored pencils, and even a vast array of markers, all contained in a cardboard case thatâs been painted to look like it was made out of a rich, earthy wood. Itâs perfect. Art class had always been your favorite in school and youâd even mentioned wanting some colored pencils to him, so it certainly checks all of his boxes. Even better, itâs only seven bucks.
Score.
Eddieâs practically vibrating with excitement as he rides back home with his uncle, hand tightly clutching onto (and crinkling) the roll of treasure map wrapping paper theyâd also picked up at the store. Youâre gonna love this, he knows you will. He canât wait for you to open his present tomorrow.
When Eddie gets home that night, he sets in search of the second part of your present; a tiny little elven figurine that came in one of the boxes of mismatched toys, individuals missing from their sets, that Wayne had gotten from a garage sale a few years ago and gifted to him for his birthday. Last summer heâd shown it to you while the two of you were playing on the playground situated at the front of the park, and the sight of your eyes lighting up with wonder as you gazed at the figurine has remained engraved in his memory ever since. Itâs one of his favorite toys, but he's willing to part with it so long as he gets to see that gleeful expression of yours again.
The next morning, Eddie wakes up bright and early to start getting ready for your party. Heâs practically buzzing with excitement as he quickly wolfs down a short stack of smiley-faced pancakes prepared by the worldâs greatest uncle, Wayne, for breakfast.
Said uncle chuckles at his nephewâs giddy excitement as he frantically searches for the perfect outfit to wear to your party, finally landing on the navy sweater that he had worn to picture day this year and his nicest pair of blue jeans. He then makes you a card out of some plain white paper, decorating it with the generic-brand crayons that Santa got him for christmas and taping it shut with the Fred Flinstone sticker heâd gotten at his latest doctorâs appointment. Eddie finishes the card in the nick of time, as not long after heâs put away his crayons, Wayneâs calling his name to let him know that itâs time to go. He grabs your presents and rushes out to Wayneâs car excitedly.
Wayne follows him out, shutting and locking the door behind him, before sliding into the driverâs seat. Eddie tries his luck at sitting in the passenger seat, but Wayne flashes him a disapproving expression and motions for Eddie to sit in the back. The young boy sighs and reluctantly climbs back there before buckingly up. Wayne then turns the key in the ignition and peels out of the makeshift driveway in front of their trailer.
The drive to your house isnât terribly long, at least not by rural Midwestern standards. Your dadâs place is situated in the outskirts of Hawkins, so Eddie has the absolute pleasure of getting to see all the cows and horses roaming the pastures on the way there. Wayne, however, is sort of desensitized to the wonder of livestock after having lived in Appalachia for most of his childhood.
âHey, did you know cow farts are bad for the ozone layer?â Eddie asks, offering a random, not fact prompted by the sight of the roaming cattle. Of course, itâs not entirely true, but itâs close enough.
Wayne snorts humorously, âYou know, son, canât say that I did.â
After passing a few more pastures and cornfields, the two finally arrive at your house, only to be met with the sight of a long, narrow, gravel driveway which leads past a dense patch of spruce and pine trees and up to a house with pretty blue siding. Eddieâs never seen your dadâs house before, so heâs pretty shocked at the sight that greets him. While your home certainly isnât as big or ornate as some of the houses clustered in the local neighborhoods, itâs still pretty nice, and the plot of land it sits on is much bigger than he was expecting. Frankly, Eddieâs a little pissed that you didnât tell him you lived on a Christmas tree farm. Not to mention, heâs starting to get the impression that youâre filthy stinkinâ rich.
Little does he know, your grandpa bought this once undesirable plot of land for dirt cheap back in the 30s and spent years fixing it up, even building that quaint little house that you call home with his own two hands. Truthfully, the houseâs only luxuries are the octagonal above-ground pool your dad installed in the backyard a couple of years ago and the few acres of land that it sits on, though most of it is taken up by the rows of spruces and pines. Other than that, itâs really nothing more than a modest little ranch house, nothing too out of the ordinary for rural Indiana.
However, in Eddieâs eyes, if this is the kind of luxury that carpentry, with a side of tree farming, can get you, then he now knows exactly what he wants to be when he grows up. He even tells Wayne as much while heâs driving up the long driveway to your house, to which the man huffs out a laugh.
âA carpenter, huh?â
âYeah, like that Jesus guy,â Eddie says nonchalantly to which Wayne lets out a proper laugh.
Heâs still laughing as he pulls into the patch of short, sparse grass where the other parents have parked their cars. When Wayne unbuckles his seatbelt and turns the key, taking it out of the ignition and shutting the car off, Eddieâs filled with a mild sense of dread.
âWhat are you doing?â He asks his uncle as he unbuckles his own seatbelt.
Wayne looks back at him in the reflection of the rear view mirror with an expression of sheer confusion. âIâm gettinâ out the car, whatâre you doinâ?â Wayne asks teasingly, causing Eddie to sigh.
âUncle Wayne, please, donât. I promise, Iâll be fine by myself,â Eddie pleads.
âNuh uh, Iâm coming in, bud, at least for the first few minutes,â Wayne refutes. The man just wants to look out for his nephew. He knows why Eddieâs never been allowed to come over here before, knows how your dad and the rest of the adults in this godforsaken town feeling about all who carry the Munson family name, so, the way Wayne sees it, heâd be an idiot not to be apprehensive about how your dad and the other parents might treat Eddie when heâs not around.
âCâmon,â Eddie groans exasperatedly.
âCâmon,â Wayne mocks him, âI paid for that gift, the least you could do is let me see the look on the birthday girlâs face when she opens it.â
âFine,â Eddie grumbles.
ââSides, having you around all these trees is a hazard, someoneâs gotta make sure you donât try to climb one and break your arm again,â Wayne teases as the two of them hop out of the car, shutting their doors behind themselves.
Eddie flashes him a look of pure annoyance as they begin to walk up towards the house, âThatâs not funny.â
Wayne grins, the outer corners of his eyes crinkling with the change in his expression, âItâs a little bit funny.â
Eddie rolls his eyes before walking up the few concrete stairs leading to your tiny front porch. He walks up to the front door and rings the doorbell politely with his free hand, the other one holding your gift, Wayne follows his lead. Your older sister answers the door and, honestly, Eddie and Wayne are both extremely grateful to be met with the sight of a familiar face.
âWell hey there, Sunshine,â Eddie greets her warmly by her nickname; itâs an ironic nickname, one given to her by your mom the minute she hit puberty and morphed into a mass of pure teenage angst.
Despite her perpetual moodiness, she flashes the two of them a warm grin before calling out to you, âHey, dweeb, Eddieâs here.â She then invites them both to come inside.
Eddie barely makes it two steps past the threshold of the front door when you suddenly emerge, seemingly out of nowhere and adorned in a nice, pink dress that your mom had made for you and a cowgirl hat that, despite being the same color as your dress, is too glitzy to actually match it. Just as suddenly as you appear, youâre abruptly flinging yourself onto him, wrapping him up in a warm, albeit tight, hug. He stumbles back with the sheer force of it, but Wayne reaches out and steadies the two of you before you can go tumbling to the ground.
âYou made it!â You cheer excitedly.
âHappy Birthday,â Eddie says as he reciprocates your embrace with the same level of enthusiasm, his face lighting up with a grin that seems to stretch from ear to ear.
âHi, Uncle Wayne,â You greet his uncle politely while releasing Eddie from your crushing embrace.
You then grab one of the young boyâs hands and begin to pull him into the other room while saying, âCâmon, everyoneâs downstairs. My dad decorated our basement to make it look like one of those dance halls you see in the movies, the ones with all the square dancing, and it⊠looks⊠amazing!â
You practically drag the poor kid down the stairs as you excitedly ramble on about all the decorations and party games that your dad and his girlfriend set up for your party. Wayne and your sister arenât far behind, following you downstairs; the sound of children chattering away and country music softly playing in the background fills their ears as they descend down the stairs.
âThis party has a theme?â Wayne asks your sister. All the birthday parties that heâs ever been to have been just that, a birthday party; nothing more than a cake and maybe one or two party games just to keep the kids entertained. This party, however, is impressively elaborate; from the detailed decorations to the surprisingly on-theme games, youâve even given each kid a cowboy hat of their own to wear, though none of them are as ornate as yours.
âYeah, sheâs been begging my dad for a Dolly Parton-themed party for months now, he figured a hoedown-themed one was a good compromise,â She explains, causing Wayne to chuckle. Really, he shouldâve expected that; youâve been obsessed with Dolly ever since you heard Coat of Many Colors on the radio a couple summers ago.
As you and Eddie run off to go join your other friends, your sister leads Wayne over to the side of the basement that the adults have congregated in.
âDad, this is Wayne, Eddieâs uncle,â She introduces him, âWayne, this is my dad.â Having fulfilled her greeting obligations, your sister soon ditches the party to go do angsty teenage things with her friends upstairs, abandoning Wayne with your dad and the few other parents that chose to stick around.
Your dad offers him a nod of acknowledgement before asking, âYou want a beer?â
Wayne curls one of his eyebrows up and eyes your dad suspiciously, âIs that a trick question?â
Your dad chuckles, âGod, no, itâs just the only way I can get through these things,â He says, referencing the hoard of nine and ten year olds gathered in his home.
Your dad then heads over to the cooler sat atop the card table that the other parents are sitting around and fishes out two bottles of beer, one for him and one for Wayne. As he hands Wayne one of the beers, both men settle into a conversation about the latest NASCAR race, prompted by the Richard Petty baseball cap that Wayneâs wearing. Itâs awkward at first, given both menâs preconceived notions about each other, but the tension dissipates as the party carries on.
Your dad lets you and your friends bounce from activity to activity for a couple of hours before deciding that itâs time for cake and presents. So, everyone gathers around the long folding table set up in the middle of the room, Eddie sat right by your side, all watching as your dad brings out your homemade birthday cake and begins to light the candles. Once each waxy stick is topped with a delicate flame, everyone begins to sing to you and excitedly wiggle in your seat, too gleeful to contain it. When the celebratory song finally comes to a close, you blow out your candles with the encouragement of all your guests.
Apparently no oneâs ever told you how wishes work before, or perhaps you know and simply donât care, because you immediately turn to Eddie and excitedly inform him, âI wished for a corner piece of cake and to meet Dolly.â Unfortunately, Eddie notices that, in making your wish, you failed to account for the fact that your birthday cake is round, but he still hopes that the other part of your wish will come true.
In the rare, fleeting moment of calm that settles over the party after your dad has distributed a piece of cake to each kid, you slide your seat even closer to Eddieâs before digging into your slice. Eddie flushes at the sudden closeness and tries his best to ignore how nervous it makes him as he begins eating away at his own slice of cake.
âEddie,â You softly call out to him, getting his attention without alerting your other guests.
âYeah?â He replies through a mouthful of sugary sweet cake.
âAre you having fun?â You ask him suddenly, your bright eyes drilling holes into the side of his head as they stare at him unwaveringly.
âY-yeah, Iâm having fun,â Eddie replies as he bashfully meets your gaze.
âSo you,â you trail off nervously, your fingers dropping your fork down on your plate in favor of picking at your cuticles, âYou like hanging out with me?â
Eddie turns slightly in his chair, now facing you and fixing you with a quizzical gaze, âYeah, youâre my friend,â He reassures you.
âGood,â You practically breathe a sigh of relief, âI think next year I might just invite you to my birthday party,â You confess, whispering your words so that the other kids wonât hear them.
âWhy?â Eddie asks.
âCause I really just wanted to hang out with you today, but thatâs kinda hard when all my other friends are here too,â You explain as if it makes perfect sense, which, of course, it does to you.
âMe? Whyâd you wanna hang out with me?â
âBecause,â You sigh, âWe donât really play together much anymore, not since school started. But we used to hang out all the time last summer.â
Eddie frowns, âYeah, I know.â
âWhy donât we hang out anymore, Eddie? Did I do something wrong?â You ask softly.
âYou didnât, I promise. I just- You have so many friends, so you donât really need me,â Eddie reasons, causing your lips to turn down in a frown as well. His gaze falls to his lap as he swallows around the lump in his throat.
âBut, Eddie, I like you more than them,â You confess, your tiny hand, with nails painted bubblegum pink, reaching out to grasp his own for the second time today.
Eddieâs head snaps up out of shock, his gaze meeting yours once again, âYou do?â
You giggle sweetly, a smile breaking out on your cherubic face, âOf course I do! Eddie, theyâre not good friends, not like you are. They all think Iâm weird and sometimes they pick on me because of that, but not you, youâre always nice to me. Plus, you read all the coolest books and youâre so good at everything,â You confess.
âI am?â Eddie asks.
âYeah! Like youâre really good at skipping rocks on the lake and you play guitar, which is so cool! Oh and you always draw the coolest stuff in art class.â
âI do?â
âYeah, silly billy, you do. Eddie, youâre like the coolest person I know, besides my momma, of course,â You tell him.
While Eddie certainly agrees that your mom is really cool, heâs never really thought of himself as being cool before.
âIâm cool?â He asks doubtfully.
âThe coolest,â You reassure him, wearing the cheesiest smile on your face all the while. Eddie canât help but mirror your gleeful expression; the two of you now grinning at each other, lost in your own little world. The two of you are suddenly pulled out of that private little world when your dad walks over and gently rests a hand on your shoulder.
âHey, honey, go on and finish up your cake now so you can open your presents,â Your dad says in an odd hybrid of a midwestern accent and a slow, almost southern sort of drawl, the kind of accent you get when you spend your whole life living on a farm in the rural Midwest, the kind that makes it sound like heâs perpetually speaking with a toothpick in his mouth and a couple beers in his system. He squats down beside you to plant a kiss on your cheek.
âDaddy.â
âYes maâam?â
âThis is my friend Eddie,â You say enthusiastically, gesturing to the boy sitting to your left.
âYeah, I know, pumpkin. Hurry up and finish that cake, alright?â He says in a tone thatâs plenty nice, but still dismissive all the same, your smile falters at the sound of it and Eddie deflates just a little bit too.
Eddie doesnât know what he did to make your dad hate him so much, but he finds himself wanting to apologize to him anyways. However, your dad walks away, rejoining the adults, before Eddie can even utter a word. Perhaps itâs for the best, though, because, as soon as your dadâs gone, youâre turning back to face Eddie and flashing him another megawatt smile. This smile, however, is a bit more devious than the ones youâd sported earlier on.
âGo on now, honey, finish your cake so I can open my presents,â You jokingly tell him in a near perfect imitation of your dad, one so good that it makes you both giggle.
Nevertheless, the two of you do wolf down your slices of cake fairly quickly, both eager for you to open your presents. After everyone else has finished too, you move to sit at the chair that your dad has positioned by the table that everyone had set their presents on, and all of the other kids circle around you, including Eddie. Then you finally start opening your gifts, beginning with the ones sitting closest to you on the table. You end up opening a few gifts before you finally get around to Eddieâs. Theyâre nice gifts too. Ellie Wilkinson got you a brand new doll house and Isaac Donaldson got you a chemistry set.
So much for that ten dollar limit, Wayne thinks.
After seeing all the nice gifts that the other kids got you, Eddieâs left feeling a little insecure about what heâd gotten you. However, the pure joy that radiates from your entire being as you rip off the treasure map wrapping paper of his gift, along with the mile wide smile that lights up your features as your gaze rests on the art set he got you, serves as the perfect source of reassurance. Your joy increases tenfold when you spot the wizard figurine that Eddie had snuck in with the art set.
Wayne immediately recognizes that little figurine and fixes his nephew with a look of pure disapproval from across the room. However, Eddie canât find it in him to feel guilty or ashamed for going behind his uncleâs back, not when youâre smiling so sweetly.
âWhoâs it from?â You ask excitedly, your feet tapping against the floor in a speedy, energetic rhythm.
âRead the card, honey,â Your dad tells you as he hands you the card that Eddie made for you this morning. You grab it from him eagerly and open it, reading the words written on the inside of it aloud, âHappy Birthday,â you read your name as heâs written it on the card, following it with, âLove, Eddie Munson.â
In a flash of pink, youâre hopping up from your chair excitedly and bounding over to the curly-haired boy dressed in blue.
âEddie, you are my favorite person alive right now!â You cheer gleefully as you catapulte over to him with your arms outstretched; once again, nearly knocking him over with the force of your hug.
While thatâs not exactly the lifelong best-friendship youâd promised, Eddie thinks being your favorite person for even a moment might be worth losing his favorite action figure.
if youâve ever taken a shower to muffle your sobs, Iâm sorry and I love you. if youâve ever eaten alone in a bathroom stall, Iâm sorry and I love you. if youâve ever used makeup to conceal evidence of pain, Iâm sorry and I love you. if youâve ever looked in a mirror and wanted to change what you saw, Iâm sorry and I love you. if youâve ever questioned your worth because of someone else, Iâm sorry and I love you. youâre not alone, and you donât deserve the hurt youâve experienced. you are good enoughâmore than good enough. you and valid, you have meaning, and you are loved even when you donât know it.