Chefs kiss
A/N: Suguru is a patient, kind, wonderful, completely out-of-his-mind-insane man. I just had to capture it on paper. (The Yuuta installment is up next, this one was just crawling out of me lol)
C/W: Voyeurism (the real Shibuya incident đ€) Mature, 18+
Suguru should stop.
He really should fucking stop.
You two are friends. Innocent. Platonic. The very best of friends.
And yet, here he is. Watching a live feed of you walking through your apartment door.
Keys to the left.
Heels kicked off to the right. Youâll come back to those later.
He drapes the bath towel around his neck. Catching the last few almond water droplets from his thick, near waist length hair. Heâll be at your place later; he wouldnât forgive himself if he was the reason you caught a cold.
And capital punishment for anyone who rouses a single strand of hair on your head.
6:38 PM. A little late today. But itâs a Wednesday and thereâs a farmers market in the town square. You always stop for chocolate croissants too late on Wednesdays. The vendor leaves before youâre out of work.
There are four of them on low heat in his oven right now.
Because Suguru now knows the vendor on a first name basis. Heâs paid him well over asking price to have 4 chocolate croissants (made 2 batches later than what he sells during the day) be delivered to his place every Wednesday.
Because youâre his friend.
His best friend. And he canât stand the thought of you going a second without anything you want in this lifetime.
Oh fucking hell.
Your (his) favorite blazer is off. As is the demure mint silk button up that it was covering. Both now wistfully draped over the corner of the kitchen island. He finds the way you throw your things around haphazardly so adorable.
But that doesnât matter right now.
Like clockwork, Suguruâs left hand drags down his sweatpants, just enough to let his overgrown, painfully hard cock free. It bounces well past his belly button, like a fresh wire spring.
And with cinematic timing, you lean over your kitchen island. In nothing but your lacy bra and snug little pencil shirt. Mindlessly catching up on your social media.
The way your plush, pouty rose lips hang slightly open. And your fucking perfect tits spill over the top of your slightly undersized bra. The lazy S curve from your petite shouldersâŠtapered down to your waistâŠback out to the swell of your hips.
âFuck,â a king cobra hiss escapes his lips.
Youâre dizzying. Utterly fucking intoxicating.
Suguruâs chest rises and falls. The pace of his hand around his cock crescendos. Almost angrily.
How could you do this to him?
Youâre his best friend for fucks sake.
Precum slicks from his thick, blunt tip. Squelching around his knuckles.
Your back arches into a mini crescent moon. And Suguru might as well have swallowed a blow torch.
âNnnhhgh fuck, g-godâŠsoâŠâ Sharp drags of air mix with his poorly choked down moans.
His hand grips harder. Hips now rutting up off his desk chair. Hungry. Needy. Imprecise pumps into the slick ring of his fingers. Chasing another high he so desperately wishes you could personally give.
Because the way he feels right now?
The sheer malevolence in his mind. The depravity. You trust him completely and he canât trust himself with you at all.
Beautiful, enchanting girl.
You reduce him to a perverted, bird brained slave to his desires.
You make him want to violate you. To fuck a cock-shaped hole through the back of your skirt to your cervix.
He wants to pick you up and bounce you along all 10 inches of his length and watch himself bludgeon through to your stomach.
He wants to pin you down and use your pretty little throat as his personal cocksleeve. And watch you garble and cry and drool around his invading length while you struggle for air. And listen to the melodic sounds of you gasping and muffled around his dick when he makes you apologize.
Apologize for being so goddamn irresistible. For bringing this depraved shell of a human being out of him.
Electricity runs the length of his manhood. His breaths are jagged, tendrils of wavey hair matted to his forehead.
The sound of your ringtone slices through the static in his brain. Tethering him back out of his criminal spiral.
âH-hey, pretty.â Suguru forces his baritone to level out. Hand still stroking his length.
Your wispy, girly giggle almost finishes him instantly.
âYouâve gotta stop with the pet names, Suguru! The trail of women in your wake hate me enough as it is.â
âHa-I c-couldnât care less.â Talking is harder than breathing for him.
You lean up from the counter and start twirling your hair in a way that makes him want to carve out another galaxy for you. Just for you. Anything for you.
âMovie night? Iâve been wanting toââ
âYes.â Suguru is almost embarrassed at how quickly he cut you off. Like a fucking dog.
You laugh again and stroll to your refrigerator. He knows youâre lamenting the missed croissants. And he knows you know thereâs a 99.99% chance heâs already gotten them for you. Because he is silly putty for you. He crumbles to stardust in your hands.
Because heâs your best friend.
âI got them.â Suguru rasps out. Hands moving so fast up his shaft, precum surging out his tip. Heâs so close. So fuckingâ
âGod I love you.â
And he snaps. Hot, thick ropes of his cum splay everywhere. Suguru draws metallic from his bottom lip, clenching down so hard not to give himself away.
You said it so innocently. So platonically. And it shifted his entire world on its axis.
His best fucking friend.
âLove you too, Iâll be there at 8.â
Can I ask Yandere Miguel with an S/o who isnât interested in him at all, but whoâs in love with his brother Gabriel?
You don't think this was supposed to be a friendly platonic lunch.
The more you ate the very expensive food at the expensive table with the expensive view, smelling his expensive cologne across the table, the slower you chewed in nervousness and realization. Has he been trying to impress you the whole time?
You finished your mouthful of nicely flavored and smooth mashed potatoes and looked up at Miguel. He was already staring down at you with that look in his eyes. Love. Something you didn't feel for him but you knew he felt for you. You tried to ignore your mind and attempted to convince yourself it couldn't be what you thought it was.
"How's the food?"
You nod silently and put down your fork to pick up your glass of champagne. "It's pretty good. I like it a lot." His shoulders relax and he finally cuts his first piece of steak. "That's good. The first time I came here, I knew it would be a great place for a date."
Date echoed through your head. Your face immediately dropped into one of disappointment. Miguel has honestly been pushing you to the edge for longer than a month. Constant pleas and begs to be with you in ways you didn't enjoy and even though this was one of his most tamest attempts, this was enough to get you to snap. "Miguel." He looked up at you and saw your face, his own dropping at your reaction.
"Why did you bring me here?" His face also set into one of stone as he put down his fork and knife. "Well, I wanted to do something nice for the both of us. I know both of us are equally tired from the constant piles of work we have to finish at Alchemax, I know you juggle a lot of tasks after work and you could definitely use a break like me. So, I took it upon myself to bring you here as a way-"
You look both ways around the restaurant to make sure no one was watching before leaning over to hiss at him quietly, yet the most angry you've been this entire week. "I told you a million fucking time's I'm not into you, Miguel!! I keep telling you constantly, I. don't. want. you. I don't want to date you, I don't want your money, I don't want your time, I don't want any fucking thing from you." You pick up your purse and furiously dig around for your wallet so you can hopefully just pay and leave. "You're so fucking lucky I don't toss my plate in your fucking face, Jesus."
As surprised he was of your outburst, he knew every reason and then some for why you don't want to be with him. "Why do you want Gabriel?" You look up at him in confusion and frustration. "I'm not doing this with you right now." Where the hell is your wallet??? "Why do you want my brother? What does he have that I don't? I have everything he doesn't, but you continue running to him like he's the best thing you could ever ask for."
"He's the 'best thing I could ever ask for' because he doesn't try to trick me into dating him, doesn't follow me when I leave work, doesn't stalk me, doesn't interrogate me on every single action I make and doesn't annoy the shit out of me."
You give up once you realize Miguel might have stolen it again. He does this every time he takes you to lunch so you don't find a way to leave. Not without talking to him first. "Give me my wallet." He purses his lips. "No." "This is why."
"Please, just let me-" "You've done enough. Just please give me my wallet before I scream."
He shakes his head. "You wouldn't." You raise your eyebrows.
A silence is born. Just the sound of soft clattering from forks meeting plates fills the air. The soft music does nothing to calm you.
Finally, Miguel sighs and takes it out of his pocket and sets it on the table. As soon as you grab it, he sets his hand over yours.
You look up at him and he gives you a desperate look.
".......have a good night."
The cycle is bound to repeat tomorrow.
Good soup.
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Synopsis: Gojo Satoru wakes up in the body of Sawai Satoshi, a 35-year-old man with a wife and a newborn
(Warnings: Yandere, dark, brief contemplation of torture, ooc gojo, he gets better tho, explicit smut, dubcon(?), piv sex, f!oral recieving, not many warnings in this one...)
One morning, Gojo Satoru wakes up in a bed that isn't his.Â
His bedsheets are expensive, silk, nothing less. He feels cotton pillowcases, and the bed feels smaller.Â
He must have gone home with someone last night.Â
He can feel them cuddled up to his side. Usually, he's gone by the morning, but he must have fallen asleep. Makes sense: missions these days have been getting more and more exhausting.Â
Within his thoughts, he can admit that it's a nice way to wake up, but he needs to go. The sun's already high in the sky, and Ijichi will turn into a nervous wreck if he's late, again. At this point, Gojo just pities the man for even trying.Â
When he shifts, the figure next to him moves too. A voice, soft and raspy.Â
"Satoshi. Stop moving."Â
He must have given an alias. Or maybe you just didn't remember his name.Â
You're still half-asleep. Your brow is pinched in annoyance, and he finds that a little funny. You're a foreigner. He can tell from your skin tone, your hair, your accent. Despite your face buried in the blankets, he finds you pretty, and it felt like a good night.
But you two did fuck, right?Â
It doesn't feel like it. He doesn't feel like he just had sex. He can't even remember what he did with you. When he looks down, Gojo realizes that he's dressed in clothes he knows he doesn't own.Â
Also, he isn't wearing a blindfold, but his eyes aren't hurting.Â
Too many things are wrong. When Gojo calls for his technique, he feels nothing. Too many things are going wrong. Was it you? Were you some curse user that lured him into bed or something? Did you shut off his CT? He needs to figure it out. Is there rope nearby? A knife? He needs something sharp that will make you scream and cry but he can't take too much blood because if you pass out he won't get answers-Â
And then, he does hear crying. Muffled.Â
It's coming from a baby monitor.Â
"Ugh, no." You groan. "I thought we'd have a few more minutes."Â
You're shuffling off the bed, stretching before you shoot him a sleepy smile.Â
"I'll get her. Breakfast will be ready in twenty."Â
You blow him a kiss, and then you're gone.Â
Gojo sits up, and he studies himself again.Â
His hands are shorter, unkept. The thing that unnerves him the most are the scars. Papercuts, blemishes. He's never gotten a scar in his life. Infinity protected him from that.Â
But he doesn't have infinity anymore. And he doesn't think he's Gojo anymore, either.Â
When he stands, he feels shorter, too. The world is bigger when he creeps into the bathroom. He flicks the lights on and looks in the mirror.Â
Satoshi stares right back at him.Â
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Gojo doesn't like being surprised.Â
He actually hates surprises, so this shit is starting to put a damper on his mood.Â
He considered that it may be a dream, but everything is too realistic. It has to be someone's shitty cursed technique. All that he knows is that he's currently possessing Sawai Satoshi's body.Â
Age 35, from his license. The picture of him depicts a man who's starting to bald, and timid eyes. Gojo's pretty sure he's an office worker. A family man. Judging from the pictures, he and his wife just had a baby girl a couple of months ago.Â
Sawai's wife. You.Â
First things first, he needs to find this Satoshi guy. There's a big chance that Sawai is out there in Japan with his body and cursed technique. That is not good. And if anyone else found out what happened...
Fuck, he needs to find this guy.
Being normal is strange. He doesn't get headaches from just seeing anymore, so that's nice. Without infinity, he feels the carpet, the walls, the wooden rails, the air. It's like an out of body experience.
Eh, at least he still has his humor.Â
Something's talking in the kitchen, and there's babbling. He ignores it, in favor of the door.Â
"Where are you off to?"Â
You're right there, head tilted and an amused smile. Gojo hasn't been this stumped in a while. He blinks.Â
"Work." He finally blurts out. Satoshi has an office job. He can use that excuse.Â
You laugh, and it sounds like a wind chime.Â
"It's the weekend." You tell him. "Did you forget?"Â
Shit. You frown at your 'husband' in sympathy.Â
"They're working you too hard; I keep telling you to talk to your boss." You hum. "Anyway, food's ready! Coming?"Â
You don't give him a chance to respond, ushering him along until he's sitting on a stiff wooden chair. It looks like it's seen better days. The table has scuffed wood.Â
Two plates are sitting on either side of the table. Still steaming. Gojo doesn't remember the last time he ate a meal that wasn't made by a microwave or apathetic servants. He's been so busy with the jujutsu world and his students and...just everything.Â
Sawai's daughter is kicking her feet on the highchair next to him. She's an infant, under a year old. She babbles something in a high-pitched squeal, giggling at him.Â
You coo something at her that isn't Japanese, feeding her something that resembles apple sauce. When you look over at him again, you frown.Â
"You okay?" You ask.Â
He stares.Â
"You haven't touched your food yet?" You continue. "Don't like it?"Â
"No." He says sharply. And then he takes a bite. "It's delicious."Â
It's the truth. You grin, and you turn back to your daughter.Â
Despite the baby's squeals, the buzzing of the fan, it's quiet. Gojo isn't used to that. Quiet, slow, peaceful. He's used to fast, blinding flashes, urgent messages from sorcerers calling him all across the globe. Roaring special grades with sharp teeth and human-like smiles.Â
Is this what being human felt like?Â
He takes another bite, and he thinks he forgot to do something.Â
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It's easy to piece yours and Sawai's lives together.Â
He worked overseas. That's where he met you. You were a traditional dancer in your country, and considering the various medals and pictures, you were good at it. Gojo wonders if that's how you and Sawai met. If he was just among the crowd and saw you on stage. Did he make the first move? Or did you see him fidget in the corner before you gathered enough sympathy to talk first? You and Sawai got married in your country before you moved to Japan. Reina is your first child. You're a homemaker. Sawai is a salaryman. You two would celebrate your fifth anniversary this year.
It's a simple, normal life. Gojo finds it a little boring.Â
Breakfast was nice, but he needed to get out of there. Gojo couldn't afford normal.Â
You caught him again in his second escape attempt.Â
"Why are you so ansty today?" You ask, folding laundry. "You're usually ecstatic to sleep on the couch all weekend."Â
Because he isn't Sawai, he doesn't lounge around all day on the couch. But he can't tell you that. From all accounts, you look like a non-sorcerer, so clearly, this body-switching fiasco isn't your fault. Though, the name Sawai sounds familiar, but Gojo can't place it.Â
"You've even gotten Oka riled up, Toshi." You fold up one of Sawai's shirts.Â
Right, the cat. Sawai's cat, before the marriage. Animals have always had a better sense of cursed energy. The thing has been hissing at him all morning. Gojo wants to tell him the feeling's mutual.Â
"Maybe he's hungry." Gojo shrugs. "And I've been..."Â
He doesn't know what to say, so he stops.Â
You sigh, tucking away the last of the laundry. He's seated on a couch he didn't buy. You sit next to him, arm stretched out so you can fiddle with his sleeve.Â
"Listen, I know what's going on."Â
He stares. You give a trepid smile, pulling a loose thread off his sleeve. It's barely even a touch, yet it burns.Â
"It's work. It's always work. God, this morning you were so out of it, you nearly hopped on the train if I hadn't stopped you." You start. "This isn't healthy. Have you talked to your boss about some time off?"Â
He and Sawai have more in common than he thought. Gojo can see it in the mirror : the sleepless nights and the stress. Is this how he'll end up in seven years? How depressing.Â
A vacation. Gojo had seen the emails on Sawai's computer. His team treated him like a rat, just dumping more and more work on him. Sawai so far hasn't even told them no. This guy needs a backbone, but Gojo doubts he'll get one soon.Â
But why does he care? Who gives a single shit? He needs to get out of here; why is he sitting here listening to Sawai's wife?
"Hey?" You nudge him, and Gojo is again forced to stare into your beautiful eyes.Â
âYou okay?â
You needed to stop doing that. Looking at him in a way no one has looked at him before. Lovingly, adoringly, like he's more precious than gold.Â
That look isn't for himâhe knows thatâit's for the man who married you. The man you had a child with. And he needs to go. His students are waiting for him. Yagaâs blood pressure must be raising a mile per minute.
But it's so quiet here. Peaceful.Â
And he doesn't feel like Gojo anymore.Â
"Toshi?" You ask. It's enough to break the glass. Shards jab themselves into his brain, painful enough that he snaps out of it.Â
Gojo clumsily stumbles off the couch, frazzled, vulnerable. That's dangerous for the strongest. You pull back, concerned.Â
"Where-"Â
"Out." He spits like poison. "I'm going out."Â
What was he doing, Gojo thinks when he finally stumbles out the door. Everything looks so much different without the six eyes. Less clearer, he can't see the make up of things, he's no longer looking through that biological microscope.Â
Still, it's too much. He flinches against the blinding sun. Around him people don't give him a second glance. He's not used to that, not being the center of attention. Right, he isn't six feet and towering over everyone. Now, he's one in the crowd. One of a million.Â
He doesn't know where he is. Gojo knew he should've grabbed Sawai's phone but you were right there and everything gets so distracting when you're right there.Â
Even when he's away from you, the house, the quiet, he still can't stop thinking about it. It's irritating. He wants to claw out his brain, shred it to ribbon just so he can stop. He's Gojo. The strongest. He wasn't made to be this: pathetic, whimsical, human.Â
Gojo stops right in the middle of the street. Someone sends him a glare, but people pass him by. Nothing's any different. Cars and buses go down the road. People chatter. Kids run to school. Even when the strongest disappeared, the world still turned. Life goes on.Â
He keeps looking at his hands. Scarred. And yet you held them like they were gold itself. Precious beyond anything else. A touch that wasn't coated in deep lust and greed. He must be crazy. He must be touch-starved. Was he so pathetic that a warm breakfast and a touch of kindness from the wife of the body he had taken over enough for him?
Gojo thinks he starts walking again. He isn't too sure, but the next time he stops, he comes face to face with a train station.Â
Chiba, the words taunt him. It would take him less than an hour to get to Tokyo. Sawai has a little cursed energy, he could find the school. He could get this all sorted out.Â
And then, he could go back to his life. Killing curse after curse. One sleepless night after another.Â
Gojo needs to enter the station. He doesn't.Â
He thinks about his parents, of all things. Barely involved in his youth, far far away than he ever was. The bed was always cold. The night's were dark. And then, he thinks about little Reina, with chubby hands and fingers. When she cried, you came. This morning the bed was warm from you snuggled up next to him. He hadn't slept that well in years.Â
It's funny what a couple hours of humanity could do. He thought it'd be easy to leave behind. He hasn't been treated like a human for a long while. He thought the habit would be easy to shake.Â
There's a hand on his shoulder. He turns. You're there. Of course you are. With wide eyes, a concerned frown. You shake him a bit. He just stares.Â
"Toshi?" You call, looking around and Gojo realizes you don't even have the right shoes to be walking around.Â
"Where did you go? What are you doing?" You question, your tone sinking and spilling like caramel.Â
He gives no answer. Your shoulders drop.Â
"Come on." You murmur. "Let's go home."Â
You tug on his hand.Â
Satoru follows.Â
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"I'm taking you to the hospital." You tell him.
Satoru comes out of his daze when you speak to him. So far, you'd been talking quietly to a woman in her late forties, thanking her profusely. He zoned out after that, sitting on the couch, where you had left him.Â
"No." He instantly replies. "I'm fine."Â
"Fine." You repeat, a bite in your voice that he hasn't heard before. "You ran out, barely dressed, didn't even take your phone. You were gone for an hour. I had to call Miss Matsuda to watch Reina while I scrambled all over the streets looking for you. And when I did find you, you were staring at a train station sign."Â Â
You cross your arms over your chest. "And-and now, it's like you're not even concerned at what just happened! Do you know how worried I was? How scared I was?"
You're on him in an instant, barely an inch away. Satoru thinks he can stare into your eyes forever.Â
"Please, just...talk to me."Â
But he also knows he needs to fix this, because Sawai's heart is killing him.Â
He does what he wished he could have done with Suguru, all those years ago. For the first time in a decade, he gives into his inhibitions.Â
You're warm, and you sink into his hold, collapsing on top of him like it's all you've ever wanted. He tightens his grip on you, smelling your shampoo.Â
"I'm sorry." His voice is muffled but he knows you can hear him. "I didn't mean to leave you alone. I didn't mean to scare you."Â
"I was just being a jerk."Â
You're silent for a while. Satoru feels something wet seep into his shirt.Â
"Yeah." You say, quiet, damp. "You were a jerk. I wanna call you something else but Reina's right there."Â
He laughs. You do too, and then you lean off of him, taking his face in your hands so he can look into your eyes all over again. He finds himself leaning into touch. Maybe it's instinct.
"I wasn't scared of you." You say honestly. "I was scared for you. You've been acting strange all morning."Â
"I know." He answers. "But I'm fine now." You give him a look. "No really, I'm fine! I just...figured myself out. It took a while."Â
He's being selfish, plain and simple. Satoru was tired, exhausted. He just wants a break. The house is quiet. And he doesn't feel like Gojo anymore. Satoru decided that he's taking a break from being the strongest. He wants to see what normal people live like.Â
Maybe it's pettiness, but he's a little sick of constantly solving other people's problems. For once, he would let other people do the work.Â
And you're warm underneath his fingertips.Â
"What did you figure out?" You ask, settled right next to him.
In the background, Reina babbles something.
He shakes his head and closes his eyes.
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Being human has its perks.Â
Satoru doesn't get headaches anymore. Usually, just a couple of minutes without his blindfold is enough to give Satoru migraines. Its odd not having it on all the time, but he can get used to seeing things the way normal people see. Without the swirls of cursed energy.Â
The downside is that he can get hurt now. Even by a scrawny cat.Â
"Oka!" You scold as the bastard cat races down the hallway, out of site. Satoru hisses, flexing his scratched hand.Â
"What is up with him today? Let me see." Instantly, you're by his side, checking his palm. Satoru feels you're too close. Infinity doesn't keep you away.Â
He wonders if he'd even want to activate his technique with you around.Â
"It's not that bad." You mutter to yourself, dragging him to the kitchen. "Let's just clean it before it gets infected."Â
You sit him down on the kitchen stool. It creaks under his weight. Satoru watches as you dab a cotton ball with alcohol, before gently pressing it into his wound. You're so soft when you're touching him. Like you think you could accidentally break him somehow. He finds it cute. Satoru doesn't know why he lingers on your gentleness. It's probably because no one's ever treated him like he was fragile before. Something worth protecting.Â
But your protection isn't for him. It's for Sawai.Â
"I definitely expected some whining." You smile, placing a band-aide on his hand. "You were always so queasy when the aid-kit came out. Guess you finally got a pain-tolerance, hm?" You tease and Sawai gets more and more pathetic in Satoru's eyes.Â
You put the kit away, sliding off the stool. There are downsides of being human, but he thinks the upsides make up for it.Â
The cat definitely hates him, but he doesn't care about that. Satoru just wants the quiet. It's still peaceful.Â
That's interrupted when the baby starts crying.Â
Satoru can hear you in the other room, hushing her, trying to get Reina to settle down. She's been howling for the past ten minutes. Satoru doesn't move from the TV. It's not his place to do anything. He isn't Sawai.Â
"Okay favorite parent." He hears you grumble as you come out with a squirming Reina, still sobbing. "Your turn."Â
Before he can tell you no, you're already placing the child into his lap. Satoru freezes.Â
He's rarely around kids. All his students were independent teenagers. He doesn't think he's ever interacted with a baby, an infant, before. It's instinct to hold her, keeping her in his lap. He stares. Reina sniffles, her sobs quiet.Â
"Every single time." You scoff, but you don't sound very annoyed. "I don't get why she likes you more than me. I'm around more, aren't I?"Â
Reina is looking back at him, and he wonders who she's seeing. Her father, or the man who's wearing his skin?Â
The infant sniffles a little more. Her whimpers turn into coos, then shaky breaths as she slowly starts to settle in his arms. Satoru's never had anyone feel comfortable in his arms. His hands were meant to manipulate space and time. Destroy. He's killed curses with his hands. Humans too.Â
Little Reina falls asleep right in between them.Â
Satoru swallows. It feels so delicate. He can barely bring himself to move.Â
You sit right next to him, watching her.Â
"She's so cute when she's not being a demon, hm?" You ask. Satoru doesn't respond. You lean a little closer.Â
"Hey," you say, voice warm and when Satoru looks at you, you have soft eyes, "I can take her. I know you want to rest today."Â
"It's fine." Satoru speaks without thinking. "I got her."Â
You blink, but after a while, you move back. Satoru cradles Reina to his chest. She's soft, and he keeps an extra light hold on her because he's afraid one wrong move would crush her completely. Satoru can hear her soft snores, her light babbles. It doesn't break the quiet.Â
There's a weight on his shoulder as you settle in. You let out a content sigh, and Satoru feels something fill up inside of him, something that was once void.Â
"I feel like it's been a while since we've done something like this," you say, voice quiet, "just...sat together, watching her."Â
Satoru thinks back to the dark circles underneath Sawai's eyes, the weight gain from stress.Â
"Toshi?" You ask, and it's Satrou's habit to look back at you. "Have you ever considered Japan...might not be the best place for us?"Â
He stares at you.Â
"Japan is my home," he says, and he has a feeling Sawai would have said that too.Â
"I know." You smile. "It's mine too. But...is that enough reason to stay?"Â
You shift, leaning away from him and he misses your warmth. You rest your head against the sofa, propping your head up with a fist.Â
"I was thinking." You shrug, reaching over to pick lint off of his sleeves. "Maybe we should go back to my country. If it's work...my cousin works in the same industry as you. I'm sure he can find you something worth your time. I'm sure my parents would love to be closer to Reina, too." You reach up, brushing a finger against the infant's cheek. "We'd have a community, right?"Â
There it was. You were lonely. Home alone with an infant. Doing nothing but attending the house. You used to be a dancer. You were good at it. Satoru wonders how much you sacrificed for the man you called your husband. In some ways, you're a little like him.Â
There's no point in lying. He isn't Sawai, even as he holds Sawai's kid and Sawai's wife. In the end, he'd have to return to his body. This was a vacation. This was just a break.Â
"I'll think about it."Â
He agrees anyway, just to see you beam, like sunlight streaming through the window. You give him a quick kiss.Â
Satoru barely holds himself back from returning the favor.Â
Everything ends eventually. For Satoru, the end came later that evening.Â
There's a knock on the door. He's rising up to get it. Currently, you and Reina were out on a shopping trip. He wanted to go too, but you insisted he rested. Satoru expects mail, some kind of package.Â
Gojo Satoru stands in front of him.Â
Tall, wearing that black outfit, Satoru always used to wear. White hair up, blindfold covering blue eyes. It was a nearly perfect imitation of the real thing.Â
"Hi," Gojo says, voice frail and weak, "I-I think we need to talk."Â
Sawai is exactly what Satoru pictured. Timid, quiet, stutters through his sentences. He's still not used to his new body, angling it around, trying to sit on the couch with clear difficulty. Satoru manages to piece his story together after fifteen minutes or so. Everything was Sawai's fault, right from the start.Â
"Soul switching." Satoru says when Sawai's done babbling. "What an interesting technique. And you can't control it?"Â
Sawai's shaking his head. "Not really. It comes and goes by its own. I'm guessing you were in the area when it activated."Â
Makes sense. When Gojo gets his eyes back, he'll pick Sawai apart more thoroughly. At this point in time, the cause doesn't matter to him.Â
"Does anyone else know what happened?" Satoru asks.Â
Sawai shakes his head. Good. At least he was smart.Â
"No," Sawai says, "I didn't know who to trust."Â
"Good instincts." Satoru responds.
"Did you tell anyone?" Sawai asks and Satoru's offended that he had the audacity to even ask.Â
"No," he says anyway.Â
Sawai gives a sigh of relief. "That's good." He breathes. "My wife never knew about me, or anything about jujutsu sorcery. We met after I left the clan. Not sure how I'd even begin to explain something like this."Â
That's why the name Sawai felt so familiar. A minor family, with dwindling power, up in the country. They barely touch on politics these days. No wonder he left. Especially with a technique like that. It's pretty nifty, but if Sawai couldn't control it, then there was no point in harnessing it.Â
"So, how does the switching back work?" Satoru changes the subject.Â
At this, Sawai wilts.Â
"It's pretty simple," he starts, "we just touch. But it won't work right now. It has a downtime of 24 hours."Â
A time constraint technique. Annoying. Satoru strangely isn't as upset as he knows he should be.Â
"Hm, no point in doing anything, then." Satoru sighs, lounging on the couch. "So if you knew all that; then, what's the point of coming here?"Â
That causes Sawai to fidget. It's aggravating to look at. Satoru's eyes twitch. He hopes Reina doesn't get that. No, she should be more like you, warm and kind with eyes that look like the night sky.Â
"I missed them," Sawai finally says, "I missed my wife, my daughter."Â
Sawai stares at the shelves. He's looking at pictures. Of you. Of him. Of your daughter. Smiling and happy. Sawai looks years younger in those photos, but Satoru is sure those pictures were taken not too long ago.
Just then, right on his collar, on his pale, slender neck, Satoru catches a glimpse of something. It looks like lipstick.Â
Oh, Satoru realizes. That's why Sawai didn't come by sooner.Â
"Uh, we met a while ago. Not sure if you remember." Sawai starts, laughing sheepishly. "I think you were about 10 when I first saw you. It was back when I was still in the clan. I was a teenager, wasn't really even sure what we were there for. But I saw you. And-and I think you saw me. I just remember seeing lines and lines of servants surrounding you. You were barely taller than my hip, but the power you had already...." He clears his throat. Satoru stays silent.Â
"I was jealous. Really really jealous. Of a kid! I remember thinking 'if only if I were Gojo Satoru'. And now look." Sawai gestures to his new body. Perfect perfection. "And at first I was super excited...but then I slowly realized how lifeless the world was with these eyes."Â
His cold apartment. Messages from him that he reads over and over. A family that only sees him as a status symbol. No friends. It's just him against the entire world, for the entire world.Â
"Your life isn't all that great either." Sawai ends.Â
It's strange. All his life, the one thing Satoru always wanted was for someone to understand him. He got close to that once, but even back then he was deluding himself. Sawai was the one man who was finally able to step into his shoes, see from his eyes. The only person in the world who could ever come close to understanding him.Â
And Satoru hates him for it.Â
"Yeah," he says, the truth, "it isn't."Â
It's quiet for a couple more minutes. Satoru feels the time bleed into his skin.Â
"Gojo." Sawai starts. Satoru hums.Â
"I know you're not that kinda' guy, but..." Sawai trails off, biting his lip. "did you...with...?"Â
Satoru gets what he's trying to say. He grins, feigning cheeriness, shaking his head.Â
"Nah man, I wouldn't do that to you." He assures. "I didn't even touch your wife. Not my type."Â
And Sawai believes him. Satoru can see it in his body language, even if his eyes are covered or not. Satoru doesn't know whether or not to laugh.Â
âThank you,â Sawai sighs, âand Iââ
âWeâre back!â
Both men turn. Youâre shutting the door, the baby strapped to your hip, while groceries are in the other hand. Sawai freezes. Satoru rises up.
âI can take âem,â he offers, grabbing the bag.
You thank him, and then you glance at your real husband with a puzzled expression.
âWhoâs this?â You ask. Reina giggles something.
Sawai opens his mouth.
âHi...â The word is strangled on his throat. It sounded painful to speak.
You smile at him. Eyes warm, but thereâs no recognition. You turn to Satoru.
âWhoâs this, again?â
âA colleague.â Satoru is stepping in. âHe was just leaving, I think, wasnât he?â
He angles that question for Sawai. Who jumps in his seat. He babbles something, before finally settling on. âYesâyes I was just leaving.â Even now, Sawai refuses to tell you, break you from that innocence. Satoru doesnât know whether or not heâs stupid, naive, or both.
âTomorrow morning.â Sawai tells him, just before he closes the door. Satoru gives a hum of acknowledgment, and the door clicks shut.
âWhat did he want?â You call from the kitchen, the infant tucked away on the high chair.
Satoru grins. âJust about work. Donât worry âbout it.â
Satoru finally brings it up after dinner. Youâre folding the last towels, tucking them away in a drawer. Satoru watches you, the way your fingers work with delicate precision. Reinaâs asleep, tucked away in her crib. The only people awake right now are you and him.
âHave you seen Oka around?â You ask. âI havenât seen him since this morning.â
Satoru shrugs. âHeâs probably skulking around somewhere. I wouldnât worry about it.â He gives. You take it as an answer, going back to your task.
âHey,â Satoru starts. âSo, whatâd you think of that man earlier?â
âWho?â
âTall. White hair. Blindfold.â
âOh.â You say, before thinking. âNothing. But, I didnât really expect someone like him to be your co-worker. I canât see him doing a desk job.â Yeah, Satoru canât either.
âNothing else?â He prods.
You cast him an odd look. âNo, not really. Why? What about him?â
The conversation is going nowhere. He gives up.
âNothing.â Satoru finally says. You donât accept it.
Instead, you turn around and watch him. Your eyes seem to pick up on something. A pretty smile graces your face, but Satoru feels something heavy form in his stomach.
âOh my god. Youâre jealous.â You gasp.
Satoru feels something hot build up on his face.
âNoââ
âYes you are!â You say excitedly. âItâs written all over your face! Iâve never seen you jealous before. I should take a picture.â
âThatâs not it at all.â Satoruâs quick to say.
"The kid?" You laugh, bewildered. "How old is he? 25?"Â
"28." Satoru can't help but correct but you just laugh louder.Â
âA baby! God, youâre jealous of a baby.â
Eventually, your giggles subside. You stare at him with crinkled eyes.
âI am way too old to be messing around with 20-something year olds.â You assure, but your voice is teasing. âBesides, Iâm interested in someone, right now. And I think itâs pretty serious.â
Itâs a joke. Youâre not talking about him. He averts his gaze anyway. You skip over, planting a kiss on his cheek.
âBut that was extremely sweet.â You tell him. âYou should get jealous more often.â
You did that again. Touch him. Without effort. Thoughtlessly.
Satoru doesnât think he can hold back anymore.
This was your fault, he thinks, this was all your fault.
He grabs your waist before you can pull away. Soft, barely gives under his touch. You melt into him like butter, sinking and falling. He traces his hands up your hips, your chest, settling on the softness of your cheek. You let him, falling under his spell, the moment he touches you. Heâs used to this. Eagerness, worship, but thereâs something different in your eyes.
"What?" He asks.Â
"Nothing," you say, "you're just....really different, today."Â
He feels his heart quicken. "Don't like it?"Â
You take a second, and then you close the distance. "No, I like it."Â
You like it.Â
You love it
You love Satoru.Â
He kisses you like a hurricane.Pushing and biting, your gasps turn into hums and sighs when you follow his lead. Your hands reach up to his chest. He wraps his around your hips, making you walk back until your feet trip over the bed.
Satoru follows you down, never once pulling away.
âOh my god.â You gasp when he sucks on your neck. âToshiâtoshiââ
Itâs not him. This isnât for him.
But it could be.
âNo. â He stops, stares into your eyes. âSato.â He whispers . âCall me Sato.â
You stare at him, and Satoru is scared that you can actually see him. Peeling off his skin, seeing him for the sick man that he is.
âSato...â You murmur.
He canât stop himself. He doesnât want to stop himself.
âBaby.â He breathes. âFuck, baby. Need you.â
Itâs easy to work off your top, throwing it somewhere in the room. Heâs only caught a hint of your frilled bra before, but seeing it broadly displayed makes his mouth water. Blue. His favorite color.
Itâs like you were made all for him. No one else's.
He just didnât get to you first.
Satoru apologizes by kissing up your chest, to your neck. He marks you so it's clear as day. You trill in need and excitement, hands traveling across his shoulders, unbuttoning his shirt.
âSato.â You repeat. âGod, Sato.â
âRight here.â He assures. âRight here, baby.â
When heâs done with your bra, he feasts on your newly bared skin. Itâs a pretty sight. Heaving tits, going up and down right before he pounces like a feral beast. You gasp when he sucks on your nipple. He bites, before moving onto the other. Your sweat is salty-sweet. He could drink the essence of you all day.
He wants to devour you.
And the sickest thing is that youâd let him.
Sato kisses down your chest, licking at the swell of your belly, before heâs meeting your shorts. He takes them off with little flare, close to ripping them off being heâs starving and youâve been teasing him all day. That shake of your hips every time youâre meandering in the kitchen. You must have known what youâre doing to him. You wouldnât be smiling so widely if you didnât.
He licks you through your panties. Youâre already wet.
âThis all for me?â He knowingly asks, glancing up at you.
He expects you to shyly look away. Instead, you roll your hips into his mouth.
âAll for you.â You coo. âOnly for you, Sato.â
You have no idea what your words just did to him.
He finds it hotter keeping your panties on, so he leaves them, only pushing the crotch area to the side so he can get a better access to your pussy.
He isnât shy. Heâs more than happy to make himself known. Youâre practically gushing all around him when he latches on your clit, swirling it around his tongue. You let out this sound he hasn't heard ever, sending it straight through his cock.
âSato, fuck.â You grab his hair, pulling him even closer. âSo so good, Sato.â
He licks up to the length of your pussy, letting your strength guide him along. A dark thought pushes its way into his brain. It quickly disappears in favor of your taste on his tongue. Heâs drinking it like a man parched, trapped in the dessert, and youâre his salvation.
Your hips jerk, he stills your hips.
âEasy baby,â he says, voice muffled by your cunt, âI got you.â
âSato,â you urge. âI cantââI canât. Please please please.â
âWanna cum?â He asks, feeling a little malicious. âWanna cum for me, pretty girl?â
You nod, and then you sob. His smile is evil.
âBeg for it.â
And you do. Your sweet sweet voice growing up in octaves when he obediently ramps it up until heâs tongue-fucking your hole. Your legs wrap around his neck, and Satoru thinks heâd happily die if it meant his last moments being this.
Eventually, you stiffen up, and then you sieze all over his tongue. Satoru gently takes you through your orgasm, watching when you fall back on the bed. You look at him, out of breath.
âFuck,â you say, âwhereâd you learn to do that?â
He laughs, before climbing up your body to kiss your again. Itâs slow, sensual, your tongues melting together as you taste what heâs been tasting for minutes. He hopes you think it tastes sweet too.
And because he canât wait any longer, heâs pulling away to shuck off his pants. You giggle. He casts you a glance, but Satoru canât find it in his heart to be upset.
Pushing down his boxers, he frowns.
Itâs...disappointing, if he wants to say it lightly. Way smaller than his. What the fuck has Sawai been doing with you? No wonder youâre already so out of it.
Itâll have to do. Mainly because heâs so horny and heâd die if he isnât inside of you at this very moment. And youâre sweet enough to help him, taking your legs apart, inviting him with knowing eyes.
âReady baby?â He asks.
You nod, itâs all he can dream for.
Heâs pushing himself in. You gasp, and he can feel everything. His sensitive cock jumps at your heat, the tight walls of your cunt practically bare down on him. He knows itâll be next to impossible to fit his own dick.
He wonât stop though, not until heâs in all the way.
Thatâs the thought that gets him going. Rocking his hips back and forth. Youâre edging him on with your ohs and Sato sato sato. Needy, needing him. A service heâs more than happy to provide.
âBreathe, pretty girl.â He tells you. âAlmost there. Weâre almost there.â
You whine in his ear, already impatient. God, he wants you. He wants this.
And he knows he can do better than him.
âFuck baby, how bad is he that you turn so pretty in my hands, hm?â He asks. He isnât looking for an answer. Youâre barely paying attention to his words, eyes rolled back, close to tears. Just to torture you even more, he circles your clit with his thumb.
âLook at you. Bet he couldnât do a goddamn thing with this limpdick, huh? Hadâhad to literally step aside, let a real man do the fucking.â He hisses, and you moan something he canât decipher.
âCanât blame yaâ. Thisâs probably the first real fuck youâve gotten in a while hm? Fuckâwhat would yaâ act like with some real dick?â
Satoru can imagine it. Him and you, nestled between his silk bedsheets. Him, bigger, stronger, pinning you down just like the way he knows you want to be. He wonât stop. He wonât ever stop. Heâll just keep fucking you and fucking you as you say Sato Sato Sato Satoâ
When you cum for the second time, Satoruâs close behind. He collapses into you, feeling himself fill you up just like he should. You bite his earlob. He purrs in contentment.
But when he feels you still, heâs quick to rise back up, shaking you until youâre blinking at him.
âNo baby.â He kindly says, feeling himself harden all over again. âWe arenât done yet.â
He wasnât able to admire it the first time, but the second time around, he finally notices how pretty you are asleep.
Even when youâre sleeping, thereâs a faint smile on your face. Your hair frames your face like a halo. Satoru isnât religious, but he thinks its akin to watching an angel.
Heâs watched you for hours now. He barely slept. Time was slowly running out.
And now, the sunâs starting to come out.
Youâre so pretty. He doesnât want to leave. Its almost torture to pull himself up, kiss you on the cheek, before tucking you properly in bed. You stir, but you don't wake. Thatâs relieving for Satoru. He doesnât know if he has the strength to hold himself back.
This was nice. You were...nice.
But he had to be Gojo again.
The world canât function without him. Jujutsu society would crumble. Curses would run rampant. He canât risk it. His students, you, Reina, might get stuck in that.
For the sake of everyone, he closes the bedroom door behind him.
The prettiest girl in the world is sleeping too. Reina snored. Satoru almost laughed, but he held himself back. He didnât want to wake her. After all, her mom had a long night.
As gently as he can, he tucks a tuft of hair behind Reinaâs ear. She gurgles something, smacking her lips, and then stills again.
She looks nothing like Satoshi. Instead of being given his straggly straight hair, she was blessed with your curly locks. Her skin is deep and dark, matching yours perfectly. If her eyes were open, Satoru would see yours, warm and kind. You two even laughed the same.
Damn, even Sawaiâs genes got cucked.
Satoru pats her cheek, and he promises himself to stop lingering. Even then, when he passes by one of Reinaâs toys, he makes sure to pick it up, feeling the weight in his hands, before reluctantly placing it on a shelf. When he comes across your unwashed mug, he takes his time to put it in the sink.
Heâs biding his time, even when he knows he canât. He needs to be Gojo, not Satoru. He canât be both.
....Why canât he be both? The question stops him in his tracks.
What's stopping him from the best of both worlds? Why can't he have his cake and eat it too? What's stopping him from having this quiet in his life?
Himself. No one else is stopping him, but himself.
He isnât Satoru. He isnât Gojo either. Heâs Gojo Satoru. The strongest. Who could fucking tell him no?
No one would dare make a fuss if he were to bring a foreigner non-sorcerer as his wife. No one would blink an eye if he adopted Reina. No one could. Heâs pinnacles above humanity. He is the pinnacle of humanity.
He could have it all. Dominating jujutsu society, building up his students, you, your daughter. He could have everything he wants. It would be hard, but when has life ever made anything easy for him?
Heâs sacrificed so much. Heâs lost so much. He needs you. He deserves this. And he already knows he can make you happy.
If youâre lonely, heâll make sure that his clan welcomes you with open arms. Youâll be treated like a princess. Reina would never want for nothing. Heâd make sure she doesnât even remember her biological father.
And Sawai...
Satoru canât understand why a weapon like him is allowed to roam free. His technique is weak, but powerful, dangerous. He incapacitated one of the deadliest forces alive. With his technique, with how little control he has over it.
Others have been executed for less. Satoru will make sure of it.
Is it a bit over the top? Maybe. He knows Sawaiâs enough of a mouse that heâll just accept it if Satoru walks up to the bastard and tells him heâs taking his family. If heâs being honest, he isnât all that mad about the body snatching thing, either. In any other case, he might even find it funny.
But he still remembers the marks on Sawaiâs collar. Heâd used Gojo Satoruâs looks to get cheap pussy, before deciding that he wanted to crawl back home to you.
Pathetic.
He shouldnât even be allowed to exist on the same planet as you. Satoru wonât allow it.
And when he's dead, Satoru would be more than happy to play his part as a the acquaintance who just wanted to check up on you. Obliviously bring you closer and closer and closer until you're back in his arms.
Satoru can still taste you in his mouth. It'd be hard to wait for that again after having you, but you're someone worth being patient for.
Heâs almost elated when Sawai shows up at the time they scheduled. He looks worse for wear, the stress of being Gojo is getting to him. Good. Someone like him should see what real problems are.
Sawai tries to exchange pleasentries. Satoru refuses to hear it. He stretches his hand out. Sawai does the same. Satoru closes his eyes, and when he opens them again, a short man with a balding head blinks timidly back up at him.
Heâs back.
With his Six eyes, he can see youâre still sleeping. He makes sure to memorize the sight for his entire life.
âSo, enjoyed being Gojo for a day?â He asks, if only to keep up the facade he doesnât find the man absolutely pathetic.
A shy smile appears on Sawaiâs face. He shakes his head.
âI guess my lesson is that I shouldnât be too quick to judge.â He laughs. âWe all have our own problems.â
âRight.â Satoru says, âWell, this was interesting. Take care of yourself, okay?â He waves, gallantly striding towards the door until he canât hold himself anymore.
He sighs, tilting his head back dramatically.
âYâknow what man. I lied.â Satoru grins.
âI did fuck your wife.â
The last thing he sees before he slams the door shut, is Sawaiâs baffled expression.
Gojo hadnât expected to feel so satisfied, watching Sawai take his place at your husband, but he isnât angry about it. Satoru stretches on the patio. Itâs a pretty day outside. People are out and about. Birds are chirping.
Gojo catches a glimpse of a bushy tail before heâs reaching down to grab Oka by the scruff.
As expected, the bastard of a cat yowls, trying to claw at him. Oka recognizes him, a smart cat. Satoru smiles, unfazed. Infinity is back.
âListen.â He tells the cat. "I'm gonna be your new daddy soon. So unless you wanna end up in the pound, you better warm up to me."Â
Oka hisses, but he doesnât struggle anymore. Satoru gracelessly drops him back on the ground. Oka scampers out of sight.
Sawai clearly used Gojoâs usual chaffuer to get here. It saves Satoru from making the call himself. He opens the car door, before plopping in the back seat.
At the wheel, Ijichi gives him a look.
âDid you find everything, okay? You were only in there for a short while.â
Sawai had kept true to his word. Not even Ijichi knew about the switch. Thatâs a bit unfortunate. Maybe if more people knew about his technique, what he could do, it might save his life.
Sawai needed to stop being so naive. Satoru was more than happy to teach that lesson permanently.
âYup!â Gojo Satoru chirped. âGot everything I needed.â
older reader?? SAY NO MORE
you're a confident, popular, charismatic lady in your 30s. you catch a pretty, barely-not-teenage gojo at a bar about to get roofied and rescue him.
you're neither a paragon of moral virtues but apparently you do still have some maternal instincts because you take him aside, help him sober up, and give him a stern but well-meaning lecture about watching drinks, staying safe, etc. maybe he gets a headpat and a caring look while you do this.
that's where you thought this would end but to gojo had absent parents and is starved of all forms of affection, including maternal, so he absolutely cannot let this end here and he will exploit his prettiness, his pitifulness, AND your maternal instincts to the max.
if wires get crossed and he manages to get you to bang him (and hopefully feel so guilty about taking advantage that he can get you to stay with him) then even better!!
omgggggyou know me so well-
(Warnings: manipulation, guilt-tripping, large age gap but both characters are 21+, implied non/dubcon, implied drugging)
When you open your eyes, your head is pounding.
Last night is a blur, but you get the big picture. You drank too much, and you brought someone home.
He's a cuddler, pressing you against his bare chest, a long arm wrapped around your naked body. It'd be a cute way to wake up if you weren't so sweaty and already in a bad mood.
You're debating on how to kick him out when he shifts behind you. He yawns, one hand reaching up to draw circles on your waist.
"You wake up pretty early."
It's not a stranger's voice. You know him.
You turn your head, almost afraid to look. He gives a sleepy smile.
"...Satoru?"
"Mornin'." Taking advantage of your shock, he gives a quick peck on your lips.
It's a jumpstart for the memories of last night to kick in. Satoru had invited you out, you had a bad day at work and you took the offer, you took shot after shot, one thing lead after another and then-
Shit.
"What's wrong?" He asks, and you doubt you're managing to hide the horror off your face all that well. His usually carefree attitude melted into concern.
"Feeling' alright? I wasn't too rough last night, was I?"
When you open your mouth, the only thing that comes out is a strangled 'I'm fine'.
"That's good." He nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck. "I was worried I hurt you or somethin'. Last night was perfect, by the way. Everythin' I dreamed of, baby."
Baby. You want to throw up.
"Oh, you must be hungry." Satoru frowns, clicking his tongue. "Uh, wait here, I'll go whip somethin' up."
Another kiss, this time on your cheek, before he's sliding off your bed. He's naked. You squeeze your eyes closed when he starts to put on his pants. You keep them closed until the door shuts behind him.
What the fuck did you just do?
You know what you did. You just had sex with someone more than a decade younger than you. You can't even remember it, but the evidence was all around you. Your panties laying crumbled on the floor. The ache between your legs. The bitemarks on your chest, your legs.
You fucked up.
Satoru was by chance You weren't supposed to talk to him, let alone meet him. You were at the right place, at the right time. You happened to catch smug asshole putting something in the oblivious kid's drink. You happened to grab it right before Satoru could, before dumping it on the asshole's face.
Looking back, it wasn't your finest moment. You nearly got the police called on you, but ever since that day, Satoru clung onto you like Velcro. He didn't leave you alone for the rest of the night. You thought your lecture would have embarrassed him enough to leave, which kid wants to be scolded by a thirty-year old? If anything, that might have sparked his admiration for you.
He was determined. Before you knew it, Satoru was everywhere. He spammed you with texts everyday, when he couldn't call. He'd constantly invite you to places adults way past their college years should not be going. Despite your absolute refusal to visit his dorm, you found yourself reluctantly letting him into your house, picking him up from parties when he was too drunk to drive. He'd told you things he'd never told anyone before.
You knew what was happening, you weren't stupid. And unhealthy infatuation. Young, starved for attention, eager to please. You saw the signs, you tried to set boundaries, but you thought you could help him somehow. Your savior's complex grew too big...you thought you could help him.
And then, you ended up sleeping with him.
It wasn't illegal. You knew he was over 18, at the very least. You still feel nothing but nauseating disgust. When you looked down at your hands, they felt dirty.
You needed to fix this, somehow. You needed to tell Satoru that this was a mistake. Rip the band-aide off, nice and clean.
You ignore the crumbled clothes on the floor: your flimsy dress, Satoru's shirt. Instead, you go to the closet and pull out baggy pajama pants and an oversized sweatshirt. You needed to hide as much skin as possible. To preserve the remnants of dignity you had left.
You stayed in the bathroom for ten minutes, practicing what you were gonna say over and over again. I'm sorry, it was a mistake, I was drunk, I took advantage of you, it's not your fault. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.
When you step outside your sanctuary, you smell something that makes your stomach growl.
Satoru's standing over a sizzling pan with a smile on his face. He knows his way around your kitchen because he's been here before, doing homework on your countertops. You feel sick all over again.
"Hey." He pouts when you inch closer. "I told you to stay in bed, didn't I? Silly." He reaches over, pinching your cheek in affection.
You swallow and you finally manage to steel yourself.
"Satoru, we need to talk-"
"And done!" Satoru cheers, setting down a plate. "Hungry? You gotta' be, right? We did a whole workout last night." You cringe at his choice of words, wishing he'd stop mentioning your biggest blunder.
When you don't move, he picks up some food with his fork, hovering it close to your lips.
"C'mon. At least try it." He urges. "I promise it's good. Please?"
You look into his baby blue doe eyes. Wide and earnest and eager. When you accept the offering, he glows.
He feeds you like this, one forkful at a time. When you ask why he isn't eating, he just shakes his head.
"I don't think it'll stay down." He admits. "I'm so happy, it almost feels like I'm dreaming."
You clear your throat. Hopefully, you can steer this conversation into something more productive. "Satoru, about last night-"
"Did you like it?" He suddenly asks.
"What?"
"Last night." He says with a sheepish smile. "Did-did you like it? Was I any good?"
You stare at him, utterly bewildered. "I-"
"It was my first time!" He blurts out with clear impulsiveness, and your heart stops. "I-I was pretty nervous. 'Had no fuckin' idea what I was doing, but it looked like you liked it. Right?"
He looks at you with those wide eyes, filled with genuine sincerity and you want to throw yourself off a ledge because not only did you not remember having sex with him, you don't remember taking his virginity.
You were a horrible person.
"It...was a nice night." You mutter quietly.
He beams again, it does nothing to assuage your guilt.
Fuck this all. You needed to put a stop to this. You needed to stop stringing this poor kid along. You needed to be the bad guy.
But, like always, Satoru makes the first move.
He rounds the countertop, coming to a stop by your chair. Satoru kneels to the floor, taking your hands within his owns. If it were anyone else, you would have melted.
Not him. Anyone but him.
"I meant what I said yesterday." He quietly says. "I know you still think I'm young, but I'm 22. I'm more than old enough to treat you the way you deserve to be treated." Oh God. When you turn away, he's reaching out, placing a hand on your cheek. You're forced to stare at him.
"Thank you for giving me a chance." He smiles. "I-I always thought you'd never see me that way, but then you said you liked me too and-"
"Wait wait, hold on." You interrupt. "What?"
He suddenly looks unsure, his gaze darting around. "At the bar last night. I confessed, and you said it back."
That doesn't sound like you. If anything, when you're drunk, you're annoyingly honest. You've never seen Satoru as more than a kid how could you have said that to him?
But he can't be lying. Not with those eyes. Eyes that were suddenly starting to fall like dying stars.
"Oh..." He trails off. "Did you not mean it?"
He handed you your chance on a silver platter. It was a mistake. I was drunk. I've never seen you like that. I took advantage of you.
You can break his heart, here and now. You take in a breath.
"No." You smile. "Of course I meant it. I...really really like you, Satoru."
His smiles returns and he's leaping up. You can't stop him from kissing you, but he's quick, flitting away just as quickly to give you a hug.
"I'm so glad." He whispers. "I'll make you happy, I promise. I'll do anything for you."
You pat his back, still in a daze.
Satoru is smart. He's a physics major, he's got to be smart. You just need to pretend to date him for a while before he realizes that you're too old for him. Then, he'll leave you for someone his age.
He'll snap out of it eventually, right?
Might read the JJK manga just because of this idk.
Zenin Naoya
TW: NSFW, dubcon/noncon, prostitution, jealousy, possession, murder of nameless characters
fem reader
Noaya would absolutely fall hard for his favorite brothel whoreâŠ
You always receive him with a gracious smile â long lashes shadowing an alluring pair of dark eyes, touching him so smoothly as you guide him to his usual room, always with dulcet words whispered seductively in his ear â all pretty nothings you know he wants to hear.
You let him get as rough as he wants without fighting back. Calling his name like a prayer â moaning with your throat when he fists your hair, fucking you hard on your hands and knees â branding your ass with his handprint.
Youâre such a good girl â listening to his every command with a pretty smile.Â
You may not be the most decent â but he canât say he has much appetite for modest women. While having to spend his day being introduced to a dozen potential wives â heâll always be thinking of visiting you instead. Wanting your red-painted lips wrapped around his cock and your smokey eyes looking up at him â to bite those pink circles on your cheeks and fuck you until your lashes run in black streaks down your dewy face â all while moaning out for him.
Suppose he could purchase you⊠turn you into a maid⊠and maybe in a couple of years of reforming, youâd be eligible enough to wed.Â
You wouldnât look too out of place on your hands and knees scrubbing the floors or tilling the gardens, all sweaty from the labor â though, it would be strange to see you all covered up in the thick layers of a yukata and not the thin kimono you so easily let drop to the floor as soon as he enters through the door to the establishment.
He wonders if there are many others you let fuck you like him. Sometimes, heâll spot a mark on your body heâs not entirely sure he left there. But you donât kiss and tell â never one to allow sore words to leave your lips, even when he proposes to kill all your other visitors. You just give him that gracious smile, letting him hold you close on his lap with his head on your chest â wading through his hair with your long nails, petting him as he pouts.Â
He becomes like a baby boy in his motherâs bosom when coming down after emptying his balls inside you â all clingy and cuddly with you. Childish fantasies leaving his tongue in murmurs pressed against your skin â how heâs going to take you away from this place, make you his housewife, keep you all to himself in his bed.
But then he goes back to himself â gets dressed, pays your madam, then leaves.
Heâll often pay for you to be free at those times of the day when he knows heâs free to come visit you. But sometimes heâll come unprompted only for you to be busy with another.
He doesnât remember when he started waiting outside for them. But itâs been so long that he no longer bothers washing the blood from his hands before he comes in to see you.
This was so hot I can't-
Do you think the miya twins would ever "mess around" with their darling at the same time? Ik they usually don't touch her like that unless they have her to themselves. Idk, I think it'd be fun to have the two crazies fighting over her as they have sex.
Oh yeah, totally!
[Warning: Yandere, Sexual Content]
Osamu is gracious, almost lenient. He knows Atsumu needs his alone time with you after a hard day of training, to celebrate his victory, or to just shut him up for a while. Having you bounce on his cock until he's satisfied is sure to knock Atsumu out for a while, as he'll be sleeping like a baby after a good fuck. And, to be honest, Osamu doesn't always want to deal with his brother's whining because you moaned the "wrong" name or because you've been kissing Osamu for too long. He just wants to be concentrating on your and his pleasure, knowing his brother can get off just fine by slamming into you but Osamu likes taking his sweet time. Also, Osamu is fully aware that his presence and extra stimulation could overwhelm you (although he enjoys that).
Regardless, that means he'll be the one to back off 7 out of 10 times, whisking you away after Atsumu is done for some fun in the bathtub and to help clean you up. Or he enjoys the rare time he has alone with you, bending you over the kitchen counter or taking you into the twin's room for somewhere more comfortable. There's also the delayed gratification in listening to your moans coming from the other room while he's cooking, his cock throbbing and waiting for his own chance of release that Osamu so likes. And he really likes being the one to pick up the you in pieces that Atsumu leaves behind, making sure you know he's the one to rely on in this weird relationship.
But there are times it can't be helped. I mean, look at you; how can anyone resist you?!
Surely not those two!
It's mostly when Osamu and you are getting frisky, and Atsumu comes home too early and catches you. He really has no shame, and there will be an unoccupied spot he can squeeze himself into. There's so much excitement in his eyes when he sees you, already hot and heavy, dazed, crying, or otherwise deliciously pleasured, and he can't help himself from asking you if you're enjoying his brother's dick and if you want to feel even better. He'll be so vocal about how pretty you are and how well you are taking Osamu's cock. How you'll be able to fit one more and take Atsumu as well, looking absolutely brilliant like this. If your mouth isn't occupied, Atsumu will make you tell him all about how you're feeling, asking you to say where his brother is making you feel good and apply some more stimulation that Osamu might have missed. Atsumu is always a little rougher with you, but he knows where to twist and pull to make your back arch, and he's the best when it comes to praising and degrading you, depending on what you need at that moment. And he knows. He always knows where you're itching to be touched, and if not, he'll make you tell him, kiss you feverishly when you speak up, and do everything you need him to do.
The twins might nag a bit at each other, but you know better than anyone that their teamwork is dreamwork. If they get together, you'll be drowning in pleasure until you no longer feel like the trapped darling you are. They'll make you feel like you belong. Like you are their lover and as if you want to be their bitch, chasing just one more height. The two of them are as addicting and devastating as drugs, but you'll never find anyone who knows your body better. Who's touch will make you cry from joy and who controls you from your thoughts to your orgasm, allowing you to let go of any worry or fear.
Although more rare, there are also times when Osamu joins you and Atsumu. Interestingly, Atsumu does give out an invitation every time Osamu walks in on you and his brother cock-deep inside you. It might be a jest, but Atsumu is unpredictable and mischievous in that way, and Osamu, too, can't resist his pretty darling, writhing and moaning in front of him, desperately in need of his attention. (It's what he tells himself, at least.) Sometimes, it's enough to watch you and his brother go at it as he jerks himself off, but on the very good days, Osamu will do anything to worship you, putting your pleasure before his, especially after seeing his brother rough you up. Isn't it nice of him to kiss all those bites and scratches? Osamu's hands can be so amazing as they dance across your skin, leaving trails of his touch from one hickey to another that make you gasp while his palms almost seem to burn when they settle. You'll want to nod and confirm any of his questions because you know he'll treat you to mind-breaking stimulation when you do. Of course you'll suck his fingers, push out your tongue for him and let him play with your hair as he rearranges you into new positions, making you feel things even deeper to the point both you and Atsumu are trembling and moaning.
Having the full attention of one twin can be exhausting or quite one-sided. But once you have both, you'll start to forget that you never wanted any of this.
Because in those moments, you'll only want more.
This right here, this is what I like.
Thinking about being Sukunaâs favorite concubineâŠ
He gives you special treatment, being far more lenient with you than the others. You want a luxury bath? Youâll get it. Want to have a night to yourself? Heâll consider it if youâre extra good to him today. Heâll even forgive that smart mouth of yours for speaking out of turn.
Heâll shower you in finery; clothes, hairpins, exotic fruits. He likes rewarding you with something that makes your eyes go wide and gleam with interest like youâre a little crow. Itâs also to show off that youâre his favorite, everything on you marking his possession over you.
Heâll keep you on his lap as he sits on his throne, one arm always snuggly wound around your waist. Itâs all about showing off his power and fertility to whoever visits him of course, but you get to be the one he does it with. You are the one to be shown off, to be remembered by whoever makes it out of a visit with Sukuna alive.
He normally doesnât allow his concubines to sleep next to him, it being far more of a hassle than he usually finds it worth it, but he makes an exception for you. Itâs not always, of course, but most nights after he calls on you (which is a lot) heâll draw you against his body and hold you for his own comfort.
Heâs more tender with you. Like mentioned before wrapping you in his arms to sleep, or letting you press a gentle kiss to his mouth. Not every touch you share with him is dirty, which is quite unique with Sukuna.
Heâll overwork you. You are his favorite, his most desired one, so be prepared to get fucked till your holes feel raw and your walk is messed up. He just wants you all of the time, making sure you are always bare under your kimono so he can flip it up and take you whenever he pleases. Perhaps if you beg him very, very sweetly not to use one of your sore holes, heâll agree to use another, just because itâs you, because heâs such a kind master.
Heâll cum inside you. Itâs not a privilege exclusively reserved for you per se, but he tries to avoid it with the others. He has had no interest in having children, so itâs a real hassle when one of his women falls pregnant. The fallout is never pleasant, to say the least. But you⊠well, clearly you have something special to have captured his interest. Maybe itâs your beauty, or your intelligence, or maybe you carry some tremendous cursed energy. Something made him like you best, and that something makes him wonder that maybe, if he is to create a legacy for himself, then you should be the one to help him with that. The change is not spoken about, you quickly enough finding out that Sukuna never pulls out of you anymore, keeping his cock inside you afterwards and fucking his cum even deeper. Itâs only when youâre clearly sick with worry about him ditching you (of worse) if you get pregnant that he tells you his thoughts. You happily accept your role of course, just as he knew you would.
His favorite, his precious little jewel
how i look at my screen after y/n just got called kitten/puppy/bunny
Yes.
gojo satoru drabble.
includes yandere! gojo, naive! reader, and adult themes so, mdni.
bestfriend! satoru, who doesn't mind you constantly asking him for outfit suggestions for your first dates.
bestfriend! satoru, who doesn't mind patting your hair and burying you in his chest after none of your dates lead to something serious.
bestfriend! satoru, who doesn't mind teaching you how to kiss properly, maybe that's why your previous dates weren't escalating.
bestfriend! satoru, who doesn't mind teaching you how to suck a cock, he promises guys will fall in love after you give them a good blowjob. letting his cock squirt his orgasm in your mouth, he swallows his guilt as you swallow his cum.
bestfriend! satoru, who suddenly regrets what he's done...he's plagued your innocent mind...but how can he help it...
bestfriend! satoru, who has worked so hard, beating up every single man who dropped you off at your shared apartment...went so far as to find out the tiniest details from their past and blackmail them with it so they don't ever see you again.
bestfriend! satoru, who loves you so much. and when you finally seem to reciprocate his love, all his guilt vanishes, because in the end, you wanted this as much as he did.
boyfriend! satoru, who makes sure to fuck you so hard that day, your pants and whimpers echoing in his room as he thrusts deep inside, his large throbbing cock stretching your tight walls, that you'll never want to go out on a first date ever again.
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~You and Nanami take a bath~
CW: Past kidnapping. Yandere Nanami. Forced nudity but not really NSFW.
Word Count: 1,347
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There used to be, you think, something calming about the sound of water lapping at the sides of a tub. The way the mirror and windows would fog, until your reflection was only a blob of color through the glass was delightfully anonymous, and you used to draw little flowers in the corners of the mirror when you were done bathing. The steamed room felt nice on your skin, and you always reached a light doze, warm and relaxed as you were in a tub with essential oils or salts or mountains of pearlescent bubbles. It was a private place, a slice of the world set aside just for you, and you treasured it.
There used to be something calming about it. But things changed.
Now you stood, shivering and bare except for a towel that was much too short wrapped tightly around you, nothing inside you feeling calm. It was easier, you knew, if you went along with the stereotypical domesticity that Nanami seemed to crave. It took you a while to understand, but when you realized and started treating him more like a husband than a man who probably suffered from insanity, he became calmer, smoother, like a rock polished of all its edges. Instead of hiding yourself away when he came home from whatever made him look beat up and bloody, youâd make him dinner. When youâd wake up to an empty bed, Nanami already long gone, youâd make it instead of trashing the room. You even tried to greet him at the door at the end of his workday, shyly pressing a kiss to his cheek, yet leaning back with a hammering heart whenever he seemed to want more.
You did this, because in return he became softer. He became- not like a husband, exactly, but a prison gaurd with his favorite prisoner. With his supervision, you were allowed to watch tv. You could request books or magazines from him, and heâd deliver. Once, you were even allowed to go to a park by his house, even though the entire time you were outside his arm stayed wrapped posessively around your waist, thumb stroking absentmindedly over your hip bone. It was a precarious balance of risk and reward, but as you stared at the tub, stomach sinking ever lower, you werenât sure this risk was worth it.
This was too far.
âI canât do it,â you said, staring at the slowly filling tub in front of you with terror. âThis is too much.â
Nanami dipped his hand in the water, moving it back and forth, eyes unreadable behind his glinting glasses. âItâs just a bath. Nothing else.â
He was wrong, because it definitely was something more. Nanami had seen you in your underwear once, but only because you needed help changing the first night he took you, as you had a bad reaction to whatever drugs he used for sedation. He had never seen you naked. You and he had never, to put it bluntly, had sex. The most romantic thing he had done was kiss you on the lips, and both times you had fled to your shared room for the rest of the night. The only sleeping together you and Nanami did was sleeping in the most literal sense; you shared a bed, and only because Nanami insisted on it.
âWeâre not having sex,â you blurted, then immediately felt your body go hot with embarrassment. It wasnât like you were a blushing virgin; youâd had sex before, but it was never with a man who had kidnapped you. It was never with someone as strong as Nanami, who you had seen punch a hole through a metal door and come out of it with not even bruised knuckles. Watching the muscles in his arm flex as he stirred the water, you felt your mouth dry, and your hands tightined the grip they had on your towel.
âNo,â Nanami said flatly, making you feel more ridiculous than ever. âWeâre not having sex.â
He turned off the water, and the silence of the bathroom was more deafening than anything you could have imagined. The tub sat full, yet empty of people, like it was taunting you. Hadnât Nanami just turned on the water? When had it have the time to fill up so quickly?
âLet me get in first,â you begged. âPlease?â
Nanamiâs brows rose. âI thought you would have been more against this.â
âI am!â you exclaimed. âItâs just thatâŠâ Itâs just that youâd like to get in first and fast, so heâd barely have that chance to see you. Nanami had put some type of salt in the water, which made the room fill with the scent of lavender and gave a slight cloudyness to the quality of the water. Combined with the height of the water, it should be just enough to hide everything important from the towering man in front of you.
â...maybe you could turn around first?â
Nanamiâs brows fell into a scowl, and he took off his glasses to pinch the bridge of his nose. âYes, of course. Turn my back on you, and allow you that chance to attack me. Itâs only happened once, so why shouldnât it happen again?â
âOnly once! And that was weeks ago!â You waited in terse silence, watching for any reaction.
Nanami only crossed his arms over his bare chest, muscles bulging. He was in a towel too, but where yours covered you from collarbones to thighs, his only hung low on his hips, putting everything on display. Well, you thought, staring at the trail of dark blond curls starting at his belly button and trailing behind the towel, almost everything. How was he able to look so confident dressed in so little, while you felt like the world was collapsing in on you?
âI wouldnât be able to do anything even if I wanted,â you tried. âThereâs nothing in here for me to attack you with. So could you turn around for just a second? Please?â
Nanami sighed and shook his head, and just when you thought he was about to say no, he turned his back. You took this as your chance, shucking your towel and praying that he wouldnât peek as you lunged into the steaming water, submerging yourself up to your neck. To your side, Nanami let out a grunt, and untied the towel, letting it fall to the ground, exposing his-
You jerked your head to the side, staring resolutely ahead. You didnât move, not even when you heard Nanami step into the tub. When he settled, placing his legs so they were on either side of you, bracketing you in, your hands clenched.
Slowly, he slid an arm around you, ignoring the way you clung to the rim of the tub and pulling you against him with ease. You had never felt so much of his skin on yours, and you felt your pulse climb as he moved against you. His hand fell over your forehead and began to pull you back.
âRelax,â Nanami said. âLet me wash your hair.â
You forced yourself to stay still, resting against his chest as he cupped water over your head and hair. When you heard something click, you jumped, eyes shooting open only to see a bottle of shampoo. Nanami squeezed a fruity-scented dollop out, set the shampoo aside, then covered your eyes with his free hand. When you caught the hint and forced them shut again, he started moving strong fingers across your scalp, deliberate yet tender.
You stayed still against his chest, a heaviness overtaking you, and you fought back the drowsiness. As you did, Nanami worked his hands through your hair calmly, in little to no rush. He rinsed the suds from your hair, and placed a kiss at your temple before smoothing conditioner through your locks.
While he washed the conditioner from your hair, you sank into something resembling relaxation, and for a moment allowed yourself to pretend you were alone. The steady rise and fall of the chest behind you made it hard.