WARNING!!!!

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

I just read your “mc who is afraid of spiders” and it was so sweet, I was wondering if you could do all the brothers with an mc who has pet frogs for a living/ how they treat the frogs, pretty please? I live for your stories 🥰

Hey! I'm so glad you like my writing <33 and your request is really cute! So is the frog in the gif. I hope you enjoy this!

the brothers with mc's pet frogs

-> brothers x mc

mc's gender is not mentioned, not proof read

content warnings: ranidaphobia (fear of frogs)

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Lucifer

he doesn't mind you having pets, as long as you don't go too crazy and run with the concept like satan would if he was allowed a cat

lucifer pretends he doesn't really care about the frogs, but, on the inside, he wants to hug each one of them

sometimes, you find him staring at the terrarium your frogs live in

Mammon

mammon thinks the frogs are the coolest things ever

he gets excited like a small child whenever you allow him to feed them, and he talks to them in one of those baby voices while he gives them the food

sometimes, when he is at the store, he finds a nice leaf accessory of some sort and buys it for the frogs

Leviathan

as a fellow pet owner, he loves your frogs, and he can tell how much you love them

you sometimes let him hold a frog, and he will take it to his room and introduce it to henry

levi claims that your frogs and his fish are best friends, and he can't stop thinking about them in little tsl costumes (don't put your pets in cosplay please)

Satan

satan is a little jealous of you, you can have frogs but lucifer won't allow a cat inside the house

he adds that to his reasons he dislikes hos brother

but this doesn't stop him from liking your frogs, they are always so chill and quiet, he'll read books next to their terrarium

Asmodeus

he thinks they are cute, he likes looking at them, but he does not want to touch them

one time, you let him feed one of the frogs and it touched his hand, which made asmo screech and run to the other side of the house

he often admires how beautifully decorated their terrarium is though, and asks for your permission to post pictures of it online

Beelzebub

oh he loves them, he thinks it's adorable and funny how they move and look

beel asks you if he can hold one at least five times a day, and you let him, the look in his eyes while he looks at a frog makes it worth it

you bet one time he accidentally ate the frog food, thinking it was some new snack

Belphegor

he is kind of like beel in the way that he thinks the frogs are cute and funny

however, he won't ask you permission to hold them, no, he straight up grabs one himself and cuddles with it gently, since he doesn't want to hurt the frog, you're fine with this

you actually caught him asleep once with a frog just chilling on his chest

I’m replaying doki doki literature club and I’ve just gotten to the part where monika says that I left sayori hanging, I haven’t reached sayoris house

drawing random peoples obey me signatures

please guys

Reblog for anons to tell you what pet name they’d call you

I need a barbatos hug rn it would probably fix me

Dearest Violet, I do believe a Barbatos hug could fix just about anything.

So much so that I accidentally drabbled about it... I know this isn't the same as getting an actual hug from the demon himself, but I hope it helps a little anyway~ I hope you start feeling better soon!

Barbatos notices when you're not feeling entirely yourself. Although he can tell what's causing your distress, he makes a mental note to deal with it later. Right now what matters is doing what he can to help you feel better.

As always, Barbatos takes it upon himself to pamper you. He begins by making sure you have the day off. Your RAD studies can wait. He asks you to come over to the Demon Lord's Castle where he can take care of you properly. He sets you up in a comfortable spot with pillows and blankets.

And then, Barbatos brings you things. He starts with his own tea blend and home made pastries. He brings you video games that he has procured from Leviathan and the Young Master. He has a stack of your favorite books as recommended by Satan. He has a selection of refreshing face masks given to him by Asmodeus. He's determined to bring you anything and everything that could bring you the comfort you so clearly need.

Barbatos watches you carefully each time he brings you something, but the look on your face doesn't seem to change. It's still quiet, withdrawn, even melancholy.

He's about to leave again, thinking he can bring you some different tea to try, when you catch his hand.

Barbatos stops in surprise and looks back at you with a questioning expression. "MC?"

You look up at him, doing your best not to sound too sad. "Don't leave."

Barbatos frowns a little. "I thought perhaps you need a different type of tea," he says. "I will be back as soon as I-"

You shake your head, which causes him to cut off what he was saying. You look at his hand in yours. "You keep bringing me things, but… I just want you."

Barbatos blushes, but he recovers himself quickly. He smiles and turns back to you.

You scoot over to make room for him to sit beside you, which he does. At first his posture is as perfect as ever. But then you move closer to him, pressing your arm against his a little, just a small bit of contact. And it finally dawns on Barbatos. In that instant, he knows what you need.

Barbatos relaxes his posture and leans back, opening his arms to you.

And you finally get to fall into them, nestled there against his chest. This is the one thing you've been longing for - a hug from Barbatos himself. And he can feel it healing you and he can feel it healing him, too. He didn't even know he needed healing, but it turns out he also needed a hug from you.

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