Adorkable Twilight & Friends - “Pony Unknown”

A comic I made based on dream I had shortly before starting HRT. Choosing my own destiny 🌸 Though what I thought I wanted when I was younger no longer fits who I am, my future is full of abundance and possibility.

A bunch of Build a Bears I've drawn recently!!

Commissions are open on a discount if anyone wants me to draw theirs ^-^

Lemme tell you something about being transmasc and recovering from the abuse of a cis man. I’ve spent a majority of my adulthood running like hell from who my father was and seriously interrogating what I was taught about gender roles. You know what actually helped me most? No longer seeing my own masculinity as a cross to bear and something I must actively work against. I’m not responsible for my father’s choices, he is. Being a man isn’t why he made them, he made them because he’s him. To me, statements like “he’s a man and that’s what they do” lets him off the hook. No, that’s what abusers do.

I’m still so devastated I never got to have him equip that dress 

A comic I made last holiday season! Oldie but goodie

He's experiencing this new thing called "sunlight."

In my experience so far, She/Her/Hers had it right when they wrote that,

I will probably harbor some doubts, but mostly I feel fine. // Fuck that, I feel fantastic! I am living with enthusiasm, reckless abandon.

Like, there’s some fear and discomfort wrt whether this is the right choice but that’s bc everything I’m questioning is stuff I’ve never tested. Crossdressing? Hair stuff? It’s all stuff my “1.5in hair and cargo shorts for the last decade” ass has never experimented with.

And if the fact that my brain still lights up most times someone calls me Theo despite having had that happen constantly for a month, and the fact that I’m really liking some of the experiments I’m already doing with my hair (bangs), and the recession of longstanding confidence issues timed coincidentally with getting to college and flipping to testing this out almost-completely-publicly is any indication, then crossdressing and real hair experimentation is going to be euphoric.

(Also finding out SHH released another version of that song last year almost made me tear up bc holy shit the contrast w/ the lead having started (finished?) voice feminization)

transness is about shaping yourself in ways that make you fall in love with yourself, it is not defined by dysphoria or discomfort- you don't have to carry misery around with you forever.

i blog for the ppl in their 20s being slowly driven insane by living with parents theyre closeted to ONLY!!!!

GOD I wish someone had told me I was trans so much earlier. Like. I actually take care of myself now. It's amazing. This isn't even sarcastic at all like I have just never had the energy or motivation to fucking take care of myself. But ever since I realized I was trans and figured out who I wanted to be, I've got that motivation now. I can actually get myself to put more than the absolute barebones minimum into caring for my body. It's actually incredible.