Ok I Think We Can All Agree That Chain Me To A Tree Was The Hottest Thing Azriel Ever Said

i have... unpublished fics and wips that will never see the light of day but i work on every once in a while.

and i haven't written since january so i was editing my old wips and i was like damn i wrote this?? bc why am i hurting myself

reposting again bc damn this is true & also i see more and more "acotar moral righteousness stuff" and im just sick of it

CAN'T YOU GUYS JUST FUCKING ENJOY THE DAMN FANTASY BOOK?????

Honestly I'm tired of all acotar discourse centering on moral righteousness and who is good and who is bad. Like leave me alone and let me enjoy my shitty fantasy novels without having to justify why I like it and the characters in it. Acotar is not a moral statement, it doesn't stand for anything. It's simply just a fucking story that, let's be honest, is made for stay at home wine moms who want to imagine fucking a dark haired bat boy and if you disagree youre probably wrong.

OVE SPOILERS

going absolutely feral with this parallel:

these violent delights (2020)

our violent ends (2021)

i’m ok

do you blame shakespeare for any of it? i blame him for all of it.

MASSIVE UNPOPULAR OPINION AHEAD

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oops 😉

I’ve been laughing at my own meme for 10 minutes

I can totally see it

I saw the meme template and I just went, yes

how much hate would an account no one knows about get if i make a John Green tumblr remembrance post rn?

fuck it ima do it

this. this is why sjm is superior

that part in acowar where feyre Finally gets to come home and she hears rhys’ voice and when she turns and sees him her face crumples and she falls to the ground sobbing- yes i cried then too.

she had to ask to sever their bond through the bargain, hear rhys’ roar of anguish, see him get dragged out snarling and scratching, see her friends- her Family- on the verge of death, see her sisters be turned into the beings they always feared in the most traumatizing way possible AND THEN LEAVE. she had to look tamlin in the face and smile at him, be close to him, go to his house with him. she couldn’t even Truly let herself miss and mourn the (temporary) loss of her family, her mate, her Home, for fear that the scent of it might reach the wrong people. she had to put all those feelings away and FIGHT. and then she had to fight her way back home on foot.

when she sees cassian and azriel (when they save her and lucien) she bursts into tears FROM SEEING THEM ALIVE, from seeing them okay. and then the reunion she had with cassian was so sweet, when she was flying with him and he says “hello, feyre” and then she just fiercely hugs him and cass murmurs ‘i missed you too’ softly, my heart MY HEART. and then when she RUNS to morrigan (sob)

so when she finally sees rhys, it’s like FINALLY, finally REALLY arriving home. she is Finally safe to let go of her her mask and just Mourn. she is home but she hasn’t mourned the loss she previously suffered. so when she finally sees him, is finally safe, she sobs.

AND THE WAY RHYS GOES TO HER (sob). the way he gently pulls her hands away from her face and wipes her tears away, looks into her eyes silently giving her that reassurance of, Yes, you are HOME, you can let go now. and then his murmured “my love,” as he kisses her gently- UGH I CANNOT TAKE IT

(foaming at the mouth)

this kind of Soft scenes, emotional scenes, scenes where rhys LITERALLY bursts into tears from how much he loves feyre, those are the scenes that Really get me, more than the smut.

His throat bobbed. “I missed you. Every second, every breath. Not just this,” he said, shifting his hips for emphasis and dragging a groan from deep in my throat, “but… talking to you. Laughing with you. I missed having you in my bed, but I missed having you as my friend even more.”

and you just know he MEANS IT TOO

maybe it’s my toxic issues but i absolutely loved rhys when he was the bad boy villain (im only slightly ashamed to say he was incredibly hot even then- but not really because from day 1 i knew tam was garbage and there was much more to rhys than he let on- but that’s a story for another day) . anyway while he was super hot even as the villain, I just absolutely melt for the soft boy baby illyrian he actually is inside <3

okay but just imagine

SJM child all grown up & reading ACOSF and ACOMAF ch 55 and be like: