“'cause i can’t help falling in love with you”
𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐩𝐭 𝐢
˗ˏˋ sunny speaks ´ˎ˗ for @tartagliaxx who inspired me to start posting my fics on tumblr!! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*✲゚*。⋆ this is for u, lei!!
𝐀𝐋𝐁𝐄𝐃𝐎 𝐊𝐑𝐄𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐙
falling in love with 𝐀𝐋𝐁𝐄𝐃𝐎 is like conducting an experiment. just like there are many layers to it, there are many layers to him. you have to be careful, with your measurements and where the both of your boundaries lie and how much you can step over them without intruding into something the other would rather keep hidden. chalk dust and moonlight and sunshine make up his body, something celestial in place of a heart and that star at his throat? all of it is yours, just like how all of you is his. and when you think that you know all of him, he shows you a part of him that surprises you and it’s like you’re falling in love with him all over again.
𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐘
falling in love with 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐘 is bittersweet. she doesn’t belong to teyvat, and one day, she’ll have to leave you behind. you want to make the most of your time with her, and vice versa. you wish desperately to show her the wonders of your home but you don’t, because you know it’ll just make it harder for her to leave in the end. you teach her about your culture, and she tells you about her world. gift-giving is a must between the two of you, because you’re afraid that she’ll forget about you. but she tells you, as blunt as an axe, that she’ll come back to you. and you have faith in her, in your brave, brave huntress, so you smile at her and tell her that you’ll wait for her. however long it takes.
𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑
falling in love with 𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 is easy. so easy. it’s the easiest thing ever. she’s so bright and happy that it’s impossible not to like her in any capacity. she’s just so lovely and cheerful. it scares you, sometimes, because, well, she’s outrider amber. she could do so much better than you. but she only wants you. no matter what you say, no one is better than you and nothing could ever stop her from loving you. you don’t tease her about baron bunny, and you cheer her on during her gliding competitions and you listen to her rants about cavalry captain kaeya without batting an eyelid, so what more could she want? she has everything she needs; her bow and her glider and baron bunny and you.
𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐀 𝐏𝐄𝐆𝐆
falling in love with 𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐀 is peaceful. she’s so lovely and kind, and you adore her with all your heart. she is always chiding you for being too reckless when she heals your injuries but after you’re done, she runs soft fingers down all your scars and tells you that she loves you. sometimes, in the dead of night, just the two of you tucked underneath the covers, she tells you that she feels like she’s never enough. her sister has done so much for mondstadt, she whispers, while she just smiles and sings and heals. so you take her hands in yours and you tell her that making people happy is the greatest gift of all, because she gives them hope. and she smiles shyly at you and asks you if she makes you happy? and you mean it with your entire soul when you tell her, yes.
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pairing: yoimiya x reader
category/extra notes: fluff, leaks for this one page abt yoimiya we got (im literally creating her whole persona based off of it) so warning for leaks!
a little summary: your eyes shine brighter than any fireworks she ever created.
note: stares back @xiaophobic
“come here!” she laughs at you, a hand outstretched in your direction. her eyes sparkle and she has the brightest smile adorning her face. she looks so happy, so carefree and you can’t help but smile too. you take her hand and she tugs you with her.
she’s always been so lively, so bright, even her own creations seeming dull around her. she was always the shiniest of them all, the prettiest.
you look at the way she laughs with children and the way they stare at her, toothy smiles and messy hair. she’s talking with almost everyone and the way they seem to lit up for a mere second when she chats with them is mesmerizing. she never stops walking though, seemingly still leading you somewhere. she wasn’t called the queen of the summer festival for nothing, you briefly think.
“where are we going?” you ask, holding her hand harder. you were afraid of loosing her in the crowd.
“to see the fireworks!” she answers, turning her head to you, “i worked extra hard on these ones!” she adds, pausing her walk. you two were standing somewhere higher than the rest of the people, the city blinking under you.
“you always say that,” you say teasingly. you know that it’s true though — somehow, she always topped herself, her fireworks performances getting better and better each time.
it’s just that... even though fireworks are fleeting, their blaze and warmth lives in people's hearts forever, she would say every time. and every time you looked at her with so much love and adoration that she shielded away from you, hiding her head in her hands.
“look!” she screams with excitement, pointing with the hand that was still holding onto yours into the sky.
you turn your head from her and look up. everything’s lit up with so much colors, so much sound and it’s just so much like her. you feel as if your breath is taken away, the same way it is each time when you look at her.
if you looked at her again you would see that even with all the fireworks around you, she was looking at you. and all she could think about was the fact that your eyes shined brighter than any of them she ever created.
I love yelan and shinobu im a simp already. I’ll ask for how they are when they have a crush on reader and how they would confess.
characters: Yelan / Kuki Shinobu x gn!reader (seperate)
warnings: none, just fluff
a/n: There aren’t too many things known about Shinobu’s personality yet, so I’m sure once she actually releases we will be able to look back to this fic and say “kinda ooc, ngl”, but until then I’ll have to use my gut feeling.
This is, of course, my first time writing for either of these two characters, so I’m sorry if I’m making a few mistakes when it comes to their personalities, but I think it should be fine
Also, this is kinda long, at least for my standarts
Anyway, hope you enjoy!
Yelan
Yelan knew about you long before you had even met her, she had to make sure that the new hire at the Liyue Qixing didn’t have any ill intentions after all, but once the two of you finally met, you instantly got along with each other, her relaxed and easy going attitude a welcome change from the stress inducing one’s your bosses seemed to have around them all the time. While your friendly and open attitude, that made even strangers reveal small secrets to you from time to time, being too busy enjoying their drinks to care, coupled with your willingness to tell Yelan about them if asked, made hanging out with you both a nice way to procrastinate while getting enough information to technically be considered part of her job.
Even after the two of you had become, what you would consider, good friends, there were still a lot of things you knew she wouldn’t tell you about, most of them about her job. You had asked once about why exactly she needed information about a citizen of Liyue, assuming of course that her job required her to do so, she made it very clear that, since it was part of her job, she wouldn’t tell you. You completely understood, never asking about such things again, while simply enjoying spending time with her. But there were things you knew about her that most others, who even knew about the existence of a woman called “Yelan”, wouldn’t even dream about knowing.
You had finally managed to get a few days off, deciding that it would be a great opportunity to visit Yelan, and while her house laid well outside of the city, you eventually arrived in front of her door, knocking on it, only to have to wait much longer than you expected before it finally opened, revealing your friend giving you her usual smile.
“Well, what a surprising visit you decided to pay me”, she greeted you, the thought of how you had managed to surprise the usually so informed Yelan, making you smile, only for you to remember what an unhealthy sleep schedule she seemed to have whenever she didn’t necessarily have work to do.
“Did I awaken you from your sleep?”, you asked teasingly, only for her to shoot back immediately in a similar playful matter.
“That’s confidential, I could tell you, but sadly wouldn’t be allowed to keep you alive afterwards”, after shooting you another smile, she finally let you inside, and it wasn’t long before the two of you started playing a game of dice against each other. “I could use this chance to win a few Mora from you, but how about we spice it up a bit? The winner gets to ask the looser anything”, she offered, causing you to give her a look of suspicion. When she said “anything”, did she truly mean it? Probably not really, since you doubted that she would tell you anything about her work even if you won, not that you wanted to know anyway. But you decided not to voice your doubts, instead giving her a nod.
Well, it wasn’t like you even had to think about what to ask her, since no matter how much luck you seemed to have, Yelan would always top you, and while her questions started out standard, asking you about things like work, they grew more and more personal with each question.
“What’s your taste in women?”, she eventually asked with as straight of a face as ever, and while the last question had already seemed a bit too personal for your taste, this one made your heartbeat faster than usual whenever you thought about what would come next.
“Well, I don’t really have one… I’m not that picky, if they are entertaining to hang out with, I guess”, you answered truthfully, well not completely, since there was someone you had eyes for.
“Then what about me?”, she asked, topping all her previous questions while making your face as red as the Jueyun chillies she loved to eat.
“T-that’s more than one question”, you stuttered out, frantically trying to buy your brain enough time to figure out any reasons she might have said something like that, baring the obvious of course, since that was too good to be true.
“Of course, how silly of me”, she stated, only to immediately get the highest possible score, making it unnecessary for you to even try and beat it. “Well, what about me?”, she stated once more, leaning forwards before putting her head in her hands while resting her arms on the table.
After seeing you fail to form a coherent sentence more than once, she leaned back before speaking again. “Fine, let me a different question”, when you heard her words, you finally managed to calm your nerves down a bit, only for all your blood to shoot into your head once again immediately afterwards.
“I like you as more than just a friend, do you feel the same?”, before you even had the chance to think about it, your body immediately went into autopilot, nodding enthusiastically without delay, causing the woman in front of you to smile at you once again.
Kuki Shinobu
You had known Shinobu for a very long time, having been friends with her long before she and her family got on rather… difficult terms. But when she had gone to study in Liyue for a few years, the two of you lost contact, only for her to come back and become part of the Arataki-gang, something you couldn’t help but find odd. Sure, you hadn’t seen her for years, but her joining that group of rather unusual individuals, wasn’t something you had ever expected from her.
But when the two of you met again, you somewhat rekindled your old friendship. Sure, the two of you had changed a lot, and instead of wearing the shrine maiden clothes you had expected an adult Shinobu to wear, she had found a different way to dress, most notably wearing a mask to hide her face even though you had never thought that there was a need for her to do so, but at the core you were still the same people as back then.
You couldn’t pinpoint exactly when, but at some point in your friendship Shinobu had stopped acting entirely professional around you, acting far more friendly than before. It may have been far from the friendliness others, like maybe that Naganohara girl, seemed to offer, but still a big enough change for you to notice, not that you had anything against it, since you were just happy to have your old friend back. And while she still insisted on wearing her mask most of the time, she wouldn’t seem as embarrassed as the first time you accidentally caught her taking it off.
You had plucked a few lavender melons since you seemed to remember Shinobu having told you about how they tasted better when roasted and decided to pay her a visit to ask for a few tips, only to encounter what seemed to be the rest of the “Arataki-gang”, but without their name giving leader.
“Hey, I’m sorry to-”, you looked at what they were doing, only to find them stand around two beetles fighting each other, leaving you with more questions than answers, but decided to continue anyway “…interrupt you, but do you know where I can find Shinobu?”, you asked, causing all of them to immediately turn their heads around.
“You’re looking for Kuki Shinobu? Why? Do you need something from her?”, one of them immediately started questioning you, approaching you while making you feel as if you were in some sort of trouble, like you had broken an unspoken rule, but before you could continue, the man in front of you suddenly had a look of realisation on his face. “Oh, you’re her friend! The one she always spends time with after work”, he almost shouted, catching the attention of the rest, making them gather around you as well.
What followed was them bombarding you with one question after another, not leaving you any time to answer any of them, but seemingly not even minding. You had long lost the ability to even register any of their questions, since they would be interrupted in the middle of it, causing you to have to hear a completely new one, that was, until you heard a question that stood out.
“Are the two of you a couple? You must be, you always hang out with each other, and she even mentioned you a couple of times”, all other members fell silent, as all their gazes were focussed on you, awaiting your answer.
“She was talking about m-”, before you had the chance to finish your sentence, another voice rang out, this one clearly being Shinobu’s, but instead of sounding professional like usual, or relaxed like when you spent time together, this time it was filled with rage.
“You have ten seconds, whoever is in my line of sight once they are over won’t live to regret it”, in an instant, the mass of men around you were gone, all of them scattering into different directions, leaving you and Shinobu alone, she finally having calmed down somewhat. “I hate those idiots sometimes”, she stated bitterly before letting out a big sigh, her choice of words somewhat surprising you.
“They seemed… friendly”, you awkwardly stated, trying to make her forget what had just happened, but instead earning yourself a nervous stare from her, only to hear her sigh once more.
“You heard what they said, so I guess there’s no need to deny it. I like you, and I hope you do the same, do you want to go out with me?”, her confession caught you even more off-guard, leaving you frozen in place for a couple seconds before finally mustering enough working braincells together to answer.
“Sure, I feel the same”, you answered, only to find it to be an underwhelming reaction, searching for a way to continue. “Do you want to roast lavender melons together?”, you awkwardly asked while lifting the basked full of them that you held in your hand, earning yourself a small, rare chuckle from Shinobu.
“Of course”
300 Followers Event: Hu Tao with 🌺🍰 please ^^
300 Special Event; Here
When Hu Tao realizes you have scars, she’ll admire them all the day along. Might even brag about it to Zhongli time to time. She’ll always complement them saying “they are so pretty” or asking “how you’d gain them?” And when you tell her stories on how you gained them she’ll always enjoy listening. Because it reminds her of how your scars have stories like the dead spirits she finds have theirs.
YOU THINK I’M JOKING BUT I’M DEAD SERIOUS
Summary: Hu Tao has loved you ever since you were kids. She’s been wanting to tell you for years, but an Adeptus named Xiao manages to capture your heart first, and Hu Tao is forced to stand by and watch as you spend the rest of your life with him.
Pairings: Hu Tao x Gn!reader, Xiao x Gn!reader (mentioned)
Genre: Angst, hurt no comfort, unrequited love
Warnings: injury, not proofread, suggestive (very very light though)
Notes: Please let me know if there are any mistakes! I’ve never done a wedding scene before, so if anyone has any tips/notes, I’d love to hear them!
Song pick #1: Nobody by Mitski
Song Pick #2: Heart Attack by LOONA/Chuu
It’s been years since then.
You were just innocent children, waddling around and giggling at the simplest of things. You could remember your mother calling for you, telling you to be careful before you mindlessly stumbled towards the streets of Liyue Harbor. The world outside of the Harbor was enticing, so you walked for hours, only stopping until you reached the dark corners of Wuwang hill.
You could remember the girl you found in the woods, curled up against a tree, holding a bleeding knee. The girl with brunette hair and eyes that glimmered like rubies, hyperventilating as she chuckled to mask the tears welling up in her eyes. As time passed, she stopped laughing. Her voice wavered as the darkness of the forest consumed her whole, her cries for help only bearing witness to the trees.
However, that was before you found her. As soon as you caught sight of another person on the hill, you ran towards them. When you saw that the person was hurt, you burst into tears and fell to their feet. You hadn’t seen blood before, and you additionally had the tendency to cry when other people cried.
You grabbed the girl’s hand, trying to babble out an “Are you okay?” to her. The girl in front of you wiped her own tears and looked at you with concern and confusion. She crawled forward to pat your head, her tiny fingers fluffing your hair around.
“H-Hey, don’t cry…” She mumbled, trying to be comforting. She wiped off her knee and raised it up to your face, wincing. “Look! I’m all okay now, see?”
You frantically shook your head, and started taking off one of your socks to stop the bleeding. You clumsily tied it around her leg, which still had blood running from the wound. It was a tiny scrape, but to a toddler, it practically looked like her leg had been chopped off. You sat down beside her and leaned against a tree.
A few minutes passed, and you had fully calmed down. You sniffled and wiped your eyes every now and then, but you were no longer crying, which the mystery girl considered a win. Your new acquaintance wrapped an arm around your shoulders, and started rubbing your back in a comforting manner. After a few minutes, you finally spoke up.
“Sorry…” you sighed. The brunette next to you perked up at your apology, energetically scrambling to reassure you.
“Huh? Don’t apologize, I’m all better now thanks to you!” She grinned at you, shifting to sit in criss cross position, the blood from her cut mixing with dirt as she did so. She started rocking from side to side, her hair swinging in sync with her movements. “Lighten up! What’s your name?”
You raised your head, a small smile spreading over your lips. “(Y/n). What’s yours?” Your eyes followed her form as she clapped in excitement. She was sent into a fit of quiet giggles as she continued to sway. You wondered why she was so happy, you only asked what her name was. “I’m Hu Tao, Its nice to meet you!”
After a while, you started laughing with her, despite your confusion. Being with another person felt… nice. You had been sheltered by your mother every since you had been born. Staying inside Liyue Harbor’s walls didn’t giving you much time to adjust to the world, especially since you were just a toddler. That was part of why you cried when you saw Hu Tao’s scrape, and that was why you were here in the first place.
As night started falling, mist spread throughout every nook of Wuwang Hill. The shadows cast from the trees melted into the night sky, the darkness forcing you to cling to your new friends. You and Hu Tao started walking, trying to find your way out of the forest by using seelies and butterflies. It was dawn by the time you had gotten home, and everyone had been worried sick about you.
So, you bid Hu Tao farewell, and promised to meet her in the forest another day.
It was around 7PM when Hu Tao finally returned to the funeral parlor. But something felt… different. Tonight, she didn’t feel the weight of death on her shoulders.
No, tonight, she felt happy.
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It’s been twelve years since you first met Hu Tao.
Your friendship with the Overseer brought good to your life, and continues to make you happy every day. She’s been there through everything, not just to watch- but also to support you in everything that you do. This was something that no one was willing to do for you before.
She knew nearly everything about you- your favorite food, you favorite books, all of the standard stuff that a close friend would know. However, Hu Tao also knew about your past, and some of the deepest feelings that managed to work their way into your stomach. Sometimes, you would show up at her door in tears, asking for advice, and she would happily comply.
Almost too happily.
Hu Tao would get butterflies in her stomach whenever your gaze met hers, no matter the circumstance. Her hands would sweat, and to say that she would become flustered is an understatement. She would always become red faced if you ever got too close to her- and you, in your ignorance, would think she was sick or something.
She was happy that you relied on her, and she thought that the joy bubbling in her stomach every time you were mentioned was just the feeling of having a real friend. But, after a while, she realized that these weren’t just platonic feelings.
She realized that she was in love with you.
And dear god, she never expected love to hurt so much. All she wanted to do was take you into her arms and kiss you like there was no tomorrow, but she couldn’t risk losing what she had with you. Not now, not ever. So, she vowed that she would never come clean about her feelings unless you asked about them. She wouldn’t stand in your way.
It was only until she heard that you were going on a long mission that she regretted her promise. She didn’t want you to leave, she didn’t know what she would do with herself. You were the very reason she could move forward every day. After all, no one like the poor girl. Not Zhongli, not her own family, not anyone.
Every day you were gone, she waited at her door for you. The hollow feeling in her chest returned, and everyone who knew her had a feeling that something was wrong. Her eyes were dull, and the constant tapping of her foot was a clear sign that she was anxious. No one asked about her though, in fear of becoming her newest obsession.
Hu Tao buried herself in work after three days of your absence. After being yelled at by client and getting ignored by Zhongli, she tried not to cry. But, understandably, she broke halfway through the week. She truly did miss you, she thought as tears streamed down her face in the dead of night.
When you finally returned, you returned with a familiar face.
One she hadn’t seen in very, very long time
His raven hair decorated with glowing turquoise could be recognized by anyone who knew his name. His mask was practically a symbol of justice to the Archons, and his presence had once pestered Hu Tao long before you had left.
Adeptus Xiao.
He was always so cold, so unforgiving. It seemed that she always managed to tick him off just by being around, just like she did to everyone else. Occasionally, he would smirk at her antics, but other than that, he was something akin to a boulder. She didn’t want him to take away her best friend, or even worse- make you boring too.
Her joy was dampened when you said that he would be staying with you for a few days, but most of all, she was confused. A burning feeling settled in her chest as she watched you smile at him like he was the Sun and Stars themselves. Why did he need a place to stay? The Wangshu Inn was quite suitable for travelers and gods alike, so what was the problem?
Unfortunately, Hu Tao’s questions were answered when she caught you doing something that she never thought you would. The Overseer was going about her day as usual, tending to customers and preparing coffins. She was going to find you to ask you about something, when she witnessed you pressing a kiss to the Yaksha’s lips through a crack in the door.
Xiao wrapped a hand around your waist and pulled you in even closer, tilting his head to deepen the affection he was giving. Your palms glided up his neck, finding their way into his hair. You stayed like that for a moment, bodies pressing against each other, warmth emanating from your moving lips. A dark blush coated your lover’s cheeks when you broke away for air.
The image of you might have been hazy, but she knew what was going on now, and she knew what this was leading up to. A pang of jealousy and sadness shot through her stomach, infecting her system until it had reached her heart.
You didn’t want her. You never would.
A few small gasps left Hu Tao’s lips as she turned on her heel and ran away from the scene. The floorboards creaked as she did so, alerting both you and Xiao that someone was there. Both of your heads snapped towards the partially open door. That was the last thing you heard from her for days.
All you got was a mere glimpse of her uniform from behind the door, floating like a butterfly caught in a strong breeze.
It almost felt as if she was drifting away, bit by bit.
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Hu Tao returned to you almost a week later.
After she saw you and Xiao, panic set into her soul before she could realize it. She closed the Funeral Parlor until she returned, leaving you in a nervous state of confusion. The only thing you could wonder was, where was she? Was she alright? Why would she ever do this? Not once had she closed the parlor, so why now?
The truth was, your friend was now lost because of you. She though that she had a chance with you, but she had come to realize that that was far from the case. For three days, she had been aimlessly wandering around the dark corners of Wuwang hill, trying to gather her thoughts. But of course, she had no luck. The young Overseer needed advice on how to cope, so she ran to the wisest person she could think of.
Zhongli.
Hu Tao found the Ex-Archon to be irritably smart, making him a good, yet annoying source of help. He had expressed his hatred towards her, claiming that she acted like a child. His attitude always stung a little, but she couldn’t afford to hold grudges right now.
The streets of Liyue were filled with a mix of tourists and locals, the bustling crowds forcing Hu Tao to get through using force. She pushed her way through the ocean of people, the tears that lingered on her cheeks smudging from bumping into the bodies of others.
When she finally reached Zhongli’s door, it was almost sunset. She rapped on his door, and waited for a response. A sharp click echoed from the other side of the door as it swung open, revealing Zhongli, who was looking just as professional as always. He quirked a brow at her appearance and gestured for her to come inside.
He could tell that she had been crying, her puffy eyes and red nose giving him all of the minor details he needed. However, something else was off about her. The light from her eyes was gone- that really told him everything. There was no requirement for questions, he just needed to offer any form of comfort, since her previous source was the very thing that had her caused to seem so… dejected. Zhongli walked over to a kettle situated in his kitchen, and blew out the fire warming the water inside of it.
“It’s something to do with (Y/n), right?” Zhongli asked, pity lining his tone. The woman in front of him nodded sadly as tears welled up in her eyes. He sighed and patted her on the back. ‘You truly did have full control over this poor soul, didn’t you?’ He thought as he poured the boiling water into a cup. The problem was, you didn’t know of the power you held, which could possibly lead to the Overseer’s downfall. “Please, come sit down. Would you like some tea?”
“No, that’s okay.” Hu Tao replied, voice so quiet Zhongli could hardly hear it. “Thank you for the offer, though.”
The Archon sat across from her, holding a steaming cup of tea, his amber eyes boring into his guest’s soul. A shiver ran up Hu Tao’s spine as she soaked up his intense gaze, the despair she harbored just minutes ago morphing into pure nerves. She chuckled nervously and wiped her eyes.
“(Y/n) is in love with Xiao, and… I’m more than certain that he loves them in return.” Zhongli choked on his tea at her words, eyes as wide as saucers. He hurriedly set his teacup down and gently patted himself on the chest to regain his bearings. The infamous Yaksha… was in love? Was that even possible?
Confusion and disbelief were glazed over Zhongli’s features as he coughed into his fist. “I… I see.” He answered, “I suppose miracles do happen, even if they are in the, uh- strangest of circumstances.”
“Zhongli, you don’t understand, I love (Y/n). I love them too- I’ve loved them for longer than Xiao has.” Hu Tao cried, more tears accumulating under her irises. Tiny sobs left her throat as she ranted. “I hate having to watch the person I love the most get taken by some else, It’s not fair!”
An agitated sigh vibrated through the Archon’s chest at her words. How young and naive she was. A part of Zhongli understood how she felt, and another resented her for crying over something that he had been through millions of times. But, in reality, he had a secret soft spot for the young Heiress.
“Love isn’t fair. It never was.” And in the end, that side always managed to win him over, “The best thing you can do for yourself is move on.” because no one should have to go through what he did. He was alone when he lost his friends, and this child shouldn’t have to live through that too, even if she was a bother sometimes.
The girl’s breath hitched. Move on? How could she ever move on when you had captured her heart and marked it as your own? Anger started rising up Hu Tao’s neck as he spoke. She opened her mouth, ready to retaliate- but she was cut off by another statement shook her to the core.
“(Y/n)’s feelings won’t change, you know.”
He was right.
She knew he was.
No matter how much she wanted you to love her, you were incapable of doing so.
But why couldn’t you?
“But it isn’t fair to make them worry about you by running away. Go back to the Funeral Parlor, and patch things up.”
Heavy silence filled the air. The atmosphere was intense as the crushing realization hit Hu Tao- the realization that she had been selfish by running. She had caused you more trouble than she had meant to. A few minutes passed like this- the Geo Archon watching as a lovesick girl silently have an entire existential crisis inside the walls of her own mind.
Abruptly, she stood up.
The life had returned to her face again, and a determined look shone in her eyes. She was ready to come home. She couldn’t hold you down anymore. She would go back to you and apologize, because promised she would never, ever hurt you. Hu Tao ran out of Zhongli’s apartment, yelling to him about how grateful she was for his help.
It was nightfall when she had arrived at your house, exactly four days after she had left. She placed her hands on her knees and she panted into the cold, damp air. Soon enough, she felt gentle arms looping around her body. It was you.
A smile bloomed on her face as she hugged you back. “I’m sorry.” She whispered as you cried into her shoulder. Butterflies bloomed in her stomach when you did so, a faint blush coating her ears and cheeks. You bombarded her with questions of concern when you led her inside, Hu Tao joyfully answering each one of them. But as soon as she saw Xiao emerge from your room, she felt sick.
The butterflies that had been fluttering in her stomach were now dead.
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Today was your wedding day.
Today was the day that Xiao would promise his soul to to you for eternity.
Nerves and love were mixing in your stomach as you got ready. Your hands were sweating, and it felt as though electricity was spreading throughout your chest. You had envisioned yourself walking down the isle many times before, but you’d never expected it to actually happen. Especially not with someone as amazing as Xiao.
The wedding was being held at the Wangshu Inn, the very place where you and Xiao had met. It wasn’t a big reception, neither of you were up for that- but a few close friends had been invited to come and celebrate with you. It was only a few minutes before you had to come out, and the last checks of your outfit were being done.
Hu Tao stood behind you, trying to style your hair. You looked so beautiful in your wedding attire- hell, you were practically glowing. A constant ache had settled in Hu Tao’s stomach, and ever so often she would start to feel nauseous because of it. It hurt, knowing that you would never be hers. It hurt, seeing you look at someone else with such love. But she swore, years ago, that she wouldn’t get involved.
She knew you were happy, and that’s all that mattered to her.
She entangled her fingers in your hair and closed her eyes. A giggle rose from her throat to try and mask the fear that coursed through her body. It was just like you were kids again- it was just like the day you met. Hu Tao wondered if you remembered that day. She wouldn’t blame you if you didn’t, it had been two decades since then.
She should have told you. She should have taken the chance to tell you she loved you, instead of digging her own grave. Images of what could have been flashed before her eyes, and the hollow feeling in her chest had returned.
Her hands shook slightly, alerting you of the expression on her face. She grinned as big, glistening tears rolled down her cheeks. Small hiccups emerged from her lips, chest heaving with despair. She felt as if she was grieving for no reason, and she hated that she was burdening you with her issues on the most important day of your life.
You looked up at her, guilt clouding your eyes. Gently, you stood up and pulled her into your arms.
“Hey, hey… what’s wrong?” You whispered.
“N-Nothing, really, I’m just happy for you!” Choked laughs were scattered throughout her words as she nuzzled her face into your neck. “My best friend is getting married, of course I would cry.”
It was meant to seem like a lighthearted comment- a mere joke for you to laugh at, but there was a melancholic undertone to her voice, unlike the usual bubbly one she had. You quirked your head at her voice and placed a hand on her shoulder. You stared at your friend, the hues of your eyes being reflected in the hers.
“Nothing will change Hu Tao, I promise. You’ll always be my best friend.”
A friend. That’s all she was to you.
Hu Tao nodded and pulled away from you, wiping her eyes one last time. She brushed herself off before patting you on the back and ushering you to the door. The sounds of clapping could be heard as Verr Goldet finished up her speech. “Well, it’s time.” She sighed, “Now go out there, and give them a wedding they’ll never forget!”
The exchange that happened between her and Zhongli replayed in her head.
Time seemed to slow down as you gave her a final ‘thank you’, before walking down the aisle and leaving her side forever. Flowers clouded Hu Tao’s vision when she went around the seating arrangements to take her place up front as your Maid of Honor.
One last time, she looked at you, eyes filled with the disgusting feeling of love she had felt for so long. Taking a deep breath, she realized that Zhongli was right. She needed to move on. But she couldn’t, no matter how many times she tried.
Even as you both grew old together, the memory of the day she met you still lingers in her mind, reminding her that you gave your life away to someone that wasn’t her.
hi! could i request a Hu Tao x fem! reader fic where Hu Tao realizes she has feelings for the reader and tries to confess? thank you!
How do I tell her? [Hu Tao x Fem!Reader]
Ofc!! Hope this is okay 🥰
“Little miss Hu Tao? You have been acting strange lately, is everything alright?”
“Of course not Mr Zhongli! I’m sick!” Her hands flapped around, feet padding against the wooden floorboards. Her mind was running a mile a minute, your smile only being the thing she pictured in the back of her mind.
“Oh? Is it contagious?”
Xingqui’s laugh cut through her thoughts. “Hahah, not that kind of sick. she’s got the case of love.”
Zhongli coughed, readjusting his tie as he sighed. “I see, we’ll I have no experience in that department I’m afraid.” Making his way back to his desk to continue some paperwork.
“Expected.”
Hu Tao flopped onto the floor, her hands covering her bright red face as her friends laughed at her suffering. Picking and prying at her to tell them all her feelings while she tried to contain her rapid beating heart.
“So…. [Name] huh?”
“Shut it!”
“Come on Tao! You gotta tell us about her!”
She sighed, sitting up as she crossed her legs. The group of trouble makers cheered, sitting down to join her as they new she was going to spill out all her adoration.
“Jeez, where do I start. She’s just too I don’t know, perfect!”
Xianling nudged Chounyun’s shoulder as she wiggled her eye brows, the three of them stared at the love struck funeral parlour director. They were happy, it was about time she fell in the spiral of love.
Maybe, just maybe they could catch a break from her little pranks if she had someone to keep her in line.
“Start from the beginning, where do you two meet?”
Hu Tao smiled, not even having to think about it since she remembered every second the two of you spent together.
“She was walking back from the harbour before she dropped some of her belongings, of course I went over to help since I’m very polite!”
The group nodded sarcastically, nudging each other as they laughed. She wined, she was nice! Why else would she help people burry their loved deceased ones?
“Okay okay, what happened next?”
She sighed, resting her head in her palm as she stared out into the window. She remembered the smile you gave her as she handed you your stuff, your face was just breathtaking. The most perfect one she has ever seen all across Liyue.
“Her smile? Just perfect, and and and our hands touched! Her hands were so soft, the most delicate fingers too!”
“Uh huh? What else?”
“Oh! And her hair! How could I forget! It looked so beautiful! It really framed her face so well! How could someone just be so perfect.”
Her pupils were basically hearts at this point, the deeply smile really told the group what they needed to know.
“Wow Hu Tao, your in love love.”
“Double love.”
“Mhm mhm”
She shook her head, trying to shake away the thoughts of you that crowded her mind. Fingers coming up to run through her hair while she sighed.
“Love huh?”
They nodded, watching as she fell back with a squeal. Her face was as red as a pyro slime, probably as hot as one too at the thought of being with you.
“If this is what love feels like, I don’t want it to end.”
“Well you have to tell her girl!”
“Yes! Confess your undying love just like all those love novels i have shown you!”
“You two would make a good couple.”
She sat up, her eyes wide as she stared at her friends as if they were crazy.
“Confess?! What! I cant do that! What if, what if she doesn’t like me back.”
“Uhh Tao?”
“I mean [Name] is just so perfect! Too perfect for this world.” Hands covering her ears as she rolled around on the floor, blocking out her friends voices as you took over her thoughts.
“Hey… Hu Tao”
“Like she’s just amazing! You guys don’t understand how much I like her! But I don’t know if she likes me back!”
“Well uhm, you’re about to find out.”
“Huh? What do you mean?”
She sat up, her eyes drifting in the direction her friends were looking. Face turning as white as a ghost as she saw what they were referring too.
“G-good morning Hu Tao, did you forget you invited me over today? Sorry for interrupting.”
There you stood, hands shaking while you held a basket full of fresh fruit you must have picked for this occasion.
Your gaze was looking at your feet, avoiding Hu Tao’s that were staring at your face with wide eyes.
“O-oh hey [Name], how are.. how are you doing?”
Suddenly she was pulled up and pushed in your direction, looking back to Xianling who grabbed the others and walked for the other door. “Nows your time!”
She watched as her friends left, pulling Zhongli up by the arm and taking him with them.
She was sweating, doing everything she could to not look at you. Her hands gripping onto the hem of her shirt as she whistled.
“Did you mean it?”
“Hmm?”
She finally mustered up the courage to look you in your eyes, seeing you look at her with a nervous look.
“That you like me, did you mean that?”
She sighed, hand on her neck while she wiping the sweat her forehead before sighed.
‘You’re too deep in now, no point hiding it anymore.’
“Yes, I did. I really like you [Name], a lot.”
The nerves made her body tingle, anxiously waiting for your response with anticipation.
She saw you open your mouth before closing it, debating on what you wanted to say. Oh no, is she going to say no?
You stepped forward, your face being right in front of hers as you smiled. “Of course I like you, in fact I was going to tell you today actually.”
She watched as you brought your hand to her face, fingers holding her cheeks delicately as you brought your face closer to place a soft kiss on top of her nose.
You smiled, pulling away as you watched Hu Tao blush. Her cheeks were a bright rosy red as she gave you a derpy smile, too in love to respond.
“Would you want to.. I don’t know, go on a picnic somewhere?” You asked, bringing the food up to show her all the fruit you brought.
“Yes! Let’s go to Wuwang hill! They have loads of cool things there! Come one lets go!” Grabbing you hand, she pulled you along the streets of Liyue. Both of you smiling as you ran your way to your date spot, both as happy as could be in this moment.
They all watched as you guys ran, smiling as they watched her friend finally find the love she deserved.
“When are you going to get a girlfriend old man?”
Zhongli sighed, making his way back inside to finish his work.
“Not any time soon.”
- Jean is a little taken back, but she quickly responds with a smile and a blush.
- Her hand goes over theirs and says:
(Jean) "I love you too, S/O."
- Her smile stays there for the rest of their day together.
- A sentence like that is not to be taken lightly with Jean, so she knows S/O is being genuine, and that couldn't make her happier.
- Her cold demeanor is shattered when she hears that sentence.
- Eula is not used to affection given to her by S/O to begin with. Considering her family life and how she's treated, this is genuinely the first time she's ever had someone say this to her.
- She hesitates for a moment before turning to S/O, though she is unable to look them in the eye.
(Eula) "I...love you, as well."
- She turns away again, red slowly creeping onto her face.
(Eula) "Or do I? This could be an elaborate..." sigh "...You...You mean that right?"
(Fischl) "W-Where did that come from?!"
- She is a stuttering mess, barely able to compose herself.
(Fischl) "A-Ah, who wouldn't? But feel lucky, S/O. For your love is requited and-"
(Oz) "Surely it would not kill you to be serious for S/O, even for a second? Besides, how many novels have you read where you vocalized you wanted-"
(Fischl) "DON'T YOU FINISH THAT! U-Um..."
(S/O) "Amy?"
- She has to look away and is barely heard.
(Fischl) "...L-Love you too...and please don't call me that..."
(Noelle) "Come again? I'm sorry but it sounded like you said 'I love you'."
(S/O) "That's because I did."
- She pauses what she's doing and takes a moment to process it.
(Noelle) "O-Oh, I apologize! I love you too!"
- The smile on her face is infectious, she is panicking a little but hearing it makes her day.
- She is unused to matters of the heart, but she is filled with energy hearing it.
(Beidou) "Hah, where'd that come from now?"
- She laughs and moves closer to S/O, an arm around them.
- Beidou puts her head on their shoulder and closes her eye.
(Beidou) "Love you too."
- She honestly couldn't be happier, the only thing missing is a drink in both of their hands.
(Lisa) "Oh? Sorry, couldn't catch that. Could you say it again?"
- With a smirk and her hand wrapped around one ear, it was obvious she heard it.
(S/O) "I love you, Lisa."
(Lisa) "Ah, now I heard it."
- She chuckles and puts down her tea to walk over to S/O.
- Lisa gives them a kiss on the cheek and hugs them.
(Lisa) "Love you too, dear."
- Although she was teasing, hearing that has made her week.
- Despite her casual attitude, those three words carry a lot of weight to them, and hearing it from S/O means she's as happy as she can be.
I have been fine other than my neck trying to commit the murder on my body.
And yes you can!
- Honestly she'd probably be used to people being taller than her, S/O being no exception.
- Height is rarely an issue and in fact usually helps, with Ganyu asking S/O to grab an item from a tall shelf and whatnot.
- She especially wouldn't mind when it came to cuddling, as being the little spoon would feel very comfortable.
- Beidou would be the only one to tease her about the height difference, but as for everyone else they probably wouldn't say anything.
(Beidou) "Hey, you and S/O got to-"
(Ganyu) "Beidou, I am NOT using them as a Crow's nest."
(Shit, she's an inch taller than me. I WILL HAVE MY VENGEANCE ON HER...WHENEVER SHE GETS A RERUN.)
- Eula would feel mildly annoyed sometimes when she realizes her S/O is taller than her.
- Sometimes S/O would tease her about it, which led to remarks getting revenge on S/O's height.
(Eula) "Hmph, we will see who has the last laugh when your height becomes your downfall!"
(S/O) "Gotta reach me first!"
(Eula) "DO NOT TEMPT ME."
- Otherwise, it wouldn't be too big of a deal.
- In private, Eula doesn't mind being the little spoon. It feels weird for her to be held in a manner where she can just finally relax and be herself.
- She melts into S/O's arms, her head on their chest, smiling. This wasn't so bad.
- ...Mostly.
A/N; Same writer as @childeluv
#ALBEDO;
Seeing him peacefully in bed, was like a dream come true. He was always busy experiment with or on you, or just busy helping Sucrose with an activity or experiment of hers. So seeing him in bed, fast asleep, with his chest heaving up and down was adorable. He was beautiful under the lamp light that was on his dresser. So you pressed a kiss to his forehead seeing his head shift to the slightest. “Goodnight Albedo…”
#CHILDE;
He’s always working, or satisfying you or playing with his younger brother. So seeing his sleep was a nice reliever. You didn’t want him to overwork himself. Besides, he looked handsome while he was asleep. Falling asleep right on the couch. So you only placed a blanket over him and pressed a kiss to his cheek.
#EULA;
As a woman of hard work. She deserves her sleep time. So when you saw her taking a nap in the bedroom you shared with her. You observed her carefully before caressing her cheek a bit, and pressing a kiss to her head. “Sleep well my dear…”
#KAEYA;
Immediately went to bed the second he came home. So when you went to go to bed as well two hours later, after he did. He was sound asleep making faint snoring noises. He was basically hogging the sheets, blankets and the pillows but you didn’t care. You’d just sleep in his arms anyways. Which is what you did right before you placed a kiss on his lips that you hope he wouldn’t wake up to.
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