Summary:
When you look into his eyes, all you see is indifference. But when he looks at her, all you see is love.
Chapter One: Dull green eyes
Eren leaves you for your best friend. As you wander the cold streets of Shiganshina, you wonder were everything went wrong.
Chapter 2: She has his heart
You have yet another reminder that Hannah has his heart.
Chapter 3: Hannah's story
Hannah's side of the story.
Chapter 4: What you have
Armin and Hannah team up to help you.
Chapter 5: Memories
You reminisce with Armin about your relationships. And Biannca confronts Hannah and Eren.
Chapter 6: Prelude to confrontation
After seeing Biannca, you decide to confront Eren and Hannah.
Chapter 7: Confrontation
You suddenly feel nothing.
Chapter 8: Darkness before the light
The death of a love.
Chapter 9: Darkness
You think of white walls, the suffocating remembrance of your childhood. You finally say goodbye to Eren.
Chapter 10: Indifference
Slowly Hannah sees the light go out of Eren's eyes. And wherever she goes, pieces of Y/n's remains.
Chapter 11: Kind of dizzy
You leave behind the golden sunset and mountains. It is back to the grey city for you. The white walls close in on you. And that is when your world collapses.
A new revaluation changes everything.
Chapter 12: Reminiscence
After realizing nothing will be the same again, Eren reminiscences about the past.
Chapter 13: Hell
You prepare for your confrontation with Eren and Hannah.
Chapter 14: Breaking point
Everything falls apart for Hannah.
Chapter 15: Into the cage
Eren makes an offer that your just might take.
Chapter 16: Fear
You move in with Eren.
Chapter 17: Blurred and buried
Being back in the apartment makes you relapse, with the bit of progress you made evaporating. You start to lose yourself. The memories you hold are blurred and buried.
Chapter 18: Reopening old wounds
You think back on how your intimacy with Eren is forever sullied. Meanwhile, Eren feels old feelings reawaken.
Chapter 19: Compelled
Summary: The thoughts of Eren with another woman compel you to act, or rather, self-destruct.
Chapter 20: Time passes
Hannah reflects.
Chapter 21: A mother's shadow
You had never felt more lonely. Even after doing what you think is right, everything feels wrong. Armin then drops by and the two of you have an important conversation.
The first thing you remembered when seeing Eren was his eyes. You never remembered seeing eyes that green. It was those eyes that drew your attention to him. Those eyes that brew you into him. You remembered the way he looked at you. It gave you a feeling of euphoria that you thought would last forever. But recently, that has faded. Now when he looked at you with indifference. You weren’t sure when this had happened. You chalked it up to Eren having a hard time at work. It started with him being distant. You tried talking with him, but he would blow you off. Then he would leave at all hours and not answer your calls. It was at that point that you wondered if he was seeing someone. But every time you tried to speak to him about it, you were called paranoid. That was where you were naïve. Because now he only looked at her with those eyes.
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all this time - junisfics on ao3
beneath the cliffs - sophsiaaa on ao3
ulterior motive - sophsiaaa on ao3
malware - satosugusadness on ao3
good boy - serendimplelity on ao3
sisyphus - sabbywrites on ao3
monomania - piecksz on ao3
catholic boy - cafedanslanuit on ao3
p-p-p-pathetic - angeplummie on tumblr
heatwaves - arlertwitch on tumblr
four times armin bites - papijean on tumblr
surface tension - prettyboykatsuki on tumblr
better than him - luxesiren on tumblr
nevertheless - oyusumi on tumblr
mean armin - noritopia on tumblr
will you be my valentine - kooruphobic on tumblr
study date - alert-arlert on tumblr
in which you take care of a drunk, clingy kazuha.
when men had stormed into your home and obnoxiously chanted, “emergency, emergency!” you hadn't expected the so-called urgent crisis to be...
“what are you doing...?” you gazed at the inexplicable picture that was kazuha choking hugging a crewmate and at least five bulky giants attempting to pry him off, all of which were failing miserably.
“kazuha had one too many drinks,” someone belonging from the crux fleet helpfully supplied, gesturing to the empty bottles of sake scattered on the table. “and he's become some sort of a hugging monster.”
which, honestly, still didn't explain why you were brought here. “so... why did you call for me?”
“please take him home,” begged another man, kneeling by your feet and tugging on your pants. “please.”
“hey!” a voice chimed in warning, followed by a hiccup. you turned your head to face kazuha, who had finally let go of the traumatized man gasping for breath in the corner. “don't touch,” hic, “[name]!” he pointedly steered threats towards the beggar(?) before you, approaching with wobbly steps.
you caught him with your arms when he inevitably stumbled, too inebriated to fully function. “woah there, are you okay?” he clung to you tightly, pulling you down with his weight. “who let him drink this much?!”
“captain challenged him to a drinking match.”
figures.
“archons...” you heaved a defeated sigh, hoisting up your giggly companion. you placed one of his arms to rest on your shoulders and held him up by the waist, sending an accusing look to a nearby crewmate. “why don't you take care of him?”
“we got our hands full with beidou.”
again, figures.
appearing not too pleased by you neglecting him, kazuha roused awake, leaning far too close to your ear than necessary. “[name]...” he breathed rather than spoke, lips nearly brushing against your skin. “where are you taking me...?”
blood rushed to the tips of your ears. “please don't make it sound like i'm doing something illegal.”
“i can't believe you had it in you, [name],” said beidou, clearly intoxicated with alcohol. she took a swig from her jug and loudly announced, “taking advantage of, hic, kazuha of all people!”
your cheeks burned hotly, amplified by the booming laughter spreading across the tables. “i am not doing such thing!”
kazuha whined, slurring his words. “you... won't do anything...?”
“i swear you're doing this on purpose.”
you were absolute sure he was. tilting his head to your neck, stumbling conveniently, and whispering words to your ear in a calculated manner — he had to be doing this to rile you up. either that or he had the natural makings of a player, with all the flowers that come out of his mouth instead of proper words, unknowingly charming innocent victims with his alluring voice.
“don't be too rough with him, okay?” one cooed in jest as you passed by him, your pace hastening with each teasing comment while dragging kazuha with you. “poor guy's nearly unconscious.”
“i'm not doing anything to him, so shut it!” you retorted, not quite as intimidating as you wanted to be when your face was the same shade as a ripened apple.
“boo, coward.”
“no chickening out!”
“dear archons, please give me patience...” you bit on your bottom lip, deciding to stay silent and cut off the pointless conversation once and for all.
“[nameeee]...” kazuhaa drawled out, tripping on his own feet. you yelped and barely kept your balance.
“what is it this time-” you risked a glance at him, groaning in irritation, and you immediately pulled back your head when your face was closer than intended and you'd just brushed noses. goddamn it.
“pay attention to me!” he demanded as a bratty child would, except a child wouldn't stare at you so deeply and pepper your face with kisses as a means to annoy you.
“what- no- stop moving around!”
“get a room!”
“shut up!”
getting pushed back to the sofa as soon as you arrived in your house wasn't the last thing you expected to happen, but you were plenty caught off-guard.
“kazuha...” you sighed, effectively pinned down to the couch with him looming above you. his face was buried to the space beside your head, unrelenting to rise. “get up. i have to take care of you, so let me go. you need water to sober up.”
“don't want to.” he stubbornly nuzzled his head against your neck for emphasis.
“this kid...” you exhaled exasperatedly. your fingers ran through his hair, loosening his ponytail. “please? you're crushing me.”
you felt him pause, considering the potential harm he may cause.
even in his terribly drunken state, his childish tendencies came into a full halt and he obediently rose from his position, though the pout on his face was apparent.
“there, good boy.” you praised and sat up, pleased with his docile behavior. “do you feel sick? need to throw up? i can get a few more pillows.”
“[name] is enough.”
“that's sweet, but i'll get seriously angry if you throw up on me.”
“i won't throw up...” his hand inched towards yours, shyly playing with your fingers. “i promise.”
fuck, he's adorable.
still, you liked to think you had self-discipline. you won't let yourself get swayed by a pretty face.
“well, what do you want to do then? feel like sleeping? it's late at night, after all.”
he sheepishly glanced at you, looking with a silent plea. “...stay with me?”
you take that back.
“you know what? fine.” you tugged him towards you and fell on the cushions, wrapping him in a hug. “friends cuddle all the time. this is fine.”
yes, most certainly. this was quite the intimate act, but not totally exclusive to lovers. you chanted that over and over again to convince yourself, belatedly ignoring the fingers softly tracing patterns on your skin that seemed to stray off the levels of platonic.
“what are you trying to do, really...” you groaned, sanity escaping you. kazuha's expression remained vacant, unapologetic for his touchy nature.
“can i kiss you?”
kill me now.
“what if i say no?”
you wouldn't, of course you wouldn't. kazuha knew that too, that's why he didn't flinch and proceeded as if nothing happened. he reached his hand to your face, tracing the edge of your chin.
“would you?”
you stayed silent, and kazuha takes it as his cue.
his lips pressed gently to yours, relishing in the plush softness. your heart picked up its pace, thudding loudly in your chest, and it only raced faster when you felt the sudden sweep of his tongue on your bottom lip, prodding for permission. you stiffened considerably, but you let your eyes close and you lose yourself in the sensation, reciprocating the kiss and fingers grasping on his shirt for purchase.
you were momentarily surprised by his abrupt shift in position, his hand relocating to the back of your neck to pull you impossibly closer, and when you open your eyes, you see pools of red, admiring each expression you make.
“you-” you pulled away, startled into wiping away at your mouth. “don't open your eyes...”
his eyes crinkled at the edges, mirth warming his gaze. “sorry, i couldn't help but get curious.”
you grumbled incoherently, tasting sake on your tongue. “so? when the hell did you get sober?”
at first, he stared at you blankly, processing your words. then his lips stretched into an abashed grin, bringing his hand to shyly rub the back of his neck. “ah, i've been found out?”
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