Just Want To Be Skinny So I Can Wear What I Want

I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access

My boyfriend just got back home, by the way

I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af

Now the question is whether I should finish fasting at lunch time tomorrow and have like a bowl of soup or something and whatever my boyfriend decides on for dinner when he gets back. Orrr whether I should just carry on fasting until dinner time tomorrow… really not sure 🤔

Some more inspiration for me ☺️

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there are people who love and tolerate me more than i deserve

I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone

me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes

Ugh… sometimes I wish I was still at university so I could get away with fasting and restricting more

Don’t get me wrong, I adore my boyfriend. But he definitely wouldn’t let me fast, or restrict as much as I want to. So I just have to do what I can when he’s at work and stuff