Yeah Mom Im Ok I Just Dont Want To Be Alive Haha

The Monster Saga

(me trying the different flavours)

Ultra Black

My rating: 8.5/10

Review: My second favourite flavour I’ve tried so far! Not sure it really tastes like cherry (which is what it’s supposed to taste of), but it’s nice 😊

The need to look like this is actually killing me…

Mainly because I know it won’t happen anytime soon 😭 even if I restrict and fast as much as I can, it’s still gonna take time. Ugh, this sucks

(Pictures found on Pinterest)

So, my boyfriend is gonna be away from home for training from early on the 24th until kinda late on the 26th! That means I can fast that whole time!

Which is good news since it’s his birthday that weekend 😅 so of course that’ll probably involve going out for a meal or getting takeout.. plus a birthday cake for him, of course… but at least a bit more of a prolonged fast a few days before should counteract that a bit 😅 hopefully lol

why do i only love myself when im starving

Only 2 & a bit days until I can do a 48 hour fast!

I need to look like this someday

(Picture found on Pinterest)

Only 10 hours left to go until my 48 hour fast is officially done though, regardless of whether I decide to fast beyond that or not

And good news is I’ll be asleep for most of the rest of it 😄