Active December 2023 ✨

I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone

One day I will look like this… a promise to myself

(Picture found on Pinterest)

And before anyone says anything:

No, I don’t 100% trust him

I have very good reason for that

I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access

My boyfriend just got back home, by the way

I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af

Managed 12,135 steps today! Haven’t exactly had a great day calorie-wise since we ate out for lunch (again 😫), but at least I’ve done a decent amount of exercise to burn at least a little bit of that food..

I need to look like this someday

(Picture found on Pinterest)

Ugh… sometimes I wish I was still at university so I could get away with fasting and restricting more

Don’t get me wrong, I adore my boyfriend. But he definitely wouldn’t let me fast, or restrict as much as I want to. So I just have to do what I can when he’s at work and stuff

Also dreading this weekend because it’s his birthday on Friday and this idiot promised to bake him a birthday cake 🤦🏼‍♀️ and he wants to go out for a meal on Saturday as well…