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me with raizou

losing my shit over this

look. i just. want to talk about bakugou after your first big fight. bc i think he eventually becomes the type of person that knows when he's being too mean but he still can't stop. like you say one thing in defense to him and he takes it a step too far and immediately thinks, why the fuck did i say that—and then you get angrier and so he gets angrier and his inner monologue is just like shut up shut up shut up shut up before you say something you don't mean literally stop.

and so maybe he leaves, just to cool off.

not in the middle of the fight, but it's not resolved either. there's a lull between the little back and forth quips, all the "well i'm not saying that you—" and the "no, you're fuckin' saying—", the "don't cuss at me, katsuki—" and the "then don't talk to me like 'm—" and then it's silent. he's got more to say and so do you—but at the same time, he's just. over it. whatever started the argument in the first place has been left behind, anger moreso stemming from what's happened since the first shot was taken (by him, of fucking course), and he doesn't want to fight with you of all people. not you.

and the longer he's gone, the more it just spins around and around in his head. everything he said and the way he said it and why he said it, why the fuck did he say it. bakugou is—he's too used to fighting, too good at it bc that's all anyone has ever done with him. that's all anyone has ever shown him, that irritation, that push-back, that quick judgement and eventual avoidance. fed up with it. with him.

by the time he comes home—if he can call it that anymore—he knows it's over. he knows this is the part with the "i just don't think it's working out—" and the "really can't handle this right now—", the "you're an asshole—" and the—

and the worst of all is just the abandonment. the worst of all is when he'll come back to that apartment and you'll just be gone. you'll come and get your things over time, stuffing it all into cardboard until there aren't any traces left. until all that's there is the walls and the carpet and the frame and just. bakugou. alone. again.

but he walks through the door and you're just—there. washing some dishes, folding the laundry, poking at your phone because you can't sit still. and you frown at him with a little crease between your eyebrows, bc you're still mad and he knows this is it, this is when you look him in the eye and you tell him—

"i can't find the tv remote."

".......y'always lose the—the freakin' thing. did you check under the couch?"

"that's the first place i looked."

and you stand up to prove you're not sitting on it and he shakes out the throw blanket you were using and sticks his hand between the couch cushions and he finds a bunch of coins, a sock, that pair of underwear he took off of you the last time he had a night off—and the f—reakin' tv remote.

and you rest your forehead on his chest and you're pouting and you mumble out a, "thanks," even though you probably don't want to. you probably do a lot of things you don't want to do, with him. because of him. things you probably don't want to do anymore because you're fed up. and this is it. this is it.

"i love you, jerk."

when you wrap your arms limply around him, he doesn't say anything. because he can't. he can't shut up when he wants to, and he can't speak up when he wants to, and it's something you're probably tired of, maybe, he's not actually sure, but you let him bury his face into your hair and you pretend you don't notice that he's trembling just a little and that you can feel his racing heartbeat through his back.

bakugou doesn't say anything, because he can't, so you just lean into him a little more and you say,

"still love you."

and you pretend not to hear the deep inhale that he takes or the little groan he lets out, and you pretend not to feel the clench of his jaw or the barely-there wobble of his chin. and you say,

"still gonna choose to love you."

because you don't love him by accident. even with his irritation and his push-back, his smart-ass quips and his angry language. you see it all and you see him and you still say,

"always gonna love you."

and that's how bakugou knows where his home is. what it is. that's how he knows it's you, of all people.

Dear (Your Name),

Have you ever feel like that you meant nothing?

Been through stress and anxiety?

Tanjirou will always remind you that you were born with a purpose. You might haven't find it yet but remember why you were born for. Was it Love? Education? Fun? Whatever it is, you have the choice to live what kind of life you want and Inosuke won't let you down! He will remind why you shouldn't be afraid, he will tell you to have confident and he completely understand your stress but you aren't alone anymore because he would do anything to get you back to your strong self again!

Feeling insecure about your appearance?

Think you don't have the ideal body?

Nezuko will still adore you for being you and she want you to embrace yourself, to love yourself just like how she always embrace you because she love you and Makomo will always tell you, the you right now is a little flower bud awaiting for your petals to blooms to reveal your true beauty to the world!

Having a sense of fear?

Feeling discourage by reality?

Zenitsu will still see you as someone who is strong and he understand you are afraid as much as he does, he want tell you that you will get even stronger when you try to overcome it because he believe in you that you can do it! Kyōjurō is always there to give his wise words to you, giving you the courage to live your life to the fullest because he know you give others another chance to move forward if you keep going!!

Don't feel you're important to someone?

Seeing yourself as a weakling?

Muichirou will happily remind you why you shouldn't think like that! He want you to know you have your own importance as well because he learn everyone has their own role in someone's life and you are the VIP in his! Shinobu doesn't take your weaknesses as a meaning of being weak but rather she see them as your strength and that's what made her admire you about!

Getting tired of being hurt by someone?

Feeling you aren't worth of fighting for?

Sabito will tell you that you didn't lose them but rather they lose you and that's the biggest mistake they ever made in their whole life! Don't bottle your feelings up and he will never leave you alone when you need help the most! Sanemi isn't the best with words but he show it through his actions and he will make sure you understand that you are indeed worthy of fighting for!

See yourself as a failure to someone?

That you don't deserve anything?

Genya doesn't see you that way! He learn that failure is another step to success and he want to help you to get back to your feets that failure isn't over yet, it's only the beginning of your success! Kanae will remind you why you deserve everything from the world around you because she know your actions will lead others to something beyond expectations, she doesn't want you to give up so early!

You don't deserve love?

Aren't worthy of being loved by someone?

Mitsuri will attack you with her affection in no time! She will make a list of things to why you deserve so much love! She will accept everything of you and she want you to accept everything of you as well! Obanai will remind you that you are worthy of being loved by someone because he love and know you as someone who has the power to be kind to others and that's why you deserves the praise for your good heart!

You don't think your flaws are acceptable?

Being different is not good for you?

Please remember Uzui is always there to remind you that you are absolutely flamboyant wonderful even with your flaws because what made you so special without them? Gyomei will keep telling you that being different is not a bad thing but rather a good one in fact because no one possess thr same abilities or disabilities as you do!

Feel like your voice don't matter to the world?

That all of your hard works are just a waste of space?

Kanao will always tell you that your voice does matter! Your voice might be silent by being overwhelmed of the world around you but it's doesn't mean your voice shouldn't be heard by the world so let your voice get louder and stronger for the world to know that you won't be silent no more! Aoi will always remind you that no matter how much you're afraid of losing something then keep working hard as long as you love what you're doing then nothing will come in your way as long as you keep trying!!

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Lately, my life is full of drama and I feel like ranting about it but I don't think that's going to do anything to stopped the haters and bullies from entering my life weather it's real life or the Internet. It's won't change anything so I really want to do something to tell every writers across the world that you aren't alone anymore because there are a lot of people who are waiting for you, willing to give you a helpful hand and the love you actually deserve that no one could give it to you ever before. Also I guess this is kinda an early announcement that I'm almost 800+ followers?? Like seriously I love all of you for supporting my blog uwu

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