you can't just contain it can you? biting onto something so forbidden ... god fucking dammit forbid your lover has meaty guns for arms holy fuck
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖✦⋆˚ pairing — park sunghoon x male!reader
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖✦⋆˚ tags — fluff, then suddenly suggestive, implied male!reader down bad for sunghoon, cuddles, intentions to fuck but we'll see, you see i wrote this just looking at sunghoon's arms, and y'all wanted it okay !!
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖✦⋆˚ warning + notes — erm the urge to hold this man down because his arms are fucking thick what the fuck
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖✦⋆˚ word count — 1.2k
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The low hum of the television is a distant murmur, barely registering beneath the weight of Sunghoon’s presence beside you.
The documentary plays on—some sweeping shot of Arctic tundra, glaciers groaning under their own weight—but the screen might as well be static for all you care.
Because Sunghoon is warm.
Not just warm—radiant, like the sun itself had curled up next to you on the couch instead. He’d come home later than usual, hair still damp from the shower, smelling faintly of that body wash you always tease him for buying.
It’s ridiculous how good it smells on him. Like something expensive and forbidden, clinging to his skin long after he’s stepped out of the steam.
And now here he is, in that tank top—that specific one, the one you know he wears on purpose because it clings to every dip and curve of his shoulders, the fabric thin from too many washes, nearly translucent where it stretches over his chest. His arms are bare, his skin still flushed from the heat of his shower, and when he’d pulled you against him without a word, you hadn’t even pretended to resist.
How could you? This was your lover we’re talking about. Your warmth itself.
His arm is heavy around your own, slowly tracing down with his fingers tracing absent circles into your hip. You can feel the flex of his forearm every time he shifts, the muscle tightening unconsciously as he adjusts his grip.
Your cheek rests against his bicep, and the warmth of his skin seeps into yours, slow and syrupy.
Your body molds to his effortlessly, your head finding its usual spot against his bicep, your fingers tracing idle patterns on his thigh. Sunghoon hums, content, his arm tightening around your waist as the documentary drones on in the background.
You can hear his breathing, steady and deep, but when you glance up, his eyes are already on you—dark, amused, knowing.
He’s not really paying attention either.
Because you—you were staring.
He can feel it—the weight of your gaze, the way your fingers flex against his leg, the quiet, hitched breaths you think he doesn’t notice. Sunghoon smirks to himself, tilting his head just enough to catch the way your eyes linger on the curve of his arm, the way your teeth worry at your bottom lip.
Cute.
"You’re not even watching," Sunghoon murmurs, his voice low, rough at the edges like he’s been laughing too hard at practice. His thumb strokes over your abdomen, deliberate, and you swear he presses just a little harder when your breath catches.
You hum, pretending to consider the screen. "Polar bears," you say, deadpan. "Very educational."
A quiet laugh rumbles through his chest, and you feel it where you’re tucked against him, the vibration of it sinking into your ribs.
"Liar," he accuses, but there’s no heat in it—just that familiar fondness, the one that makes your stomach flip. "I’ll melt if you keep looking at me like that."
You could deny it. You should deny it.
He expects you to deny it, to swat at him, to roll your eyes and call him cocky—but instead, you press your lips to the inner seams of his arm—just a brush, barely there.
A soft, pliant kiss upon his silken complexion.
Sunghoon goes still, his fingers twitching against your side.
Your mouth is warm, soft, and when your teeth graze over his skin—just the barest hint of pressure—his breath catches, his fingers twitching against your side.
"Ticklish?" you tease, your voice muffled against his skin.
His exhale is shaky. "Y-you know I’m not."
But you do know.
You know the way his breath stutters when you touch him like this, the way his pulse jumps under your lips when you linger just a second too long. You know the way his grip tightens when he’s trying not to pull you closer.
So you do it again—this time, letting your teeth graze lightly, just to hear the sharp inhale he tries to stifle.
Sunghoon jolts, his arm flexing instinctively under your mouth. His grip on your hip tightens, fingers digging in just enough to make your stomach swoop.
You pull back just enough to meet his gaze, and his eyes are dark, his lips parted, his chest rising just a little too fast.
“I felt your teeth right there …”
"Sorry," you say, not sorry at all.
Sunghoon exhales, slow, his free hand coming up to tangle in your hair, fingertips scratching lightly at your scalp. "You’re mean," he mutters, but his voice is thick, rough around the edges.
"First you ignore the documentary, then you come kiss me and bite me—"
You do it again. Harder.
This time, his breath catches, a quiet, punched-out sound escaping him.
Sunghoon flinches, his whole body jerking beneath you—muscles tensing, breath hitching—and before you can even process it, his grip slips. Just barely, just enough to send you both tumbling off the couch in a tangle of limbs, landing in a heap on the floor.
The fall knocks the air from your lungs, but you barely feel it. Not when you’re half on top of him, your chest pressed flush against his, your face burning, your pulse hammering in your throat like it’s trying to escape.
Sunghoon blinks up at you, dazed, his lips slightly parted, his dark hair mussed from the fall.
The dim glow from the TV flickers across his face, catching the curve of his cheekbone, the faint sheen on his lower lip where he’d bitten it earlier.
And then he laughs—soft and breathless, his chest shaking beneath yours, his fingers curling into the fabric of your shirt like he’s afraid you’ll pull away.
“You—” He lifts a hand, rubbing at the faint red mark you’ve left on his bicep, his grin lazy, molten. “You marked me.”
You swallow hard, your throat suddenly dry. “Didn’t mean to.”
“Liar,” he says again, but there’s no bite to it—just that same rough-edged fondness, the kind that makes your stomach tighten. His fingers trail up your spine, slow and deliberate, sending shivers skittering across your skin. “You’ve been eye-fucking my arms since I came out of the bathroom.”
You could argue.
Instead, you press your lips to the mark again—lingering this time, letting your tongue dart out to soothe the sting, just to feel the way his breath stutters.
And in an unprecedented fashion, you travel your lips damply onto his arms—guiding it thoroughly until your reach collarbone, his jaw, and eventually, his parted lips.
Sunghoon shudders, his fingers tightening in your hair, tugging just enough to make your breath catch. “Fuck,” he whispers, his voice rougher now, darker. “Do that again.”
So you do—this time with teeth.
He gasps, his hips jerking beneath you, and suddenly his hand is on your waist, flipping you over with barely any effort, pressing you into the floor.
All he had was a dominating form on top of your waist, his chest heaving, and his pupils blown so wide his irises are nearly swallowed by black.
“You,” he breathes, leaning down until his lips brush against yours—close enough that you can taste the mint on his tongue, the sweetness of the energy drink he’d gulped down earlier.
“—are dangerous.”
You grin up at him, your fingers tracing the lines of his arms, the swell of his biceps, the way his muscles tense under your touch. “You love it.”
Sunghoon exhales, shaky, his nose bumping against yours. “Yeah,” he admits, voice rough.
“I do.”
And then he kisses you—deep and passionate, his tongue sliding against yours, his hands gripping your chest down to your shoulders, like he’s afraid you’ll disappear.
His body presses you into the floor, solid and unyielding, and you pull him down closer without thinking, chasing the heat of his skin, feeling his tantalizing weight gripping you down tightly.
When he finally pulls back, his lips are red, his breathing uneven.
“More …” he murmurs, his thumb swiping over your bottom lip, smudging the wetness there.
“Please…”
And you don’t even argue.
EN—D
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖✦⋆˚ kai's notes — ASKFJKAJSFKLAE!!! yes im a freak for his arms bro have you seen?! him !? flexing it?! ever since i saw him being all proud of it since paradox i was like … fuck you have GOT to be kidding me WHAT THE HELL!! so yeah, here it is … me just writing how it owuld feel to just .. have this man like be with you so warm like RAAAAA and it won the poll so don't judge me YOU'RE THE SAME !?!
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⋆ enhypen, bts, almost any pop song out there as long as it its a bop, classical music, sample beats, opm and anything under the sun that just resonates with what i feel~ ⋆
⋆ k-drama, some good western series like loki, movies like the james bonds, the mummy, rwrb and a lot more ⋆
⋆ making my own collection of series of stories, focus on writing male!reader or gn!reader stories because we are LACKING(!), and just putting out there something special for us to fond upon together wehehe ⋆
⋆ honestly do NOT know and do NOT intend to fit within what most of you guys do over here, all with the aesthetics and masterlist sorting that only a verified genius can actually create 😭 will still try my best to deliver what I really love doing out here on the blr -- to read and write stories of my latest and beloved fascinations, faves, and the like 💘 ⋆
⋆ are open! lmk what you guys want~ if i don't get back to you, don't be sad. just try your best to pitch in a random idea and i'll do my best to do something with what i'm given ⋆
u got texts // drabbles | park jongseong x male!reader + sim jaehyun x male!reader + nishimura riki x male!reader + park sunghoon x male!reader
pairing: jay x male reader + jake x male reader + niki x male reader + sunghoon x male reader
genre: fluff, established relationship
notes: YOUR BOYFRIEND 😍😍 IS 👉 LOST! ❌🅱 ITS 😡 YOUR 🍆👉 MISSION TOBRING THEM 💦 WITH 👏👏 YOU! 👏 GET ⓜ👽 THEM! 🏿🏿 NOW! 👇
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Songs on the charts, sold-out shows, the kind of career most musicians dream about—everything’s perfect. But success doesn’t fill the emptiness. And then, just when you think you’ve moved on—there he is. Your past, standing in front of you like a love song you never finished.
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖✦⋆˚ pairing — park jongseong x male!reader
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖✦⋆˚ word count — 1.8k
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖✦⋆˚ tags — male reader, jay x reader, estranged exes to lovers, famous singer!reader because we're built like that, is this angst? i have no clue, memories of your past together just hits hard ughhhh, jay has a new lover omg the drama-mama-mamah, you are dramatic as hell but we love you for you, you are insane to still think of him, i understand though you are in love with jay we see each other WE SEE EACH OTHER, more to come!
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖✦⋆˚ warning + notes — use of male pronouns, has some implied relationships, swear words, mentions and use of alcoholic substances, author's interpretation of the people in this fic might not reflect them irl, story update lengths may vary~
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The whiskey still burned in your chest when you woke up. You hated the feeling of alcohol within your system, but god does it soothe your tangled mess of a head.
Sunlight stabbed through the blinds, unforgiving. You groaned, rolling onto your side, half-expecting the bed to dip under someone else’s weight. But the sheets were cold. Empty.
Just like always.
The CD player had long since shut off, but the song still looped in your skull.
You pressed the heels of your palms into your eyes until colors burst behind your lids.
Pathetic.
Your phone buzzed on the nightstand. Leah’s name flashed across the screen, followed by a string of texts:
Leah: u alive?
Leah: also sarah says sorry abt last night. she didn’t know it was ‘that song’
Leah: …u gonna answer or am i sending mira over?
You typed back with one thumb.
You: i’m fine. don’t worry.
A lie. But what else was new?
The boxes in the corner taunted you. You’d only opened one last night, and already it felt like picking at a scab. The rest were a minefield of old playlists, ticket stubs, and the kind of photos that made your ribs ache.
You kicked the nearest one under the bed. Out of sight, out of mind.
The day was bright and bold. You set yourself up on your feet and got ready. Today is work day.
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“Going to Floor 26.” The pristine elevator voice echoed around you as you got in it.
The studio was your sanctuary. Or at least, it was supposed to be.
Atlas Records had given you the space after your first album surprisingly went platinum immediately after it was released (only days before it went double.) It was a token, a ‘reward,’ they’d called it. As if the pristine soundboards, the premium tech setup and gears, and some Grade-A acoustic paneling could make up for the fact that they owned you.
You slumped into the chair, scrolling through the latest track list your producer had shoved at you: that and a mere bunch of memos from the people upstairs.
Upbeat. Radio-friendly. More of what’s working, just like last cycle.
You crumpled the stupid paper into a ball and threw it straight into the can.
"Rough night?" You almost flinched as you heard a booming voice behind you.
Mira, your manager, leaned against the doorframe, sipping a matcha latte with extra foam. Walking just enough meters beside you, she offered another cup with the same taste — your favorite.
"Something like that," you muttered, taking the cup and popping the lid off instantly. You smelled the fresh aroma, before sipping soundly.
She arched a brow. "Leah’s wedding, right? Tell me about it."
You strummed a dissonant chord on the nearby guitar. "Played ‘Wonderwall.’ The crowd loved it."
Mira didn’t laugh, sitting with her back against one of your designer chairs. "Liar liar, pants on fire."
You shrugged. "It’s in my contract. Must lie convincingly to press."
“Press!? We lived in the same roof for a year and that’s all I am to you?”
“Doesn’t matter, I’m famous.”
She groaned, taking it lightly. But then her eyes flicked to your hands—the way your fingers trembled ever so slightly against the strings.
"Who was it?" she asked, softer.
You didn’t answer. You could feel her eyes burning through your thick skull as if almost reading the contents of your brain.
She exhaled. "Take the day, hmm? Sleep it off. We can push the schedule to—"
"I’m fine." You grabbed the nearest lyric sheet, jaw tight. You sat across her in your leather chair, focusing on sorting out the busy contents of your workspace before speaking yet again. "Let’s just work. We’ve got three hours before we go, yeah?"
Mira studied you for a long moment before nodding. "Yeah.”
After taking a long winding breath, she slowly went to the door to take her leave.
“If you start crying into the microphone later, I’m charging you for ruined equipment." She retorted one last second.
“Blah blah, go do your manager things!” You smiled as you tried to throw a crumpled sheet to her.
“Alright, alright!” She shut the door gently, leaving you alone on your vices.
Right ... you were going to sing today. A lot.
When you least expected it, the skill you had fun as a hobby had already become a chore.
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The neon sign outside flickered—YE OLD TAVERN—in all its peeling, ironic glory.
You hadn't set foot in this place since your university years. Back when sticky tables and cheap beer felt like an adventure, not exhaustion. Back when he was still beside you, laughing into his drink as you butchered a karaoke song.
Now, the bar was packed—word had spread about the "intimate, unplugged" tour Atlas had forced you into. Authenticity sells, they'd said. Fans eat this shit up.
You just wanted nothing but sleep.
"Five minutes," Mira muttered, nudging you toward the old stage—a vintage relic of this bar’s storied past, all with a single mic stand waiting.
The crowd was a blur of your fans; young adults like you, some adults that you remind of their youth, and a lot of younger people that definitely fit the criteria of modern fans, holding up LED signs and phone screens. You adjusted the guitar strap digging into your shoulder and forced a smile.
Your signature voice flowed through the space like a gentle autumn breeze, carrying warmth and nostalgia with every note. The raw emotion in your delivery resonated deeply with your supporters, who hung on every word and inflection.
You can definitely see it in their eyes. They were enamored by you.
Your voice filled the room with a simple kind of magic. The crowd melted into the music as you sang, each word honest and raw. This wasn't just another show - it was real, and everyone could feel it.
Then you saw him.
Blond hair, roughly swept back to the side like he'd run a hand through it one too many times. Broad shoulders under a fitted black shirt. That face—sharp, unfairly handsome, watching you with an intensity that made your fingers twitch against the strings.
Jay.
Right there. On the side of the bar area, sat on a comfy wooden stool.
Your breath caught. And his too.
He hadn't meant to come.
But then he'd seen the posters outside the tavern—your name in bold letters—and suddenly he was nineteen again, sneaking in with his new ID just to see you play again and not miss his shot.
Now, he‘s frozen as he sees you perform so whole heartedly under the might of a single incandescent light.
You looked beautiful. Real.
Not the polished version from magazines or Leah's wedding—where you'd stiffened the second Sarah requested that song. Where your voice had cracked on the chorus, raw in a way no studio could autotune.
Where he’s just able to see you again.
And now here you were, strumming the opening chords of something new—voice low, rougher than he remembered. The crowd swayed, but Jay didn't move.
Couldn't.
Not when you glanced up mid-verse, gaze snagging on his like a caught breath.
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You finished the set in a daze.
No one noticed the way your hands shook. No one except him.
Backstage—if you could call a storage room with a large old leather loveseat a ‘backstage’—Mira shoved a bottle of branded distilled water into your hands. "Good crowd. Atlas'll be happy."
You didn't answer.
Mira sighed, looking at you with that same concern yet again. She knows your situation, and she feels bad being so helpless and useless to ease your pain the way you want.
She taps your shoulder and presents a light grin back at you. "Van’s out back. Avoid the fans, yeah?"
You nodded, seeing her leave the room shortly.
Until when can you stomach this feeling? This sensation? Being trapped in world you dreamed of was never in your plans, yet here you are, sitting inside your gilded cage.
As you took a deep breath, you fixed your hair and showered yourself in your favorite perfume yet again. You took a faithful step and approached the exit.
When your senses met the stench of New York’s streets opposite the alley door, Jay was already there. Leaning against the brick wall, arms crossed, like he'd been waiting for years.
"Hey," he said.
The streetlight caught the gold in his hair. God, he looked good.
"Hi." Your voice came out hoarse. You walked slowly, approaching him with some needy caution. Just for yourself.
A beat of silence passed. Then Jay pushed off the wall, stepping closer. "You killed it in there."
You scoffed. "It was a dive bar, Jay."
"Yeah. Our dive bar."
The words hung between you. Quiet, and more of that still silence.
“The dim lights suit your features.”
You shot up a glance towards Jay, hearing him say such a ridiculous thing in the middle of your self-inflicted turmoil.
You could say the same for him.
Right then, you forced yourself to look away. "Shouldn't you be with … Naomi, right?"
Jay's jaw tightened, his hands flexing against his sharp jaw. "I … wanted to see you."
Why?
You didn't ask. Couldn't possibly.
Instead, you watched as he pulled something from his pocket—a crisp white card.
PARK JONGSEONG, with some unreadable fine print at the side you couldn’t see much under the street lights. His name is embossed in sleek black and accents of regal purple.
"If you ever want to grab matcha," he said, holding it out. "No pressure."
You stared at it. Four years ago, you'd have taken it without hesitation.
Now?
"Jay," you said softly, "what about … her?"
As he opened his mouth—
Ring.
His phone lit up. As your curious eyes darted over, the name span the screen. Naomi.
Jay cursed under his breath, still not answering as he held out for your advise.
"I should—"
"Yeah." You stepped back. "I don’t mind."
He hesitated, card still extended. "Just please... think about it."
Nervous as you can be, you took the card in hesitation.
“A card, huh?” You flipped the sheet of stiff paper on your fingertips.
“Yeah.” Jay perked up his one-sided smile, genuinely happy at the gesture. You couldn’t help but smile back — it was contagious when you see Jay act that way.
“Park Jongseong … got your whole government name here too, hehe.” Jay couldn’t help but chuckle a little at that comment, and neither could you.
Then he was gone—turning by the corner—swallowed by the city lights.
You stood there, fingers clenched around his card, until Mira honked the car horn.
“Drive or bust, superstar!”
Lost in thought, his voice played like a broken record in your head.
Think about it.
As if you could do anything else.
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u got texts // drabbles | park jongseong x male!reader + sim jaeyun x male!reader + nishimura riki x male!reader + park sunghoon x male!reader
pairing: jay x male reader + jake x male reader + niki x male reader + sunghoon x male reader
genre: fluff, established relationship
notes: how would you feel is your bf sends you $200? me personally? would buy tons of fried chicken 😭
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okay so i definitely just wanted to explore this because i actually experienced this with my friend ... and we just sent money back and forth LMAO
also HOONNNNNN i will have him stapled here until i get a gist of what stories i can write for him hehe
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