op turned off reblogs due to getting harassed over this post but i agree with this too hard .m y post now
when you see a good and relatable endo post but it's tagged as radqueer
If you leak ii18 I will hate you forever
🌺 and 🌑. :3
HI MY BOYWIFE HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYWIFE I LOVE YOU DEARLY. anyways the questions...
🌺 "if you're a primarily queer system, are there any cishets? and if you're a primarily cishet system are there any queer headmates?"
a: yeah we're mostly queer. you would know that wouldn't you. anyways tavish (demoman tf2 fictive) is the only cishet in here and he's barely fucking here anyways.
🌑 "what's the most obscure source anyone has? (ocs do not count)"
a: if we're not counting parts who are no longer here, i'd say ūnit01, who is a partial kintroject (robot/androids), aesthetive (based on cyber y2k + mechagirl aesthetics), and has the appearance of niche internet influencer yūnmago. if we ARE counting parts who are no longer here, i'd have to say EITHER vince (introject of vince from voodoo vince) (2003, original xbox title action-platformer) or bunny (the song "hey bunny" by baby bugs, and generally an introject of 2020 alternative styles, especially n3kobit3/nekobite)
(boywife i can't @ you to let you know i answered but i did)
we're worldwide noises. we are a teenaged plural system of indeterminate number, and this is our blog. what's it about? nothing. just like seinfeld! click read more to find out more. warning, we overshare. a lot. read through the full thing to find the thin ice and dni lists respectively. and do not send us donation asks, especially if you're anonymous. we don't know which ones are real, and which ones are not.
there is also a more in-depth post explaining our stances in a simple format.
we (raz/lain, shi/hir pronouns) are white, mesosex, and collectively queer + oriented aroace & genderqueer. also seventeen years old, so mdni blogs please don't interact for your own sakes. however, we are turning eighteen in june (2025).
we are also taken, so please don't flirt with us romantically!!
we're medically diagnosed and/or recognized for: autism, adhd, anxiety, major depressive disorder, (c)ptsd, disruptive mood dysregulation disorder (a precursor to bipolar in most cases), unspecified dissociative disorder, and mild asthma. we also suspect to have idiopathic hypersomnia, dpdr, bpd, hpd, and some narcissistic traits — all with extensive research.
in short, we're fucked.
the part who will front the most & post the most is nec. i'm also the one writing this right now. although, i'm looking for different names for myself. i use shi/hir, vei/vein, and hy/hymn pronouns. i'm a gender non-conforming boygirl, as well as aroacespec and a bi-abro lesbian. and objectum and fictorose, just to add more to the fire.
i'm the one who has the out-system boyfriend... and the one who takes the brunt of our disorders. thanks chat
i'm very autistic about my interests! i love things such as: psychonauts (special interest of 3 years), dandy's world, vocaloid (including utsu-p, pinocchio-p, and the post-traumatic manifesto) (the latter being the theme of this account!), object shows, roblox, pokémon, and more! chances are if you've heard of something somewhat popular yet niche, i've been in the fandom or at least heard of it. share me your playlists! i love playlists, and have around 30+.
however, there are things i don't like. obviously. everyone has dislikes or even hate for things.
fans of vivziepop, dream smp, necrojimbo/analbonez, true crime community, alfred's playhouse, the coffin of andy and leyley, and hoyoverse content are on thin ice. all of these creators have absolutely been shown to be bad or at least questionable people in the past and present, and i'd rather fans of them remain wary. and the true crime community is just weird. there are families of murder victims out there on the internet seeing that shit, come on now. it's just immature and sickening.
and for people i don't want to interact at all,
i don't want these groups to interact with my posts or blog at all: zionists, darkshippers, pro contact for illegal paraphilias, radqueers, anti non-traumagenic systems, and anti-inclus. anti-inclus for me includes terfs (and by extension, radical feminists. y'all's ideology is full of bigotry whether you like it or not), and people who are against contradictory or "weird" labels. my blog is not for you! i will block you if i see you in my notifications. as someone who is queer, not fully traumagenic, a victim of countless horrible things, & more, i don't feel safe around you guys.
now uh. have fun don't die 🔥 here is my umm. dni banner too
it bites.
"that time of the month" "monthly visitor" "feminine hygiene products" GRRAH!!! SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! PERIOD!! MENSTRUATION!!!! TAMPONS!!! PADS!! MENOPAUSE!!!!!!!!!!!
@confettisketty pspspspspsps i think you like this guy ??????
more creatures commandos 🕺
I'd rather hangout with the straight boyfriend than the queer cop who insists they're one of the "good ones" while harassing people of color
I'd rather hangout with the straight palestinian grandma than the queer zionist who keeps insisting that the death of palestinians is the one way ticket to queer liberation
I'd rather hangout with the leather dyke who is a mspec gaybian and uses paw/pawself pronouns than the puritan who makes "callout posts" clearly targeting disabled queer artists
It’s not over yet.
so so very tired. i can't take being tired anymore... so tired of being disabled because being disabled makes me tired. i am exhausted and i wish someone else could front to get the load off of me.
i will absolutely grab one of the random nameless, bodyless fragments that are probably in my system and morph it into someone who can help me. but like i've done that before, i've created parts. they haven't fronted after their creation and it fucking sucks
please i just want someone equipped to help me with this to front. why can't i push through this constant neverending lethargy and exhaustion. i can probably almost fall asleep standing up right now, and yet i have to help mom clean up the room we share with her (because our bum ass housemates have; a, taken my room and the living room and b; don't help with anything and pretend everything is fine because they give us money for rent sometimes.)
shi/hir, 17. autistic and mentally/neurologically disordered traumaendo system. previously known as riotmarrow. do not send dono asks. do not post us to fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. zios, radqueers, and darkshippers do not interact, we don't like you.
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