Today i came home from my vacation
Usually you would run to me for hugs and little belly rubs
But the house was empty
My bed felt empty without you in it
I felt the ghost of you,
Happy to see me back
But it will never be the same again
I miss you alot my little star
Especially on moments like this
I need you more then ever </3
Every eyelash that was on my face, every dandelion i blew, every birthday candle, every coin thrown in a fountain, every 11:11, every fallen star, i wished for just a little longer with you.
“You can’t love someone until you love yourself”
i have never believed in this until i felt it with my own heart , saw it with my own eyes and drowned in this kind of struggle.
The sun began to shine
Yet my days are becoming darker
People meet outside
Yet i’m stuck here with no energy to move
People work on their future
Yet i’m here searching for motivation
A good night rest will help
Yet my thoughts are going
Like a record stuck on repeat
One day i will see the bright side again
But for now
I will get trough the day
And sometimes thats more than enough.
You,"he said," are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.
— Emilie Autumn
nobody really understands what i’m going trough
They act like they do
But they don’t
They don’t know shit about me.
i’m in this weird phase of my life where i’m not really happy but not sad eighter i’m just living in confusion of what the fuck i actually feel.
We were fast cars on our way to crash
Holding hands to not lose each other in a big crowd >>>>>