I just found the most breathtaking, spectacular, stunning, magnificent, astonishing picture of my fame DR s/o on pinterest and I think I'm gonna cry i hate men in this reality but holy fucking god, men in other realities are something else
so let’s talk severance. and shifting. and briefly about loa.
because. i'm confused. this is an open forum for anyone who has ever stared into the abyss and had the abyss stare back, except the abyss is a fluorescent-lit office cubicle and the abyss is also your bedroom, and you are in both places at once, except not really.
quick recap for the uninitiated: in severance, employees undergo a procedure that splits their consciousness in two. the ‘innie’ only exists at work, the ‘outie’ only exists outside of it. neither remembers the other’s life. a clean, surgical divide. a self cleaved in two like some corporate-cooked ouroboros. make sense? no? yes? congratulations, you are alive.
now. shifting. shifting isn’t exactly that. but. isn’t it a little bit that? just a fraction? a sliver? because your dr self isn’t some blank-faced mannequin waiting for cr you to clock in and take over. they’re not a placeholder, not a consciousness-on-pause. they exist. fully. they are you in the same way you are you. and when you shift, you don’t overwrite them. you sync with them. it’s stepping into a river that was already rushing, already frothing, already carrying you forward before you even realized you were ankle-deep.
so no, your dr self doesn’t ‘know’ about shifting. until you shift. unless they were already aware of shifting. but let’s not go full inception just yet. because before that moment, they were just living, unbothered, thriving, possibly drinking a very good martini, possibly about to be hit by a cab. and now, here you are. a new awareness superimposed onto the old. which begs the question: if you can shift into them, could someone shift into you? could cr you be the outie in someone else's severance? is some other version of you sliding into place, right now, reading this, wearing your socks, stealing your morning?
let’s get messier. let's talk homework. let’s talk clones. let’s talk about whether or not i would even know if i had shifted. because. okay. say cr me is the innie. and the shifting me.....the one actively intending, scripting, affirming....is the outie. would my innie know the outie had shifted? would i know? or am i a paper doll, neatly folded into a reality i had no hand in choosing, while some other me slides into the cockpit?
because let’s discuss. people talk about clones. about leaving something behind to keep up appearances. but are they aware? do they feel it? do they have the creeping suspicion that reality is off by a fraction of a millimeter? do they ever get that thing where they walk into a room and forget why they’re there, except it’s their entire life? if shifting is severance, who's the innie and who's the outie? is cr you the outie, with full agency, only vaguely aware of the other? or is cr you the innie, there in a single slice of reality, while your dr self gets the full panoramic view? maybe it’s neither. maybe the whole premise collapses because, unlike severance, the connection is never actually severed. i think that this can be applied to manifestation too. because. if you manifest, say, a different face.....is the you with the old face aware that it worked???
maybe you are both. maybe it depends on where you stand. maybe it depends on where you shift. maybe none of us know what we’re talking about and reality is a mobius strip we’re all just scrambling across in different directions, trying to make it make sense.
anyway. thoughts? feelings? a growing sense of dread?
How do you get over the fear of never shifting
how to get over the fear of never shifting?
right, so you’re afraid you’ll never shift. you’re staring down the barrel of an eternal non-event, the metaphysical equivalent of a dinner party where the host never shows and you’re left nursing a warm gin and wondering why you ever put on shoes. the fear, then, is not just about shifting. it’s about stagnation, about the existential itch that nothing will ever happen to you, that you are, in the grand scheme of things, a closed-loop system with no exit ramp. it’s about the dread of being one of those people who say they want to do things and then never do them, like men who buy poetry books and never turn past the preface.
let’s establish something !!! this isn’t a you problem. this is an everyone problem. but listen. listen. that doesn’t mean nothing is happening. the want itself is movement. the yearning is proof of life.
but fear can be embarrassing. the fear is what stops you from talking about it in public. the fear is what makes you try to force it, and forcing it never works. this is a truth universally acknowledged, like how the people who tell you to “just relax” are always the ones who never have to try at anything.
so, how do you get over it? you don’t. not in the way you’re thinking.
you don’t kill it, or banish it. what you do is you turn the volume down. you remind yourself that shifting is not a limited resource, it is not an exclusive club. you reframe it, because fear, at its core, is a trick of perspective. if you treat shifting like a test you’re doomed to fail, then congratulations, you have built yourself a failure machine. if you treat it like a game, like a book you can open and step into at will, then suddenly it becomes something else entirely, something less cruel, less elusive. something possible.
and listen, i could do the whole inspirational speech thing, the "trust the process," "it happens when you least expect it," "insert comforting platitude here. you can do it, you're always doing it, bla bla bla." but that’s not what you need. what you need is this: shifting is a skill. sort of. it’s not a mystery, not some divine lottery where the lucky few get golden tickets to willy wonka's chocolate factory and the rest of us are left behind in the cold. it’s a skill, which means it can be developed, honed, mastered. and if you can accept that, then suddenly, the fear loses its fangs. it becomes background noise, static on the radio. it becomes something you can live with, something you can drown out with the sheer audacity of your wanting.
so, the next time the fear comes knocking, let it in. let it sit at your table. but do not let it drive. do not let it make the rules. because the fear, when you really break it down, is just this: a refusal to believe in your own capacity for transformation. and if there’s one thing i know about you, it’s that you’ve never been one to stay the same.
saw a tiktok saying how disgusting kings landing is and im sorry im gonna have to script that out- you could not pay me to be there !!
Visualising vs Daydreaming
Sometimes when 'visualising' it can start to feel like maladaptive daydreaming and I think for some it feels 'pointless' because theres no intention behind it. Or it can feel like escapism to imagine something different to the 3d.
When visualising throughout the day or before shifting, have the feeling of acceptance towards what you are imagining. That what you are imagining is what you are setting yourself up for, its not just random thoughts or daydreams its events that are going to happen to you and emotions you are going to experience.
And once you realise that what you are imagining is going to happen, it may help you align with what you actually want. A lot of people don't actualy realise how real shifting is, so that scene in your head that you are picturing is going to happen to you.
Be honest with yourself and understand what it is you truly want in your drs. Whether thats scripting breakups or worse things, because youre the one going through allat.‼️🙏🏻
had a dream i was dating TOP from bigbang...am i supposed to know what that means...
it's okay if you missed doing your daily affirmations, which you didn't need anyway. it's okay if you diverted your attention away from your desires for a while, it's not gonna prevent your manifestations. it's alright if you cried because you don't see anything reflecting in the 3D and later felt bad about it, you'll still get your desires if you want them.
it's all part of this reality to feel bad, to cry, to get mad. not everyone in this community can feel happy and cheerful all the time while manifesting. and it's okay. everyone is going to want to cry. you are allowed to cry. you'll still get your desires, it'll still show up in the 3D no matter what.
don't sacrifice one thing for the other. there are no sacrifices made when you manifest. don't hold back, it's only healthy to let out your feelings than bottling it up. crash out if you want, and trust me whatever it is that you want, will show up.
just assume you have so and so and it will inevitably manifest, unless you decide you don't need it anymore. remember, nothing in between will matter.
you're giving yourself your best life, no inconveniences. you don't have to make yourself uncomfortable just for the sake of that. if you're giving yourself your perfect life, start by acknowledging your feelings and letting them be ♡
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me and woozi if anyone cares
we're not boyfriend and girlfriend, we're not husband and wife, those titles don't fit. we're soulmates, we're MORE than soulmates. we're made for each other. when you think of him, you think of me and viseversa.
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