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looking at you with my tiered exhausted eyes. Are you a TERF or a radfem?

No, in fact I am a trans woman :)

I love a good well-written dream.

In my dream last night I woke up in a massive facility. It was hard to discern the exact culture but it was like if Judaism and Chinese culture smashed into each other. I was told this was a breeding facility to reawaken the famous historical figures of this culture. It was a known fact that they reincarnated every 35 cycles of 36- there was a math formula, I forget. They reincarnated regularly.

They believed I was their figurehead, a woman who led them during times of crisis.

I was taken on a tour. I saw half grown creatures and fetuses in tubes, all experiments to better society. I felt lucky to be walking around. I was shown scenes of elaborate clay dolls dressed and arranged to display historic moments. This is the Betrayer I was told, the other half of my pair who would inevitably betray me. In the scene his cheeks were bright red and he was surrounded by women.

Later I got to meet his incarnation, a tall lad with a joyous smile and wild dark hair. I was shy but he was gregarious and friendly. We spent time together every day. I loved him, not romantically, but without reservation. One day while out walking together we passed by a huge open room full of musicians. The music reminded me of ATLA but with some odd notes and changes.

I was so enthralled, I stopped to stare. The music was beautiful but the people were busy with recording devices and I didn’t want to interrupt. But my friend grabbed my arm and hauled me in, swinging me in a dance until I stopped caring about being a bother and just danced with him, both of us laughing and delighted. And the musicians were happy too, delighted to please us, their very important people who were still growing up.

Another scene later was waking up in darkness and the head of security being in my room. She led me down the hall and to a secret desk where she pointed at an alphabet arrayed on the desk. She didn’t want a puppet figurehead. She wanted a leader. She began to tutor me in secret to learn the things a leader must know.

Later I remember sitting in a panel of judges looking down at a woman who wore my face. The director was forcing her to abase herself, to grovel and I snarled, wanting to defend her. My friend wrapped his arms around me, holding me close while he whispered in my ear that that’s what the director wanted. The girl was led away sobbing. We never saw her again.

I slowly gathered power to myself, trying not to tip off the head of the facility to my rebellion. But one day I couldn’t find my lovely friend, my other half. Someone trusted whispered “His cheeks are beginning to turn red.”

I began tearing through the facility screaming as he was nowhere to be found until finally I tore open a paper door and there he was at a low table, surrounded by anxiously smiling women plying him with drink.

I shrieked and launched toward him, and he slowly fell backward as I came close. His cheeks were red with poison, he didn’t move again. I raged and wept on his unmoving neck and the director entered.

“He betrayed you,” she informed me.

“You betrayed me,” I countered and rose to rip her apart with my bare hands.

And then I woke up the end.

Dear god, I’ve seen this once before… It has dangerous blue of a radium teaset.

i just made a box of baby shark mac and cheese and ate the whole thing. am i gonna die

you can cancel it out with sonic the hedgehog curry rice

How are there people who get married at 25? It is confusing to me.

You might think working out at home would take less time because no commute or waiting for machines but, you have to factor in all the time you spend peacocking in front of the mirror admiring your pump fully nude at home.

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Alright, time to answer all of these questions

how many followers do you have? - 10 followers, of which 6 are magnificent mutuals.

when’s the last time you went on a date - never dated

how many posts have you made? - a jillion and ten (50)

What type of shoes do you wear? - sneakers

what colour are the walls of your room - grey

where are you right now? - my room

would you consider yourself good at art? - yes (writing)

who was your first kiss? - my pillow

do you still sleep with stuffed animals? - no

what’s your favourite piece of clothing you own? - my white suit and pants

do you live in an urban, suburban, or rural area? - suburban

what’s your favourite store to shop at? (online or irl) - i hate shopping

if you had to choose one POSITIVE word to describe yourself, what would it be? - intelligent

do you collect anything? - information

what’s the last thing you ate? - red curry

if you go to therapy, do you like your therapist? - was a lady who spoke over me, as it took me a long time to collect my thoughts and she couldn't handle silence. it was mindbendingly annoying.

what’s one thing you want to buy, but don’t have the money or resources to get? - $1,000,000 in gold bars

Who’s the first person you can think of? - Ea-Nasir

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? - 8-10

If you could revive one tv show that has been cancelled, what show would it be? - ???

do you consider yourself a part of any alternative subculture? if so, which one(s)? - evil subculture

who was your childhood favourite music artist? - Tchaikovsky

CDs or record players? - no

Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? - no, only conspiracy facts with solid primary sources and scholarship to back them.

would you get back together with an ex if given the opportunity? - n/a

favourite kid’s show character? - stingo and slugsy

is the person you call your best friend actually your best friend? - no besties, only favourites

when you’re sad, do you prefer to listen to music to match your mood, or listen to happy music? - yes, I love dark and sinister music, especially The Planets

what’s the last outfit you wore? - cream shirt with black pants

do you have any online friends? - i have both online friends and friends who are online, some of them you may have already seen.

least favourite clothing style that is currently popular - not my deal

how often do you do your laundry? - weekly

do you prefer silver or gold jewelry? - tin jewellery, nothing that will get stolen

what’s your book/movie/tv guilty pleasure? - there are only pleasures, no guilt. (Really bad books, the Adventures of Doctor McNinja)

if you could change your hair however you want, how would you change it? - I'd be able to manipulate its length with my mind and keep it at a constant length, so I never have to go to the hairdresser again.

do you paint your nails? - no, mon ami

what’s an uncommon/specific /obscure topic you’re interested in? - History of Oil

what’s the name of your first pet/what would you name your first pet if you had one? - Tiniebla

what’s one feature you would change on tumblr? - you get to edit people's posts if you block them

what’s the most interesting item you own? - a huge rusty nail made into a pendant by a friend, from an abandoned building on a pier that would later mysteriously burn down

would you rather go on a date at a museum or a concert? - concert

what’s one regret you have? - All the ones I have are too embarrassing or terrible to mention.

42 personal questions ask game

how many followers do you have?

when’s the last time you went on a date

how many posts have you made?

What type of shoes do you wear?

what colour are the walls of your room

where are you right now? (not exact location. ex: at a park)

would you consider yourself good at art?

who was your first kiss?

do you still sleep with stuffed animals?

what’s your favourite piece of clothing you own?

do you live in an urban, suburban, or rural area?

what’s your favourite store to shop at? (online or irl)

if you had to choose one POSITIVE word to describe yourself, what would it be?

do you collect anything?

what’s the last thing you ate?

if you go to therapy, do you like your therapist?

what’s one thing you want to buy, but don’t have the money or resources to get?

Who’s the first person you can think of?

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

If you could revive one tv show that has been cancelled, what show would it be?

do you consider yourself a part of any alternative subculture? if so, which one(s)?

who was your childhood favourite music artist?

CDs or record players?

Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?

would you get back together with an ex if given the opportunity?

favourite kid’s show character?

is the person you call your best friend actually your best friend?

when you’re sad, do you prefer to listen to music to match your mood, or listen to happy music?

what’s the last outfit you wore?

do you have any online friends?

least favourite clothing style that is currently popular

how often do you do your laundry?

do you prefer silver or gold jewelry?

what’s your book/movie/tv guilty pleasure?

if you could change your hair however you want, how would you change it?

do you paint your nails?

what’s an uncommon/specific /obscure topic you’re interested in?

what’s the name of your first pet/what would you name your first pet if you had one?

what’s one feature you would change on tumblr?

what’s the most interesting item you own?

would you rather go on a date at a museum or a concert?

what’s one regret you have?

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Are they really that cool then?

actually maybe i shouldnt openly post in such a way that reveals that im thinking about yuri clone boob docking

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Homosnexual?

snasers

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get out of my walls???

Who said I was in your walls. We have the Wall Code and the High Protocol of the Door. I cannot enter your walls unless I am invited, or you are under a state of siege.

If you hear creaking and skittering of a large humanoid variety it is probably your local varmint-deity, in which case I suggest leaving a piece of cheese to appease it.

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i just like when someone is transfem. i rather like it a lot