cw ✩ ˖ ݁ . domestic abuse (reader is married). zombie apocalypse au. mentions of blood + bruises. violence. death
you and sukuna ryomen had spoken twice before all hell broke loose.
the first time was in front of the elevators — you held an ice pack to your bruised eye, gentle smile on your face despite your predicament as you softly waved at his kid brother, who smiled wide at you, one of his front teeth missing.
“what happened to your face, miss?”
he had smacked him ever so lightly on the back of his head, caused him to yelp out an ouchie, ‘kuna!
“you don’t ask ladies that, brat.”
but your smile had grown, happy to have a conversation. “it’s okay,” you had told them, looking from the tall stranger then to his child. “i’m just really clumsy. i ran into a door.”
the elevator dinged and sukuna ryomen had a feeling you were lying.
the second time was on the roof of the apartment building, late into the night, no adorable toothless kid in sight. your lip was busted that time around.
he was on his second cigarette when you popped up.
“want one?” he inhaled, savored the smoke, exhaled.
“no, thank you. my husband isn’t a fan of the smell — so i should probably leave.” you had laughed, every bit melancholic and unsure.
he figured out the reason of your bruised eye and bloody lip that night.
without hesitation, he dropped the remaining half of his cigarette and stepped on it with his boot.
you were a little dazed, stuck in place.
to have a stranger do something kind for you.
“is,” you cleared your throat almost awkwardly, “is your son already asleep?”
“he’s my brother,” he had shoved his hands into the pockets of his coat, let out a puff of winter air. “his name’s yuuji. i’m sukuna. we live in 104.”
you had told him your name. apartment 107. the fact you only —
“don’t take care of that kid. what’s he to you?”
your husband sits across from you a few feet away, elbows resting on his knees, bottle of beer in hand.
you sit next to a sleeping yuuji, hand brushing his pink hair away from his face — you had made sure to clean all the grime from his chubby cheeks with a baby wipe. had fed him a portion of your food. had put him to sleep as his older brother looked for supplies on the upper floors.
“he doesn’t have to be anything of me. he’s a child that needs to be taken care of.”
your husband tsks and stands, throws his beer bottle to the side, makes you wince.
“don’t,” he grabs your forearm roughly, makes you stand up. “take care of the fuckin’ kid.”
you grit your teeth. “don’t touch me.”
your husband laughs before sukuna ryomen appears — grabs him by the collar of his shirt and drags him away from the room on the first floor you started occupying after the infection spread.
he throws your husband on the ground rather roughly, straddles him and throws a nasty punch to the side of his face — another to his nose, mouth, the other side of his head. then, he looses coordination and punches aimlessly — until your husband’s face is disfigured and gushing blood.
“didn’t you fucking hear her, scum?”
you stare with your mouth agape, tears brimming your eyes as you watch sukuna’s grey shirt get stained red.
when he’s done, he turns to you.
you can’t help but to see him as a knight. a savior.
“thank you,” you throw yourself into his arms, sob uncontrollably into his chest. wrap your arms around his body tightly. “thank you, sukuna.”
his hesitancy is palpable, until he slowly wraps his arms around you. mouth dry, knuckles busted and aching as his adrenaline subsides. as he’s wrapped in a blanket of comfort. softness. the faint smell of you.
he swallows and the truth hits his stomach — he’s willing to do anything for you.
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He doesn't mind PDA, he just won't be starting it.
He'll accept your kisses, but please don't try to kiss him on the lips. He knows he's weak for your kisses.
While hugging (at home preferably) he hides his face in your neck or chest and relaxes, feeling you breathe or the vibration of your heartbeat.
So, yeah. He likes to cuddle.
He'll definitely kiss your skin depending on where he is hiding his face.
He's the kind of man who would let you be the big spoon if you ask to but then somehow he becomes a bigger spoon.
He usually doesn't hold your hand, you'll have to take his and he's probably going to ask you why are you taking his hand… in sign language, so he is going to let go of your hand, once you tell him why he'll probably offer you his hand.
If you take his hand in public he can react in two ways depending the situation: if he is in a place where there are enemy's he'll make you held to his clothes, because he needs his hands to be free if the situations requires to fight
if on the other hand, he is in a safe space he is going to squeeze your hand a bit as a way to demonstrate love and let go.
About kisses… Nicolas feels a bit awkward about them. It's because he has the idea that since he can't speak he will be bad at kissing.
You'll have to teach him how to kiss, Worrick is confused as fuck when he sees you explaining to Nico in sign language that no, speaking has nothing to do with kissing.
Worrick smiles proudly when he bargains in Nico's room and finds you in bed together. You are over Nico, kissing him.
"Go away" Nico orders him out loud and Worrick laughed as he walked away.
He's actually an excellent kisser. From the sweet, to the passionate and lustful kisses.
He loves the feeling of your skin, so he'll like to trace figures with his fingers, feel all of you with every part of his body.
He likes to smell your hair, right before you shower, because it's when it smells less like shampoo and more like you.
He doesn't like hugs when you are out in the open, he feels trapped and open for anyone to attack him
He would prefer you to keep your touchy touchy loving hands away from him while on the street because he gets nervous that anyone would see and put you in danger.
He has zero modesty when the "public" is just Worrick or Alex, this man can kiss you, caress you and even fuck you in front of those two because they already know the nature of your relationship with him.
So stop him if the kisses star to get steamy.
I need to get to a dentist soon or I'll just start knocking them out myself!
I'm in so much pain and I just wanna cry! I put high grade numbing medicine on it and it didn't do shit.
To top it all off, it's starting to thump into my head, causing me to develop a headache.
Seriously, it's so bad I hope I go into a coma so I stop feeling the pain.
This way people can see they’re not alone. I have them and this would help me see that.
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