Lawlight Week Day 1: Death

They’re so silly

omg I love him wow I love him so much

THE LOVERS.

UPRIGHT: love, harmony, partnership, choices, alignment REVERSED: imbalance, disharmony, misalignment, indecision, conflict When The Lovers card appears, it foretells a deep bond between two people, two opposing forces that together could create balance. Remember that true love and harmony come from embracing all parts of yourself and others. Can you put aside pettiness and strife to become bigger than the sum of your parts?

“Caught you.”

Rendering their faces has already used up all of my energy. So I gave up on rendering the other parts and cut them off. Maybe I’ll redraw this concept someday… maybe.

theres more of them

Near with his toy dinosaur from my fanfic In Charge.

Turned on my askbox!! Feel free to make art requests :) anything persona related is fine, but I can do other stuff too!!

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Some post canon lovers :) plus a mello design

I think mello would keep the choppy hairstyle but use the layering of the explosion, kinda mirroring Lidner a little. Plus makeup. Plus his eye shape is kind of like Ls, with darker colours. Should've been brown but ah well. He's also missing an eye!!

Nears design is just his C-Kira design, except with heterochromia because I like the idea of him having both L and Lights eye colours to mirror how he sees the world. And freckles. Mello likes kissing them. :)

I have a lot of. Thoughts. On these two.

death note is a thriller first and foremost but in some ways i do view it as a horror story.

the horror of death note is the idea of never having someone truly understand you. the people in your life, your friends and family, they can look you over from head to toe, but they can not see you. they will listen to everything you say when you speak, but you are still not heard. it's about being so dirtied by the inescapable loneliness not being understood brings you, that you try to clean yourself with the blood and viscera shed by your ballpoint pen. you find solace in death and decay. "home" has become your local cemetery.

but in the same vein: the horror of death note is having someone understand you so carnally that for the first time in your life you are frozen in fear. there is no greater terror than laying open on the operating table and having the muscles of your chest peeled apart, skin pulled back, hard hands exposing the soft flutter of your exposed lungs. there is no greater fear than when the man above you snaps each rung of your ribs with delight, because he is searching for something, something deep inside you that is also inside him. you have waited all of your life to be seen and to be heard, and now you have been, and it's terrifying. what do you do about this? what can you do about this?

in a way the horror of death note is -- only one of you will survive this. the horror of death note is -- you can never be truly alive once you have killed your humanity. the horror of death note is -- the one man who finally understood you was the only thing keeping you human in the first place. what do you do after you've killed him?