Canon Jonah Magnus is way funnier than fanon Jonah Magnus. Why does everyone try to change him. He’s perfect.
deer freak me out so im always going to draw them a bit fucked
the house of atreus really has everything: cannibalism, matricide, fratricide, just plain old murder, incest, adultery, generational trauma, etc
they make me so unwell
source and inspiration: you have 90 minutes to complete by r.a.
life is just [when mitski said “mom, would you wash my back? this once and then we can forget” and killing eve said “clean your face” “can you do it?” “you’re not a child” “I want to feel like one. please, can you do it?” and @maiabaia said “mother, eat me and give birth to me again, this time around I’ll make you proud” and @inkskinned said “mom can you come get me things are getting bad again and i feel every insult like a sharp tooth and i feel my dreams rotting under my fingernails”]
@tbos-main
i'm sorry but betrayal remains THE sexiest theme in fiction. she's just that girl!
Electra drives me insane she's really like. This family tree is rotten and so I am rotten but the rot will end with me. And yes the father that lives in my memory is a fantasy and a stranger to the man that really lived but he's dead and every memory of the dead is a fantasy. And yes my father did horrible things but he did those things because he had to, I have to believe he did them because he had to. And maybe if he had lived, he would have loved me and I am so starved of love that I will beg for it from the graves of dead men. Yes this woman gave birth to me and shaped me into the wretched form I am today. No she is not my mother. Yes I hate her. No I can't remember a time when she didn't hate me. Yes I am desperate for her to love me. No I would rather die than do something to earn her love. No I am nothing like her. Yes I look into the mirror and see my mother, and I hate her, so I hate me. Yes I believe my brother remembers and loves me and will come and save me. No I don't know what he looks like or if he's still alive. Yes I love my brother unconditionally. No I don't really know my brother. Yes I know my brother intrinsically because he is the other half of my soul. No I don't believe he's coming. Yes I love him anyway because I am destined to love men who leave me behind in this house. This house that has been built on the bones of my murdered family, killed by my family, and their blood has poisoned the roots. Yes this house is my home. Yes this house hates me, and what does it mean when your home is also your prison? Yes I want to leave this house. No I will never leave this house. Yes this house has always been haunted. I am the thing that is haunting this house.
i have been listening to @mothercain almost exclusively this week
she/her | call me aiaia <3no 1. fan of @tbos-main’s wip, the blood of serpents (hi rori <3). narines supremacy
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