Being Called "my Love" Will Always Be Superior To Just "love", I Will Not Elaborate.

jan 04, '23: notes, tea//

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current favourite words part I (part II):

• esoteric: likely to be understood or enjoyed by only a few people with a special knowledge or interest

• hubris (greek tragedy): excessive pride towards or defiance of the gods, leading to nemesis

• trepidation: great worry or fear about something unpleasant that may happen

• hedonistic: based on the belief that pleasure is the most important thing in life

• decadence: moral or cultural decline as characterized by excessive indulgence in pleasure or luxury

• writhe: respond with great emotional or physical discomfort to (a violent or unpleasant feeling or thought)

• acerbic: (of a person or what they say) critical in a direct and rather cruel way

• sanguine: blood red

I live in you; and you would die for me, I love you so.

- carmilla

me, at 2 a.m: let’s get my life in order. this is a new beginning. a new era. everything will be different. i have finally cracked the code. starting from now, i will unlock my full potential. i—

me, the next morning: actually? nevermind

my favourite coping mechanism is buying books