I Don’t Think You Understand. I Need To Take Care Of Dean Winchester More Than I Need To Breathe Air.

i don’t think you understand. i need to take care of dean winchester more than i need to breathe air. i need to hold him softly i need to hold him like water like hozier said i need to run my fingers through his hair until he falls asleep with his head on my chest and keep the weight of the world from crushing him and- i need to take care of him while he takes care of everyone and everything and can never fall apart and i need to be the one person he can fall apart with and i need to give him all the love and affection and care he thinks he doesn’t deserve and kiss away his tears and tell him everything will be okay i need to cook for him and indulge his interests and get him the perfect gift for his birthday every year and be the one person he can count on to always be on his side and be everything he says he doesn’t need but does. i don’t think you understand.