Just Kill Me

Nobody has ever wanted me and I’ll never understand what the reason for that is exactly..

Stop Procrastinating Shifting Nah, you're not "waiting for the right time", you're just avoiding your own power and I love you, but get the fuck up and do something. We are all out here saying we want to shift. We believe in it (more or less for some people). We yearn and dream about or DR, about that hot looking, successful and potentially emotionally stable version of ourselves. But lets take a look at what we are actually doing a lot of times. Scrolling through shifting posts.... again. Because we haven't done that the last few days, huh? Re-reading the same LoA post hoping it hits a bit different this time (it doesn't). Shuffling unnecessary shit around in our scripts, because changing where the "About Me" section is will unlock the cheat code to the multiverse somehow. Telling ourselves "I'll do it tonight if the vibes feel right". And then we fall asleep before we get the second affirmation out because we pushed back sleeping and trying for 4 hours at this point. Busted, huh? When we are constantly doing that, we are neither manifesting nor shifting, we are just mentally pacing in circles like a neurotic racoon. This isn't preparing... it's procrastinating. I say this with all the love I can come up with after only 4 hours of sleep: There is no perfect attempt. You just need to fucking start doing something. The chances you will shift by only tweaking your script over and over and over again, waiting for something to happen, are rather low. The chances you will wake up one day and say "Yes! I have been enlightened and now I am ready!" in regards to shifting are also low. Because you are already ready! You have been from the moment you got the definition of shifting thrown your way. I think most of us are just scared to fuck it up and "fail". Of course it's sometimes scary to want something so bad it makes us cry and all we can do is manifest and hope for the best. But delaying that shit won't make that scary feeling go away. It just gives doubts more time to invade your thoughts. Can we all agree to drop the thought of needing a 27 step pre shifting routine, stop pretending that we need to be "in the right headspace" while trying to shift and to stop expecting motivation to just suddenly appear like a convenient divine ass-kicking as if it is needed? Yeah? Great. We'll just start anyway. Picking some random fucking method, doesn't matter which one. Saying our affirmations even if we feel like a delusional nutjob. Just.. trying. Doing something, anything really. Even if we suck at focusing or visualizing. Just do it anyway. Showing up and doing something even if it is not perfect is pulling your brain away from being scared of fucking it up. Build that momentum. We shift through starting and doing, not through running away from shifting ^-^

scenario ideas for your fame dr(s) - requested <3

✶ you're a new runway model who was regarded as a rookie monster for your unique walk, standing out from the crowd of models, and high end brands instantly wants to hire you.

✶ you were casted as a character in a movie adaption of a famous book. people adore you because you embodied the character from looks to personality. your acting career sky rockets from here

✶ just chilling one day before you blow up on on social media because you're pretty as hell.

✶ you're a socialite known for your brutal, unfiltered opinions on social media (non-problematic). people love you.

✶ being a member of the royal family, already famous for your cleverness and beauty, but went viral because you were caught partying. ironically this made you an icon among the younger generation.

✶ you bought back the old victoria's secret but less bigotry and anorexia, more talents!

✶ aspired clothes designer and highly ambitious, your artwork were widely praised and loved, both for runway and casual wears. your brand turned high end in a short time.

✶ you're a lawyer brutally winning the court and went viral for serving face while doing it.

✶ getting to go on tours around the world for your new music album after the title song keeps hitting top 1 on weekly charts. private jet and luxurious hotels.

The urge to runaway and start again..

ꔫ 𝓝anas' archive 𝅄⠀ 🗝️ 🪽 ࣪ ⠀ 𓈒

𝓗ere you can find all my scripting content, i figured it'd be easier for people to find if I made a master list so here it is !! I might add my other posts here like my dr intro posts & other stuff like games etc

𝓢cript packs ;;

𝓐ngelic stuff to script 🪽

𝓑eauty related things to script 🌑

𝓗elpful things to script (kpop edition)

𝓡andom things I've scripted about myself

'𝓢hut up' script pack inspired by ariana grande 🦪

(in case masterlist gets lost, the tag + link is also in my intro post and here 👼🏻 )

𝓜ore of this content coming soon . . . that's it baiii !!

The long awaited method : HMM for self hypnosis towards the void, enter under 2min.

WARNING : this method is quite powerful, it's not a method on directly entering the void, but it's a method I've perfected to be able to induce the void INSTANTLY under 5 minutes, given by on how to hypnotize yourself.

Please make sure you're ready for this, and you have a clear mind for this, self hypnosis is extremely powerful and if done rightly? It helps immensely, the chances after this to enter the void is 90%, you know what the 10% is for, belief and trust in this method.

Let's start.

Introduction:

This method is something I've stumbled on long before, and I just remembered how it may actually help those with a limit in their mind that does not let them enter the void, first of all, props to the person who make this trance inducing method which is using the magic magnet fingers, and since I'm pairing it with the void, I'll call it Hibiscus's Mind Magnet, or just HMM for short.

This method requires you to sit down somewhere quiet, somewhere with limit sound, does not matter if there's light or not, simply sit somewhere comfortably and I urge you to do a small mini meditation before hand if your mind is crowded, best time to do so is when you wake up.

The steps:

Sit comfortably. (Has to sit)

If having crowded thoughts, meditate for a clearer mind.

Set your suggestion : a suggestion is something you want to stick deep into your subconscious, aka "I always enter the void under 2 minutes."

You can use any other suggestions, this is just for the void I'm explaining now, now that your mind is calm, everything is ready, simply begin by clasping your fingers in front of yourself together and leaving the two index fingers to stick above.

Now, look and focus at the space between those two fingers, okay? Now begin to imagine that ok either sides of your palm, there's two big magnets.

Stare at the space between the fingers, in a moments time when you let go, you see your fingers actually getting pulled subconsciously together like magnets, and eventually you'll feel this sudden pull of your own face towards it, at this point, continue to stare at it UNTIL your indexes hit each other.

Now you begin to realize even your eyelids are tired and droopy, that's the perfect state, now gently lower your hand in your lap and close your eyes, let the fatigue wash over you, you'll feel lightheaded and dizzy, this, is the perfect state called the Trance state.

Begin by saying your suggestion slowly, simply affirming deeply by saying "I always enter the void under 2 minutes." And only use one suggestion please.

When you feel ready, and you feel done, that's when you're done with this trance state, to get out, begin by forcing yourself to focus things around you, the blanket underneath you perhaps, the hands in your lap, and slowly open your eyes again.

Done, you have just hypnotized yourself, and remember, results can show in just one session, but if you're doubtful, it will take more than one session, do this before attempting for the void and simply go on with ANY method of the void, you'll succeed.

Good luck ml! I hope I made myself clear, and please remember I won't be online here for a couple of days as I have been too much on here and it's affecting my studying, either way, good luck and whatever questions you have I'll answer later, happy void!

Edit// for those who don't understand the hand part and how to clasp it:

It's like this

Can you please make a list of things to script for like fans to "figure out" before you make it official with your s/o like I'm an idol dating another idol but we haven't confirmed anything so like little clues that our fans find such as my s/o wearing a necklace with the first letter of my name that sorta thing sorry if this doesn't make sense my English isn't my first language

yoncé speaks: of course, i got you baby

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 hidden/matching bios

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 wearing each other clothes and fans notice

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 you have a not lot of dating scandals with other idols, they get jealous and speak out about it. they say something like, “i’m surprised we haven’t had one yet”

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 when talking about your ideal type you describe them or they describe you

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 them/you accidentally referring to each other as “my girl/boy” before playing it off as joke

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 making eye contact frequently during award shows and fans go crazy about it

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 doing a room/dorm tour and a items of theirs is in view

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 saying something they always say and fans noticing. basically picking up their habits

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 making songs about them or your tracklist spell out their name

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 one of your songs have a voice memo/ voice mail thing where they’re talking and gushing over you

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 using them as your s/o in a music video

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 matching clothing items/tattoos

𓇼ㅤ𓂂 you guys being at the same place at the same time (kinda like the V and jennie situation in paris)

yoncé speaks 2: just a few, lmk if you like them !

REALITIES

୨୧ CHALLENGERS DR!

tennis, a competitive game in which a relation is created as the ball in wacked with the racket between each player. ANGEL has been playing tennis ever since her parents met TASHI DUNCANs’ parents - and that happened before she was born, the girl was practically given a racket to play with in the womb.

tennis, tennis, tennis, tennis, more tennis, did i mention tennis?

that’s all that tashi duncan spoke about, so in favour its all that angel cared for.

anything tashi says goes and anything tashi likes you like, if tashi thinks you’re doing something wrong - you’re doing it wrong.

angel had always been described as tashis follower, a lapdog if you will - but the girl couldn’t help it, after all its tashi.

though there was always some intertwined conflict between the two - always competing for first place or who gets the leading space in the next nike campaign.

it had been a thing since they were sent to country clubs in the summer to make the day go quicker. who could hit the ball more, who could get the most points, who could perfect a form faster… it went on.

the sun and the moon - thats what the duo were called.

tashi was mostly proclaimed the sun by fans, and angel the moon.

not the only named duo in tennis…

fire and ice.

PATRICK ZWEIG and ART DONALDSON.

meeting after the US open games at the girls celebatory party and tashis home, the boys quickly pined after the girls - though one problem.

who wanted who?

they simply couldn’t decide. nor could they decide when they were in the motel room, huddled onto the end of the bed in a twist of tongues.

and it seemed as though they still couldn’t decide as they grew older - as they went to college and went pro.

it was a mess, the whole situation, the people… or was it all planned the the girl who just wanted to watch some good fucking tennis?

This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years. 

If you reblog her picture within the next twenty-five seconds you will have good luck and fortune for the rest of your life.