REBLOG IF YOU ARE HELLA BORED AND WOULDN’T MIND SOME CURIOUS ANONS.

Did my nails space themed!!! Again!!!

Ignore the shit on my desk. They're similar to the first time I did it, just better (in my opinion at least) and it took me two days (technically, and I havnt even done the other hand yet lol) but yeah... bye!

-ImMadAtDisney <3

OH MY GOSH!!!! IT’S SO COOL😭💕!!!VARIGO YAY🥳

How am I in your eyes?

Some Varigo expression practice that I tried making quickly, you know, to train my speed. Still took me like 7 hours... oh well

Audio from Jrwi Riptide episode 63 (these two idiots are so important to me. I love! LOVE how their friendship (wow I feel like a historian, saying this) evolves! They care about each other so much!!! Man.

VARIGO🧪💞⚗️

Good omens fanfic (Events after the second season)- Crazy omens (by S.A.)

!!T.W:Alcohol, drugs, smoking, mental disorders, madness, gay!!!

[From the author: I advise you to read this song - Three Days Grace "I hate everything about you", it creates the right atmosphere]

Chapter 1 "Without You"

Crowley's apartment in London was *the worst* place on earth at night. A lot of *a lot of drugs*, alcohol, cigarettes and hookah. *He was having fun to the fullest*, one could have thought, but no. Crowley was bad, insanely bad. His sweet, sunny, dear angel left him for the sake of heaven. The snake could survive everything from Aziraphel, after their kiss: a blow, screams, swearing, perhaps an angel would not let him get to the threshold for the next two centuries. All, *but not this*. He exchanged the redhead for heaven, went with Metatron. For God's sake...satans...and anyone! He's an idiot! - with such thoughts the fallen one drank another bottle. Crowley stopped taking care of himself a long time ago and hadn't washed for almost four months, and there was no question of anything else. His hair has grown to an incredible length - almost 2 meters! The demon drowned his pain in alcohol and substances, falling into a terrible addiction. But before, he felt a kind of pity for such people...

The plants in the apartment have long since dried up and the leaves, once the greenest in London, and now yellowish-brown, lay near the pots. The corners are covered with cobwes and are teeming with all kinds of creatures. The blackness of the walls and furniture in the apartment put pressure on the psyche, like a hydraulic press on a can of cola. Mona Lisa's sketch, hanging in front of the hidden safe, seemed to be looking at Crowley with a mockery. It seemed that everything on this planet , in the Milky Way, was amused by the demon.

Unfortunately (and the horror of subsequent events), and Crowley's so heavily overloaded psyche could not stand it...

Ру:Благие знамения фанфик (события происходят после второго сезона)- Безумные знамения.

[от автора: советую к прочтению эту песню- Three Days Grace "I hate everything about you", создаёт нужную атмосферу]

Глава 1 "Без тебя"

Квартирка  Кроули в Лондоне , ночью была *худшим* местом на земле. Много *очень много наркотиков*, алкоголь, курево от сигарет и кальяна. *Он отрывался по полной*, можно было подумать, но нет. Кроули было плохо, безумно плохо. Его милый, солнечный, дорогой ангел бросил его, ради небес. Змий мог пережить все от Азирафеля, после их поцелуя: удара, криков, ругани, возможно ангел не подпускал бы его к порогу ближайшие два столетия. Все, *но не это*. Он променял рыжеволосого на небеса, пошёл с Метатроном. Ради Бога…сатаны…да кого угодно! Он идиот!- с такими мыслями падший выпивал очередную бутылку.  Кроули давно перестал следить за собой и почти четыре месяца как не мылся, а о другом уж и не было речи. Его волосы отросли до невероятной длины- почти 2 метра! Демон топил свою боль в алкоголе и веществах, попав в страшную зависимость. А ведь раньше, он испытывал некое подобие жалости к таким людям... 

Растения в квартире уже давно засохли и листья, когда-то самые зелёные в Лондоне, а теперь желтовато-коричневые, лежали около горшков. Углы покрылись паутиной, и кишат всякой живностью. Чернота стен и мебели в квартире давила на психику, как гидравлический пресс на банку колы. Набросок Мона Лизы, висящий перед скрытым сейфом, будто с насмешкой смотрел на Кроули. Казалось, все на этой планете, в млечном пути, потешалось над демоном. 

К сожалению (и ужасу последующих событий), и так сильно перегруженная психика Кроули не выдержала…

Some angst😢✨🧪⚗️

It's just a kitten in strawberry jam!

Varigo🧪💔⚗️

AWWWWWW MY POOR BABY 😭😭😭😭💗(Biromantic and asexual bro✨)

(And headcanons cool)

Varian headcannons

He/they baddie

Has lots of burn scars from experiments

Has scars on his wrists from handcuffs. For this reason he never takes off his gloves unless he's alone or with someone he trusts.

Trust issues. This kid was ignored by pretty much everyone when he needed them most, it's gotta have an effect on his ability to have healthy relationships (they say, almost like they're not speaking from experience)

Angry and Catalina were the first friends he had that were vaguely around his age. The vat7k gang (- yong) were the first friends he had actually within a year of his age (I hc angry as 12 and catalina as 14 in season 3. the vat7k gangs ages are again my personal hcs: Nuru as 17, Hugo as 19 and Yong as 15).

Used to love the snow and rain and winter because it meant hot cocoa and time with his dad. The blizzard ruined a lot of things for him, including the snow.

Sensory issues galore (no I'm not projecting wdym)

Sh scars BC boy hates himself for everything he's done and blames himself for everything that went wrong

Whipping scars from prison. Again based off a HC of mine where they put him in maximum security and treated him like a regular major prisoner (including fun perks like interrogation, torture, starvation and whipping) until his old cellmate attacked him pretty badly so they threw him into the cell with Andrew. (Which was no better. Seriously which fricking ass had the oh so intelligent brainwave to put him in with Andrew. That's why I created this HC to at least try to give it a rational explanation)

Frostbite scars. You're telling me that a kid in a winter coat travelling the carriage worthy distance from old Corona to the castle through a blizzard literally described as a divine death trap TWICE made it out unscathed? No way!

Looks perpetually like a 12 yer old, much to his annoyance and to the amusement of Eugene.

Autism and ADHD. Look at him. Just look. Especially at the beginning of that episode where he gets kidnapped.

Also: PTSD, anxiety, depression, and BPD. Yes I'm projecting but also. Varians anxiety is pretty much canon ATP. You can see it in most of his episodes pre and post villain arc. PTSD because even in be very afraid, which happens around 2 years after his dad was trapped in amber, he is still very affected by it. Depression and low self esteem, he's miserable about everything that's happened and that's kind of ruined his life and he hates himself for it. Little canon evidence but feels right. BPD- much of Varians character, especially early on, is built around seeking affirmation. When he is repeatedly denied it, his emotions overcome him and he can't hold it anymore and breaks down. Also I see him as very emotional and logical at the same time so he has mood swings out of his control and is horrified at himself because he knows they aren't rational but he can't control them. Totally not projecting. Again not much canon evidence but great for angst and projecting purposes.

Since I'm projecting here I might as well project my artstyle on him. Sketchy, done with a pen or pencil and one random colour on the back of pretty much anything. Actually pays attention to lighting and tone on the rare occasion it is required. Very good at making random scribbles look like a perfect replica of something he's seen before. Good for scientific drawing and sketches. Terrible for fully finished works. Unlike me he is very good at art and makes my weird artstyle look good.

POTS. No real reason, just I can make characters physically disabled in headcannons and I want to use that power. Also varigo fluff potential.

Reads too much

Chronic loneliness from having no one to talk to (I'm projecting too fcking much and I know it)

Insomniac and won't admit it. Has passed out plentiful times in his lab and the most random places ever from pure exhaustion. This got worse during the villain arc because Quirin wasn't there to drag his sleepy ass to bed. Hugo worries.a (no it isn't an ungodly hour in the morning when I'm typing this wdym).

Reconnects with Cass post canon.

Has nightmares about his dad, sots, prison or Andrew regularly and needs either his dad, Eugene and later Hugo to stay with him after.

Has a serious sense of ✨style✨

Biromantic and asexual. He does not escape my giant aspec ray.

Begged his dad for weeks to let him keep ruddiger, who wandered into his lab one day and soon enough became his "assistant". Quirin was rather displeased (DW he came around eventually guys).

We all know that Varian loves animals, but did you know that animals love Varian?

Very picky eater who has a bunch of allergies and often forgets to eat (y am I projecting sm here chat).

Very good at lying and manipulating and scheming, as seen in his villain arc, but his emotions and guilt and empathy get in the way most of the time. As he should tell Hugo in my hcs, "just because I can doesn't mean I enjoy doing it". (HC: Hugo knows Varian has some sort of criminal past but he doesn't know that he was his gay awakening, the alchemist).

Makes annoying household inventions.

sassy and overdramatic

Issues with authority

Shares some rather radical opinions with Hugo and Cass

Frustrated at Cass walking away scott free whilst he was stuck in prison for a year

Bottles up anger until it explodes at the worst possible moment

is NOT innocent.

Intense fear of disappointing people, especially those who wouldn't have a negative reaction, since "that just makes it worse".

Idealist that kept getting more and more frustrated and disillusioned over time.

There are more but this post is long enough as it is. Almost all of these are me projecting on Varian.

What are some of your Varian headcannons? I'd love to know. :)

they're so sooo cute though ughh..eugene,, you're so lucky man..you win bro 🙏😭🤧 you win 😔 con😭gra😭tula😭tions😭

i need her so bad 😞

Adam nun (HH) in my style

!I didn't want to offend or make fun of anyone! It's just a drawing!

Maid Adam (Hazbin Hotel)

A:What do you looking at, freak?