As The Colder Months Approach: I Wish You All A Healthy, Calm End Of The Year. I Wish You Tasty Cups

Avoiding my brain by taking overtime shifts at work

Like heh,, ive cracked the system

To the bone vibes

I miss you

Alrighty, so I started my diet off today and gotta say, we're off to a pretty good start. I managed to stay under 400 calories and worked out through out the day, and ill be adding a walk in a bit later today. I've almost reached my water goals, and im gonna have a tea bc we cold, but other than that, im done eating for the day. I am a bit worried about this Thursday because my family and I will be staying in a hotel and they'll get full monitoring of what I eat and what I do so that should be interesting. In other news watched a lot of gossip girl today (highkey cringe ik but we aren't gonna talk abt it), and did a lot of drawing. I hope you all had a good day, and if u ever need to talk, the inbox is always open 💕

Stay safe, loves ❤

how does it feel to be an active tumblr user in 2021

it feels like im mentally ill

A note to my body

I am sorry.

I have cut you, hit you, and burnt you. I have shoved more food into you than you can handle, jammed my fingers down your throat, and starved you for days until all you can see is stars.

I’ve consumed too much alcohol, too many substances, and exercised you into the ground.

But what I am the most sorry for is that I can’t seem to stop… no matter how much I want to be better for you, I don’t know how to stop this self destruction.

And for that, I am truly sorry